Chapter 4 Love is gone, and the heart is broken
"Ahem...... coughed a few times in a row, but I didn't care about my cold this time, and the body accumulated from years of insisting on exercising was not calcium.
So, although I have a cold this time, it's just a small cold, and maybe I can get better tomorrow after taking two pills.
At this time, Meng Yao opened the room, poked her head out and said with some concern: "Shui Han, do you have a cold?" ”
Obviously, although Meng Yao was across the door, she still heard me coughing in the living room, and I didn't want to trouble others, so I said, "It's okay, it's just a little cold." ”
Meng Yao blinked and said, "Shui Han, what do you want to eat at noon?" ”
After a pause, he added, "I'll go to the supermarket later, do you have anything you want to eat?" ”
After that, he looked at me expectantly.
I was texting Ye Hua and Xu Sansheng to ask them out, and when I heard Meng Yao's words, I stopped texting.
After being silent for a long time, he rejected Meng Yao's invitation: "No need, I have something to do in the afternoon, I'll leave later." ”
A disappointment flashed in Meng Yao's eyes, but she still didn't give up and said, "Then, you can't skip eating." ”
I frowned, thinking to myself why this woman was so ignorant, didn't she hear that I didn't want to eat with her?
"No appetite." I replied, turned around and picked up my coat and umbrella and left the house.
The place I agreed with them was a few stops away in a restaurant, and I was a little hungry, after all, I didn't even eat breakfast.
There is still half an hour before the time, estimate the time, and walk over it.
......
This restaurant is located on the side of the road, although the place is small, but the food is better than the taste of the three of us, so that most of the time the three of them will choose this place to eat.
I kept coughing along the way, and I went out carelessly, forgetting that the rain and cold wind brought by last night would cool down in the next few days, and the lowest was more than ten degrees, and I was frozen like a dog in three thin clothes.
Today, the hotel is unexpectedly lively, the proprietress walks between the tables to serve tea and rice, and the smile on the corner of her mouth is presented in front of everyone without hesitation.
Xu Sansheng hit the table with his fingers frequently, making a regular impact sound to tease me, watching me play with taste: "Shui Han, I am willing to lose the bet, I won't forget the bet that day, right?" ”
"Damn, remember." My heart sank, it's been a year, and I still remember this thing.
Xu Sansheng glanced at Ye Hua and said, "What? I'm a witness, right, Ye Hua. ”
Ye Hua hurriedly seconded the proposal, "Shui Han, I am willing to lose the bet." ”
"Did I say I was on the wrong footing?" I'm a little angry, these two people are holding on to each other, aren't they?
"Cheng, that's okay, find a girlfriend within a month, but don't ask for help~" The two looked at me with playful eyes and smiled evilly.
I was a little resentful, but I also said yes, after all, I swore at that time that I would never be separated from Ran Ran for the rest of my life, and we would get married in front of them.
As a price, I found a new girlfriend within a month after I broke up with Ranran.
Of course, I thought it was just a boring joke, and I didn't think that we would break up at that time, and we had sworn to this day, to this place, to this love, and to never give up......
Thinking about it, the bitterness in my heart is like bile.
"Still, Shui Han, I still have something to tell you." Ye Hua said to me.
I looked at Ye Hua's hesitant appearance, as if something big had happened, and looked at him curiously.
Xu Sansheng seemed to know what he was going to say, and the expression on his face did not change much.
"What's the matter?" I was ready and waited for him to say, because I knew that the next words would definitely be related to me.
Ye Hua looked at me a little unbearably, but still said, "Li Ranran is getting married." ”
I was stunned for a moment, and then my heart was like a thunderbolt, my heart was shattered, and I was speechless several times.
"Heh......" I smiled bitterly, and the last hope in my heart was shattered.
I just broke up yesterday, and today there is news of marriage, heh, Li Ranran, how hungry are you? Is it just for money and power?
"Shui Han, are you okay?" Xu Sansheng asked with concern.
"I just told you not to tell him so early, and when Shui Han forgets her, she won't be so sad." Sansheng said to Ye Hua with a little reproach.
"Long pain is better than short pain, and it's better to recognize a person as soon as possible." Ye Hua said indifferently, Xu Sansheng nodded in agreement.
But the two of them still looked at me with a little worry, and asked to follow me after I asked to leave, saying that they were afraid that I would not be able to jump off the building for a while.
I immediately replied, "Just that kind of woman, I would jump off the building for her?" ”
"Che, that's not necessarily." The two replied disdainfully in unison.
Sometimes, the one who knows you best must be the closest and most iron.
Not surprisingly, Ye Hua and Xu Sansheng are.
"There is wine today and drunk today, where there is wine, where to have fun, go, brother will take you to the bar!" Xu Sansheng, the drunkard, pulled me and Ye Hua and ran to the bar as he spoke.
I just want to drink now, and I heard that I can forget myself when I get drunk, so I want to try it and enter the "bliss" of being drunk as the world says.
Although it was afternoon, the bar was still hot, listening to the lively bar music, watching the changing flickering lights, the people twisting their waists like crazy, and a few cold beers, I began to like it here.
I like this feeling, no annoyance, no love and hatred, only carnival and wanton venting, only shouting and indulgence, only hazy and illusory that is both true and false.
What I once hated the most, is now a place for me to indulge.
Am I fallen? Maybe, after all, people are not immutable, Li Ranran is like this, and so am I.
Xu Sansheng, the drunkard who was once picked up by me, seems to have returned to his paradise. He is proficient in all walks of life in the bar, holding a guitar in the bar singing band today, gently pulling the guitar strings with his fingers, pulling Ye Hua to shout to me who was drinking alone in the audience after singing a few songs in a row: "Shui Han, come up!" ”
I had no choice but to go up, and of course, I wanted to indulge myself.
I adjusted the guitar in my hand, because I learned guitar from this drunkard in college, and I barely know a little.
took the microphone handed over by Ye Hua, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and a woman's figure unconsciously appeared in his mind.
With anger in my heart, with sadness. was silent for a long time, and sang a magnetic voice in his mouth: "Some stories are always unforgettable, some people are always difficult to put down, I have always put you in my heart, but you can't bear to hurt me, walking in the old place with you, thinking of you for tears in my eyes, with gusts of autumn wind, a little cool......"
By the time I finished singing this song, there were already shallow tears on my face, I cried, I cried because of Li Ranran.