Chapter 213 Don't persuade anyone
Long before Qin Yufeng appeared, in order to hide people's eyes, Yu Chenguang hid under a big tree not far away.
The distance between the big tree and the stone bench was relatively far, and Yu Chenguang could not hear them talking, but could only see the intimacy between them.
Seeing that Lin Xi finished eating the moon cakes, perhaps because there were crumbs left in his mouth, Qin Yufeng took out a handkerchief and raised his hand to wipe it for her dotingly.
Yu Chenguang's eyes hurt, he only felt disheartened, and suddenly he didn't want to look at it anymore.
He glanced deeply at Lin Xi with red eyes, and resolutely turned around and walked out in the direction he came.
When passing by the two of them, the sudden footsteps caused Lin Xi to subconsciously turn his head to look.
At this time, Yu Chenguang had already staggered past them, leaving Lin Xiwei with just a vague back.
Seeing that familiar back, Lin Xi's eyes shrank slightly, and he subconsciously wanted to get up and catch up to see if it was him.
However, she suppressed this impulse again, and pulled the corners of her mouth self-deprecatingly, how could it be!
I must have thought he was crazy! Everyone who sees them feels like him.
Seeing that back figure go farther and farther, Lin Xi sighed in his heart, when are you still obsessed!
Qin Yufeng followed her gaze, but found nothing, and asked puzzledly, "What's wrong?" ”
Lin Xi forced himself to look away slightly, and said softly: "It's nothing, I recognized the wrong person!" ”
Looking at Lin Xi's slightly depressed appearance, Qin Yufeng was stunned for a while, could it be that she thought that the person who passed by just now was Yu Chenguang?
Although that back is somewhat similar, how could Yu Chenguang appear here at this time?
Qin Yufeng sighed, and suddenly felt that the moon cake in his hand had lost its original taste.
He put away the bag indifferently and changed the subject: "By the way, why are you here alone?" What about your roommate? ”
Lin Xi lowered his head slightly, "They went home, Yingying went on a date with his boyfriend." I didn't want to stay in the dorm room alone, so I went out and walked around. ”
Qin Yufeng looked at her helplessly, "Don't go out alone at night, it's too dangerous, the school is far from being as safe as you think." If you really want to get out and about, call me next time! ”
Looking at Qin Yufeng's worried expression, Lin Xi's heart warmed slightly, and the words that he originally wanted to refuse were suddenly a little unspeakable.
But thinking that it would be too unfair to Qin Yufeng to go on like this, her mouth moved, and finally she mustered up the courage to say ruthlessly: "Qin Yufeng, can you not be so good to me?" I can't give you what you want. ”
She looked at the sparkling lake in front of her and muttered, "I already have someone in my heart, and there is no way to accommodate another person." Don't like me, okay? It's impossible between us. There's no point in you waiting any longer. ”
She turned her head to look at Qin Yufeng, with obvious determination in her big eyes.
Qin Yufeng felt a pain in his heart, and asked unrelentingly: "Is it because of Yu Chenguang?" You have all separated, and he and Lu Kexin are going to Q Da together, aren't you still giving up? Why are you so stupid? ”
Lin Xi's face turned pale, she lowered her eyes, and said softly: "It has nothing to do with him, I'm just too tired to start a new relationship." ”
Qin Yufeng looked at Lin Xiwei angrily, "Do you want to feel sorry for him for the rest of your life?" He has already come out, why are you still drowning in the past and unwilling to face reality? ”
Lin Xi shook his head slightly, and said indifferently, "You don't understand, there are some things that I don't mean to give up just by giving up." ”
She looked at Qin Yufeng resolutely, "You don't have to persuade me, there is no way to force emotional things, if you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it." I can't deceive myself into saying I like you for the sake of coveting your momentary warmth, it's too unfair to you. ”
She looked at Qin Yufeng sincerely, "Qin Yufeng, I am really grateful to you for helping me when I was most helpless, but I can't force myself to be with you just because I repay my kindness." You are so good, there must be many girls who like you, and you deserve better. ”
Qin Yufeng looked at Lin Xiwei with red eyes, "But I only like you!" I've only liked you since I was a kid! I don't need to be fair and I don't force you to give me a response right now. But please don't refuse me to care about you, okay? ”
Qin Yufeng looked at her with a sad expression, "Lin Xiwei, I like you as my own business, since you can like Yu Chenguang willingly, then push yourself to save others, you should also be able to understand my determination to like you and never give up." ”
He looked at the lake with a sad face, "You're right, if you can easily say that you like it, then maybe you don't really like it." But I really like you, so much so that when I think I can't like you anymore, my heart is like dead, and I can't even feel my heartbeat. ”
Qin Yufeng smiled self-deprecatingly, "If I could convince myself to stop liking you, I would have stopped liking you when you rejected me, but I couldn't control my heart at all. ”
In the darkness, tears appeared in his deep dark eyes, and the light reflected in his eyes, as if hiding indescribable sadness.
Lin Xi looked at his side face slightly, and his heart was suddenly so sad that he couldn't speak.
The person she likes, why isn't it Qin Yufeng, so that she doesn't have to bear so much sadness?
It's just that there is no if for emotional things, for her, if she likes it, it will be a lifetime thing!
Qin Yufeng turned his head and looked at Lin Xiwei stubbornly, and pleaded: "Weiwei, I don't ask you to like me, but please don't refuse me to get close to you, okay?" I won't bother you, even if I can only look at you from afar, my heart will feel better. You don't have to feel indebted to me, it's all my own free will. ”
Lin Xiwei wanted to persuade again, but Qin Yufeng took the lead and said: "You don't need to persuade me again, maybe I'm just obsessed for a while, maybe I won't like you anymore when I wake up one day!" When the time comes, I don't need you to persuade me, and I will consciously stay away from you and pursue my own happiness. ”
Qin Yufeng looked at her eyes tightly, "So, let's each cling to our own stubbornness, stubborn to our own stubbornness, and no one wants to try to persuade anyone, okay?" ”
Lin Xi looked at him for a long time without saying a word, and only sighed for a long time, and gave up helplessly.
Qin Yufeng showed a relieved smile at this time, "It's not too early, I'll send you back, right?" ”
Lin Xi nodded slightly, she thought about it, and looked up at Qin Yufeng, "One day, you will regret it!" ”
What a heavy burden it is to pay a deep affection to the wrong person!
Qin Yufeng smiled faintly, "Maybe it's okay, but what does it matter?" ”
There is always a path that can only be completed in the course of your entire youth.
And this path, for him, is called no regrets.