Chapter 21 Going with the Wind
Gao Qi reluctantly accepted the letter handed over by Li Jun, and still had the illusion that he was unwilling to admit it to Xiaoting in his heart.
However, looking at Li Jun and finding that tears had silently flowed all over his cheeks, Li Jun had more pity for Xiaoting, while Gao Qi had more love, although he didn't easily say the word "love" with his temperament, but Li Jun knew more about how powerful the power of emotion is.
"Xiaoting is really a fool, in fact, it is not impossible for us to have a better chance by our side, why do you have to come to this big city alone, at least there are you and me by our side to protect her, who can really treat her here." She always felt that she was very smart, but who could she fight against as a weak little woman, and if she really encountered a bad person, she could only be obediently manipulated by others. Gauci's voice was full of helplessness, anxiety, and pain.
"Qi, you don't have to worry too much, it's all fate, Xiaoting has her own ideas, every step she takes is carefully considered by herself, if she really can't fight in the end, she may accept her fate, we now know that she is doing well, when she can't go on, when she returns to us, can you still accept her?" Li Jun paused when he said this, and looked at Gao Qi with deep meaning.
Gao Qi was stunned for a while, yes, what will happen when Xiaoting is desperate and finds herself again? Maybe they will try their best to fight for it when they don't get it, but if it really comes true, how much joy and joy will there be in my heart when I get it?
"So all this is a game and a dream, we are far apart, we are still in our small county, and Xiaoting has been in the capital for half a year, people's mentality will change, let the memories of the past go with the wind, so you won't fill the troubles." Li Jun patted Gao on the shoulder and comforted him.
Gao Qi didn't say anything, wiped the tears from his face with his hands, leaned lightly on the backrest, closed his eyes and thought about something, and tears slowly slipped out of the corners of his eyes from time to time. It may be very simple to forget a person to say it, but it is very difficult to really touch it in the heart, because her imprint has been deeply engraved in the heart, and to remove the imprint can only erase a layer of the heart, and the pain is unbearable for anyone.
Li Jun and Yang Xinli glanced at each other and didn't speak again, the car was still speeding, Li Jun combed his messy hair blown by the wind with his hands, closed his eyes and enjoyed the pleasure of the car moving forward, the thoughts in his heart returned to school and class, but Guan Xinlei's shadow appeared in his mind for the first time, Li Jun shivered and quickly opened his eyes.
"Jun, what's wrong with you? Blown by the wind? Gao Qi didn't know when he had opened his eyes, maybe he had figured it out just now, and the sad look on his face had calmed down a lot at this time, and maybe the magnitude of the cold war in the more Li Jun had alarmed him.
"It's okay, I just thought of someone I shouldn't think about." Li Jun smiled a little self-deprecatingly.
"Who do you remember? The first person that comes to mind in your heart is the person you care about the most, but you don't want to mention her, but it's useless not to mention it, she has gone deep into the deepest part of your heart. Gao Qi said with a sad look on his face, maybe he remembered Xiaoting again.
"I see that you are about to become emotional experts at a young age, in fact, boys and girls are not so complicated, if you like it, you will pursue it, if you get it, you will love and cherish it, if you really have no fate, you will break your thoughts as soon as possible, otherwise you will be hurt in the end." The driver may have been anxious for a long time when he heard a few of them say in the back, and finally couldn't help but say his thoughts when he saw that he was about to arrive at the station.
"Haha, the eldest brother still understands it, maybe we are too young, there are still too many things that we can't see through, and more often it is a mediocrity to disturb myself, thank you for the point." Li Jun smiled and thanked the driver who was driving.
"Also, I don't know the true face of Lushan, only because I am in this mountain, in fact, we are emotional experts when facing other people's feelings, and it is difficult to extricate ourselves when we reach ourselves." Listening to Li Jun's words, the driver couldn't help but sigh lightly, maybe he had also encountered his own emotional problems.
The three of them entered the station and got on a long-distance bus to their hometown, and the complex of returning to their hometown slowly occupied their hearts, and the persuasion of the driver's master just now also made Gao Qi's mentality more peaceful, Li Jun looked at his expression and returned to normal, and the three of them began to talk about their classmates at school, who they wanted to see the most, and who they wanted to drink with them first after arriving at school.
The bus was bumpy and slow, and the spirits of the three people slowly withered with its ups and downs, and they slowly fell asleep on their seats.
When they arrived at the county station, the sun had already set in the west, and the sunset in the west was still shining all over the sky, and the three of them rubbed their misty eyes and followed each other to get off the train and take their luggage, because they had called home before coming back, and Li Jun took the luggage and saw his father smoking and chatting together.
Looking at the crowded and dilapidated station in his county, and thinking about the streets of the capital Beijing a few hours ago, this moment was like a world away, and the three fathers of Li Jun's contemplation also saw them and came over to help them with their things.
Li Jun found that a trace of surprise flashed on his father's face when he saw him, after all, he had been away from home for about 40 days, and now his child had returned home safely, and the parents were also full of joy.
"Dad, I'm back." Li Jun also immediately greeted his father with a smile on his face.
"It looks much stronger than when I left, isn't it hard to work this holiday?" The father touched Li Jun's head with rare love.
"Uncle, it's okay, the work of the few of us is not too hard, but this time I can also appreciate your usual hard work." Gao Qi also explained to Li Jun's father with a smile on his face.
"Yo, little rabbit cub, I've been out for more than a month, I've been able to speak, and I can measure our hard work, if we can really measure it, it will be the best reward for us to go to school and study hard." Gauci's father laughed and joked about his son.
"Dad, look at what you said, when I can't speak, but this time I did exercise myself, and I will definitely learn harder than before." Gao Qi was scolded by his own Lao Tzu and was embarrassed to say anything.
Several people loaded things onto the motorized tricycle driven by Gao Qi's father, Gao Qi and Yang Xinli also sat on the tricycle, Li Jun sat on the motorcycle that his father rode over, and several people went in the direction of home one after another.
After returning home, the younger brother ran out of the house and came to look through the things that Li Jun brought back, and the grandmother also came out of the house, touched Li Jun's face and said with pity: "Look at the children who have become tanned, tell grandma what work they have done these days, are you tired?" ”
Li Jun took out the dim sum I bought for my grandmother from my luggage and handed it to her and said, "Grandma, the dim sum I bought for you in Beijing Daoxiang Village is famous in Beijing, it is better than our dim sum, I tasted it." ”
"What else do you buy for grandma, come into the house and your mother will make dumplings for you, it's not good to work outside and eat, you look thin." The grandmother's face has the joy of her grandson buying snacks for herself, and the pity of feeling sorry for her grandson.
"Grandma, don't worry about me, I'm thin but I'm still getting stronger, you see I have muscles now." As he spoke, Li Jun lifted the sleeve of his vest and bent his arm hard, revealing the bulging flesh on his arm.
"Okay, it's good to be strong, come into the house, are you hungry, I'll go to the fire, and we'll cook dumplings and eat them when the water boils in a while." With that, Grandma turned and went into the kitchen to the east.
"Jun is back." Mother came out of the north house with a large plate of freshly wrapped dumplings, she didn't have much greeting, as if Li Jun had just been out for a few days, but Li Jun also saw the joy on her face.
"Mom, I'm back, I'm missing you a little." Li Jun took a few steps forward to take the dumplings in his mother's hand, like a child in front of his mother, the moment he returned home, Li Jun's heart suddenly rose full of happiness, it turned out that a cold-faced father, a nagging mother, a loving grandmother and a younger brother who only wanted to eat and play was the happiest thing.
Li Jun almost ate the dumplings in the evening, and then hiccuped his stomach and shouted "to death" before leaving the table satisfied, during the meal, Li Jun told everyone about the prosperity of the Beijing metropolis and some things in his work, but in the end, he didn't tell his family about Xiaoting, otherwise he would have to add some worries.
After eating, I lay down on my bed, and I felt a world of difference from the feeling of the shed, the weather was no longer as hot as in midsummer, and the ceiling fan on the roof felt cooler when it was turned on to second gear. There seemed to be a group of bold men laughing and scolding in his ears, Li Jun's heart suddenly rose an indescribable sense of loneliness, his younger brother was still watching TV in his parents' room, and the sound in the TV also came to his room from time to time, and then quietly sunk into the dark night like a wandering soul feeling helpless.
The phone rang suddenly, and Ding Lingling's voice pierced the silence in the darkness, "Brother, you call." The younger brother's voice came from his parents' room.