Chapter 39 Dependence
Facts have proved that he deceived Shi Yuyan this time, and it was really not wrong, as soon as he said this, the expressions on the faces of the two people opposite became extraordinarily exciting, Su Ruicong is a person with obviously poor psychological tolerance, and he was already trembling just now, and when Tang Hongye said this, he suddenly trembled as if he was playing a pendulum.
Shi Yuyan's psychological endurance is obviously better than Su Ruicong's, her face just suddenly became gloomy, the righteousness and righteous indignation that she had pretended to be before disappeared all of a sudden, the expression on her face was cloudy, she looked at Tang Hongye silently, her eyes kept wandering on his face, as if she wanted to observe something from his subtle expression, guessing how much he had mastered about himself and Su Ruicong's affairs.
Tang Hongye didn't say a word, as if he was smiling at the two of them, his eyes moving back and forth on their bodies, as if he didn't notice Shi Yuyan's gaze staring at him, he was very calm.
In the end, the first one who couldn't hold his breath became Su Ruicong, he shook like chaff on the side alone for a long time, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, his shoulders collapsed, his legs were weak, and he said to Tang Hongye and Du Juan with a crying voice: "I'm sorry!" I'm sorry! I'm really sorry! I...... Yeon-yeon and I ...... The two of us are so deep that we can't be separated, and no one can do without each other, so we can't help it...... I, I'm a man, so it's my responsibility, don't embarrass her, and don't think anything about her...... I'm willing to take the consequences......"
"Su Ruicong, look at that big picture of yours!" Shi Yuyan was originally a little weak and short of breath, but as soon as she saw Su Ruicong's performance, a big pimple was immediately twisted between her eyebrows, and the original anxiety and faint shame turned into anger in an instant, and she vented at Su Ruicong, "Are you a man?" I'm still here! Are you not scared of this virtue?! Look in the mirror now and see what you look like! What did we do? Who are we in the way? Why are only the governors allowed to set fires, but the people are not allowed to light lamps? The two of us really love each other, Xian and Yu and I are at most his first year of junior high school, and I am the fifteenth, no one is sorry for anyone, and there are no consequences that the two of us need to bear! You've straightened my waist! Don't make me look annoyed! It's already like this anyway, can't you be calm? ”
Su Ruicong's trembling up and down couldn't stop at all, and he was yelled at by Shi Yuyan so fiercely, and he only shrank slightly, and he didn't really calm down, but he didn't continue to tremble and say some words of apology, just hung his head and didn't say a word.
"Yes, the two of us rekindled the old relationship before Xian and Yu's accident, I just said, I and Xian and Yu, no one is sorry for anyone, but it's just a report and a report, even if you find out, I won't feel that there is anything that can't stand up to the waist," Shi Yuyan said to Du Juan and Tang Hongye in a tough tone, "I was a little confused when I married Xian Heyu, and then I regretted it, I and Su Ruicong are a couple who have been together for so many years, and the emotional foundation is there, Now I really want to reconcile, I really love each other, unlike Xian and Yu, I don't cherish those who marry them, and I hook them up outside, and I stink [HX] hooligan! ”
"Don't get excited, we don't intend to stand on the moral high ground to accuse you of anything, you can say anything slowly." Du Juan opened her mouth at the right time, sounding like a calm tone to calm Shi Yuyan's emotions, but in fact, she was really encouraging her to continue to talk and explain the reasons behind it clearly.
Shi Yuyan can be regarded as being angry and annoyed at such a juncture, and the long-accumulated emotions have finally found an inappropriate outlet, once they break out, they can no longer be suppressed, after listening to Du Juan's words, she glanced at them suspiciously, and glared at Su Ruicong, who was still earthy at this moment, with some unhappiness, pursed her lips, and then opened her mouth to talk about the matter between her and Su Ruicong and Xian and Yu.
"If you can come here and find us, you must know what is going on with me and Su Ruicong." Once Shi Yuyan decided to speak, her attitude became calm, "The two of us have had a good impression of each other since we were in school, and we fell in love secretly, and when we got to college, we were even more openly together. ”
Hearing Shi Yuyan say this, Su Ruicong, who had been sifting chaff with a pale face beside him, finally came back to his senses, and stretched out his hand to Shi Yuyan with some emotion, his movements were a little hesitant, but in the end he still held Shi Yuyan's hand tremblingly, as if to soothe her emotions, and as if she was asking her to give herself courage.
Shi Yuyan didn't expect Su Ruicong to do this, especially in front of Tang Hongye and Du Juan, she was slightly stunned, turned her head to look at Su Ruicong, her eyes were also a little red, and her eyes were faintly filled with tears.
At that time, our friends and old classmates all made jokes about the two of us, saying that if neither of us could walk together, could not get married and live a happy life, then they would no longer believe in love. As a result, we all feel that nothing can defeat love, and as soon as we turn our heads and finish our studies and enter society, we are beaten by reality and have no strength to get up. ”
Speaking of this period of the past, Shi Yuyan's tears could no longer be suppressed, burst out of her eyes, and dripped down her chin, Su Ruicong also lowered his head, as if he remembered something that made him feel heartache.
Shi Yuyan wiped her tears with her free other hand, and took a deep breath so that her tone could calm down: "The two of us, my family conditions are ordinary, he is worse than me, I know that the world is difficult after finishing and looking for a job, both of us imagine life is too easy and too beautiful, jobs are not so easy to find, and the salary is not as high as we thought, finally the two of us have found a job, and we also understand the special petty bourgeois life that was originally planned, It's simply not something we can afford. ”
"Don't get me wrong," Su Ruicong finally opened his mouth at this time, his voice was a little hoarse, he hadn't been like this yet, it was estimated that after knowing the true identities of Tang Hongye and Du Juan, he was in a hurry, so he instantly became dumb, "Yanyan said that the petty bourgeois life is the kind of petty bourgeois life that two people cook a few dishes in their own small home at night, two people drink a glass of red wine, eat some meals, chat, and then nest on the sofa together to watch movies, she is really not that kind of special material girl, but for the two of us at that time." , I don't even expect where the down payment for buying a house will come from, and it's very difficult to get a little salary every month. ”
Shi Yuyan sighed: "Yes, the two of us were frugal at that time, so we wanted to save part of the down payment as soon as possible, so that with the little money that the two families prepared for us, at least we could buy a house of our own, even if it was only thirty or forty square meters, we were very happy." The two of us saved a little savings, just had a little savings, his mother suddenly fell ill, the operation cost a lot, he took the money we both saved to pay the hospitalization fee together, to be honest, I feel sorry for the money, but I also know that his mother is very important to him, I can't hold back at this time, so I didn't say anything, and followed him to find a part-time job, desperately trying to make more money, thinking that it doesn't matter if the money saved in the past is spent, we can save again.
But his mother's illness can not be cured at once, during that time I feel like there is a big hole between the two of us that can never be filled, I work as a front desk in the company during the day, and I have to go out to work part-time at night, I can only sleep for less than four hours a day, and for a long time I am reluctant to buy a new dress, and the whole person is tired to the point of collapse, as a result, I earned money on the front foot, and the back foot was transferred by him to the hospital to treat his mother, I persisted for a long time, almost a year, In the end, it still couldn't hold on. ”
Su Ruicong lowered his head deeply, thinking of this past incident, which seemed to make him sad and guilty.
Shi Yuyan sighed and said: "At that time, I was really tired, so tired that I was not in the mood to understand his situation, so I told him that I was very tired, and I might not be able to hold on." Su Ruicong lost a lot of temper with me at that time, saying that I was ignorant, that I was inconsiderate of him, that I didn't share it with him, and that I was too selfish......"
"Yanyan, don't say it, it's me who is wrong, I regret it when I think about it now," Su Ruicong shook his head on the side and said in a choked voice, "I just thought that my mother's life must be saved, and the two of us will ...... in the future."
"I know, you don't have to say it, I understand," Shi Yuyan nodded at him, also quite moved, "I was on the verge of collapse at that time, so there is really no way to understand your situation." The two of us were actually very bitter at the time, because it was too bitter, so we were dizzy, and neither of us knew how to understand each other. ”
She sighed before continuing to say to Tang Hongye and Du Juan: "The two of us had a big quarrel, and then we proposed to break up, and then the cold war began, it was at this time that Xian and Yu appeared, after he went to our company to do things, he began to chase me, sent different flowers every day, invited me to dinner to go to that kind of very high-end restaurant, and gave me gifts are also big brands, I have only seen them in the past, and I am not willing to compare them with big brands at all." You can laugh at me, I have really never experienced such a luxurious life in my life, and it is indeed a little difficult to find the north all of a sudden, especially in such a special period when I have just been tired to exhaustion and bitter to despair. I just had a little bit of a gamble nature, I was moved, and at first I also had the idea of wanting to be angry with Su Ruicong, but at that time, his mother was seriously ill, and he couldn't care about things with me, so I was completely stunned by Xian Heyu's pursuit, and I also wanted to take a break and find a safe haven for myself, so I didn't have to bear so much. ”
Du Juan and Tang Hongye quietly listened to Shi Yuyan emotionally tell the reason why she and Su Ruicong were separated and reconciled, as well as the opportunity to get together with Xian Heyu, and did not interrupt her or interfere with her, although Shi Yuyan talked about the past now, it seemed that she could stabilize her emotions, but in fact, it was not difficult to notice that her heart was surging in the dark, and it had nothing to do with peace.
In such a situation, it is indeed easier to reveal true feelings, so whether she or Su Ruicong, it is easier to detect what kind of emotion Xian and Yu are, and whether there is resentment in it.
"There is one thing I must admit, even if I say it in front of you now, you may feel uncomfortable in your heart," Shi Yuyan turned her head to look at Su Ruicong, and then said to Du Juan and them, "At the beginning, I was really very interested in Xian Heyu, probably because he was older than me, so he was more mature, plus during the period of chasing me, his patience and carefulness with me were unprecedented, so after I struggled to support myself for so long, It was as if I had suddenly found a haven where I could breathe a sigh of relief and relax, so I fell into it all at once. ”
When she said this, Su Ruicong on the side didn't say anything, and there wasn't much expression on his face, but the whole person seemed to become a little stiff in an instant.
Shi Yuyan didn't realize this, and continued to say to Du Juan and Tang Hongye: "I was really tired and scared for a while, poor and scared, and I was also scared, and there was also an element of anger at that time, I thought, I found a man I loved from the bottom of my heart, young, handsome, and in good health, but what's the use, it's not that I live more miserable than the other girls around me, it's better to find a man who can rely on me and let me live a comfortable life, and live a peaceful and stable life." So I agreed to Xian and Yu's pursuit, he said that he was old, he didn't have so much time to drag on falling in love, and he was busy with business, and he hoped to get married early, and I agreed. ”
"Why did you and Xian Heyu think of notarizing prenuptial property?" Cuckoo took the opportunity to ask.
Shi Yuyan's face became a little gloomy: "I was deceived by him, I didn't know at that time that the reason why his previous marriage ended was not the version he told me, it was because of his own style, so I believed all the nonsense he said to me." He said that he was older than me, so he had no sense of security in front of me, and he did this property notarization, which could give him a sense of security, if I sincerely lived a good life with him, the future marital property would naturally have my share, and he was so much older than me, if he walked ahead, I could also inherit his property, and there would be no loss to me. ”