Chapter 136 Missing is a disease
The cold comes and the summer goes by, and the seasons change.
In the blink of an eye, it was half a year, and before I knew it, it was the second semester of the third year of high school.
At this time, there are less than 100 days left before the college entrance examination.
Gradually, Lin Xiwei began to find that even the short messages between her and Yu Chenguang became less and less.
At first, Lei couldn't make a phone call every day, and as soon as he was free, the phone would burst out with non-stop text messages.
Later, it gradually became only once every two or three days, and the text messages were sharply reduced to two or three a day.
Even later, he might not be able to get through once a week, either she called him and he was busy, or he called and she was already asleep.
And the text messages sent to each other also take a long time to get a response, and sometimes even simply go to the sea.
Lin Xiwei couldn't remember the last time the two talked on the phone, and he forgot what they said in the last text message.
She knew that Yu Chenguang was really busy during this time, not only busy with the company's affairs, but also busy with her studies.
Chen Peisi probably knew that his time was running out, and wanted to unload the burden on his shoulders to Yu Chenguang in advance, and desperately pressurized him.
She was afraid that if she didn't teach him again, she would never have a chance again.
Now she is short of energy, and the company's affairs are managed by professional professional managers.
She originally planned to let him take over the company's affairs when he became an adult.
It's just that the plan can't catch up with the changes, she didn't expect her body to be so uncompetitive, and she can't survive until he reaches adulthood, and the oil lamp is exhausted.
Now she is just surviving!
She wanted to stay up as much as possible until he was familiar with the company's affairs, and until he finished the college entrance examination, so that she could leave without regrets.
Chen Peisi took advantage of this period of time that his spirit was not bad, and recruited a number of senior executives of the company, asking them to report all the things of the company to Yu Chenguang one by one, so that he could have a general understanding of the company's affairs.
She wanted him to slowly start taking over the company's affairs, lest after she went, Yu Chenguang would be alone and deceived by those cunning shareholders.
Under such heavy pressure, Yu Chenguang was so busy that he didn't have time to think about anything else.
In order to calm Chen Peisi, he began to study day and night, full of the company's big and small affairs, and he was so busy that he was dizzy.
And he didn't give up his schoolwork even though he was busy with the company.
Because Chen Peisi hopes that he can take the college entrance examination, be admitted to a good university, and do everything that young people should do.
Yu Chenguang didn't want to disappoint her, so he could only squeeze his energy as much as possible.
It was late at night after dealing with a lot of work at hand every day, and he had to do another set of test questions before he could rest.
At this time, he had been drained of all his energy, and he was so tired that he fell asleep. I don't have the time and energy to call Lin Xiwei and reply to messages.
And Lin Xiwei didn't have the extra time to think about these messy things. She also deliberately kept herself so busy that she didn't have time to think about it.
Her daily time has been cut into N units in seconds, and each unit is strictly prescribed which subject to review, she is like a sponge, racing against time in the ocean of knowledge to learn, absorb, and slowly grow herself.
She knew that she had no other basis but to be admitted to a good university to get closer to him.
Although this step is undoubtedly a drop in the bucket for the gap between the two of them.
But she still has to work hard, try her best to get close to him, even if she tries hard to the end, she still can't close the distance between each other, can't enter his world, at least she has worked hard, worthy of her heart.
In this way, they are silently trying to grow on both sides of the world.
It's like two spinning tops, trying to spin and spin in place, spinning, repeating, day after day, as if it never stops.
Despite the reduction in contact, their hearts did not miss each other half a little.
The busier I am, the more I miss each other.
Missing, on the other hand, is a disease that hurts even when breathing.
Especially in the dead of night, missing, like weeds growing wildly in the body, like silky wisps, intertwined, rooted in the heart, growing in the body, unable to pull out, sour and unbearable and bitter to the bone.
They can only knead this thought into blood and bones, melt it into their bodies, and turn it into every breath, as if every breath is calling each other's names.
Day after day, in the painful thoughts, they can only hope for the future, hoping that the day of meeting will come sooner.
Before that, they could only desperately suppress themselves, pretend to be indifferent, devote their whole body and mind to studying, and let themselves have no time to care about the overgrown heart.
As the footsteps of the college entrance examination are getting closer and closer, everyone has begun to discuss the matter of applying for the exam.
For these children who are about to face the college entrance examination, this is the most important choice in their lives.
They inevitably discussed this issue during lunch in the school cafeteria.
This day was Yuan Yuanyuan's birthday, and they couldn't find time to celebrate outside, so they had to have dinner together in the canteen to celebrate her 18th birthday.
While eating, I don't know who suddenly asked, "Have you all thought about which university to go to?" ”
The lively crowd suddenly fell silent, and everyone fell silent.
It occurred to them that in less than 100 days, they would have to face separation again, and from then on they would step into different universities, fly to different cities, and some would even cross the ocean to start their college careers in a foreign land 108,000 miles away.
Three years of friendship are about to be separated.
And after the separation, some people may never see each other for the rest of their lives.
They all suddenly lost their appetite, and their eyes were red and they were silent.
The little fat man woke up and said lightly: "Hey, what are you doing, all of you are depressed, they just go to different universities, we can still meet every year!" It's not like I can't see each other for the rest of my life, why are you crying with a sad face! ”
He bumped Yuan Yuanyuan's shoulder and winked at her.
Yuan Yuanyuan immediately came back to her senses, and hurriedly opened her voice to persuade: "Sun Hao is right!" It's just a temporary separation, it's not a big deal! Today is my eighteenth birthday, so I don't have such a sad face! Have fun! ”
Only then did everyone remember the purpose of today's dinner, and quickly put away the sad look on their faces, and pretended to talk about each other's wishes lightly.
Yuan Yuanyuan looked at Lin Xiwei, who had been silent, "Weiwei, which university do you want to study?" ”