Chapter 39 Even a Trace of It Is Enough
Looking at Fan Xin's smile, simple and beautiful, the roommate was a little dazed, and said "no thanks, no thanks" in a daze, not hearing the sarcasm in the man's words at all.
Cheng Yifan didn't speak, and then listened to his class. But the events of this day were indeed like a typhoon, which swept through the entire school in an instant. No matter what the truth of the matter is, from that day on, Fan Xiaohua and Cheng Xiaocao were in love. For a time, men were envious, and women were jealous.
After going to class together for several days, Fan Xin saw that Cheng Yifan hadn't spoken much to him. I was really in a hurry and had to take the initiative. As soon as he sat down in his seat this time, he greeted Cheng Yifan as before, "Hello", smiled brightly, and then took out two tickets and asked, "Do you have time at night, my friend gave me two movie tickets."
Cheng Yifan looked at her and said, "Don't go." When Fan Xin heard these two words, she was a little embarrassed for a while, and even a smile froze on her face, she didn't expect this person to say no without even asking. But the embarrassed, stiff expression was only for a moment, and it was replaced by the sweet smile before, and then asked, "Are you really not going, this is the latest release, and the tickets are very difficult to buy."
The latest release, the ticket is not easy to buy, Cheng Yifan is moved, because he has been grabbing the ticket recently, but he has not grabbed it several times. After a moment's hesitation, he said, "Okay, thank you then."
On this day, there was another revelation on the Internet: Fan Xiaohua and Cheng Xiaocao entered and exited the school gate together late at night, and no one knew where they went.
Anyway, since then, Cheng Yifan seems to have treated Fan Xin a lot, and he also knows what is being passed on in the school, but he doesn't care. I thought that the relationship between them was close, but after waiting for so long, I didn't see Cheng Yifan express or act, Fan Xin was anxious, she couldn't help it, and one night she asked Cheng Yifan to come out, "Yifan, you, are you willing to be my boyfriend." The appearance is pitiful, and it looks even more radiant at night.
Cheng Yifan looked at her for a long time, and no one knew what he was thinking, but in the end he nodded and agreed.
After they were together for a long time, Cheng Yifan revealed the truth and the reason for his silence. From the first time Fan Xin ran over to sit next to him that day, he knew that what his roommate said was right. Of course, he was also satisfied in his heart, but that satisfaction was not enough to defend his reputation as a school grass, he wanted more, for example, Fan Xin chased him.
So for a long time, he was cold, deliberately hanging Fan Xin's appetite, and then giving her back little by little, so as not to make her lose confidence, otherwise everything would be in vain. originally planned to reject her when she confessed to herself, but when it really came to that moment, he didn't, which is why he was silent.
Looking at Fan Xin's cautious and a little nervous expression, suddenly Cheng Yifan felt that he was too scumbag, playing with other people's feelings in vain, besides, after so many days, he felt that Fan Xin was still a good person, at least before he met that person, he was willing to give her a chance, maybe this person was what he was looking for.
Although there is no such feeling of thumping heart, there are times when feelings need to be cultivated. If it still doesn't work in the end, choose to break up, give her a chance, and give yourself a chance.
Cheng Yifan came back to his senses from his memories and said to Fan Xin in front of him, "It's really meaningless to say this now, what kind of person you are is not clear to others, can I still be unclear, don't force me to turn over the previous things."
"Hehe, I forced you, who lied to me in the first place, if you don't like me, why do you have to promise me" Fan Xin smiled bitterly, this time she felt that she was really finished, and there was no longer any possibility. "I just want to ask you what makes you so ruthless now, and it is impossible for us to do it."
Cheng Yifan looked at the person in front of him, he really didn't want to be entangled with her, as early as two years ago, they had already said it very clearly, and he also knew that he was at a loss, so he had been helping her all these years, but between them, there was nothing else, and now he owed her has been repaid, not to mention, she personally buried her future at the beginning, and she couldn't complain about others.
"You want a reason, okay, I'll tell you, do I remember the girl I told you, I found her, so in the future, don't come to me again, don't forget, it's what we agreed". Cheng Yifan said with a straight face, he really didn't want to be entangled.
Fan Xin heard this, her heart was completely cold, she remembered the agreement between them, but that was because she thought it was Cheng Yifan's excuse, she thought that Cheng Yifan couldn't find that girl, "Can I know who she is, I want to know what the person who has made you remember for two years is like." She wanted to give herself a chance, if he said the name of the person, then she would admit it, but what if he lied to herself.
"I'm sorry, I'm not going to say" Cheng Yifan didn't want to tell her, he knew what the person in front of him was like, although the past two years have been a little better, but the country is easy to change, and his nature is difficult to change, he doesn't want to take that risk.
"Heh, I'm not going to say it, I'm not going to say it, I know, I won't come to you again in the future." Fan Xin was very sad, raised his head, and tried to endure it, so that the tears that swirled in his eyes would not fall.
She knew that she had done something wrong, but she really liked Cheng Yifan, and she had been trying to make up for her mistakes, but in the end, he still didn't want to believe in himself, didn't he plan to say it, wasn't he afraid that he would run away to hurt that girl, she didn't have this intention, but now, don't blame her, this is your own Cheng Yifan's own cause.
Standing up, Fan Xin left. Cheng Yifan watched Fan Xin leave, he knew that he had hurt her this time, but he didn't want that girl to have a little chance of being hurt. It's just that he is still a little uneasy and anxious, he seems to have not seen Xiaoqi for a long time, and he has really been busy recently.
turned on the phone, looked at the person at the top, and was inexplicably happy, and I didn't know what I was stupid about. Click on, tap your finger on it a few times, send.
I don't know when she'll be back. A minute has passed, has she seen it? Ten minutes passed, and she must have been busy and didn't see it.
In fact, I really didn't see it, because I just wanted to squint for a while during the nap, but before I knew it, I fell asleep, looking at the black pressure outside, I can only say that the weather is too suitable for sleeping. It's really said that the sky changes when it changes, and a woman's face doesn't change so quickly.
Went out to see, sure enough, the clear sky in the morning has been replaced by dark clouds at this moment, look at the ground is still dry, it should not start to fall, I just don't know if it can still last, I went to the supermarket, I knew earlier, I went first in the afternoon. Forget it, it was so hot at noon, I didn't want to go, I walked into the house, took an umbrella, took my mobile phone, and went out.
There was really no one along the way, and it was only a fool himself, who ran out knowing that it was about to rain. Go faster, or you're going to get drenched.
I thought I would go out and come back soon, but who would have thought that when I came back, I had an accident. Walking on the road, I don't know if it's my own illusion, whether there is a person standing under the willows, it's a little dark, and the distance is a little far. Step forward and want to see clearly.
It's a woman, dressed in a red dress, with long hair, just standing quietly like that, not to mention that it's really a bit of a horror movie, especially with this gloomy weather, she walked over boldly, and silently thought in her heart: believe in science, believe in science.
Seeing the woman standing there quietly, it was already raining at this time, but the woman didn't have an umbrella or other things to cover the rain, so she silently let the rain wet her long hair and her red dress. I suddenly felt something bad in my heart, and the figure that didn't care about the outside world and about myself made me think of myself.
I didn't know what the person was trying to do, but I really wanted to go up and talk to her, at least to break her isolation and loneliness. "Beauty, aren't you going home, it will rain heavily in a while, be careful not to catch a cold".
The woman heard my voice and turned her face, but it made me startle, my heart was pounding, I stretched out my hand to touch my heart, it took a long time to calm down, and then I turned my face to look at it, and then I completely relaxed. It turned out to be makeup.,It's okay.,It's not a ghost.,But this,It's really a little scary.。
"Beauty, don't you have an umbrella, why don't you use mine, my house is very close to here, it will be there in two minutes, and it won't rain much now" I said, I handed the umbrella in my hand.
But the girl, not immediately, just like that, kept her body facing the river, turned her head to look at me behind her, and after a few seconds, suddenly smiled darkly, but what was really scary was her words, "It's okay, my house is closer, oh, it's just one step." As he spoke, he pointed to the bottom of the river in front of him.
Trying to keep his composure, he smiled stiffly and said, "Haha, don't be kidding, my house is really close, I didn't lie to you, you take it, and it will rain for a while, and your makeup will be smeared after a while, so it won't look good." He stretched his hand forward an inch.
The girl looked at me, didn't say anything more, was silent for a while, and finally walked towards me, seeing that she was walking, not floating, and my nervousness disappeared most of the time.
At a distance of one meter from me, she suddenly stopped, pursed her lips, looked at me with those big black eyes, was stared at by her, and really had a creepy feeling, forced herself to calm down, and leaned towards her with the hand holding the umbrella.
"Thank you" is a very small voice, almost indistinguishable from the sound of mosquitoes, except that you can still hear them when they are close to your ears.
Hearing this 'thank you', I silently waited for her to take the umbrella, but I didn't want the person to suddenly turn around and run away.
Eventually, I returned home with my umbrella in hand. I looked up at the heavy rain outside, hoping that the man's home was also close, otherwise, I would be really hungry and drenched in soup.
When I got home, I felt a little scared, and I didn't know how I had the courage to talk to her, perhaps because I saw her and remembered me, the kind of lonely, incompatible figure with the world, so similar to my former self. I don't know what happened to her, but I know that people in the dark need warmth, even if it's just an inconsequential word of care.