Chapter 21: Walk around later
Today is the third day that I don't have to go to work, and in these two days, I can only say that it is very painful, and it is right to leave as soon as possible, and even I think it is a little late, otherwise, it would not be so uncomfortable.
Just half a month's relationship, if you want to say how deep it can be, I wonder if I am mistaken. I obviously said that I didn't want to think about those things, but I just couldn't control myself, especially if I had to step into that building again today. But this is probably the last time I will go in.
It all started last night, and it took almost two days to completely revise everything and send it to an email. Close the computer and get ready to sleep, two days of all-nighters, today I can finally sleep soundly. But I didn't want to sleep this one.
Speaking of the reason, I really want to chop off my own hand, why do I owe it, go to look at my phone, why don't I go to bed directly, so late, who will send you a message, who won't go to sleep at one o'clock in the morning. It's just that there are really people who don't sleep, and this person is the last person I want to see, and the person who keeps me from sleeping all night.
Jiangxi Yan: I have seen the documents, you can come to the company tomorrow and sign the contract.
It's still a text message, and you can't see it if you don't want to, it's really a debt. I hesitated for a long time between replying and not replying, and it was clear that the two words 'good' had been typed, but I couldn't click to send, and finally decided to give up. If I knew that I was struggling all night because of this text message that I didn't send, I would have decided to click on it.
After putting down the phone, close your eyes, calm down, and sleep, but will the person keep waiting for me to reply to his text messages?
Would you think I didn't see it.
It's so late, I haven't even slept, and I have to get up so early tomorrow, can my body eat?
I don't think I go to bed so late every day.
Otherwise, reply to the message now.
Forget it, maybe it's just a casual remark, isn't it too embarrassing for me to go back.
Tossing and turning in bed, if there were other people in the dormitory at the moment, I guess I would be beaten, the reason is that I don't sleep at night, thinking about what spring.
In the end, I picked up my phone and prepared to reply, but it turned out that it had been almost an hour since the message was sent. Well, I don't know if you've ever had the experience of not replying to the message after reading it, and then coming back after dozens of minutes, or even a few hours, or not replying at all.
Well, I'm facing such an embarrassing situation this time, it's all done by myself, how to reply, it's obviously not appropriate to reply 'okay' now, how can I explain it, after all, it's a text message, not WeChat. If it's WeChat, it can be said that I didn't see it, and the text message is so obvious, unless it's blind.
After struggling all night, the next day it was this panda state of me, the bottom of the eyes was blue, the footsteps were empty, and the obvious late night syndrome was still for three days, I felt top-heavy, and I almost hit the door of the bathroom without paying attention.
After packing up for a long time, his face finally didn't look so bad, and he picked up his bag and went out. Along the way, there were apprehensions, uneasiness, and reluctance, and finally the moment I stepped through the door of this building, all of them turned into peace.
Since my fate is determined by heaven, then I admit it, I admit that I was born without parents, I think I didn't even see the last one when my last relative left, I think I'm poor, I think I'm cowardly, I think I've been unlucky since I was a child, so this time, I think I have low self-esteem, I can't even fight for it, and I want to give up.
But I'm just protecting myself, the injured bird always likes to shrink itself in the nest, it seems that if you don't go out, you won't be hurt, maybe stepping out of the outside is not necessarily a cliff, but if you don't step out, the place in sight will never be a cliff. In the field he is familiar with, he lives his own humble but down-to-earth life.
Sort out your mood, sometimes it's not so difficult to really give up, as long as you are willing, in fact, taking a step back will really open the sky, everything before, maybe just because of your heart, there is still a trace of extravagance.
After entering, I thought of an important question, sign the contract, where to sign it, the person only said that the company came, but this place is so big, there must be a specific location.
I took out my phone and flipped out yesterday's text message: Well, I want to ask where I signed the contract.
I didn't feel embarrassed at this time, and I even felt that my behavior yesterday was a little something, well, it should be stupid, it seems that I really gave up.
Originally, if you take a person very seriously, you will always be a little cautious between words and actions, but if you treat strangers, do you still care about their feelings?
Just like the first time I saw that person, I felt that I would never see him again, so naturally I didn't have to worry about anything, I could do what I wanted, I could say whatever I wanted, if it weren't for these things that happened later, I guess I would have forgotten all about those people who are two worlds with me.
I don't know what I'm doing over there.,Anyway, after the message is sent.,This should be considered a second back.,Look at the time between these two text messages.,It's exactly the same.。 As for the content, it's simple: go to my office.
Well, the office is the office, and it's the last time anyway.
Looking at the increasing number of floors displayed in the elevator, I suddenly had a feeling that this would not be the last, but it should be an illusion, unless I started the courier industry in the future. Obviously, according to my urine nature, I will not go to be a courier either.
When the last floor arrived, there was a ding, interrupting my thoughts, and I walked out of the elevator door, and I still felt a little nostalgic that I would never be able to eat such a delicious free lunch again.
As soon as this thought appeared, I was a little stunned, sure enough, foodies are contagious, and Xiaoxiao has been with me for a long time, and even my thinking has become the same as her.
Thinking of Xiaoxiao, I realized that she hadn't sent me a single message since she had eaten that day, and I didn't notice this abnormality after two days of work. Maybe I really asked what I shouldn't have asked that day, so let's go see her before I leave today.
"Knock, knock, knock" is me reaching out and knocking on the door.
"Come in" was the voice coming from inside the door.
Pushing open the door, the man was still sitting at the desk, with his head down and not knowing which document to look at again, and he never noticed that the posture of this person holding a pen was actually very good. In an instant, the mentality he had just established collapsed a little, and Suo Xing was just pure appreciation.
Well, I have to admit that I was attracted so quickly, this appearance, this bearing should also account for a large part of the reason.
But there doesn't seem to be anything wrong with that, even this society is treating beautiful people preferentially, and it is everyone's instinct to tend to beautiful things.
walked to the desk, "Hello Mr. Jiang, excuse me" is not working here, and the president can't be called, so he simply changed to the previous title.
The man seated, hearing my voice, looked up, then turned back to the paper in front of him. I didn't even say a word, which is too disrespectful of people. "Mr. Jiang?" I called again.
After waiting for a few seconds, the man still didn't say anything, what does this mean, let people come up, but he didn't say anything, did he tease me, did he think I was a bully, did he think I didn't dare to say anything.
Silently mustered up the courage to resist in my heart, and I was full of anger for a long time, but the moment I opened my mouth, it was all leaked, alas, okay, I'm a bully, I don't dare.
Standing there silently, looking around, finally his eyes couldn't help but fall on the person in front of him. Obviously, the man was just sitting there quietly, why couldn't he take his eyes off it?
Even I can't figure out what attracted me, but there are many other people who are better than him. The aura is strong, no matter how strong it is, is it too strong for the person who is on top? Forget it, I don't want to explore it anymore, and there's no point in it.
I didn't know how long I stood there, and the strange thing was that the slightest dissatisfaction in my heart before, well, a lot of dissatisfaction, disappeared.
Maybe this is the last chance to watch him quietly like this, in fact, it is the first time I have seen him look so blatant, and sure enough, once people no longer care about something, they will become much bolder, and even a little unscrupulous. It's also that I asked for something before, and I will be weak-hearted, but now it doesn't matter.
"Have you seen enough" may be because I figured it out, and my gaze became more and more unscrupulous, but if you look closely, you will see that it is purely appreciating beautiful things. He seemed to be uncomfortable with my gaze, and his tone was a little dissatisfied, perhaps because he was angry at me like an object.
But I still seemed to be stuck in my own appreciation, without thinking at all, let alone listening to the dissatisfaction in my tone, and subconsciously returned to "no".
After saying that, I felt a gust of wind blowing in my back. The brain is finally working again, but the words that can be spoken are like water that has been spilled and cannot be recovered.
Sure enough, the next second, the man raised his head and looked at me, and at this moment I had not had time to withdraw my gaze. The gaze that was like looking at a beautiful object was clearly seen by him.
There was dissatisfaction on his face. Anyone who is looked at like this should be angry, not to mention, such a gaze is undisguised.
This time I finally woke up, looking at his cold eyes, it became even colder at the moment, I felt as if I had caused a big disaster, I was too careless, why do I have to wait for the contract to be signed, and it doesn't matter who cares.
Instantly put on a smiling face, as the so-called reaching out and not hitting the smiling person, maybe there is still a chance to redeem "Mr. Jiang, have you finished handling the matter?" Can we talk about the contract? ”
I can only forget the personality of this person, in fact, I should have been clear as early as the first time we met, but I will always be confused, so that I forget the nature of this person, sure enough, his words made my smile freeze on my face, "I'm sorry, you didn't reply to my message yesterday, so the contract is not ready, why don't I let them prepare now, it should be fine in the afternoon." ”
For a while, I didn't know what expression I should make, I was like this, I regret it, I regret not replying to the message yesterday, I regret that I just forgot my boldness, this person is obviously taking revenge.
Hehe, what does it mean that the contract is not ready, what are you calling me to do if you are not ready, why are you not ready for me to come up, not ready, you didn't say earlier that I was here for so long in vain.
I swear, after today, I will walk around when I see you.
"You mean the contract isn't ready yet? Waiting until the afternoon? "I opened my mouth with difficulty, but the question I asked was a little silly, obviously I didn't believe it, but I couldn't debunk it, I even felt like I was going to fall, I didn't have a good rest, and now I'm even more angry.
In the next second, the man actually picked up the phone, and the scene was quite sufficient, and I was going to be so realistic.
At this point, I didn't know if I should go or keep waiting.