After drinking the chicken soup, the topic caused Yan Qing to feel a little uncomfortable.

Because they spoke of the spirit.

However, the topic started with a clear statement.

Yanqing is the most distressing girl like this, some resourcefulness, some wisdom, some talent, some appearance, but because of her humble background, she lives cautiously and fearfully every day, and she reads some books and wants to change her destiny but always looks forward to doing things, and in the end she can only sacrifice herself.

reminds me of a passage in Yishu's "Chenghuan Ji": "A child who grew up in a slum since he was a child was lucky enough to read two more books, thinking in vain that he could be on an equal footing with others." But life has always been a relay race, and we naively thought it was a 100-meter sprint. You and I are mortals, and there are very few people who can break out of the primitive class, especially women. In the face of marriage, love is too small, and the real resistance is not the pressure and low opinion of others, it is the genes flowing in the bones, sensitive, and fragile. ”

Yan Qing, who has always loved reading, is convinced of this passage at this time. The calmer and more beautiful the picture, the more it made her feel uneasy, thinking of the scene when she met Du Yu's sister that day, it made her feel very sad, and she felt sorry for herself if she was sad.

Gao Yuan was lying on the outdoor hanging basket to enjoy the comfort brought by the afternoon soup and warm eyes, Yan Qing stood beside him, holding the rocking rope with both hands, up and down, quietly looking at Gao Yuan's face under the sun, his slightly moving eyelashes, and white glowing teeth, made her heart ripple, several times she wanted to say that Ruo Ling was deceived, but every time the words came to her mouth but she couldn't say it.

She looked up at the sky and white clouds in the distance for a moment, and closed her eyes as if she were lofty.

"If only it could be like this forever."

"What?" Gao Yuan opened his eyes and turned his head to look at Yan Qing and asked.

"How are Ruo Ling and Du Yu lately?" Yan Qing still asked unconsciously.

As soon as Gao Yuan heard these two names, the happiness and satisfaction in his eyes just now disappeared, he stood up from the hanging basket, looked away, circled on the grass in his garden, and suddenly lay down on the grass as he walked, during which Yan Qing kept looking at him, and after Gao Yuan lay down, she also walked over and sat down slowly with her left foot.

"She has a boyfriend now, what does it matter to me whether she is good or not."

Yan Qing turned his head, knowing that he was not telling the truth, and asked, "Although you say that, can you really let it go?" ”

Gao Yuan suddenly sat up, grabbed a handful of green weeds on his right hand, and threw it hard.

"What are you doing, why are you angry with innocent grass." These days, I am used to seeing Gao Yuan open his mouth and stretch out his hand at home dinner, it is rare to see Gao Yuan so annoyed but helpless, Yan Qing felt very funny for a while, and forgot the question she asked and began to laugh at him.

But Gao Yuan changed the topic and said seriously: "Recently, there have been some rumors in the school. ”

Yan Qing's heart tightened, stared at him and asked, "What rumors?" ”

"There is a roommate of Du Yu who said that Du Yu is with another woman."

"Other women?" Yan Qing couldn't help but whisper, her feelings were very complicated when she heard this news, it seemed that what she knew from Du Yu's sister, Gao Yuan didn't know it yet, if this was the case, it also meant that Ruo Ling was hurt more by Du Yu.

"He, who is he with?" Yan Qing couldn't help but ask.

"Taufi."

Yan Qing looked at him with wide eyes, Du Yu would ......

"How so? How did he get involved with Taufi? ”

"Do you think Du Yu is a good person? I knew he wouldn't be true to Ruoling. Gao Yuan said viciously.

"Does the Spirit know about this?"

Gao Yuan chuckled, "So far, I've only heard about this matter, there is no evidence, how can she believe me when I say this to Ruoling, I will only think that I am a villain's heart to live her lover's belly again." ”

Yan Qing knew that Gao Yuan deliberately said that Du Yu was Ruoling's lover with a hint of jealousy, but she had no intention of teasing him now, but for what Gao Yuan said about Du Yu and Tao Fei together, she felt that it was very possible.

But she couldn't bear to look at Gao Yuan sad about this, so she comforted and said: "Maybe this is also maybe, maybe it is the gossip that has nothing to do on purpose, you don't think too much." ”

Gao Yuan sighed, "I hope I'm thinking too much." ”

In fact, it is also painful to speak clearly, there is a secret in her heart, and she has to face the person who should know the secret the most every day, and her legs and feet can walk, just slower, she cleared her throat and said, "I should leave in two days." ”

"Go, where are you going?" Gao Yuan asked nervously.

"Of course I'm going back to school, I've missed a lot of classes, so it's time for me to go back to school."

Gao Yuan looked at her wistfully, since Yan Qing moved out of the study as an excuse, he had no excuse to stop it.

The two discussed, and Gao Yuan came to pick her up from school three days later. After meeting on this day, until Yan Qing went to school, Gao Yuan never appeared again, which has always worried Yan Qing.

After returning to school, Yanqing studied hard in class, listened to lectures, studied on her own, or read books, but once she returned to the dormitory, she was like an agent, paying attention to Tao Fei's every move. Sometimes Tao Fei came back late at night, and when she heard Xiaoyu or Fangfang ask her where she went, Yan Qing would suddenly sit up from the bed and watch her talk while observing the expression on her face to see if she was lying, or she would interject a sentence or two. However, there is not much time to go back to the dormitory since Tao Fei appeared on the school website last time, and Fang Fang and Feng Xiaoyu also looked at her with colored glasses, women are the most sensitive animals, who is good to themselves, who has what Xiao Jiujiu in their hearts, just by a quick glance in the crowd, you can see it clearly.

One day, when it was close to the dormitory door at ten o'clock, Tao Fei came in leisurely from outside with a large bag of snacks, Yan Qing saw her come back, and hurriedly put away the book she was reading in her hand, and looked at her from time she entered the door, Fangfang did not speak, and Xiaoyu glanced at her from time to time.

With a smile on her face, she put a large bag on her table and said with a smile, "I bought a lot of delicious food, let's come and eat." ”

Yan Qing was surprised, everyone has been roommates for so long, and she has never seen Tao Fei so generous, usually she hides all good things by herself and eats them secretly, and when she used to have a good time with Xiaoyu, she only gave them to Xiaoyu to eat, but now she actually abandoned prejudice when she was not getting along well with everyone in the dormitory, which really surprised Yan Qing.

Xiaoyu is a foodie, as soon as she heard this, she immediately surrounded her, and Fangfang saw Xiaoyu passing, and also trotted over to join in the fun. The two carefully and happily chosen, Yan Qing looked at them and hesitated, Tao Fei smiled and shouted: "Yan Qing come down to eat, so many snacks are bought for you." ”

"Bought something delicious." Yan Qing asked as she came down the stairs, at this time she was able to climb up and down freely, and from tomorrow she planned to return to the dance class and let Lili call her dance.

Fang Fang shouted, "It's so delicious." ”

Yan Qing hurriedly went up and looked at it, it was indeed some imported food with strange packaging, she picked out a box of green and fresh biscuits, immediately ripped open the bag, took a piece and tasted it, sweet, and a faint fragrance, melted in the mouth, delicious, really a good thing.

She happily gave it to Tao Fei, "You can taste it too, it's really delicious." ”

"It's imported food from Germany, so if you like it, you can eat more."

"None of these seem to be sold in China." Fang Fang held a bag and asked, "Do I want this bag?" ”

Tao Fei nodded kindly, smiled and said, "Okay, you can eat as much as you want." ”

"Thank you, our beautiful, beautiful, gentle and generous Taufi." Xiao Yu also took a lot of words and said, this burst of praise against her will made Tao Fei laugh, and Yan Qing also shook her head and laughed, but her smile was not a real laugh, it was a look of disdain in her laughter.

Except for Tao Fei, everyone eats it in their mouths, and everyone who brushes their teeth and washes their faces or shouts about losing weight every day eats with relish. Fangfang's family is rich, but just now she said that she had never seen these snacks in China, Yan Qing asked tentatively: "It's delicious, Tao Fei, where did you buy these snacks." ”

"A friend brought it from abroad." As if she was afraid of a misunderstanding, she continued: "High school classmates, studying abroad." ”

"Can you ask your friend to bring me more next time?" I want to give my mom and brother a taste of such delicious food. ”

Tao Fei had an embarrassed expression on his face, and smiled reluctantly and said, "It's not easy for him to come back, and I don't know when next time." She glanced at the bag and said, "If you want to eat, take more, and more." ”

Xiaoyu asked, "Tao Fei, you haven't been back to the dormitory for a few days, where have you gone?" ”

"I'm going to Sanya."

"Oops, you're on a tour." Fangfang exclaimed, "Why don't you call me when you go to Sanya, my sister and I still want to go together last year." ”

"My friend and I also made a temporary decision, forgetting that you also said that you wanted to go to Sanya."

Feng Xiaoyu glanced at Fangfang, and Yan Qing also saw it, was this friend the high school classmate she was talking about, or was it someone else? She naturally shut up and didn't ask any more, and the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while. Yan Qing wanted to ask something more, and deliberately said: "I think it's too tiring and hard to learn dance, you see that I was injured after only studying for more than a month, and it's not easy to think about Ruoling's dance majors from elementary school to college." As she said this, she kept looking at Taufi.

Hearing her talk about Ruoling, Tao Fei pursed her lips slightly, the range of movements was very small, if it wasn't for her good eyesight and careful observation, such movements would not be easy to see.

When Ruoling Taofei mentioned it before, he had a nervous and jealous look, but now he had a disdainful expression, and this slight change made Yan Qing believe what Gao Yuan said more and more.