Chapter 23 Reality
"Sister Jiayi has something wrong!" Seeing her sister's figure disappear into the corridor, Yuan Yamin muttered dissatisfied, and followed Li Jun to the open space in front of the hospital.
Looking at Yuan Yamin's expression, Li Jun smiled helplessly, Yuan Jiayi's sister is from here after all, and she is also afraid that she will be distracted and do something wrong one day.
"What do you think?" Seeing Li Jun looking at himself blankly, Yuan Yamin raised his little fist and slammed it on Li Jun's chest, "Are you thinking about the bad things that Sister Jiayi said, you are really a bad guy, see if I don't kill you!" Saying that, Yuan Yamin's little face turned pink, and she kept beating Li Jun.
"You can't hurt him like that, let alone kill him, let me come!" At this moment, a man's angry voice came from behind him.
"Yuan Yajun!" Li Jun's heart was shocked, and at the same time, a violent impact came from behind him, and Li Jun's body staggered forward and ran a few steps, almost crawling to the ground.
After holding his body and barely standing still, he saw Yuan Yajun standing beside Yuan Yamin, and there were a few thugs standing behind him, and the most eye-catching was the winter melon that was just smashed on the head by Li Jun with a brick last night, and the monkey next to him was also looking at him with a cruel smile.
"Damn, it is estimated that these two grandsons deliberately lured Yuan Yajun over and borrowed a knife to kill people!" Li Jun glared at the two of them viciously, but the monkey looked at Li Jun with a grin, as if to say, "What are you going to do today?"
Seeing Li Jun standing firm, Yuan Yamin shouted at Yuan Yajun: "Yuan Yajun, you are crazy, why are you kicking Li Jun, you are still so ruthless, I don't really want to beat him!" As he spoke, he ran over to Li Jun and patted the footprints on the back of his clothes.
Yuan Yajun's kick just now used strength, and when Yuan Yamin slapped his clothes, Li Jun's lower back felt a burst of pain, and he unconsciously made a "Ahh
"Li Jun, are you okay?" Yuan Yamin's face was full of concern.
Seeing Yuan Yamin's concern for Li Jun, Yuan Yajun roared and walked over to the two of them, he should have drunk at night, and when he approached Li Jun at this moment, he could smell the strong smell of wine on his body, and at the same time, his two eyes were red, shining a fierce light like a beast.
"Yuan Yajun, what are you doing here?" Seeing his brother's momentum, Yuan Yamin was also a little timid, but he was afraid that he would hurt Li Jun again, so he stood tightly in front of Li Jun, defending her child with her life like a brave mother chicken, and fighting the eagle at all costs.
"Li Jun, I thought too highly of you yesterday, it turns out that you are just a hypocrite with a human face and a beast's heart, why do you still want to be a little white face who only relies on women? Bah, do you look in the mirror yourself and see what kind of charming face you have? It seems that I don't know what kind of ecstasy soup the monkey poured into Yuan Yajun, who was half-drunk, so that he could have such hatred for Li Jun.
"Yamin, you get out of the way, let the runner-up brother beat me up and get angry, or I'll suffocate him." Li Jun didn't want to embarrass Yuan Yamin too much, and was about to push her away from him.
"Li Jun, you don't look at Yamin, you see her innocence, right? If I don't fight you today, I will not be surnamed Yuan, and if you confide in your filthy heart. After speaking, Yuan Yajun also stepped forward to push Yuan Yamin, who was blocking in front of him, away.
At this moment, Yuan Yamin was like a mad lioness, standing in the middle of the two people, and tears kept flowing down like pearls with broken threads. The neat hair was also messy on his forehead because of the pulling, and he looked at the two people shaking in front of him and cried loudly: "What are you two doing here, you are the two closest to me, and now you are going to fight." Brother, I am your little sister, once you gave up your most glorious ideal for me, but now you still have me in your eyes? Have I grown up and become unbehaved, and you don't love me anymore! ”
Yuan Yamin's heart-rending cry calmed down Yuan Yajun, who was carried away by alcohol and anger.
He stopped pushing Yuan Yamin, but he still looked coldly at Li Jun after her death, his eyes full of contempt and hatred.
"Brother runner-up, don't let Li Jun go, you see how desperately she deceived Xiao Min, maybe one day she will have a baby!" Seeing that Yuan Yajun didn't make any further movements, the monkey arched a fire in the back.
"Monkey, my ancestor, believe it or not, Lao Tzu killed you, your mother's dog mouth can't spit out ivory, you can say whatever Lao Tzu wants, you dare to slander Yamin, Lao Tzu and you are not finished!" Hearing the monkey's words, Li Jun suddenly went wild, picked up a brick from the side and threw it in the direction of the monkey, and the people also jumped towards them like a mad lion.
At the same time as Li Jun moved, Yuan Yajun also turned around to look at the monkey, and scolded loudly in his mouth: "Monkey, you little cubs hurry up and give me a jerk, next time let me hear you squirting feces all over your mouth, see how I clean you up, get out of me!"
The monkey didn't expect that his words were exchanged for the same hatred of the two people, and together they turned their targets to themselves, dodging the bricks thrown by Li Jun, while turning his head and running backwards with a few of his subordinates in a panic.
Li Jun picked up the bricks on the ground again and threw them vigorously at the few people who fled in front of him, but he didn't think about whether he would hurt a few people, he only thought about how to vent the resentment in his heart.
After a few people couldn't even see the figure, Li Jun turned around. Yuan Yamin was still standing in front of her brother with a low sobbing voice at the moment, separating the two of them, maybe Li Jun had regained his good feelings for Yuan Yamin's rampage just now, and he didn't treat Li Jun as angrily as before. After taking out a cigarette from his pocket and lighting it, he took a deep breath before saying to the sobbing Yuan Yamin: "Xiaomin, I'm sorry, my brother is too impulsive, my brother is still the brother I used to be, and I can give up everything for you, but when my brother heard the monkey and a few people say that I saw you and Li Jun come to the oil hospital to accompany his girlfriend to have an abortion, I was really angry." How can you be so self-loving, you are still a sixteen-year-old simple girl, how do you know that people are terrible, the more this thing is spread, the more outrageous it will become, and in the end, the protagonist may be replaced by you, you don't want to think about yourself, you have to think about how our parents will behave in the future. ”
After listening to Yuan Yajun's words, Yuan Yamin also stopped crying, in fact, Li Jun and Yuan Jiayi had already considered all this, so they wanted to let themselves go home when they arrived at their door, but they really insisted on coming, which made his brother so angry and made Li Jun suffer a lot of grievances.
"Li Jun still has you, what did you say yesterday, and how did you do it today, in vain I look up to you so much, but you still pull Xiao Min to jump into the fire pit, which makes me look down on you very much, we men should not use women as springboards and tools to satisfy our own selfishness!" Yuan Yajun looked at Li Jun with a gloomy face.
"Brother, I have to come by myself, Li Jun and Jiayi persuaded me to go home at our door, I didn't have to come with me, and it has nothing to do with Li Jun." Yuan Yamin never wanted his brother to misunderstand Li Jun.
"Xiaomin, are you crazy? What means did Li Jun use against you, you just defended him like this. The look of anger on Yuan Yajun's face rose again.
"Brother Yajun, I still said that, I have the same heart for Xiao Min as you, and I will always treat her as my dearest sister, can you allow me to talk to Xiao Min slowly?" Li Jun's face regained his calm, the pain was more painful than heartbreak, and the sorrow was more than sadness, he and Yuan Yamin had not dared to say anything, they had experienced so many twists and turns, even if they could bear it, but what about Yuan Yamin?
"Can I trust you anymore?" Yuan Yajun's eyes were full of distrust.
"I guess you have to trust me!" What Li Jun said is categorical!
"You two don't play dumb riddles here, I can't be my master of any of you, I think I know very well the way I want to go. Brother, I will pay attention to my words and deeds in the future, I promise that I will not lose the face of my family, and I will not always worry about you! Yuan Yamin looked at the two beloved men distrusting each other for themselves, and she felt very uncomfortable.
"Xiaomin, my brother is afraid that you can't understand the current society and the current people, they may be wolves in sheep's clothing, with a docile appearance and a vicious heart!" Yuan Yajun's experience also made him pay more attention to the sinister hearts of people.
"Brother Runner-up, I promise I'm not a vicious jackal, or will you let me go a while? Xiaoting's matter will come to an end immediately, she is really a bitter child, but she also has her dignity, and so do I, please believe me! Li Jun looked at Yuan Yajun's eyes sincerely.
"Good! I hope Amin will come home early and don't let my parents worry too much about her! With that, he turned and left.
"Li Jun, can't you still accept me in your heart?" Looking at his brother who was leaving, Yuan Yamin showed a worried expression on his face again, "Did he force you?" I also said that he can't control my life, my future and my dreams, didn't you tell Xiaoting that our dreams will come true as long as we persist? ”
Li Jun looked at Yuan Yamin with bright eyes and bright teeth in front of her with a solemn face, and the growth in two days may have been something she had not thought of in the past ten years, because she understood her troubles.
"Xiaomin, let's go to the park opposite, I also want to talk to you, in fact, there is still a big gap between dreams and reality. The environment in which you live is different from ours, which also causes us to have a very different perception of life, just like you and Xiaoting, the same youth and beauty, but experiencing different circumstances in life. Li Jun lowered his head and looked at Yuan Yamin in silence, thinking about saying more.
"Li Jun, come over and help help Xiaoting!" Yuan Jiayi's shouts came from the hospital.
"Let's go back and take care of Xiaoting first." Yuan Yamin no longer entangled whether Li Jun liked him or not, and ran towards the door of the hospital.
Li Jun also turned around and ran towards the hospital, Xiao Ting's face was pale at this time, without any blood, like a blank piece of paper covering her face, and her brows were slightly wrinkled, I don't know if it was because of the pain that was still torturing her.
Xiao Ting leaned weakly on Yuan Jiayi's shoulder, and Yuan Jiayi also put one arm under Xiao Ting's arm to hug her, and staggered out of the hospital.
When she saw Li Jun, Xiao Ting's tears began to flow down her eyes again, and she opened her mouth to say something, but she didn't say it in the end.
"Sister, it's okay, it's okay, it's all over!" Li Jun hurriedly ran to her side, squatting in front of her and trying to carry her on his back.
"Xiaojun, no need, you don't need to carry me, let me slow down for a while and I can go by myself." Xiaoting didn't climb on his back, and now she may have become more sensitive, after all, there is still Yuan Yamin by her side.
"Sister Ting, let Li Jun carry you away, I'm fine." Yuan Yamin also hugged Xiaoting's body with one arm by Xiao Ting's side, which relieved Yuan Jiayi's pressure.
"Thank you, sister, no need, I'm also afraid that you will be in a hurry, so I asked to come out just after the operation, the doctor was going to let me rest inside, but I don't want to stay inside, I feel colder in it than outside, and I will think of my lost child." Xiao Ting's voice was full of sadness, everyone stopped talking, and just stood dumbly and watched Xiao Ting's tears continue to flow.
Li Jun stretched out his hand to help her wipe the tears on her face, and Yuan Yamin also stretched out her hand to help Xiaoting wipe her tears, the hands of the two people inadvertently touched together, and Li Jun hurriedly retracted his hand like an electric shock.
Looking at the appearance of the two people, the loss on Xiao Ting's face flashed, broke free from the support of Yuan Yamin and Yuan Jiayi, and staggered forward.
Li Jun hurriedly stepped forward to help her, but she opened her hand and said softly: "I don't need you to help, the road always has to go down alone, even if you can accompany me for a while, you can't accompany me for the rest of my life, thank you, you have done enough for me." After speaking, she walked forward without looking back, although it was very difficult, Li Jun saw that her body gradually straightened.
Li Jun looked back at Yamin and Jiayi behind him, both of them looked at him expressionlessly on their faces, Yuan Jiayi threw the backpack to him and chased after Xiaoting, but Yuan Yamin just looked at himself blankly, and tears were rolling in the corners of his eyes.
"Xiao Min, let's go, things have to have a result, and the road has to keep going." Li Jun stretched out his hand to pull Yuan Yamin's hand, but she retracted her hand behind her back and ran a few steps towards the two girls in front of her.
Li Jun sighed helplessly, and suddenly felt that something cold fell on his head and face again, and raised his head to see the snowflakes began to fall again through the dim street lamp, maybe the snow fell for Xiaoting, after all, she had just lost her dearest.
Li Jun raised his steps with difficulty and walked towards the people in front of him with melancholy. The snow fluttered gently, and several people walked silently, no one was talking, and their hearts were extremely heavy, in their sixteen-year-old flower season, in the time when they should have bloomed like flowers, they had experienced such a painful thing, and the impact on their hearts was also very powerful.
"Little brother, sing a song again, I'm afraid of the silence of this world, as if the boundless darkness is slowly swallowing me." Xiao Ting, who was walking in front of Li Jun, sighed softly and said tremblingly.
Today me
Watch the snow drift by on a cold night
Drifting away with a cooled heart
Catch up in the wind and rain
I couldn't tell the trace in the fog
The sky is wide for you and me
Subject to change
How many times
Facing cold eyes and ridicule
I have never given up on the ideals in my heart
In a moment, I was in a trance
A sense of loss
Unconsciously, it has faded
Love in the heart
Forgive me for my uninhibited indulgence and love of freedom in this life
I am also afraid that one day I will fall
Turning his back on ideals
Anyone can do it
How can I be afraid that one day only you and I will be together
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Li Jun sang Beyond's "Sea and Sky" affectionately, and his slightly hoarse voice spread in the empty snowfall night.
The situation is like the experience of several people in front of you, gathering and scattering, the gap between reality and dreams is actually only between a thought in my heart, Li Jun also hopes that Xiaoting can understand the meaning of the lyrics, don't care too much about the cold eyes of others, don't be too obsessed with the gains and losses in front of you, as long as you stick to your dreams, the future will be broad and unlimited.