I don't know if my future self will think the same way, but at least for now, that's not something I can think about. Smiling, I didn't refute it, the living environment is different, and the concept is naturally different.

"Look at what you want to drink" I handed her the list, a total of two pages, she flipped through it several times, still couldn't decide which one to choose, and then looked up at me, "Either you can choose, I will drink whatever you want."

I looked at her and wondered, "But what I like may not be the same as yours." "Heck, I just don't know which one to choose because I think I want to drink everything", well, this foodie is not a picky eater. I took the order and looked at it twice, and finally ordered two glasses of freshly squeezed juice.

"Hey, Xiaoqi, I wanted to ask you for a long time, how did you and the president meet, it feels very familiar, when he went to the company restaurant to eat, I was really startled, it was the first time he went to eat" Is it the first time to go, it's not a loss, the chef I invited, the food I cook is also delicious, but I don't eat it."

"yes," I would like to know why. "Yes, although I haven't been in the company for a long time, but I haven't seen it once, when I chatted with those sisters, they also said that they hadn't met, you said that the president will not eat every day, I think that people like him are definitely different from us, there is no need to eat, hey, you said that he is not a god who is reincarnated", I feel that the more she says, the more outrageous "You think too much".

"Oh, then you tell me, let me tell you, you don't know that the president is very strict with his work, I heard that once, the leader of our secretariat, Secretary Zhang, she miscalculated a number, and the president saw it, do you know what the president said about her."

I shook my head, feeling that when I discussed work with him before, people were still very easy to talk to, but reading the mystery of the novel, I think it must be important. "He said: If you can't handle work and life well, I suggest you don't do this" Xiao Xiao put on his posture, imitated his tone and said, don't say it, it's quite similar

"You see, the president's meaning is to put it bluntly, just do it if you can, if you can't, just get out, that person was brought in from the time he entered the company, so he can be fired at will, you say he is not strict", Xiaoxiao continued. It turns out that he is like this in the company, I thought he treated his employees very well, it seems to be my delusion, and it will be better to cause less trouble in the future, although I am also very cowardly in the face of him now, but "I think you are a little gloating".

"Ah, haha, haha, I didn't, no" She immediately denied it, obviously this was even more suspicious, I kept staring at her, "Hey, okay, I just feel that person has a shelf every day, and he will always have only one expression on everyone, and, once I just came to work, I was late, and then she kept talking about me, and in front of so many people, I couldn't be angry, so I saw her being told by the president, and I felt relieved, hahaha."

Well, I remember this little thing so clearly. "I'm telling you that she's not used to seeing that person, you say she's so old, she doesn't even have a partner, that expression every day, do you think she won't wait until she is old, no one will want it."

"People are just in that state when they are working, and you haven't seen their usual lives, how do you know what other people's usual lives are like" I thought it was a little wrong for her to say that, so she retorted, after all, some people are used to separating life and work, showing different faces. "Oh, look at you, I dare say it must be like this in her life, I heard..."

Okay, I think I still don't want to refute her in the future, I just said that, and then this whole afternoon, she was instilling in me, the gossip she heard about Secretary Zhang in the company, whether it was true or not, I seriously suspected that she added her own subjective evaluation when she told me, although most of the time our gossip source will not be out of nowhere, but many times, those facts need to be verified, and they should not be judged by word of mouth alone, so I didn't take it seriously, just laughed and laughed.

But I'm also glad that she didn't ask me about Jiangxi Yan, otherwise, I really don't know how to answer, could it be that when we first met, I peeked at him and was discovered, and then didn't admit it with a dead face, thinking that I would never meet again and just didn't give face to others.

Glancing at someone who was still talking about Secretary Zhang's gossip, I decided that I must not let her know about this, and I can't say it if I am killed, otherwise, it will be known by the whole company in less than a day, and when the president's face will be gone, I will not go to work next, so I must not let her know.

I didn't do anything in the afternoon, because breakfast was late, we even jumped over for lunch, and finally Xiaoxiao suspended her gossip about Secretary Zhang in hunger, and in the next, she just cared about eating, but the food that can be highly recommended by a foodie is really good to eat.

After eating, Xiaoxiao still wanted to go to a movie, but I refused, I really didn't do anything that day, so today's things have to be done in the evening, "I have to go to work tomorrow, let's go back early today, I don't want to be late, and you don't want to be told by Secretary Zhang." Let's go, come out together next time. "I took her to the side of the road and hailed a car, and I was about to ask Xiaoxiao where you live, but she told the driver the name of my school first.

"Xiaoxiao, let's send you home first, I don't worry about you alone." "Oh, what's not to worry about, not to mention that I live farther away than you, and I also pass by the school, which is convenient." I can't argue with that, after all, that's how everyone chooses when taking a taxi.

"Then you have to be careful when you go back, I'll get out of the car first, call me when I get home, or send a text message" After saying that, I was about to open the car door and go down, but I didn't want her to hug me suddenly" Xiaoqi, thank you today, I'm very happy, let's go" and turned his face to the other side.

I got out of the car and looked at the car as it went farther and farther, well, I admit that I was deceived by Xiaoxiao's cheerful appearance, she hid it too well, if it wasn't for the last words she said to me that aroused my suspicions, maybe I haven't noticed that she was in a bad mood, but I regret it a little, maybe I shouldn't have rejected her just now. I know she doesn't say it, and I won't ask, but when a person is sad and sad, it's always better to have someone with you than to be alone, and I just hope she's really happy.

When I returned to the dormitory, I saw the two cups I hadn't finished brushing in the morning, and sighed quietly in my heart, not because I was small, but because I was myself, maybe because I had been alone for too long and was too lonely, so even if it was a little warmth, I wanted to catch it.

Walked to the pool, picked up the cup, first rinsed it with cold water, probably because it has been put for a long time, the residue left on it has become hard, I rubbed it hard with my fingers, rubbed hard, and my hands were red for a long time, or not clean enough, looking at my hands, I was inexplicably sad at that moment, I don't know when a tear fell on my hand, maybe today is really affected by a little.

I can't remember the last time I cried, maybe it was a dark night, or it was when I saw someone else in pairs, reunited, and I was always alone, maybe close, maybe for a long time. Rubbing the back of his hand against the corner of his eye, he brushed it up.

After washing, I saw a message from Xiaoxiao: Xiaoqi, don't worry, I've arrived home, and I have a grinning expression. I'm back: just go home. I thought she would come back soon, after all, the two messages were less than three minutes apart, but I waited a long time, and I didn't hear from her until the end of the day.

I then turned on my computer and created a new document, trying to write down what I thought of yesterday, but I felt that I had forgotten that feeling, I remembered every word, but I couldn't remember what the mood was at that time, and the emotionless text was the most powerless for me, and even I couldn't resonate with myself, and how to make people like it. Sure enough, I was greatly affected today.

In the end, I decided to give up struggling, I didn't want to bring my bad emotions into the text, and I didn't want to make those who like to read what I wrote feel bad emotions, so I have always been in a warm style.

Every time I see those positive comments in the comment section, I feel like I am surrounded by warmth. I suddenly feel that the little personality is quite similar to the heroine of one of my articles.,It's also fun all day long.,The same doesn't want people to see the other side of themselves.,It's just that the heroine's situation is not good.,But Xiaoxiao shouldn't be like that.。

Today's task, I don't think I can finish it, but I can't do nothing all day, and finally I decided to take out the story I wrote for the company, start a little bit of correction, try to perfect every plot, if this is the last connection between me and him, I want to do the best I can.

Perhaps, I really put into the work, and in the next time, I don't have time to think about other things, and the bad mood gradually fades, or maybe it's because I think of him, which makes me feel that it is also a kind of fun, in short, I am back to the same self I was before.

I've been seeing it late at night today.,Not only do I not feel tired.,But I'm getting more and more energetic.,I've read most of the content.,Many of the plots in it have also been slightly modified.,If you don't read it word for word.,I don't think you can see it.,This is also the result I want.。 Reason told himself that it was time to go and rest, after all, he had to get up early tomorrow.

But my spirit is still very good, I don't know where my problem is, I got up and boiled some boiling water, and took out two sleeping pills from the drawer and ate them, in fact, I haven't eaten it for a long time, I have always maintained a regular lifestyle, that is, to avoid this thing, but today I still ate it, because I know that if I don't eat, I may be in bed with my eyes open until dawn, which is what I don't want to, and it is the most painful.

At least, after falling asleep, I can forget a lot of things. On July 15, 2018, the weather was fine and the mood was calm, forget it, don't lie to yourself, the mood is a mess.