My heart hung in the air, looking at her, longing for the answer I wanted from her words, but the words betrayed my panic and fear.

"Xiaoqi, you're back, you, your grandmother" The old woman who was called the third grandmother looked at the girl in front of her and looked for her grandmother everywhere as soon as she came in, inside and outside the house, I don't know how many times she ran until she couldn't find it. How could she bear to tell her this cruel truth, but she still had to say it, not if she didn't say it, she could treat it as if it hadn't happened "Xiaoqi, you, your grandmother passed away".

After that, the old woman couldn't bear it anymore, stretched out her hand to hold the child in front of her arms, and sobbed in a low voice, the person in her arms had no parents since he was a child, and now, even the only relative has left, who will care about her in the future, what will she do in the future.

Hearing the words of the third grandmother, I finally couldn't lie to myself, I was so familiar with the figure of that person, how could I not recognize it, but I didn't want to believe it, I didn't want to believe that my grandmother just left, obviously I haven't grown up yet, and I haven't had the ability to repay her and let her live a good life, obviously my grandmother said that she would wait for me to grow up, but now.

I pushed away the person who hugged me, without saying a word, quietly walked to the person lying there, stretched out his hand to uncover the white paper on her face, and sure enough, it was the person, but, isn't this really sleeping, it's the same as before.

I reached forward and put it on the man's face, and I finally knew the difference, not like the warm and reassuring temperature of the past, but instead it made me feel soaked cold, as if the whole person was immersed in an ice cave, without a trace of temperature.

In this way, I don't know how long I knelt there, without saying a word or tears, just kneeling there quietly, my hand gently caressing my grandmother's face, just like my grandmother had touched herself countless times before.

"Xiao Qi, get up, don't keep kneeling there" The old woman before said as she reached out and pulled me up. But I was like I was unconscious, immersed in my cold cave, and I couldn't feel the slightest temperature.

The old woman was also very old, so how could she have extra strength to pull me, and finally she sat down next to me, put her hand on my back, and gently soothed me.

Actually, I'm not unconscious, at least I know that someone is talking over there, "This kid is not a fool, he doesn't even know how to cry when his grandmother died, I don't think she even shed a tear, or is she a white-eyed wolf, and her heart is so cold."

It's just that I don't care, I don't want to care, I can't refute it, those people are telling the truth, and I really didn't shed a single tear. Is it cold-blooded? Is it a white-eyed wolf? Is it a fool? At this moment, I really wish I was, at least then, I wouldn't be so cold at the moment.

But the third grandmother can't pull me, so naturally someone pulls me to move me, but it shouldn't be described as pulling, or it would be more appropriate to describe it by dragging.

If you want to say that this person is dragging me to death, it doesn't matter who I am, I talked about it a few minutes ago.

Outside the door, the people who were in charge of the affairs on weekdays were discussing two things, one was how to handle the aftermath of the Wang family's grandmother, and the other was what to do if she left her granddaughter.

The ancestors and grandchildren of the Wang family, just two people, the husband of the Wang family's grandmother has long passed away, and the daughter is raised by herself, I thought that my daughter would grow up and finally enjoy the blessings, how did I expect that my daughter was deceived by a man outside, the man himself had a wife and children, but he lied to her that she didn't, and after making her belly bigger, she was approached by the man's wife, only to know that she had been deceived, and she was reluctant to beat it off, and finally died during childbirth.

The close relatives are gone, so they can only look out layer by layer, and finally this matter falls on the second uncle who is closest to the kinship, "Her second uncle, although your relationship is quite far away, but it is much closer than us." ”

When the man heard this, he was also a little unhappy, their family already had two children to support, and now they have to raise one more, but when they looked at the house, they felt really pitiful. After thinking about it for a long time, I didn't know what came to mind, but finally gritted my teeth and agreed.

But he agreed, but some people didn't want to, "Why, why let us raise this wild seed, our family doesn't have so much money." The one who spoke was the second uncle's wife and second aunt.

As soon as he heard this, the person next to him was a little speechless, this person is notoriously scathing, but there is no way, everyone doesn't want to take this responsibility, and patiently persuaded "Fengxia, you are not right, how to say that your relationship is also the closest."

"I have nothing to do with this wild species, she loves to get close to whoever she wants" I just don't recognize it. "Oh, you dead ghost, why are you pinching me." As she spoke, she turned to her husband, who was pinching her arm.

But she didn't know what the man said in her ear, and after about a minute, the woman changed her previous attitude and agreed with a smile. Although the person next to him didn't know what was going on, he was relieved to see that she agreed, and he didn't think about it so much.

Then it was this woman who strode into the house and saw me kneeling in front of the bed, "Xiaoqi, get up, don't kneel, the second aunt told you, you will go to the second aunt's house in the future, get up, don't kneel."

I called twice, but I saw that there was no movement in front of me, and I saw that the people around me had been looking at me, and I felt that I had lost face, and finally reached out directly, grabbed one of my arms, and lifted me up from the ground with the fat of that body.

I didn't care about my thigh at the foot of the bed, I struggled to break free from her shackles, I didn't know where I hit her, but I heard her 'oops', and it didn't matter if I was standing or not, I just let go of my hand, and I fell directly to the ground.

When he saw me fall to the ground, he didn't care, and he still cursed in his mouth. The man heard his wife's voice, walked in directly, saw this scene, ignored the woman, and pulled me up, "Are you okay, Xiaoqi".

It's funny that I didn't recognize the true face of the person in front of me at that time, and I even thought that this person was different from that woman.

It wasn't until later that I understood why this man was willing to support me, and why his vitriol wife was persuaded by him. It turned out that I fell in love with the last thing my grandmother left me, the house.

That's because someone said that we are going to demolish here, although I only heard about it, but the village next to it has already been determined, will they be far away here?

I can only say that these two people's calculations are really good, but I'm not a fool, not to mention that I have no intention of relying on anyone, grandma is here, let's go down together, grandma left, I went down by myself.

I know that no one will always be with anyone. What's more, how can I live up to my grandmother's wishes.

Now that so much time has passed, and I still live here, I suddenly want to laugh a little, and the wishful thinking is not something you can have if you want to fight.

Later, I found out how my grandmother died, and I always knew that my grandmother had the habit of writing a diary, but I never wanted to read it. Maybe that's how I got into the habit of keeping a diary.

Although my impression of my grandmother was a big and even vulgar person, in the first twenty years of her life, she was not like this.

At that time, my grandmother was the most beautiful one in the village, not only beautiful, but also an advanced young woman, with a forward mind and her own independent thoughts. It stands to reason that such a girl was very popular at the time, but my grandmother was stunned that she was not married in her 20s.

After a long time, there were many rumors, which really worried her parents, but she couldn't be my grandmother's master, so she could only worry. At that time, she didn't get married because no one liked her, on the contrary, there were many people who liked her, but she didn't look down on anyone.

It wasn't until one day that she saw my grandfather, an intellectual young man who had gone to the countryside first, that she felt that the person she had been waiting for had appeared.

Later, she followed my grandfather to her current place, but it didn't take long for me to live happily ever after, and my grandfather passed away. For so many years, my own life, my daughter's life, and my life have been polished into a rude person.

All I can say is who doesn't want to be a little princess all the time, it's just that life doesn't allow it. Even when my grandmother got sick in the end, she didn't want to go to the hospital, she always said that she wanted to save money and keep it for me to go to school, and she was reluctant to eat on weekdays. And I didn't even know she was sick.

Now that there are no people, what do you want so much money for, what's the use of asking for that cold and temperatureless money. That was the first time I opened my grandmother's diary, and it made me know such a cruel truth.

There are still two months left before the end of her life, and her heart is starting to hurt again, fortunately, Xiaoqi is not at home, I don't know how long I can stay with her, I am reluctant, I am reluctant to let her be alone in this world.

It's enough for me to suffer all my life, why do I have to inflict such suffering on Xiaoqi, why.

I don't know how many days I have to live, is the time coming, Xiaoqi, don't be sad, don't feel guilty, grandma knows that you will complain about why grandma doesn't go to the hospital, it's not that grandma doesn't want to go, but it's not necessary, even if you go, it's a waste of money, it's better to leave it to my lovely granddaughter and leave it for her to study.

You have to remember that grandma doesn't want to leave you, but grandma won't give up if there is a little possibility, because grandma also wants to be with you all the time, watch you grow up, watch you go to college, watch you get married, watch you have children, but now grandma can't see it. But even if grandma can't see it, Xiaoqi, you have to live well, live well.

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With his head buried in his arm, I don't know how long I sat on the ground, but I finally got better and stood up. But he found that his legs were a little numb, so he reached out to hold on to the wall, moved to the chair little by little, and sat down.

I took out my phone and saw that it was already more than 7 o'clock, and I still had to eat when I was sad, and I didn't want to go to the hospital once, because no one would find you this time, and no one would guard you.

After resting for a while, after his legs have eased, he walked into the kitchen again, poured out the chicken that had already been pasted in the pot, and finished brushing the pot. Learning from his grandmother, his hands kept moving, and his mouth kept chattering, "Cut the green onion first, cut the green onion, and then cut the green pepper, Xiaoqi likes to eat spicy food the most, and grandma also likes to eat spicy food the most..."