Chapter 32: The Old Things Revisited
After Wang Ziman said this, he saw that Du Juan and Tang Hongye seemed to be a little surprised, so he asked: "Do you think the reason I said is too fake, and it seems a little unbelievable?" Don't you think it's possible for anyone to think that? β
"That's not it," Du Juan hurriedly shook his head for fear of arousing Wang Ziman's resistance, "The same rice raises a hundred kinds of people, and everyone's thinking will not be the same, so we are just surprised why he has such thoughts." β
"That's right, I didn't expect him to think this way at first, so I was startled when I heard it, and then I thought it was a little funny, and after laughing, I felt very angry, I think he was insulting me, although the two of us have been together for a while in the past, and then they may have been entangled for a while, but then they were separated, whether he dumped me, or I dumped him, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that the two of us have been back to the bridge since then, and the road has returned to the road, It doesn't matter who is with whom. β
Wang Ziman still seems a little excited when he talks about this: "So I don't know where he got that kind of confidence from, I think I will definitely not be able to forget him for so many years, and I can divorce my husband for him, and after the divorce, I will spend money with him!" It's a dream! What my husband does to me, others don't know, don't I know myself? Married for so many years, he has never disliked me for anything, and he is even more spoiled to me and has nothing to say, in my life, before I met my husband, there has really never been anyone who has been so good to me, when I was ignorant before, I thought Leng Zhiqiang was very good to me, and then I lived with my husband for a long time before I understood that it was a truth, at first I was good to me for a while, that kind of not called hurting me, that kind of fresh, just want to take advantage of me. Only if you are good to me for a few years and ten years like a day, can you be sincere! β
Speaking of this, she choked up a little, tears filled her eyes, she stopped, took a few deep breaths, tried to calm her emotions, and then said: "So I clearly rejected him, I said that I was blind before, and I can't make this kind of confusion again in the future, I have long seen him clearly, I have a very good relationship with my husband, and our family of three is very happy, so let him not come to disturb my life." I guess maybe he didn't expect me to be so resolute, so he was annoyed and angry, and yelled at me on the spot, and I left, but I didn't expect him to follow me secretly, found our house, and came to our house to make trouble, just met by my husband, my husband thought it was some kind of neurosis at first, and then I found out that it was my ex-boyfriend, so I was quite angry, the two almost fought, I quickly called the security guard, the security guard came to drive Leng Zhiqiang out, my husband was also angry, The property management company also complained. β
"You mean, you were out to meet?" Du Juan heard the clue from Wang Ziman's words, "Since you have no relationship with him, why do you still go out when he asks you out?" β
Wang Ziman's cheeks slowly appeared a faint flush, and I don't know whether it should be ashamed or embarrassed: "For any reason, I agreed to meet him because I was confused, and I felt that after all, the two of them used to be good, especially Leng Zhiqiang, how to say that he was also my first love, I don't still like him, I just think that when I saw him, I can remember when I was a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, so I can't let go of him, but I just want to miss my past self through him." β
"I have a little guess, I hope you don't feel offended," Du Juan thought about it for a while, and felt that it was better to ask Wang Ziman for verification, "You two should not only go out to meet once or twice, right?" β
Wang Ziman's face turned completely red now, and Du Juan regretted it a little, afraid that she would turn her face in anger and refuse to continue to communicate with herself, but fortunately, this worry did not come true, Wang Ziman just blushed, was silent for a while, and finally nodded.
"I've gone out with him and seen him a few times." She said vaguely, "I regret it now, I feel that I was too stupid, I was stupid when I was young, but now I am still the same stupid, I can't help it at all." β
"How long ago did you first start seeing him again? You changed your name from Wang Meili to Wang Ziman, does this matter have anything to do with Leng Zhiqiang contacting you and wanting to get back together with you? Tang Hongye asked.
Wang Ziman looked at the two people in front of him with some surprise, as if he didn't expect that they had mastered so much about their own affairs, and he was a little more nervous than Fang Cai for a while: "I...... It has something to do with him when I changed my name...... I was in contact with Leng Zhiqiang more than two years ago, and I admit that when he first contacted me, I didn't reject contact with him too much, but I can swear to God, I really just treat him as an ordinary friend, I just want to see him, and then recall the time when I was young in the past, absolutely nothing else! I don't have any second thoughts about my family, my husband and my children! Later, he pestered me, and I felt that something was wrong, so I rejected him. β
"Then why change the name? Now that he knows your home address. β
"I just want to draw an end to the past, actually," Wang Ziman's hand rubbed his knees one by one, his eyes were a little divergent, "I also know that there is no point in doing this, maybe I just want to prove that I can do it, prove that I can break with my previous self, and I will never drag the mud and water again." β
Du Juan looked at Wang Ziman, and obviously had another level of understanding for her words, but she didn't want to poke anything now, she just wanted to continue to communicate with Wang Ziman along this topic.
"When Leng Zhiqiang first met you, he didn't mention to you about the reunion?" She asked.
Wang Ziman hurriedly shook his head: "No, no, absolutely not!" If he told me this kind of thing the first time we met, I wouldn't even meet him a second time, no, I would get up and leave at that time, and I couldn't stay and talk to him! He really just came to me to catch up with the past, talk about some old things, talk about old friends we both knew, old classmates or something, nothing excessive. β
"Did he tell you about his unsatisfactory life or something?"
"I mentioned some, just say that he has been confused all these years, and he hasn't done anything, so he feels very frustrated, and he hits walls everywhere, and sometimes he hits a wall, and he will remember what I told him before, I advised him to learn well, to learn some skills and so on, saying that he was too naΓ―ve at the beginning, and he felt that I was so long-winded and annoying, if I woke up earlier, maybe I could mix well now."
When Wang Ziman talked about this, he was a little stunned, and sighed faintly.
"Did he tell you why he came to City A?"
"He didn't say it at first, I thought it happened to be that he also came here, and then I heard that I was also in the local area, so I found someone to contact me, and then after he made it clear to me that he wanted to reconcile, he told me what he said about me to deliberately leave my hometown and come to City A or something, and I didn't believe what he said."
"Then you don't believe it, haven't you asked him what the real reason is?"
"I asked, and he said it was for me, and he said that he heard that I was doing quite well, and felt very painful and sad in his heart, and felt that he had no way to settle down for so many years, just because he still had me in his heart, and the person he loved in his bones was actually me, so he put down everything in his hometown and came here to find me. No matter how I asked, he just talked back and forth about this bunch of cars, and I didn't think I could understand it with him, so I just didn't say it, and then it would be a big fuss, as I told you just now. β
"I have a question, I want to ask you," Tang Hongye waited for Wang Ziman to finish speaking, and then asked her, "You are Chinese New Year's Eve years old today, but Leng Zhiqiang is twenty-eight years old, how did you two become classmates in the first place?" β
Wang Ziman smiled bitterly and sighed: "Bad fate! The situation in my family is quite special, if it weren't for that kind of situation in my family, maybe Leng Zhiqiang would be such a person, I wouldn't be able to see it at all, you can't know what he looks like! If you want to have no figure, you want to be tall, and it's not very prominent, and the appearance is ordinary, the only one that looks good is that one mouth, when you are happy, when you are needed, you are more able to speak well, and you can coax people to be excited, but the same, when he turns his face, the words that come out of that mouth are more piercing to the heart than any knife. Anyway, if it weren't for such a special situation in my family, as you said, we are two years apart, I guess we wouldn't be classmates, and my life may not be what it is now, but this kind of thing is not easy to assume. β
"You have always said that your family's situation is relatively special, what kind of special method is it? Why is it still related to the relationship between you and Leng Zhiqiang? Cuckoo asked.
"This is the case in our family, my dad didn't have it early, I followed my mom, and then my mom remarried, married my stepdad, and the two of them got married and had a child, that is, my younger brother, a few years younger than me, so I am actually a grandmother at home, and my uncle doesn't love such a role, at the age of six, I have to help adults wash vegetables, choose vegetables and cook, and when I am older, I have to help wash clothes."
Speaking of his past days, Wang Ziman was a little stunned: "Our family's family background is very bad, when we reach the age of going to school, my mother and my stepfather are worried that it will be a heavy burden for the two children to study together, so I have the heart not to provide for me to study, and wait until the future for my younger brother." Later, after two years, this matter could not be stopped, and the street found out that one of our family did not go to school when they reached the age of school, so they came to our house to do their work, and told them that this is the country's regulations, compulsory education, that is, they have the obligation to let me receive education, my mother and my stepfather had no choice, so they agreed to let me go to school, just like that, I was two years older than my classmates. β
She sighed, and then said: "Because I am two years older than the children in the class, and the family conditions are not good, so I am quite inferior, when I was in elementary school and junior high school, I also studied hard, thinking that I would study well, take the university entrance examination, and I would be able to live a good life in the future, but when I was admitted to high school at public expense, they both told me, anyway, I don't want sponsorship money, so let me finish high school, and after I finish studying, I will go out to work, and it may be better to find a job after graduating from high school, and they have no money for me to study." After I was in high school, I had no motivation to study, and I didn't have a direction for my whole person, and I listened to them thinking about how to provide for my brother's education, counting on him to go to university, master's and doctorate, and I felt very painful in my heart, feeling that I had no one to love and no one to love. At this time, Leng Zhiqiang chased me and was very attentive to me, so I felt very moved, so I was with him. β
"To be honest, I think you're actually pretty good," Du Juan said to Wang Ziman, "It was impossible for someone else to chase you when you were a teenager, right?" Why was he so moved by Leng Zhiqiang? β
A person like Leng Zhiqiang, who has nothing particularly outstanding in all aspects, can have a lot of daily love and daily love, which has always been incomprehensible to Du Juan, so she also wants to understand the reason from Wang Ziman's description.
Wang Ziman was praised by her so straightforwardly, and she also felt a little embarrassed: "Yes, there were indeed other boys who liked me at that time, but ...... I don't even dare to think about it, I think those boys are very good, and they are going to go to college, so there is no possibility with me, even if I agree, I will break up in the future, and I will be sad when the time comes, and I don't want to. Leng Zhiqiang is different, he was good to me at that time, and he couldn't study, he couldn't have the opportunity to go to college at all, and he didn't have the idea of wanting to go to college, so I think the two of us will be people in the same world in the future, I promised him that it would be safer, so that people wouldn't abandon me when they became prosperous in the future. It's just that I never expected that I found such a person, but he actually dumped me after he had no freshness for me, I was really blind at the beginning! β
As he was talking, there was a sudden sound of the key inserting into the keyhole outside the door, Wang Ziman was startled, immediately closed his mouth, straightened his waist and looked in the direction of the door.
The door opened, and a tall and thin man walked in from the outside, with a little boy beside him, who looked like he was six or seven years old, and looked very similar to his mother, but now he looked a little sad and couldn't keep his spirits up.