My name is Yiqi, and I used to be a small citizen who had the idea of being rich and peaceful, and did not want to make progress.

Of course, I also had big dreams.

Well, it's the kind of childhood dream that seems to be like a fantasy and is out of reach.

Therefore, compared to unrealistic dreams, I long more for a drunken and dreamy life.

However, an accident three years ago punctured this dream and tore apart my life by the way.

Because on that day, I lost my loved ones, and then in this world full of darkness, I began to taste that... Everywhere and endlessly malice.

At the same time, with my own eyes, I have witnessed the birth of many lies, the depravity of human nature, the expansion of desires, and... Disasters born of selfishness.

At that moment, I was lost.

I don't know why such a world continues to exist, even... There was an urge to destroy it with my own hands.

Because I know very well that the loss of my loved ones is precisely because of the malice that is full of this world, and I was able to survive, not because God opened my eyes, but because I am very valuable.

That's all!

However, just when I was about to sink into the bottomless abyss, a palm full of kindness fished me out of the abyss, even if... This palm comes from a ghost.

So, I'm lost again.

The world is indeed full of malice and darkness, but this does not mean that there is no beauty and light in the world, and it is precisely because of the existence of beauty and light that the world can continue.

At the same time, it also made me understand a truth - good and evil have no borders.

There is no boundary between good and evil.

Extreme good also gives rise to evil.

Just like giving to a beggar, when you give to a beggar for many years and then stop giving for some reason, your kindness will also breed evil thoughts in the beggar's heart.

It's like a tradition left over from our ancestors, and to this day... Some of these traditions have become unbearable habits.

But how could a person who had thought of his own kindness become the pain of others many years later?

The same is true of evil, when it is developed to the extreme, good is also born from it.

It's like... The sunset is in general.

War is the convergence and outbreak of all evil thoughts, but every time a war occurs, a group of benevolent and righteous people who are desperate for their lives, sacrifice their lives and have pure good intentions will emerge.

It's like when people are oppressed and enslaved to the extreme, they rise up and rebel.

Sound... It may seem strange, but it is the way it is, because when evil thoughts become unbearable, people heal them with good intentions.

Therefore, there is no boundary between good and evil.

And I... Because of this, I am confused, I don't know if this world is right or wrong, or ... It's just that because darkness and evil thoughts have not evolved to the extreme, the world cannot get beauty and light for the time being......

……

After confusion, there is contradiction.

On the one hand, I think that there is still beauty and light, so there is still hope in my heart.

But on the other hand, reality made me feel pain and despair really, so I wanted to destroy everything in front of me, destroy... All the unpleasantness and malice.

So, I split into two people.

One is the one who wishes with good intentions and hope, that is, 'me'. And 'he' is the destroyer who has always embraced pain and darkness and continues to sink in despair.

In order to fulfill his parents' last wish to live well, 'he' voluntarily banished to the deepest part of the heart lake, because 'he' knew that he would only bring destruction and could not fulfill this last wish.

As for... I'm living indifferently.

Because the world is full of too much darkness and evil thoughts, and my good intentions are too extreme, I am afraid that my actions will cause more malice in the world.

Therefore, I can only choose to be indifferent and have good... And not.

However, the ubiquitous darkness and evil thoughts negate and erode me all the time, so in order to maintain my heart and live, I can only numb myself until I become insensitive......

……

However, the world is so desperate that even if I become insensitive, there will still be many things that touch my heart and shake me.

For example, the deputy mayor of Heijin City. Qi Tian.

In my opinion, Qi Tian is a heinous and unforgivable scumbag, and it is because of his existence that he does not know... How many wives have been separated and families have been broken.

However, my reason tells me that Qi Tian does not deserve to die, because his existence has made more people have a living space.

It's a very simple multiple-choice question, and if... 1,000 people are in a desperate situation, and if they are left to fend for themselves, then there may not even be 100 people who can survive in the end.

However, Qi Tian has enough ability to make more than half of the 1,000 people in this desperate situation survive. It's just that Qi Fei's existence... and his selfish desires, which will devour the lives of 100 of them.

So, it's a very simple multiple-choice question, just... It's hard to make a choice.

And I, on the other hand, made the difficult choice, chosen... Acquiesced in what Qi Tian did.

It's just that this choice will make my heart ... It hurts slightly, because the people who have been sacrificed have never been given the opportunity to speak, and if they can make a sound, then... Will they choose to be sacrificed?

……

In this way, I lived insensitively until... Enter the research institute of Rongcheng.

When I learned of the existence of the forbidden experiment, I surprisingly did not feel any anger or pain, because I only felt a deep exhaustion and... Despair.

So, instead of choosing to remain silent this time, I released 'him'.

My thought was simple, if even destruction doesn't bring beauty and goodness, then... Maybe there really isn't any hope in this world anymore.

But it was at this time that I touched Murray's soul and felt kindness that was so pure that it began to twist.

Yes, goodwill.

It's just that this kindness only exists for one person, and this person... is the last chief of the Rongcheng Research Institute, and he is also Murray's adoptive father.

However, it is because of this selfishness and twisted kindness that Murray spreads infinite malice to the world.

At this moment, I was confused again.

Because, I suddenly realized that I was very similar to Murray, and that the destruction I brought to the Rongcheng Research Institute was also due to the same distorted and selfish kindness in my heart.

I suddenly felt so tired that I wanted to go to sleep... No more waking up, no more attention to the world and strife......

……

Silence is golden, and I... But there is no way to remain silent.

Volume 8: Silence (End)