"Girl, what are you doing there, come in and run, it's the last lap!" Cao Hongliang's shout woke up Li Jun, who was standing stiffly.

"Oh", Li Jun replied, put the letter in his pocket, and followed to the back of his class.

"She's gone like that?" Gao Yujun looked at Li Jun's pale face.

"Gone, I'm fucking sick." Li Jun scolded self-deprecatingly.

"Since she is so persistent in looking for you, she always has you in her heart, or you will go to the class to find her in a while, and tell her about the matter, as long as you let go of the senseless self-esteem in your heart, there is still hope." Gao Yujun earnestly advised.

"Listen to you, I hope it's not too late", Li Jun suddenly felt a sense of peace in his heart, maybe after letting go of "face", all the roads will be broader.

Everyone followed each other out of the playground, Li Jun hurriedly washed and dressed up, and then urged the people in the eating group to go to the cafeteria to eat, and then finished their own meals as quickly as possible, and said to a few of them: "Today's rice bowl that brother can help me brush it, I still have something to do, next time I will help you brush it twice." ”

Seeing his anxious appearance, Guo Jibin said with a wicked smile: "Whoever helps you twice, at least three times, five times." ”

"Binzi, you kid is taking advantage of the fire to rob, right, brother doesn't need you today, six, can you help your brother?" As he spoke, he turned to Cao Hongliang.

Unexpectedly, Cao Hongliang also changed his sex today, and he didn't have his usual honest and honest appearance, and said with a smile: "Just help me four times, I can't be as black as Binzi, at least once less than Binzi!" ”

"You two, don't tease him, look at his anxious appearance, I'll be in a hurry to share the pot with you." Gao Yujun looked at the two boys in front of him with evil smiles on their faces and said.

"Li Jun, let's go, I don't need you to brush it today, and I don't need you to replace it, my brother will help you brush it this time, but if something good happens, I have to invite my brother to have a drink." After speaking, he looked at Li Jun with a smile on his face.

"No problem, if I can really win back her heart, I will definitely invite everyone to drink, but unrighteous guys like Binzi and Six will definitely let them watch." After speaking, Li Jun turned around and ran towards the teaching building.

"Kid you, look at that stingy look." Guo Jibin's dissatisfied shouts came from behind.

Li Jun didn't pay attention to his shouts, and ran to the teaching building with eagerness in his heart, ran downstairs without stopping at all, and ran up to the third floor in one breath, and then climbed through the window and looked inside, because it was meal time, there were not many people in the classroom, and it was empty.

Li Jun climbed on the railing by the stairs and looked boredly at the circle of people coming and going downstairs, waiting for Fang Ning's arrival, from time to time someone walked up to the classroom on the third floor, and after seeing Li Jun, many acquaintances greeted him, asking about the progress of things in the past few days, Li Jun also coped politely, saying something inconsequential.

"Li Jun, enough man, my buddies underestimated you before." At this time, a loud voice came from behind him, and Li Jun didn't look back and knew who it was, it was Wang Junfeng, who had been chasing and beating Fang Ning.

After turning around, he smiled at him and said, "It's the same for whoever chases this matter, after all, we are not so weak and incompetent, and we will not be bullied at will." ”

"Yes, that's how we should be, we should do something and we shouldn't do anything." Then he turned his head to look at the class and asked, "Are you here to find Fang Ning?" ”

When Fang Ning Li Jun mentioned it, his face also showed an unnatural expression, but he couldn't lie, so he had to say: "Yes, I saw her standing on the edge of the track during the exercise this morning, looking at his thin body and trembling a little, I didn't worry about coming up to see her." ”

Looking at Li Jun's expression, Wang Junfeng's face was also dark, and he took a long breath and said: "Fang Ning is a good girl, I originally didn't want to miss it, but seeing your persistence and perseverance, I still decided to give up, I said that I would rather lose to you than to Zhao Yingzhong, but I'm afraid you will also lose her." ”

"What's wrong?" Listening to Wang Junfeng's words, Li Jun's heart suddenly rose to his throat again.

"She should be leaving, she has been to your classroom to look for you several times in the past few days, you are not there, I am following her from a distance when she is looking for you, I am afraid that her health is not good, and the road outside is a little bumpy, so I am afraid that if she accidentally falls, I may help her." When Wang Junfeng said this, he was obviously full of unwillingness.

"And she also went to the playground these two mornings to see if you would do exercises, you also know that her heart is not good, and she has been in a state of recuperation, and she only went to the playground these two days, she didn't go for a run after she arrived, just waited and watched by the side, others don't know why, but I know, she is looking for your traces." Wang Junfeng's face showed a look of pain, "I wish she could do a little bit for me." ”

"I know, I saw her this morning, too." Li Jun still didn't understand what Wang Junfeng meant by leaving.

"Then why don't you go forward to comfort and comfort her, no one understands her mentality better than me these days, she is very self-blaming, because the relationship with Zhao Yingzhong has caused you a lot of trouble, she is not only blaming herself, but also worried about you, afraid that you will be hurt and punished because of this."

Listening to Wang Junfeng's words, Li Jun was silent, he was still too narrow-minded and selfish, and he was desperate not to appease a heart full of self-blame and worry for the sake of his little indifferent dignity.

"In fact, your decision will affect her stay or not." Wang Junfeng threw another extremely heavy bomb.

"What do you mean?" Li Jun grabbed Wang Junfeng's shoulder hard.

"Fang Ning may have wanted to leave here a long time ago, she can't bear your persistence and my enthusiasm, the seven years you gave her, you may feel that it is a confinement of yourself, but this is also a kind of confinement of her, maybe you will feel that you are very great, but you will understand if you think about it, this is actually a kind of pressure on Fang Ning." Wang Junfeng stared at Li Jun's eyes, wanting to see something in his eyes.

Listening to Wang Junfeng's words, Li Jun felt that he still thought too little, he only thought about the surface of the matter, and only thought about his own side, is this what others say is selfish?

"Yes, you are just a little selfish, you should say that you are very great, if you love her, you will give her freedom, do you really give it up? If you were really willing, there wouldn't be this grade war, would it? Wang Junfeng's tone was completely devoid of the worship just now, but somewhat mocking.

"I don't know what kind of relationship you used to have, and I don't know how you liked her, but now I feel very sad to see her depressed every day, and I want to do everything I can to please her, but what I feel is that she is getting more and more melancholy. So I approached people who had a good relationship with her, such as Zhang Limeng, I wanted her to help me say some good things, and I also wanted to get more information about Fang Ning through her. Speaking of this, Wang Junfeng paused and said self-deprecatingly: "I'm also infatuated, right?" ”

Li Jun didn't know how to answer Wang Junfeng, for the girl he liked, every boy would do everything to please her and all the people around her, just hoping to make her smile lightly.

"Zhang Limeng, we are also classmates, and we had a good relationship in junior high school." Li Jun then talked about Zhang Limeng, she is also a very cheerful and lively girl, her personality is like a tomboy, and Li Jun They are very fun, but after entering high school, because they are not in the same class, they have relatively little contact, because Liu Guangchao is there, so they did not look for Zhang Limeng to inquire more about Fang Ning.

"You had a good relationship when you were in junior high school, but we don't have a good relationship now, for Fang Ning, I also completely sold Zhang Limeng, you also know her character, we are as good as buddies now." Saying that, Wang Junfeng rarely circled a smile.

Li Jun also smiled heartily, "Then tell me what news did your buddy reveal?" ”

"Fang Ning may have to transfer back to the high school in their county!" Wang Junfeng struggled to squeeze out this sentence that was difficult for anyone to accept.

"Really? She's not kidding you, is she? Li Jun also had a hard time accepting it, but he remembered Fang Ning's words that would no longer shake in front of you.

"Zhang Limeng said it to me, but she didn't necessarily say a word, it mainly depends on Li Jun's attitude." Wang Junfeng still looked at Li Jun with some jealousy, "You can see what Fang Ning will say to you when he comes, I'll go back to the classroom first." ”

Looking at Wang Junfeng's Xiao Suo's back, Li Jun fell into contemplation again, how could her attitude still determine her decision? Thinking like this, he was slapped again behind him, but it was Liu Guangchao who turned his head.

"It's going to be class soon, why don't you hurry back to your classroom?" After speaking, he shook the watch on his wrist.

Li Jun also hurriedly looked at his watch, the time was 7:56 again, and then turned his head to look at Fang Ning's seat in the classroom, but it was still empty, "Chao, did you hear that Fang Ning is going to transfer away?" ”

"I haven't heard of it, who did you listen to?" Liu Guangchao's face was full of doubts.

"Your elementary school classmate Wang Junfeng! He listened to what Zhang Limeng said. Li Jun was a little anxious, thinking that Fang Ning wouldn't really stop coming to class.

"Didn't she write you a letter? Didn't you see what was written? Liu Guangchao remembered the letter to Li Jun in the morning.

Liu Guangchao's words reminded Li Jun, and after returning in the morning, he thought about coming to Fang Ning to explain the situation quickly, but he forgot that there was another letter she wrote to herself, and thought about taking out the letter from his clothes pocket.

"You go back to the classroom first, it's going to be class right away, and we'll see it when you go back." Liu Guangchao reminded Li Jun again.

"Okay, I'll go first, and I'll look for you later." After speaking, Li Jun held the letter in his hand and ran downstairs quickly to his classroom.

Stepping on the bell of class, Li Jun rushed into the classroom from the outer door of the classroom, and the homeroom teacher who was equipping the lecture on the podium stood up, staring at Li Jun with sharp eyes, and waited for him to sit behind the desk before saying, "Li Jun, I heard Qin Jie say that you have been sick for the past two days, right?" ”

Li Jun hurriedly stood up, forced himself to suppress his loud wheezing, and paused for a few seconds before saying: "Yes, Teacher Gao, I have a fever, I took medicine at the beginning, I didn't work for two days, I was infusion for two days, I had nothing to do last night, and I came to class today." After speaking, he lowered his head and secretly looked at the head teacher's expression.

"It's okay if you're fine, then listen to the class, if you don't understand anything in the past two days, you can ask the teacher with the class, don't fall behind in class, you sit down, let's start today's class." After speaking, the homeroom teacher no longer paid attention to Li Jun and started her lecture today.

After Li Jun sat down, he wiped the cold sweat on his forehead, his eyes were fixed on the head teacher on the podium, but his hand reached into the pocket of his clothes to take Fang Ning's letter, and then carefully tore the envelope in the table bucket with both hands, took out the letter inside and spread it on the desk.

Guo Jibin wanted to peek at the content again, and unconsciously moved closer to Li Jun, but was pushed back by Li Jun with his arm.

In the interval between the teacher's lectures, I lowered my head and looked at the letter on the table, and what caught my eye was still the familiar and delicate handwriting.

At the beginning of the letter is Xu Zhimo's poem "Farewell Kangqiao".

Gently I go,

As I come gently;

I beckoned gently,

Be the clouds of the western heavens.

Li Jun, when you saw this letter, I had left gently, how reluctant and nostalgic I was, and then I decided to leave, my heart was so sad when I wrote this letter, I really didn't want you to see him, but my intuition told me that it would still come to you.

I'm not a good girl, I live up to your innocence, now that I think about it, I feel that I am so stupid, so naïve, I didn't expect you to be so affectionate to me, I didn't dare to accept you, but I unconsciously hurt you, I think even if I explain my relationship with Zhao Yingzhong, you may not believe me anymore, because you didn't give me a chance to explain anything.

Your eyes were so dull that night, I felt that it was endless hatred for me, and I began to reflect on myself, what was wrong with me? What have I done? It wasn't until that moment that I knew how scared I was of losing you, and the ice and chill in your words made me feel even more painful.

My body has not been very good, my parents have always wanted me to go back to our county high school, I don't know why but I have never wanted to leave, sometimes I will take out the letter you wrote to me, looking at the seven-year covenant you wrote to me, I have an inexplicable expectation in my heart, thinking about what we will be like in seven years.

But I know that I should leave, in your indifferent eyes that night I want to leave, I am afraid that you will do more stupid things, in fact, I know everything you have done, the cause is still to see me and Zhao Yingzhong together, but I still want to tell you that I am innocent with him, innocent like a blank piece of paper, no matter what he thinks, in my heart I also treat him as a friend who can be talked about.

I've been looking for you for the past few days, hoping to tell you everything in my heart, hoping to untie the knot in your heart, hoping that you can still keep me, but I'm even more afraid, afraid that you won't forgive me easily.

I'm leaving, my heart is so reluctant to say to leave, but I still go, I hope my departure can be seen by you, I hope you can stop being so impulsive in the future, I hope you can find a girl better than me, our seven-year contract is over, I will give you freedom!

Perhaps under the letterhead, there were many uneven folds left on the originally flat letterhead, looking at a crying face full of tears drawn in the lower right corner, Li Jun's heart was pierced.