Chapter 169 169 will not go away, and tears will be shed
Others think that he is silent, but in fact, only he knows that he is living less and less like himself.
When his gaze stayed on Moran Ash, he knew that this glance had missed his life.
Even if you don't live so casually, at least you're happy.
He gave up the pampered life of the eldest young master, and gave up everything that ordinary people longed for, just because of love.
Crazy about love, maybe it's people like him.
But for her sake, even if he gave up more, what would it be. Willingly, willingly.
If you haven't loved it, you can't understand how he feels.
Her every move can occupy his entire sight, and the meaning of his existence may be as simple as making her happy.
But his Chu Jiangmo's secret is so simple, so simple that everyone who knows him knows his secret.
But no matter how simple it was, he had to hide his share of the secret, and even lock it with a lock.
It's like this home of his, except that this home of his is built on his fantasies.
His love is like a secret, all of which will be put into a small box, locked with a lock, and sealed.
Just like this home, the key is only the one in his hand, and the door after it is locked, except for the key, can never be opened.
It's like his heart, which can never be spoken.
Chu Jiangmo sighed, walked a few steps, and lay directly on the sofa, without concealing the deep exhaustion on his face.
What if you don't say it?
He doesn't regret loving her, and if he really regrets it, he does. It's just that he regrets that he has been with her for so long and can't make her fall in love with him.
Maybe it's not a good thing to meet for a long time.
After all, both parties know each other too well, and each other is a person who can understand every action and a look, and they are all familiar with each other to this point, how can there be any boyfriend and girlfriend relationship between them.
After all, men and women are spaced yarn.
If you don't know much about the other party, you may still have ideas that you want to know, and you still have a trace of curiosity.
But he knew that this, Lan Shen would never exist for him.
If there had been a hint of curiosity, she would have promised herself a long time ago. Besides, she is now a wife······
Because I know each other too well, I can only be friends.
But she obviously doesn't know herself very well, but she obviously understands herself······
But why, it is he who wants to understand her, and even he knows him the most, but in this love, he is a complete failure?
Chu Jiangmo raised his right hand and rested his arm on his closed eyes. A line of tears quietly slipped down the corners of his eyes.
He also knows that falling in love with someone who doesn't love him is destined to be hurt and unrewarded. So he doesn't blame anyone, he only blames himself.
complained to himself, why are there so many people in the world, but he took a fancy to her at a glance and loved her so much that he couldn't extricate himself.
Blame yourself, why are you stupid until now, and you still refuse to let go. I still can't help but stay by her side.
He didn't want to give up loving her, but from the moment he fell in love, he was destined to exhaust the joy of his life.
Loving her and giving everything for her has long been his instinct.
It's just that all this is innate, but from the moment he fell in love with her, he had it.
I can't love, I can't complain, I can't hate, I can't let go.
He will be silent, but he will not be sad, and he will shed tears after all.