Chapter 20: Paradise in Adversity

It was difficult to go retrograde in the crowd of fleeing people, and Yang Xiaoqian didn't know how many times he was almost knocked down by someone at a distance of dozens of meters, and even passed by the living corpses chasing the crowd several times, and the smell of blood choked his nose and throat, and he finally rushed to the doctor in a white coat. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

"Don't run around!" Yang Xiaoqian shouted at the doctor.

The doctor, who was only wearing one shoe, ignored it, ran forward one by one, and saw Yang Xiaoqian blocking the way, and with a hard push of both hands, Yang Xiaoqian stumbled and almost fell.

"I told you not to run around!" Yang Xiaoqian exploded his lungs in anger, slapped the doctor in the face, and fired a shot at the sky with a loaded pistol, and then pointed at the doctor's face, "Do you want to live!" ”

"Think, think! Think! The doctor nodded his head repeatedly.

"Then don't run around, follow me." Yang Xiaoqian pulled the doctor and turned around to retreat, but saw a scene that made his heart palpitate.

Father Yang Yan also rushed into the crowd at some point, and the moment Yang Xiaoqian turned around, he just saw Yang Yan being knocked to the ground by several escapees and trampled over, but Yang Yan didn't have a painful expression at all, he just waved his hand desperately and shouted desperately: "Right!" Right! ”

Right? Yang Xiaoqian turned his head to look to the right, empty.

"Right!!"

Yang Yan's right is Yang Xiaoqian's left.

Yang Xiaoqian turned his head in horror, and a living corpse with a mess and a small piece of meat left in his mouth flew towards him, and his hateful face quickly expanded in his field of vision.

Yu Qian in the distance was already ready to rescue, with Yu Qian's ability, it was not difficult to kill a living corpse with a headshot at this distance, but Yang Xiaoqian didn't know.

Everyone is shaped by their own experiences, except for the murder that was planned but attempted for revenge, Yang Xiaoqian's experience has always been very ordinary, he has never seen gunsmoke, he has never seen a corpse, and even rarely sees blood, so he will hesitate to start when deciding to take revenge.

Although he had shot four gunmen under Yu Qian's persecution before, it was the death of others, and he had always been in an absolutely safe situation, in essence, Yang Xiaoqian was still an ordinary person who had not seen the battlefield and had not been conscious.

Ordinary people will lose their calm and judgment in the hellish killing fields at this moment, and their cleverness will be gone, only fear.

At this second, Yang Xiaoqian didn't know that Yu Qian had actually been secretly observing and preparing to protect him, he only knew that he was about to be eaten by zombies.

Am I going to die?

Yang Xiaoqian is very afraid of death, and he believes that survival is the most primitive instinct of human beings.

I don't want to die, I don't want to die!

Since I was a child, I have been studying diligently, I rarely sleep lazily, I rarely play games, I like to be in the limelight but I don't have many opportunities, and I haven't even talked about love.

I'm still so young, I still have so much to go to go, maybe I can live a wonderful future with a bright mind.

There are so many delicacies waiting for me to taste; There are so many landscapes waiting for me to witness; There are so many dreams waiting for me to come true......

Once I die, the brilliance of my longing, fantasy, and expectation will burst like a bubble and return to silence......

No, I can't die.

I want to live!

I want to live!

"Buzz" seems to have a beep ringing in my ears.

The air around them became heavy, like water flowing through sand.

The flow of time was slowed down, the perception of space was amplified, and Yang Xiaoqian felt that his consciousness was weightless.

This is......?

Yang Xiaoqian's eyes widened, and the zombie's foul-smelling mouth slowly approached, too slowly.

Everything is like a close-up slow motion of a movie, so slow that it seems that the head can easily dodge bullets.

However, it can't be moved.

It's easy to dodge, but you can't move. The body does not listen to commands, as if it is bound by chains, unable to move a single bit.

Do you want to just watch that mouth bite down, and let yourself feel the pain of your teeth tearing open your skin and tearing your muscles and taking away your life?

Are you kidding!

Move, move!

Yang Xiaoqian's consciousness struggled desperately to break through the shackles, but this struggle made him feel like being pierced by thousands of long needles and bitten by thousands of ants, the pain was devastating, and his mind had no strength to give birth to other thoughts except "move and avoid it".

Time does not stand still, space does not change, zombies are still approaching, the speed is very slow, but the distance is indeed shrinking.

Yang Xiaoqian was still unable to move, and the unimaginable pain tore at his nerves.

The will has begun to blur, and Yang Xiaoqian is about to give up.

Am I going to die?

What does it feel like to die?

What is death? Yang Xiaoqian has never thought about this problem, he grew up in a peaceful environment, and he has always been honest, until the accidental death of his friend Yu Qian made him feel the heaviness of life.

He no longer expressed the emotion of "life is really fragile, no one knows when death will come", he began to fear death and cherish life.

Who knew that so soon, death would come to him.

What does it look like after death?

Can't see, can't hear, don't feel? Reduced to a handful of black ashes in the heat of the crematorium, or to a lump of digested residue in the stomach of a zombie? From now on, I can only prove Yang Xiaoqian's existence in the tears of my parents, in the chatter of relatives, and in the documents that lost their meaning and became waste paper after death?

It's a shame I didn't get anything done......

The scene in front of me has gradually darkened, and another picture spreads out:

In the noisy vegetable market, eight-year-old Yang Xiaoqian brandished the toy gun in his hand and shouted: "Catch the thief!" Then, with a toy gun, he happily chased after the thief who ran away in a hurry.

Legs are short and can't keep up.

was soon stopped by his mother, who reprimanded her in a panic: "What are you shouting!" ”

"I'll catch the thief!" Yang Xiaoqian held up the toy gun with a heroic expression.

Mom couldn't help laughing: "Why do you like to be a hero so much!" The bad guys will beat you! ”

"I'm not afraid of pain!" Yang Xiaoqian patted his chest with his left hand, a frank little man.

"Then the bad guys will kill you! Heroes don't end well! Mom knocked on his head, "Don't be able to do it in the future, don't hear me!" ”

Yang Xiaoqian bowed his head and said silently, and secretly said in his heart: Heroes are not afraid of death.

………………

If I knew this, I wouldn't be able to be a hero, what awakened person to find, what doctor to save? If you don't want to form a team to save the world and become a hero, you will not die if you huddle in the basement.

Tears flowed down her cheeks.

I don't want to die, I'm not a hero anymore, I don't want to die!

Please don't let me die like this!

Yang Xiaoqian gritted his teeth, his eyes were dim in pain, and his liver and intestines were broken in pain.

When I was confused, I saw in a daze: the distant river was in ruins, the sky was dark, and the earth was cracked. Heaven and earth are filled with the breath of death and despair, no life, no sound, only eternal loneliness.

Is this the afterlife? Eternal darkness and solitude.

"Click"

There seemed to be something in the body, shattered.

In the next moment, Yang Xiaoqian's figure rose into the air.

Yang Xiaoqian, awaken!