Chapter 80: Where Have You Gone?
These things don't have much to do with me at all, oh no, if it really does, it's probably that I shouldn't have gone to that restaurant to eat on that rainy day, and if I hadn't go, it wouldn't have happened so much.
Cheng Yifan stared at the person in front of him as he spoke, carefully observing the expression on the person's face, knowing that he would see the person's disgusted expression, but he just couldn't remove it from her face. Sure enough, after he finished speaking, this man's brows have not been loosened.
"I'm sorry, I really didn't expect things to develop to this point, I hurt you" Cheng Yifan sincerely admitted his mistakes and apologized, obviously he shouldn't have any illusions, but he still hopes that his sincerity can make this person reduce some resentment towards himself.
I looked at Cheng Yifan and listened to what he said, blame him? Well, there is a little bit of resentment, and I am afraid that whoever is affected by others will have resentment when they suffer from unjustified disasters, and I am naturally no exception. But for me, who has often encountered this kind of thing since I was a child, I can only say that there is a little bit of recitation, but I can't really talk about resentment.
At most, I just muttered a few more times in my mouth, and I forgot about it.
As for why it is so easy to forget, there are two points, one is that there are really a lot of such things, and I don't need to remember them; The second is that sometimes before such a thing has passed, another thing has already happened, and with the new one, the old one is naturally forgotten.
"Senior, I know this matter has something to do with you, but you don't have to take the responsibility entirely on yourself, whoever does it is who does it" I said my true thoughts.
When Cheng Yifan heard this, he didn't know what he felt in his heart for a while. In fact, he really knows very little about her, or rather, his liking for her is really all based on feelings, it can only be said that this person really conforms to his own aesthetics from head to toe, or he grows up in the cliché where he likes.
But now, he felt as if he knew her a little bit, at least, today alone made him feel that this person was very calm and rational, and looked at things more objectively than subjectively. Suddenly I felt that he was getting farther and farther away from her, maybe he really couldn't catch up this time.
"Thank you seniors for being willing to tell me about this, and finally let me know what this is all about" I don't know what Cheng Yifan thought of, but I felt that his silence was terrible. I continued, "If it's okay, I'll go back first, senior."
Cheng Yifan still didn't speak, but it seemed that the girl in front of her didn't need his consent, or perhaps, she had already felt good about leaving from the beginning, but he was not the one who could change her mind.
But at the moment when she got up to leave, Cheng Yifan couldn't help but stretch out his hand, grabbed the girl's wrist, lowered his head and said in a deep voice, "I know that some things are inappropriate to say now, but after today, I don't know if there is a chance to say it." While speaking, Cheng Yifan raised his head and looked at her fixedly, the ink pupils that were originally not full of brilliance were glowing faintly at the moment, and his serious and sincere expression had the ability to make people fall into it again and couldn't extricate themselves.
I put down my leg that had been lifted and sat back down, and the depth in his eyes prevented me from taking a step, so I simply sat down and listened to what he had to say.
Seeing this person sit down, Cheng Yifan withdrew his hand, and then said, "I knew a long time ago that I would meet someone I liked very much, but I felt that I was still free before I met her, and I could still do what I wanted to do, so I indulged myself very much, made one girlfriend after another, and always felt that if I didn't be romantic, I would have no chance after meeting her."
Cheng Yifan paused, and then continued, "However, I found out that I was wrong, I had this idea from beginning to end, fundamentally, I was a fool, what last freedom, what last indulgence, I know that now I find out that it is a cage at all, and I lock myself up for life, and that girl is the only key." I always felt like I could handle everything, and everything in the cage I would lock it up tightly. But now, I haven't been able to lock it up, and the source of all the problems is self-inflicted. ”
At this moment, Cheng Yifan's school grass was completely gone, and what remained on this man seemed to be endless chagrin and remorse. Then I heard Cheng Yifan continue, "Now I have discovered that what self, what indulgence, in the end is not worth talking about at all." Cheng Yifan raised his head, looked straight at the person in front of him, and then said, "I, I'm really sorry, everything is caused by me, and I really like you, from the first time I saw you." ”
I didn't dare to look at him anymore, I always felt that his eyes were full of feelings that I couldn't bear at the moment, and I couldn't bear it and didn't want to bear it, so I silently opened my eyes.
Then I heard him say, "Don't worry, I will take care of this matter, and I won't disturb your life in the future.
Then he didn't speak again, as if time had stopped for a second, no one moved, no sound, not even breathing.
I don't know how long it was, it could be a long time, or it could be just a few seconds. Although he already knew in his heart that he liked himself, he liked it, which represented the past, not the present. But now, I really don't know how to face him, and this is the first time I've encountered this situation.
Eventually, I said, "Well, I'll go first, I'll see you soon." Well, I admit that I was very cowardly, and I was a little intimidated, and I didn't know what to do, and finally chose the thirty-six strategies as the best policy. Then, like the east wind, it came and went without a trace. No, when the winter wind blows, it will leave fluttering leaves, and you really have no trace.
Cheng Yifan didn't hold her this time, his words had already been finished, not to mention, he couldn't hold her back. The words that had been hidden in his heart for so long were finally spoken, in fact, he regretted not this day or two, and it was not all because of this incident. At the earliest, I should have calculated that I couldn't find her in the past few days, and at that time, I was really anxious and regretful.
If only I had grabbed her at the time, if I had asked for her mobile phone number, if I had asked her name, if only I had known which college she belonged to. This was the idea at first, but later on, it was not like this.
If she hadn't messed around today, wouldn't she have looked at herself twice, had she heard bad rumors about herself, so she could hide from herself, if he had cleaned himself up, were those so-called freedoms and indulgences really that important? It's important, but compared to her, it doesn't seem to be worth a penny at all.
Escaped from the cafeteria in a hurry, I think the amount of information today is a bit large, my brain with a small memory is completely insufficient, and my brain is chaotic, one will be Fan Xin, one will be Cheng Yifan, one will be scolded, and the whole school will point at it, and one will be Cheng Yifan saying to himself, 'I like you'. At this moment, there is simply no way to still and think about it.
Walking on the side of the road, I don't know where to go. Last time at this time, well, I was still sad. Speaking of this, I finally felt like I had found the backbone, and immediately knew what I should be doing now, but didn't I quickly clarify myself! I don't want to affect my scholarship because of those bad things on the Internet, after all, that's what I worked hard to come back to! Why is it lost in vain because of this! That's money! That's my living expenses for the next year!
While going back to school, I thought about how to solve this problem, and I thought of many ways. But in the end, I vetoed them one by one, as for why I vetoed them, I can only say that this is the real world, not the world in fiction, and the solutions are all in the fictional world, reality and fiction, the two cannot be compared with each other.
I kept going back to the dormitory, and I couldn't even make a single step of my plan, and I was really too dish.
opened the door of the dormitory, and saw that the two people were watching the drama together, and suddenly a white light flashed from his mind, rest assured, it was nothing else, it was the light of his own wisdom! As the saying goes, three stinkers, one Zhuge Liang, but in view of the fact that the IQ of the three of them is really a bit bottom, so don't want one, just half Zhuge Liang. Half of it, it should be enough! After all, this man is known for his resourcefulness in history!
"Hey, you two don't look at it, get down quickly, I have something to say," I said as I beckoned to the two of them, motioning for them to come down.
However, I really want to underestimate my charm value, because, in the next second, these two people burst out at the same time A piercing scream, this sound, that penetrating power is really amazing, I wonder if they are practicing some lion roar skills behind my back, otherwise, this lethality is also a little greater.
After a few seconds, Lian Xin finally stopped, and then reached out and patted her chest, as if to comfort herself, and after a second, she also seemed to feel that her ears were a little noisy, no, very noisy. plucked out his ears, and then, finally, he couldn't help but stretch out his claws to the person next to him.
In an instant, the scream of internal bleeding that could make people shocked disappeared, and as soon as the only sound in the dormitory disappeared, it suddenly seemed a lot quieter, but such a noisy and quiet, such an obvious contrast, made the atmosphere in the dormitory even more weird.
I don't know if I was really shocked and couldn't speak, or because I was frightened by this strange atmosphere, I didn't dare to speak for a while, for fear that something bad would suddenly pop up.
In the end, Lian Xin let go of his hand and looked at his palm again, well, he didn't give her a chance to shut up just now, so that now his hands are full of this person's saliva. He took a piece of paper from the head of the bed, then wiped his hands clean, and then stretched out his head on the bed, looked at the person under the bed and asked, "Xiaoqi, you are back, where have you been?" ”