The atmosphere in the classroom seemed to relax all of a sudden, Guo Jibin stretched his waist and put the book on the table, patted Dong Yuqian in front of him, Dong Yuqian also turned around cooperatively, and the two of them laughed softly and unscrupulously under his nose.

Li Jun sighed helplessly, thinking that the development of these two people was really neat, but his feelings were repeatedly blocked, and he didn't know if he was too idealistic or too naïve, he didn't dare to love if he wanted to love, and sometimes he was really too cowardly.

Thinking about this, Li Jun took out his diary during the holiday, which was full of records of his longing for Fang Ning, and he wanted to give her the notebook, so that he could see his heart and his infatuation with her. Today she finally came to school, in this new high school era, I don't know if the two of them can have a new progress, Li Jun looked at the diary, recalling the bits and pieces of the past, and a cloud of sadness rose to his heart again. He put down his diary, picked up a pen and silently wrote his first poem since high school life on paper.

Lonely thinking about your night

I don't know if it's the loneliness of the night

Or the silence of my heart

In the empty and lonely night sky

I cast the eyes I was looking for

Forget all timidity

I miss you beautifully

At night

Lonely thinking about you at night

I miss you more and more

Although it was a dark and starless night

It was at this time

My heart grew more and more lonely

Wandering around helplessly

Looking for a port where you can moor

Come and warm me up from the pain I'm drifting through

The wound of loneliness has been deeply engraved in my heart

I'm teetering on the edge of your dreams

Whether it's just a smoke cloud passerby

Hearts wander in the dark gray sky

Lost eyes seek your shining stars

Can you contain me, a faint meteor that is about to die?

After writing, Li Jun thought about it several times, and then copied to the last page of the diary, and then put the notebook into the deepest part of the table, tomorrow he will entrust Liu Guangchao to hand over all his thoughts to Fang Ning, hoping to hit her heart, the former classmates who graduated from junior high school left messages to each other's guest book Shang Ning also asked him to write a message, but they are all books written by classmates to each other, Li Jun only wrote a few years of time plainly, and it is about to end, I wish you smooth sailing in your new life, Some dry wishes such as becoming more and more beautiful, and what is buried in my heart is written into this diary.

If this diary is given to Fang Ning, she still doesn't know her heart or pretends not to know her heart, then he will be dead and no longer entangled in it.

Thinking about the time passed very quickly, in Li Jun's cranky thoughts, the bell of the end of class rang throughout the quiet campus, the moment the piercing bell rang, the class immediately became lively, Guo Jibin also pushed Li Jun to go out quickly, so as to make way for him to go out, this unconscionable guy didn't see Li Jun's heart, just wanted to go out quickly and walk a few steps with the front table, there was only one Dong Yuqian in the heart of the guy who was really forgetful.

Li Jun was watching Guo Jibin hurriedly accompany Dong Yuqian out of the classroom next to his seat, the anger and helplessness in his heart, suddenly someone patted him in the back, turned his head and saw that it was Yuan Yamin, she was looking at herself with a smile on her face, "Talented, you have something on your mind, see you sit motionless in front of you in both classes", Li Jun's deeds of writing poems and love letters in junior high school seem to have also spread to their class, Yuan Yamin also half-jokingly said to him, "You can really be at the same table, It's only been a few days since I went to school, and I've been fighting with Dong Yuqian. ”

"Haha, no, I was admired by all the boys at the same table." I wasn't particularly familiar with Yuan Yamin and Li Jun before, but there were a few people in the class who had some contact with them in the same village, and they were more sincere and kind, so they felt more cordial to Yuan Yamin than the rest of the class.

"You've heard a few things before, but a good man shouldn't always be immersed in the love of those children who kiss me a lot!" Li Jun didn't expect Yuan Yamin to say these words to him, "I am from the same village as Jiayi in your class, she is a good sister, she didn't come to high school to go to technical school, she said before she came to let me care more about her younger brother." Yuan Jiayi was also a good sister to Li Jun when she was in junior high school, I didn't expect her to talk to Yuan Yamin about herself, and let her help her more, maybe in the hearts of these sisters, it is difficult for him to stand strong like a man.

"Thank you, when I look back and see Sister Jiayi, I also thank her for me, I know, I will make a break in this matter in the next few days", and he also had a good impression of Yuan Yamin and Li Jun in his heart.

"Okay, I will speak for you, and I also believe that you can do better, because you are a very smart person, and the fault is that you always don't understand this, 'I don't know the true face of Lushan, only because I am in this mountain'. I hope you can really make a break this time, and the past you, and you shouldn't belong to this period of feelings, why don't you have a wife, but that's after your function name. After saying this, Yuan Yamin and Li Hongjing walked out of the classroom together, leaving Li Jun, who was stunned, still standing in place thinking about her words.

Gao Yujun walked to the front to wake up Li Jun, who was still standing in a daze, and went back to the dormitory, and asked as he walked: "I just saw Yuan Yamin talk to you for a long time, what do you mean, you have also learned from Guo Jibin, and the level of this pickled girl is also good." ”

"Don't talk nonsense, I didn't have it, Yuan Yamin was a good friend of my first sister in junior high school, my sister didn't come to high school, let Yuan Yamin take care of me, just gave me a half-day class." Li Jun also looked helpless, helpless Yuan Yamin's tone just now, and even more helpless Gao Yujungang's nonsense, but if there is more than normal communication between men and women, it will be easy for others to think of any abnormal relationship, which is also caused by the ignorance of the opposite sex in adolescence.

Back in the dormitory, Guo Jibin hasn't come back yet, and the other Zhang Dongliang hasn't come back either, Gao Yujun turned his head to look at Li Jun and said with a smile: "You have to come on, look at the speed of people's 'heads' and 'bins', I guess I will go to the playground for a tryst after class." ”

The others laughed, not knowing if the smile was funny, or if they were happy that they had found a girlfriend, or if they felt that they didn't feel jealous or lost because they had it. Li Jun also ignored Gao Yujun anymore, directly picked up the basin and went to the water room to wash his face, and then climbed to his top bunk to sleep.

Li Jun, who thought he would lose sleep because of Fang Ning's arrival, quickly fell asleep, and didn't even hear when Guo Jibin and Zhang Dongliang came back, until he was woken up by Zhang Dongliang in the morning by pulling his arm, Li Jun was still like in a dream, looking at the blackened sky outside, and looking at Zhang Dongliang in confusion: "Head, you're back, what time is it?" ”

"You're really asleep, what do you mean I'm back, I've been back a long time ago, I'm still talking to you when I come back, but you ignore me, now it's the next morning, I'm going to get up and run the." Zhang Dongliang said to Li Jun angrily.

Li Jun looked at the pillow that was a little wet to himself, it seemed that he didn't know whether it was sweat or tears last night, and finally woke up, and hurriedly got up with the same dormitory, and hurriedly went to the playground after freshening up.

At 6 o'clock, from the easternmost position, one class after another followed the running to the playground, and then began to run around the playground, Zhang Dongliang will be in front of the team, and then run to the back of the team, with a whistle in his mouth rhythmically blowing, after running a lap to the assembly of the position of the sound of the team running circle have issued a "one, two, three, four" shout, at the beginning of the lazy people after running a lap is basically energetic, especially the new students of the ninth and fourth grades because it is the first run exercise after the start of school, Therefore, all of them were full of passion, one by one, like beating chicken blood, shouting loudly at the top of their voices, and after running a few laps, the eastern sky appeared white, and the birds seemed to wake up, jumping, chirping, and flying around in the trees around the playground.

Li Jun only felt that the sweat continued to rise from the body to the skin, and then dripped to the ground, although the legs felt very tired, but the mind was surprisingly clear, looking at the first rays of sunlight in the eastern sky, only to feel refreshed, the whole body was full of strength.

After running eight laps, the leading class ran out of the playground directly, and the people behind also ran out, Li Jun deliberately walked to the back to take a look at Fang Ning, and then ran out to Fang Ning's class, he saw Liu Guangchao but still didn't see Fang Ning.

"Jun, Fang Ning went to self-study last night, but he didn't come to run today, it should be that his body is not completely well, so he asked for leave." Liu Guangchao is also straight to the point, and he understands all his brothers.

"Got it, I went to Xiaoguang's house this afternoon, and Qizi said to buy some fruit and bring it over." Li Jun didn't show any more expression, "When you come back from Xiaoguang's house, you come to our work and help me get something for Fang Ning." ”

"Okay, let's share the money for the three of us." Liu Guangchao didn't mention Fang Ning's matter, he only talked about going to Xiao Guang's house to buy things, and he didn't want Li Jun to think too much, anyway, Xiao Guang's family came back and gave it to Fang Ning directly.

Li Jun and Liu Guangchao returned to the dormitory listlessly, and returned directly to their dormitory after breaking up on the third floor. Li Jun went to the classroom after washing his face and changing his shirt again, and now they basically move a few stools under the poplar tree in front of the classroom to eat in a circle. As soon as he walked to the door of the classroom, he saw a few people coming from the cafeteria, Cao Hongliang scolded as he walked: "Those senior people are really bad, they really want to cut them when they are always in line there." ”

Gao Yujun followed behind and comforted him: "Forget it, you won't die of hunger after a meal, let's not meet them in general" looked old.

Li Jun greeted him and asked, "Six, who bullied us, do you want to go over and repair them?" ”

"Forget it, it looks like a sophomore in high school, there are so many hard queues in front, I really can't get used to it, I think this is almost the same as the army, and the newcomers have to be bullied obediently." Cao Hongliang also looked helpless, "Come to dinner, what did you just do, wait until you can't see anyone for a long time." ”

"It's okay, just finished running and waiting for my classmate to say a few words", Li Jun helped take the rice bowl and put it on the ground, then turned around and went into the classroom to move the stool, he didn't want to talk too much about Fang Ning with this brother now.

Several people sat around talking and laughing, eating and talking about the girls in the class, and the girls who had to pass by the front of the classroom also became the target of their discussion. After eating, it was Li Jun's turn to wash the bowls, he picked up a few rice bowls and went to the sink on the west side of the classroom to wash them, while the other boys lit cigarettes and smoked them deliciously.

After finishing the rice bowl, Li Jun didn't pay attention to the few people who were smoking, went directly into the classroom, sat behind the desk, picked up the book, and looked at it aimlessly, but thought in his mind: "What kind of illness did Fang Ning have, he rested at home for a week, and then came to school, and he still can't participate in running drills?" ”

Guo Jibin and Dong Yuqian entered the classroom together, Li Jun gave way to let him sit in the seat, and did not look at Guo Jibin, from the moment he sat down, the two people at the front and back tables began to kiss me and talk again, which made Li Jun's heart even more upset.

The day's classes are in this chaotic state, almost all the classes have not been heard in the ears, the third period of the morning political class homeroom teacher Li Jun also answered all the questions, the result was Gao teacher to criticize fiercely, in order to achieve the purpose of killing chickens and waiting, the head teacher let Li Jun stand in his seat and reprimanded him for ten minutes, but the end of class was delayed for almost ten minutes, until it was almost time to go to class, the homeroom teacher announced the end of class, Then he glared at Li Jun a few times before leaving the classroom, and the students in the class couldn't bear not going to the toilet, because they were afraid that they would not be able to come back before class and be reprimanded by the teacher.

Before class in the afternoon, Yuan Yamin, who was sitting in the back seat, patted Li Jun's shoulder again, when Li Jun turned his head to look at her, she didn't say anything to him, Li Jun knew that this was Yuan Yamin reminding him to pay attention to the lecture in class, so he had to smile at her to show that he understood what she meant, but he still had no intention of listening seriously, until the bell rang for the end of the last class, Li Jun went to the back door and asked a few guys who were eating together to ask for leave and say that they would not eat at school at night, so that they should not cook for themselves, Then he went to the carport to push his own 28 flying pigeon bicycle, and waited for Zhao Zhiguang at the door of the classroom.