"What kind of face do I have, I'm very normal, my face is good" In addition to disbelief, I have no expression, what do you want me to do, I have already restrained myself so much!

Jiangxi Yan looked at her quietly, watched her die and refused to admit it, looked at her hard mouth, thought about it and decided not to demolish her, after all, if she admitted, wouldn't it be a disguised reaction that she couldn't comb her hair! Thinking of this, I won't be entangled.

Thinking of the phone call in the morning, Jiangxi Yan hesitated and said, "Let's go back today, auntie, she wants to see you."

Today? On the first day of the Lunar New Year, I still have very important things to do. "No, I can't go back, I still have something to do" I spoke in a tough manner, but I didn't want to do that, I just felt a little surprised, the thing wasn't done, I was a little anxious.

"What else is there to do?" Hearing Jiangxi Yan's words, my nervous heart relaxed, he cared about what I said, not the tone of my speech.

"It's okay, if you're busy, go back first, I'll have to wait a few days," I said.

Jiangxi Yan looked at me, I looked at him, and finally he seemed to be compromising and said, "Okay, what about tomorrow?" I didn't speak, and after a few seconds, he understood, and said, "Got it, I'll go back first tomorrow, you better wait for the fifth to go back." ”

I reached out and hugged his waist, gently rested my head on his chest, and muttered, "I'm sorry, I really can't go, I want to go to see grandma, it's just like this once a year, I said okay, I come to see her on the same day every year, I don't want her to accommodate me".

"It's okay, when are you going, I'll accompany you, anyway, if you don't go back, my aunt won't let my sister come to your door, she warned me before I came" Jiangxi Yan also hugged me, as if to appease, and gently patted my back.

In the past, I never understood why children cried, and adults always habitually patted children's backs, delicately and gently. But now I seem to be able to realize that the thick palm patting the back is like beating my own heart, not light or heavy, but enough to make the person who needs to be comforted feel safe and know that someone is always by his side.

"I really don't need to, how many years have I been here" No matter how big and deep the wound is, it will be healed, but there will be such a scar, is it just a little itchy.

Well, how could the decision made by this person be easily changed, in the end, this person still stayed, and accompanied me to my grandmother's grave in the fourth year of junior high school.

When I got there, the man was standing next to me, and I squatted down and burned the ingots I had pasted one by one. Squatting in front of my grandmother's grave, I wanted to say a lot of things, but a thousand words poured into my throat together, scrambling to be the first, but I couldn't get out. He swallowed a deep gulp and calmed his mind. Suddenly thinking of the person behind him, I couldn't stand those few words.

Grandma, this person is Jiangxi Yan, he is the person I like now, and he also likes me, I think I may only like him alone in the future, but grandma, you

Rest assured, others are good and treat me well. Now, you can finally rest assured that you don't have to worry about me.

Well, I just meditated in my heart, and those words didn't come out, no why, because I really couldn't say it in front of Jiangxi Yan, of course, I didn't want this person to hear it, otherwise let him know that I identified him, then my status would be even lower in the future!

After a little more here, I stood up, packed my things and said, "Let's go."

"So fast, don't you need to take it for a while?" Jiangxi Yan asked, it has only been less than half an hour now, and he thought it would take more than an hour.

"The things are burned and the words are finished, why don't you leave?" I'm a little curious why he asked, it's going to be fast.

"All that's done? Are you sure you're done with everything, why didn't I hear anything?" Jiangxi Yan asked while muttering in his heart: Are you sure this person is finished? He was still waiting for her to introduce himself to his grandmother, and then he naturally showed his loyalty and promised to take good care of her, so that he could be regarded as having met his parents. As a result, the man not only didn't say anything, but also told him that he had said everything.

I nodded with certainty, and that's it, it's all done!

Jiangxi Yan took a deep breath, and then said, "What about me, did you tell grandma about me?" ”

Okay, the feeling he was talking about it, just wanted to answer him and said that he had already said it, but the picture of me being choked on weekdays appeared in front of me continuously, and those words that came to my mouth, I swallowed it back, and then said, "Ah! If you don't say it, I forgot it, I haven't said it yet, otherwise next time, grandma will go back this time, and it's not worth calling grandma back for this matter." I felt embarrassed and worried.

He was embarrassing me, and I was worried that he would be angry and unhappy with my words.

Jiangxi Yan's face became ugly little by little with what I said, I guess he must be slandering me in his heart, and he may even be thinking of some bad idea to make me deflated, but I can't control it anymore, and even if I am honest this time, he will still choke me out of the fire from time to time when I am at home.

"You, okay, wait for the next time" Jiangxi Yan gritted his teeth and said this sentence, and then stopped caring about me, and turned around to leave.

This makes me a little surprised, this person usually only makes others suffer, why does he suffer so neatly today, this is not like him? Before I could continue to struggle, the man was already a few meters away, and I hurriedly trotted after him. I tried to reach out and take his hand, but the man was really angry, and as soon as I touched it, I was slapped away by this man's snap.

I rubbed the back of my hand, it really hurt. Unwillingly, I grabbed his hand vigorously this time, no matter how he shook me, he just grabbed it firmly, didn't let go, didn't let go. I don't know how many steps I took like this, anyway, by the time I reacted, this person was no longer shaking his hand, and even the way the two of them held hands changed from me holding his hand to ten fingers intertwined

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I walked all the way home, looking at his still somewhat awkward face, I finally couldn't hold back and whispered "I said it".

"What" Jiangxi Yan didn't respond for a while.

"If you don't hear it, forget it," I didn't plan to say it a second time. Let go of his hand and go straight into the house to pack his things. I'm going back tomorrow, and although I've only been back for a few days, I always feel that everything in this house has been used by myself and needs to be cleaned up.

Well, this home finally has a bit of a home look, it's not as cold and lonely as it used to be, at least, it's no longer just my voice now. It's not right, even my voice was very little before, and I was alone, and there was an end to how I talked to myself. And now, it seems to be full of endless joy and excitement, and all this was brought to me by the person who was still stunned at the door!

Suddenly, I saw him smiling, and his eyes were looking in my direction, and I hurriedly withdrew my foolish gaze, lowered my head, and concentrated on cleaning and tidying up, and the rest was treated as if I didn't see it.

Jiangxi Yan walked over, grabbed the broom in my hand, and said, "You're saying it again."

I struggled hard, well, how could I have robbed him with this little strength, can ants and elephants compare? It's just two species, how do you compare?

"Don't say it, I don't like to say it a second time" This is what Jiangxi Yan likes to say, I really want to see what kind of expression he has when he hears this sentence, and whether he feels speechless like me.

However, he is destined to disappoint me, and in one sentence, this person doesn't play cards according to the routine at all!

Not only did I not see that kind of speechlessness in his eyes, but I didn't even have a speechless speech, but there was the most deadly smile of this person, which made people's hearts beat faster to sudden death. "What are you laughing at?" I asked.

"I'm not laughing at anything, I'm in a good mood," the man used the same thing to block me. Okay, you're in a good mood, you laugh, anyway, it's rare to see such a beautiful view, I'll just look at it for a while.

But "Can you let go of your hand?" "I'm going to sweep the floor.

"You're saying it again, and I'm letting go" Okay, it's going back again, and I find that every time I talk to this person, it's going back and forth, but both of you just have fun.

If you don't let go, then I'll let go, "Since you want to clean, I'll give it to you" and I'm happy to be free. Even so, the man's face still didn't change much, and it was still the same sweet smile.

I really lost to him, "I said, I told grandma, this will work." I will never admit that I was infected by his smile, and I was not delayed by beauty, but this girl's beauty is too slippery, I really can't stand it, I feel that I didn't set sail and surrender at the first time.

The curvature of the corners of Jiangxi Yan's mouth was even greater, and it was even very rare to show that neat white teeth, the white light was shining, which really blinded my eyes and beat my heart.

"Give me the broom," I said towards him

Reach out. However, "No, if you tell grandma, can I still let you work, I'll do these dirty and tired, otherwise I'm sorry for grandma's trust in me." This man really speaks in a set way, and I blame me for losing under his tongue every time, but I can't say such things anyway.

If you don't come, I don't care, this is so much work, not only to sweep the floor, those pots and pans are still waiting for me to brush!

"Why don't you go back to school, doesn't it mean that the school cafeteria hasn't opened yet, you just go to my house, and go back when school starts." Jiangxi Yan is sitting on this person's last ideological work, he feels very happy in the past two days, there is no disturbance from outsiders, and there is no work or anything to worry about, as if there are only the two of them left in the whole world, the feeling that she is relying on herself and hugging her tightly, he is a little unforgettable. Sure enough, once a person is used to a good life, then these bad days can't be endured at all.

"And didn't you say that you found an internship job before the holiday, it's close to me, isn't it more convenient to go to work, and Maomao, I don't usually have that much time to take care of it, you can also help me take care of it after you move in" This person has said everything, even Maomao has moved out as a gunman, what else do I have to say, what else can I say to refuse him.

But actually, I may not be selfless, and it may not all be because of his words, but he just gave me a smoother step, so that I have more reasons to come down. To be honest, from the time he said this advice, I was already shaken, he likes this kind of life, how can I not like it, but I have no reason.

Eventually, I agreed. And he laughed.

However, I suddenly realized that this man had expected me to agree, thinking that this was not the way back to school, but the way directly to where he lived. And I struggled with it and didn't even notice these problems.

When I returned to Yan's home in Jiangxi, I suddenly had an illusion of traveling from ancient times to modern times, compared with the backwardness and obsolescence of my hometown, this person's home was quite modern, and everything was complete.

In the afternoon, before I entered the door after picking up Maomao, I received a call from Professor Liu, of course, it was not Professor Liu who called me, but Jiangxi Yan's aunt called Jiangxi Yan, and I happened to receive it, "Professor Liu, Jiangxi Yan is feeding Maomao, do you have anything to do, wait a minute, I'll bring him the phone." Although Professor Liu already knew about me and Jiangxi Yan, I hadn't switched yet, and I hadn't switched between the two roles of teacher and my elders.

"Xiao Qi" Professor Liu said these three words are called meaningful, his voice is very long, and then he invites with a smile, "Good boy, you don't have to give it to Xiyan, I told you the same, it's not a big deal, it's just that you and Xiyan, the two of you will come over for a meal together, I haven't seen you for a long time, I called before."

You came, and you didn't come."

As soon as he mentioned this, Professor Liu was a little unhappy, but then he thought that he couldn't get involved with the affairs of these two young people, but fortunately they finally got together, and asked her to say that these two people are a special match, whether it is appearance or personality.

"That professor, I'd better take the phone to Xiyan, you wait a minute" Listening to Professor Liu's words, a shyness popped up, his face was still not thick enough, "Jiangxi Yan, call you, Professor Liu's." While holding his mobile phone, he ran over and said to Jiangxi Yan.

(End of chapter)