Why didn't I control it?,Usually I do it when I read a book.,No one sees it anyway.,But,Now in front of the person you like, it's really.,I want to die.。

looked at his hand as if he didn't believe it, and sure enough, there was still evidence of his shame on his left thumb, and he hurriedly rubbed it on Mao Mao's body under his hand, until the evidence disappeared, and his heart was a little more steady. looked at Jiangxi Yan cautiously, and found that he didn't seem to be anything unusual, so he was completely relieved.

Jiangxi Yan had been looking at this person, not knowing how she would react at these times, and she was a little worried in her heart. But, in the process of watching, she doesn't seem to have any reaction, doesn't she care? Jiangxi Yan is still a little uneasy, this person may also be too slow to react, just thinking about it, Jiangxi Yan saw someone with a bitter face, showing an expression of chagrin. See, this man is a little unresponsive.

It's just that shouldn't you be sad or angry, what does it mean to be so annoyed? "Are you alright?" Jiangxi Yan asked.

"Huh? I'm fine, I'm fine" I'm fine, I'm really fine, I didn't do anything, I didn't bite my finger just now!

Jiangxi Yan couldn't help but pluck out his ears, this person was really fine, "It's okay, why are you so loud" Even the hair lying on her body trembled.

"I, I'm just suddenly excited, hahaha, it's okay, it's really okay" smiled awkwardly, I felt like I was really overreacting.

Jiangxi Yan felt that this person was not normal, at least she had never been so shocked before, she must be very uncomfortable in her heart, but she just wanted to make a look like she was fine, was it necessary to be so reckless in front of him? It's not like he hasn't seen her ugly.

Jiangxi Yan sighed deeply, suppressing the throbbing feeling in his heart, but his eyes were still unconsciously more gentle. But seeing her pretend to be strong, he still couldn't control himself. By the time he reacted, he had already taken the distressing girl into his arms. With her chin on top of her head, the hand behind her gently patted her back, and her mouth was still muttering something, if you listened carefully, you would see that it was "It's okay, I'll be by your side".

I was a little dazed, I didn't even react, I had already entered a warm embrace, this embrace, with warmth, with concern and sincerity.

I don't know if I heard him say anything, but I know that when I came back to my senses, I cried again, not the same as last time.

If you really want to say it, it's probably the kind of thing where you were wronged outside, and you didn't want to tell your relatives, but they still found out, and then they are still comforting you. Originally, I didn't think it was a big deal, but when they asked, all your grievances would come up, and the fierceness of the swiftness would directly break down your own barrier. I never felt so vulnerable, so weak at that moment.

Although his movements were very stiff, the sensation he gave me was very strong. There was a moment when I really wanted to go on like this forever, and it even made me feel the urge to confess to him. Pushing him away violently, but, with his mouth open and closed, looking at his face, I suddenly lost my courage, or fear, that if he didn't accept me, then we wouldn't even have the chance to meet.

I really don't like myself like this, I look forward and hesitate.

The moment Jiangxi Yan was pushed away by her again, he also felt that his actions were a little out of bounds, and he suddenly didn't know how to break this embarrassing atmosphere. Clearing his throat, Jiangxi Yan said, "Are you okay?" ”

I didn't speak, I just shook my head, and then, I said, "Thank you, thank you for doing this, it's just, the next thing, I want to solve it myself" I don't want to become dependent on you, I want to leave myself a way back, at least, when the moment comes when I am rejected by you, I will not be looking for death, I can still take care of myself, I can go on my own, so I will not live up to that person's gift.

Jiangxi Yan didn't speak, he was silent for a long time, and finally he could only nod, what position did he have to solve this matter for her? No, he didn't, he and she were just friends, that line, he didn't know if he should cross it, he hadn't thought about it yet.

"If it's okay, I'll go back first," I said to him, bowing my head, not wanting him to see my expression at the moment, which was a kind of inferiority, mixed with disappointment, disappointment in myself. With that, I finally touched the fur on my body, then pushed it away and stood up.

Maomao also seemed to notice something, didn't make trouble, went down very docilely, just stood next to me, kept rubbing his head against my thigh, I know, it's, it's sensing my bad mood, trying to comfort me.

Seeing me stand up, Jiangxi Yan also stood up immediately, and then said, "It's not early, let's go."

I nodded, bent down again, hugged Maomao, and walked around it to the door. I can hear it calling, but I can't turn back, maybe I'm destined to be a passerby in its life, and this relationship doesn't change anything because it likes me very much.

It wasn't until I walked to the door that I realized that I was still followed by Jiangxi Yan. I walked out the door, and he followed, taking the car keys with him. I finally looked up and asked him, "Are you going to give me this?" "As soon as the words came out, I regretted it, in case people didn't want to send you, how embarrassing it was, it seemed that I was so self-inflicted.

But he didn't seem to be in the mood for a poisonous tongue today, but nodded.

Seeing him nod, the frustration in my heart for saying the wrong thing disappeared, but then I reacted, 'He's going to send me back to school.'" "No need, it's not early, don't bother going back and forth like this, I'll just take a taxi back by myself." It's true that I don't know how long it will take to go back and forth, and it's not like I haven't seen him at work, so I naturally know how many things he has to deal with every day.

But Jiangxi Yan didn't think so, "I brought you out, so I naturally want to send you back." What's more, he has more important things to do, but he didn't say it, after all, this kind of thing, he is also the first time to do it, as for the effect, I don't know what the effect is, if it doesn't work or the effect is not good, then how embarrassing he is.

After that, Jiangxi Yan didn't care about me anymore, and walked straight to the elevator, I just looked at his back in a daze, I admit that at that moment I was even more chaotic in my heart, and even had a more crazy obsession. After taking a deep breath and adjusting my condition, I walked briskly over to it. It's just that the lingering palpitations of the obsession in my heart still make me afraid.

Finally, when I came to the door of the dormitory, I got out of the car, closed the door, and wanted to say goodbye to him in the car, but I didn't want to, he also got out of the car, and to my surprise, he also walked towards me. What's going on today? I don't get it a little bit.

I just watched him walk towards me quietly, and I suddenly had a delusion, if he didn't know any kind of spell, just the kind of spell that could drift or something, because he walked so smoothly, if it weren't for his long legs that alternated movements, I would really suspect that he was floating in the air.

"Is there anything else you can do?" I asked.

He stopped in front of me, and then slowly leaned down, and I only felt like I was being held in my throat, unable to breathe, and could only watch his face magnify and magnify in front of my eyes, until I couldn't see clearly, and I couldn't see it all, and then we were already breathing and intertwined, and I could clearly feel the breath he sprayed on my face.

At this moment, I only feel that my feelings have been magnified many times, it is so clear that I want to ignore it, and even give me the illusion that he is about to kiss it, or maybe I can't help kissing it. The moment I realized that I was about to be suffocated to death, I came to my senses, took a step back, and then turned around and ran towards the dormitory building in a hurry, leaving a sentence of "I'll go up first" floating in the air.

Along the way, I didn't dare to look back at all, I didn't want to see his expression at the moment, maybe I was afraid. I walked all the way to the staircase on the fifth floor and looked down through the glass in the hallway. Coincidentally, he kept looking up. The moment I stared at him, he seemed to look at me consciously, and at the moment of his gaze, he stretched out his arm and waved at me, and even with a lightness on his face that I rarely saw in him.

I was afraid to retract my gaze in a hurry, then took out my mobile phone from my bag, clicked on WeChat, and then thought about it again, quit, edited a text message and sent it to him, and then, went straight upstairs and went back to the dormitory.

It's not early, pay attention to safety on the road.

In just a few words, Jiangxi Yan was stunned for a minute, how long had he not received such a text message. Probably, forget it, he can't remember it either. Sitting back in the car, he flipped through his mobile phone again, and suddenly found that it seemed that almost no one had texted him except her, including his aunt, who usually called with a phone call.

Thinking like this, suddenly the mobile phone rang, and when I saw it, it turned out to be my aunt, and I really can't talk about people, otherwise, it is very likely that the person you are talking about will appear. "Hey, auntie, it's so late, haven't you slept yet?" Jiangxi Yan asked.

"Late, is it late now? Don't think I'm an old antique when I'm old, it's just right for you young people now" Jiangxi Yan listened to the aunt over there and said half-jokingly, obviously, she should be in a good mood at the moment.

"Yes, yes, my aunt is not old, she is still very young" Jiangxi Yan opened his mouth to speak, but few people have seen him like this, and he is cold and serious in the eyes of most people. Jiangxi Yan continued, "Auntie, do you have anything to do with me so late?" ”