Chapter 3 Hopeless wounds

Bell Ling Ling Ling ......

In the early morning, in an apartment, the demonic alarm clock rang loudly, and it refused to stop for a long time, as if it was about to wake up the owner who was sleeping with his head covered in the nest.

Lin Xi, who was woken up, groaned in pain, stretched out his hand in annoyance, and pressed the alarm clock with a snap.

She struggled to raise her eyelids and glance at the alarm clock, and then buried her head in the pillow in frustration, struggling against the quilt for a long time and still couldn't get up.

She had insomnia last night, and she would fall asleep until dawn, and after hearing the news that he was about to return home, her world seemed to be thrown into an atomic bomb, and the calm lake was instantly rolled and the waves were raging, and she could never return to her former peace.

Even if that tranquility was just a disguise, she couldn't even disguise it now. She can't even deceive herself, so what can she do to deceive others!

She lost her armor and was only a deserter ever since, and she was always the loser in that battle against Yu Chenguang.

Last night, at the moment when Jiang Zilin said his name, it seemed that the treasure bottle that imprisoned the demon had lost its mana, and all those who had thought that they had been buried in the past were clamoring to surge out of the treasure bottle called memory, like a rolling wave, which instantly flooded her heart and made her world muddy from now on.

She thought she was brave, but the funny thing was that just hearing his name was enough to break her army.

Last night, before his emotions got out of control, Lin Xi held back the rushing tears and hurriedly ended the conversation with Jiang Zilin, "His business has nothing to do with me." I'm tired, go to sleep first! ”

She pretended not to hear Jiang Zilin's shouts, scrambled up from the sofa, stumbled into the room like a flee, and hid in the turtle shell she thought was safe.

Isn't it just fleeing? For Lin Xiwei, those past are an ulcer that hurts into the bone marrow, and it hurts even to breathe enough to cause a catastrophe that the sky and the earth are cracking.

Looking at the slammed closed door, Jiang Zilin was distressed and helpless, she knew that at this moment, Lin Xiwei's heart had been tightly closed like this door, refusing everyone to enter.

I thought that with the passage of time, for those who past, this coward has gradually let go, after all, she laughed so heartlessly, everyone thought that Yu Chenguang was to Lin Xiwei, maybe he was already an insignificant person, after all, life is so long, life is so tired, who can always be the only one!

What's more, he just left like this back then, and then it was as if he disappeared in this world, and no one heard any news from him again, and the two of them have been cut off since then.

But who would have thought that after so many years, the sea was flat and the stones were rotten, this coward still couldn't forget him, and when she mentioned him, she was still like a wounded hedgehog, instantly erecting all the thorns, refusing everyone to approach, preferring to hide secretly and lick her wounds alone.

"It's amazing!" Jiang Zilin gritted his teeth, eager to bang on the door and knock her awake.

However, no matter how much you hate iron and steel, Jiang Zilin also understands that this kind of thing is a matter of feelings, and it is still messy if it is not cleaned up, not to mention Lin Xiwei, even she herself has a mess there, she can't sort it out, she can't throw it away, she hides it in the deepest corner of her heart, maybe it will be moldy and rotten that day.

She knows that she is the same person as Lin Xiwei, either she is not emotional, or if she is emotional, it is a lifelong thing. If Lin Xiwei forgets Yu Chenguang, it may be a little more difficult than letting the sky crack a big crack, building an airplane with a dirt building, and lighting firecrackers from an airplane!

Yu Chenguang is destined to be a gap that Lin Xiwei cannot overcome in his life.

Jiang Zilin sighed, opened a can of beer, and took a big sip, I hope these two people can cross all kinds and finally come together, love is really annoying!

In the room, Lin Xi leaned against the door and sat on the ground weakly. She buried her head in her knees, feeling so tired that she really wanted to sleep like this, and then she didn't have to think about anything and couldn't think of anything.

However, she did not feel the slightest sleep, although her body and mind were already tired and did not have the slightest strength.

She felt that she was really embarrassed at the moment, but just hearing his news, she was so frightened that she ran into the room and hid, as if it was some kind of man-eating flood beast that accompanied the name.

But what could she do, she couldn't control her fear, she was afraid that once she heard from him, all her pretended strength would instantly fester.

It took her a whole year to save herself, and she kept saying to herself, he doesn't want you anymore, he has kicked you out of his world, you're completely finished, expel him from your world, even if you lose everything, you can't lose your dignity.

He's just a passerby, let's go, it's no big deal, whoever doesn't have whom, will not survive!

It was in such constant self-hypnosis that she slowly armed herself and lived like the heartless Lin Bold in the eyes of everyone.

But only she knew that on the day the plane carrying Yu Chenguang flew out of the country, her heart collapsed, and she couldn't make up for anything.

I'm sorry Jiang Jiang, please forgive me for not being able to show you my bloody scars, even if you are my friend who regards me as my life.

Because of that scar, even I didn't dare to look at it directly.

Lin Xiwei just hugged herself and sat by the door for a night, fortunately, the thunderstorm that the weather forecast said did not come as promised, otherwise she really didn't know how she would choose between fear and fear.

The after-effects of staying up all night were that she still struggled to get out of bed after the alarm clock went off again and again.

Perhaps I had expected that there would be such a group of monsters who couldn't leave the bed, and the unit information platform thoughtfully sent a warm reminder: urgent notice, there is an important meeting to be held in the morning, and everyone must not be late!!

Lin Xi wailed slightly, complained about the inhumanity of the leader over and over again, and got up and washed in pain.

After cleaning and opening the door, the living room was quiet, obviously Jiang Zilin had already gone to work. She works far away, and usually Lin Xiwei goes out to take the car before she gets up.

On the dinner table there were rice balls she had made, as well as a cute sticky note paper.

"Lin Daring, you are so bold that you dare to pat your ass and leave after eating a big table of Han people in Daddy Jiang's big table!! Last night, I said that I loved Daddy Jiang the most, but as a result, I turned my head and let my favorite Daddy Jiang stay alone in the empty room all night! Doesn't your conscience hurt! Hurry up and forget about that Rausch man, you can only pretend to be my Jiang Dad in your heart, those stinky men let them all eat! It doesn't matter if he is a fish Chenguang or a shrimp Chenguang, you are my Jiang Dalin's, who wants to snatch it and take the knife to see you! ”

wiped it and attached a funny avatar tag unique to Jiang Zilin, which made Lin Xi laugh slightly.

After putting away the notes, Lin Xi slightly felt that the thick fog that was pressing down on her heart dissipated, she took a deep breath, picked up the rice balls, and opened the door majestically to catch the subway.

Jiang Bao is right, let Yu Chenguang eat!

It's enough for me to have Daddy Jiang, long live friendship!