Chapter XXVII: Red Flags and Buntings

What he said actually brought out some unusual meanings, and the sentence "I hurt her very much" really made Du Juan and Tang Hongye couldn't help but think less purely, and they were a little imaginative.

"Ahem," Tang Hongye cleared his throat, "Let's be honest, what do you say straight to the point, Bai Xiaoyu has confirmed that he was killed, and now for us, catching the murderer is the most important thing, and we don't have so much leisure to judge and point fingers at other moral levels." You said that you love Bai Xiaoyu very much, if you really care about her, then do something really helpful for her. ”

His words were very straightforward, so straightforward that Lin Baogen couldn't do it anymore if he wanted to.

"Yes, what you said is very reasonable," Lin Baogen was silent for a moment, and finally sighed and nodded, "I was in a mess in my mind just now, and I was afraid that you would laugh at me for being unserious, and when you said that, it can be regarded as a blow to me, I have always felt that I am very good to Bai Xiaoyu, especially unselfish, and I think about everything for her sake, now look at it, people are really selfish in their bones!" She's all dead, and the first thing I think about here is how not to be ashamed, it's really ashamed to say it. ”

"There's nothing to be ashamed of, human nature," Tang Hongye waved his hand at him, "Then let's talk about it." ”

"Okay, then I'll tell you the truth." Lin Baogen didn't continue to hide it this time, and told the truth about the two of them, "What I said before was also the truth, she really ran to me to apply for the job in a daze, I thought the little girl was very cute, so I left her." Bai Xiaoyu is actually a girl who lacks love, she especially hopes to be taken care of and cared for by others, after all, because the family background is not very good, she told me once, her father worked on the construction site in his early years, but later he was injured, can no longer do heavy physical work, and the action does not seem to be very convenient, so she relies on her mother to make money outside the chores, her father always loses his temper at home or something, life is very uncomfortable, and no one has the heart to care more about her, and her own academic performance is not good, So I made a little angry in the second year of high school, so I dropped out of school and came here. ”

"I don't read much, but also from a hard background, when I married my wife, I didn't have any heart to talk about any feelings or feelings, my family is poor, a decent girl is not willing to marry me, my wife she is not very good-looking, there are pockmarks on the face, and long and short legs, so it has always been impossible to say that the pro-family, and in the end we are both the eldest is not a small age, which is equivalent to the kind of poverty alleviation for each other, just together, the marriage is married, it can be regarded as solving a major life event, and the child also has, My wife is also a relatively good housekeeper, so I later learned to do business with others, and I didn't have any worries about tossing back and forth. ”

When he said this, Lin Baogen seemed to be a little ashamed, Du Juan and Tang Hongye didn't talk to each other, so as not to make Lin Baogen refuse to continue because he was afraid of losing face.

Lin Baogen didn't expect them to react, and continued: "My wife and I are very good, but there is one thing that I regret, that is, there is feelings, but there is no love. I'm very grateful to her, but I can't love it, when I was young, the conditions were not good, and I didn't have money in my pocket, so what was the mind to think about what to love or not, and then the conditions were better, and I was older, thinking that this life was like this, it should be impossible to have any thoughts in that regard, but after meeting Bai Xiaoyu, I found out that in fact, no matter how old a person is, there will still be that feeling of who he likes and who he sees when he sees his heart pounding. I've never experienced that kind of young and beautiful girl who is coquettish with me and talks to me. ”

"So Bai Xiaoyu is tantamount to satisfying the longing for love in your heart all along?" Du Juan couldn't help but answer, "What about you for Bai Xiaoyu?" Do you think she loves you the same way? ”

"What does she love about me, I'm probably a little older than her father!" Lin Baogen seems to be a fairly self-aware person, since he has decided to be honest, he has no intention of smearing himself with grease and powder when he speaks, "She is with me, nothing more than trying for me to give her money to spend and spoil her, she used to envy other people's things, things she liked, she had no money to buy, and when she was with me, I bought them all for her, so she was willing to play tricks on me and stay by my side." I've always known that she's just like the unfed cat passing by, I have fish in my hand now, and she'll come up, and if I don't give her something to eat, she might turn around and leave, and she won't look at me more, but that's what I want, with a wife at home and youth outside. ”

"Is it the so-called red flag at home that does not fall, and the colorful flags fluttering outside the wall?" Tang Hongye teased.

"That's pretty much what it means, it's not that I'm greedy, it's mainly that I understand it too well in my heart," Lin Baogen smiled bitterly and nodded, "Bai Xiaoyu can't follow me for a lifetime, she is only twenty-five or sixteen years old, I will be fifty-five or sixteen years old in two years, the age difference between the two of us is doubled, she is so young and beautiful, it is impossible to really be with a bad old man like me." What's more, even if she has that heart, I can't agree, my wife at the head of the family, although the two of us have never experienced what love is in our lives, but she followed me when I was poorest, gave me children, and helped me run the house, without her, I would not be able to have my Lin Baogen today, so my wife is also my benefactor, I have extra money, give Bai Xiaoyu a flower to coax her to be happy, the real big head has to be handed over to the family, which is for our old couple to support the elderly and pave the way for our children. ”

Tang Hongye and Du Juan listened to Lin Baogen's words, and they didn't know how to deal with it, especially Du Juan didn't know how to evaluate this local tyrant in his fifties from a woman's point of view.

He has a family, a wife and children, and there is a lover [HX] outside, and this lover [HX] person is not older than his own children, from this aspect, he is definitely an out-and-out bad man, disloyal to his feelings, and also betrays his family, and his moral flaws are very obvious.

But from the perspective of his wife and children, he can be regarded as affectionate and righteous to a certain extent, knowing which is more important, in addition to emotional betrayal, he did not lose his mind and abandoned his wife, and married a young beautiful girl regardless of obstacles, and he still remembered his wife's lifelong dedication to his family and his family, and regarded his wife and children as "his own people".

What about Bai Xiaoyu? If it is just from the perspective of money, listening to Lin Baogen's tone, it should be worthy of Bai Xiaoyu, but this can only represent his personal opinion, is Bai Xiaoyu satisfied with this? Bai Xiaoyu has ever pursued the matter of "turning positive"?

"How much does Bai Xiaoyu know about this kind of thinking of yours?" The cuckoo opened his mouth and asked Lin Baogen.

Lin Baogen replied calmly: "She knows everything, I haven't hidden it from her, and the two of us are very open and honest." I told her from the very beginning, I can spend money on you, but I can't give you a lifetime, if you are willing to follow me, then I am very happy, you can also ride a donkey to find a horse, if you meet the right person, have your own feelings, then I will definitely disappear immediately, absolutely will not interfere with your normal life. If you don't agree, I will never provoke you, I just like you, not a [HX] gangster. ”

"So she agreed to your suggestion?"

"Agreed, I didn't lie to you at the beginning, the two of us really agreed, she didn't find the right person, and she was willing to associate with me, so the two of us continued, if you have a boyfriend and want to get married or something, I'm afraid that I won't be able to explain to others that the two of us were so close before, just tell people that I am her godfather, she is my goddaughter, and I will never give her trouble." Lin Baogen sighed, "A girl, youth can have a few years, I used to be poor, I understand that some things are past that age, even if they have it, it is not the feeling that they most longed for at that time." If Bai Xiaoyu hadn't met me, she might be like me, no matter how good she would be in the future, at least her youth would be a waste. I think I can be considered to have fulfilled a wonderful youth for her, but girls should still take advantage of their youth and entrust themselves with their lives. ”

Tang Hongye and Du Juan chose to be silent again this time, Lin Baogen's appearance is simple, but this ideology is really avant-garde, it sounds reasonable at first glance, but it feels wrong to smash it carefully, after all, many extravagant material enjoyments are not necessary for life, Bai Xiaoyu's excessive pursuit of material things is not desirable, but Lin Baogen said that it seems to be a need that every young girl will have, and he also described his behavior as a "savior".

Although on the whole, Lin Baogen's attitude is quite honest, but he is still quietly whitewashing the nature of his behavior, trying to make everything appear more sanctimonious.

"Then what is the current situation between you and Bai Xiaoyu? Bai Xiaoyu has found a suitable partner, are you ready to quit? Du Juan asked, from the beginning Lin Baogen mentioned that Bai Xiaoyu could not be contacted, thinking that Bai Xiaoyu did not want to contact her, she speculated that the two might have signs of breaking up.

Lin Baogen nodded, and shook his head again: "I can't say it either, alas, forget it, anyway, it's all about this, and I'm not afraid of your jokes, I have been in intermittent contact with Bai Xiaoyu for most of the past half a year, before she said that there was a man chasing her, in her thirties, with good money and conditions, and willing to divorce her, she wanted to be good with that man, let me not contact her first, I persuaded her, I said that the promise of a married man to divorce for you shows that this person is unreliable, and his wife casually kicked away, When you look back and meet someone younger and more beautiful than you, he will do the same to you, this kind of person is ruthless and unrighteous. She didn't listen, so I could only let her go, but after tossing for a while, I contacted me again, saying that I missed me and wanted to eat something delicious, so I went to her with something, and after chatting, I found out that the man's so-called divorce was just a blank check in the distance. ”

"So you two reconciled again?"

"That's not true, Bai Xiaoyu said that she is twenty-five years old, if she delays it any longer, I am afraid that I will miss the best age, I will tell her, as long as she still wants to see me, I will be on call, and if she finds a suitable man, reliable, and wants to get married, we will break it, she doesn't have to worry about ignoring her when she doesn't find her next home, I can still afford to raise her before she marries herself." Lin Baogen said affectionately, "Later, this little girl also listened to my persuasion, and she didn't have to stare at the kind of man who was rich and married in business, the kind of young man who had good conditions, and the fact that she also had a relationship with others, I belonged to the ...... In today's terms, it's called a spare tire, right? If there is no one to accompany her, or she has no money to spend, she will find me, I will accompany her, if she has someone to accompany her, I will not disturb her life, and often compensate her a little money. ”

"You're really good enough for her." Cuckoo tries to keep his tone as impersonal as possible.

Lin Baogen really didn't hear anything, and nodded solemnly: "Yes, I actually don't have any other advantages as a person, the biggest feature is morality, when Bai Xiaoyu chose to be with me, it was also a great sacrifice, after all, people are young and beautiful, and it is not easy to follow a half-old man like me, so I should really treat her better, which is also my responsibility." ”

"In this way, let's first put aside your so-called responsibility and responsibility, don't discuss it, let's talk about the situation of other people around Bai Xiaoyu first, as far as you know, what was her relationship like for a period of time before the accident?" Tang Hongye heard Lin Baogen repeatedly emphasize how frank and righteous he and Bai Xiaoyu were, and felt a little sick to his stomach, so he hurriedly diverted the topic.

"She should have had two or three dating partners during that time, it seems to be two young men," Lin Baogen thought for a while, "They are all about the same age as her, one of them seems to have a better family background, and the other one has an ordinary family background, but Bai Xiaoyu is particularly desperate, Bai Xiaoyu doesn't know how to choose, the one with good conditions is a little bit of a son's tone, maybe the family is more favored, so she is less obedient, but the obedient has no money, so she is in a dilemma, Neither of the two boys dared to let go. ”