Chapter Twenty-Six: Coolness

The rain splashed into the door, and Guan Xinlei involuntarily took a step back, but she was still a little cramped and uneasy.

Li Jun stopped and looked at her at the door in front of the classroom, like a panicked bird, and the pity in his heart couldn't help but rise.

may not be able to hear Li Jun's movements, Guan Xinlei unconsciously turned her head to look behind her, looking at Li Jun looking at herself steadily, her face couldn't help blushing instantly, and she quickly turned her head back to look at the rain curtain outside the window.

Looking at her appearance, Li Jun couldn't help but be a little panicked, he didn't know whether to get close to her or stay away from her, with a shake of his hand, the lid of the music box was opened, and the crystal light music suddenly broke through the sound of rain dripping, which was particularly crisp in the dull classroom.

Guan Xinlei's head turned again, looking at the delicate music box opened in Li Jun's hand, a very cute little doll was spinning in the upper part of the box, and the sound of light music was constantly coming out of the lower part.

"Xinlei It's raining, you can sit back in your seat, this box is a small gift and equipment I chose for you when I went to Beijing", said Li Jun took a few steps back and lifted the music box.

Guan Xinlei hesitated, but slowly walked from the door of the classroom in front to the back, and when she walked a few meters away from Li Jun, she stood quietly and looked at the dancing doll in his hand, with a sweet smile on her face.

"For you!" Li Jun took a few steps forward with the box to hand it to Guan Xinlei.

"No, no!" Guan Xinlei waved her hand and took a few steps back.

"What's the matter, this was originally a gift I chose for you, don't you like it?" There was a trace of uneasiness on Li Jun's face.

"No, it sounds so good, it's like a natural sound, and the dancing baby is really beautiful and cute." Guan Xinlei obviously still likes this music box.

"But why don't you accept it?" Li Jun still didn't understand a little.

"However, how can I easily accept something from my classmates, and it's a male classmate." Guan Xinlei's face turned a little red as she spoke.

"This, but I think we are not just ordinary classmates, I think we have experienced a lot of things between ordinary classmates, so I think of you when I buy gifts for relatives and friends." Li Jun said his thoughts, and he tried to make the relationship closer.

"Classmate Li Jun, no matter what we have experienced between us, we are just innocent classmates, I don't want to be labeled by others, and I don't want others to be any opponents, you don't think that you have helped me, I will be grateful to you. Yes, last time you helped me and Yuan Yamin and beat away the gangsters, I should indeed thank you, but thank you for not being branded with any other emotions, and Yuan Yamin, I don't want to have any gaps in the relationship between our female classmates because of you. Guan Xinlei's face suddenly turned cold.

Li Jun's hand froze in mid-air, and seeing Guan Xinlei's delicate face instantly turn cold as ice, he didn't know how to face it.

The atmosphere suddenly became heavier, and Li Jun's brain was running rapidly, thinking about how to face the "cold beauty" in front of him.

"Xinlei, this is just a small music box, I just hope she can bring you a little happiness, maybe I'm being amorous, maybe in your heart I'm just an emotional prodigal, I have a pretty good relationship with the girls in the class, but there is no overly complicated relationship between us. You also mentioned Yamin, we may have been in the eyes of the people in the class, but from the beginning my feelings for her were very simple, I just regarded her as my little sister. You also know that we were classmates in junior high school before, and she is also the closest friend of my sister who was not admitted to high school, my sister asked her to take care of me, so I have always regarded her as my little sister, something happened in high school, I think my reputation may make you feel bad, if that's the case, I won't dare to climb you again in the future, you are a noble princess, and I'm just a prodigal bastard. Li Jun said and turned around and walked to his seat.

"Li Jun, I didn't mean that, I didn't mean to look down on you at all." Listening to Li Jun's words and the way she turned to leave, Guan Xinlei was still a little anxious.

Li Jun still didn't stop, but silently hoped that she could take a few steps to hold herself.

Sure enough, Guan Xinlei's footsteps behind her also followed, Li Jun suddenly stopped and turned around, Guan Xinlei's body almost hit him, and at this moment her face was full of anxiety, because she almost crashed into Li Jun's arms and instantly turned red.

Looking at Li Jun's evil smile on his face, Guan Xinlei hurriedly fell backwards in a hurry, muttering in a low voice: "You are so bad." ”

Li Jun raised the music box in his hand to his chest again, and said sincerely: "Then do you accept my gift?" I don't have any lightness for you, but I often see your melancholy, and I hope it can bring you some joy once in a while. ”

The sentimentality in Guan Xinlei's eyes is fleeting, maybe she never thought that a person could observe herself all the time, and she observed that she was so subtle, she could see her sorrow, and she was also concerned about her joy.

She raised her hand hesitantly, Li Jun no longer gave her a chance to refuse, and directly stuffed the box into her hand.

"Thank you, Li Jun, thank you." The blush on Guan Xinlei's face spread out again, covering her entire face, and even her snow-white neck turned pink.

"I also want to thank you, thank you for accepting my gift, it at least proves that there is no barrier between us, doesn't it?" Li Jun's face was filled with joy.

The blush on Guan Xinlei's face slowly receded, but it didn't become particularly cold, holding a small music box in her hand, she looked at Li Jun quietly and said: "Actually, there is no barrier between us, my contact with boys in the first year of high school is basically equal to zero, and it can be said that I have the most contact with you, but I don't want to be misunderstood by others that I have a special relationship with you, so after Ya Min was emotional about you last time, I don't want to have too much contact with you." ”

Li Jun found that the melancholy on Guan Xinlei's face slowly spread, and she couldn't help but feel more pity in her heart, for such a lonely girl, she also longed for more people's care and love, but throughout the year of high school, she only saw her at the most and only socialized with her at the same table.

"Yamin is a straight person, she actually has no malice, you don't have to be too angry with her, but she and you are really not all the way, she will dare to fight, dare to fight for what she believes, and you are just silently enduring it yourself, even if you like it, you don't dare to accept it, in fact, I still imagine this with you, but I am different from you, I may be less courageous than you." Li Jun thought that what he didn't dare to accept, not only his own thoughts, but also because of his timidity towards society, but what was Guan Xinlei afraid of.

"I know that Yuan Yamin has no bad intentions, last time in the bazaar, she was the first to fight for me, she is a girl with a true temperament, from the bottom of my heart, I am still very grateful to her, but you suddenly appeared, so that she misunderstood me, I don't want her to feel that she has been threatened, and I don't want to be thought of by others as having any bad thoughts because of this, what she cares about is not necessarily what I care about." There was some sadness in her eyes when she said this, and she lowered her head to hide something.

"Do you really not care about me at all?" The feeling of loss in Li Jun's heart filled his chest at once.

Guan Xinlei's body shook slightly, but her head lowered lower, and after a moment of silence, she raised her head again and looked at Li Jun and said: "Li Jun, I think we should still study hard, I came to high school and hoped to escape from the place where we live now by my own efforts, my melancholy and fickleness are also because of my current life, I don't want to say anything to you about too many things, I don't want to talk too much about feelings now, because we don't have capital now, I actually know very well what you think of Yuan Yamin, Although we live in a different environment now, you are still in the countryside and I have come to the county seat, but I know your thoughts, including your depression, your loneliness, all your current performance is actually more to cover up your loneliness. ”

Li Jun looked at her trembling lips and eyelashes, feeling that her previous understanding of her was only on the most superficial surface, she was far from being cold on the surface, she was actually hiding in her heart a person she didn't know at all, she had thoughts and opinions, but she didn't want to show too much to everyone, and the difference with herself was that she silently endured everything.

"I crave a person's care and love, but I'm more afraid that I will sink and can't extricate myself, you are the same, the two of us can be said to be sympathetic, but we can't keep each other warm, because this may make both of us fall into this period full of vigor and vitality, what we have to do now is to look at each other's backs as before, and then run forward with great effort." Guan Xinlei raised her right hand, and when she raised her hand, she saw the music box in her hand. "I will definitely keep the gift, thank you for your concern, but I hope you can still work as hard as the first half semester of high school, in order to get rid of your inferiority, you can only continue to enrich yourself."

The rain didn't mean to stop at all, there were only the two of them in the classroom, Li Jun sat back in his seat, and Guan Xinlei also sat quietly in her seat.

Li Jun's just ignited blazing fire was ruthlessly extinguished, love is actually the most despised for our innocent youth, this is our purest feelings, not mixed with a little material appeal, it loves so simple and direct.

Li Jun looked at the rain outside the window, and suddenly felt a little cold on his body, and then his heart was even cooler.