"Hey, who are you" The feeling of being woken up by the mobile phone in the middle of the night is really uncomfortable, especially yesterday and insomnia. "Ah, Xiaoqi, can't you even hear my voice, I'm sunny." Hearing that it was his name, I opened my phone and saw that it was only 3:30, "Qingqing, do you know what time it is, and now you haven't even crowed a chicken, which tendon are you pumping" was disturbed to sleep, my mood was really not very good, and the tone was a little rushed, but someone didn't seem to disturb people's consciousness at all, but happily "Oh, what kind of sleep, let's turn on the video and show you a good look." After saying that, I didn't care if I agreed or not, so I hung up the phone directly, and then sent a video invitation. I can't help but open the video, I didn't pay attention to it just now, and now as soon as I open the video, I realize that she doesn't seem to be in the hotel "Qingqing, where are you now, how can there be wind", and then her hearty laughter came from the video, and she could feel her excitement through the screen "Haha, I'm on the mountain now, I've been waiting for the sunrise all night, and then I see that the sun is about to come out, and no one shares it with me, so I can only call you, and then let you also see this view, I won't tell you first, I turned the camera around, hehe"

"You're going up the mountain by yourself, what about your brother" I couldn't help but want to ask, because I knew how crazy she was, I was very worried and scared, and my unconscious tone also brought some anxiety. "Shhh She didn't answer my question, and I didn't have the mood to watch the sunrise at all, I was once deeply shocked, but now it's something I can't avoid, I tried to calm myself down, and the words I said trembled slightly, "What about your brother, why are you there alone" "Hey, Xiaoqi, what's wrong with you, of course my brother sent me, I specially asked my brother to book a hotel for me in the mountains, he has something to do, and he will leave after sending me off, don't worry, I will call him later, and he will send someone to pick me up." ”。

Even the careless Qingqing could hear that something was wrong in my tone, which showed how out of control I was just now, I silently told myself in my heart that Qingqing was not her, Qingqing was not her, and now was not that time, it was different from that time, it was different. After almost a minute, I finally spoke again, "It's okay, I was just disturbed by you to sleep, I'm not in a good mood, it's good that someone picks you up, you don't run around, just stay there and wait for someone to pick you up" There was no panic in his tone. "Oh, it's okay if you're okay, then I won't bother you, you can rest first" It seemed to really scare her just now, and even her speech became well-behaved. "I'm really fine, I'm not sleepy now, you're bored there, I'll talk to you, wait for someone to pick you up, wait for me to turn on the light, can you see me like this now, it's so dark" "Hehe, I can't see it, the main thing is not to see you, but you're so good, I'll tell you that it's been fun these two days..." I videoed with her for almost two hours, and it was already dawn at this time, watching her return to the room, I found out that in fact, the location where she watched the sunrise was at the back of the hotel, where there was a special place for guests to watch the scenery, and it was really a mess of concern, but I could also put my mind at ease.

It was already 6 o'clock when I hung up the phone, and I struggled for two seconds between going back to sleep and getting up directly, and finally got up directly because I couldn't sleep. It's been a long time since I've gotten up so early, and the air outside has been aged overnight, and I'm walking quietly along the lake behind the dormitory, thinking quietly, I haven't written a script before, I can write a book first, and then revise it. Struggle and feelings both, what is the struggle for, and what is supporting their continuous efforts and progress, what kind of feelings are the feelings, love, family, friendship, I feel that each is very important, and every feeling is what we need. Before I knew it, I had been walking for a long time, but I didn't seem to feel tired, in fact, I enjoyed the time when I could think quietly about something, at least not to think about anything else while I was thinking.

Time flies quickly, and when I sort out my thoughts and come back to my senses, it is almost 8 o'clock, when I was eating in the cafeteria, I decided to go out to collect wind today, which is also one of my few pleasures, I like to find a remote corner in a crowded place, quietly observe the passing crowd, all say that art comes from life, and many times, my materials also come from this bustling crowd. Let's go to the mall today, it's not hot, and there are a lot of all kinds of people, everyone has some stories, some can be said, and some can only stay in their hearts forever.

As soon as I arrived in the mall, I had a hunch that I could find what I wanted today, sitting quietly in the corner, taking out paper and pen, my eyes rolling back and forth, I guess if it wasn't for the rules and regulations I sit, many people would mistakenly think I was a thief, in fact, even so, I was stared at by the security guard, although not all the time, but it was almost. Suddenly it occurred to me what would happen if the story had begun with such a misunderstanding, and I recorded it on a piece of paper and continued my peeping. Then it didn't seem to be anything special, more of a hurry, knowing that a small couple sat down next to me, the man took out a necklace from his bag, and saw that it was newly bought, and then said "Nuan Nuan, this necklace is the last gift I gave you, let's break up from today" The woman looked at the things in the man's hand, and was silent for a long time and said, "Okay, you are helping me bring it one last time, and I'll see you later just a stranger."

Overhearing this, I felt inexplicably sad even when I thought that this was really the quietest and most silent breakup I had ever seen, without pain or retention. I think I already knew what I was going to write, I didn't read it anymore and got up and left here, I didn't have the desire to explore the reasons behind them, because I already had the answer in my heart, and sometimes what we see and hear is not necessarily the whole thing, we don't know what other people think in their hearts, and we don't know whether our guesses about others are correct, in this case, there are many kinds of results, but no matter which one it is, it is our own choice, It's up to us to take care of it.

In the afternoon, I roughly compiled an outline, and sent it directly to Mr. Jiang, wanting to ask his opinion, probably he was very busy and never replied to my message. After waiting for a while, I stopped waiting, and opened the manuscript box, and sure enough, there was not much left, but fortunately the book was soon finished, and it was almost the same before. I decided to take a look at the comments section before I started saving my manuscripts, and I was happy every time I read them. Netizens are really cute, coquettish and cute, proficient in everything, picked a few comments and replied, and then typed a paragraph on the announcement: Thank you for your support for so long, I will work hard to code words, I want to say that this article is about to end, it is estimated that there are still 4-50,000 words, I will send it out together after writing, and I will make up for the previous reduction in the number of words because of the exam.

I looked down at the comments again, and I saw the ID of Jiangxi Yan in the place where I don't know how many pages, to be honest, when I saw this name, it was really easy to give me the illusion that this person was Jiangxi Yan, because the name was too similar, but obviously I wouldn't think so, that person didn't look like the kind of person who would read this kind of idle book, and felt that his bookshelf should be the kind of world classics, or economic professional books or magazines, and it was really too serious to give people the illusion of an old cadre. But this Jiangxi should be quite serious strictly, and what he said will always be only a few words. Today I was quite surprised, and I actually said a little more: books, very heartwarming. The most important thing is that there is a happy expression in the back, I don't know if I am interested in his sudden changes, or just want to get it all, I replied below: The old cadres who have not changed the style for thousands of years will use emojis, congratulations, welcome to join our emoji family, applause.

The afternoon went by like this, and by the time I felt hungry, it was already 8 p.m. When I opened my phone, I saw that there was a text message: I saw it, I was in a meeting before. Is this explaining?,I didn't expect it to be quite careful.。 Thinking that I would have to contact more in the future, I couldn't keep sending text messages, so I replied: Is it convenient to add a WeChat, I want to ask your opinion. didn't wait a minute, and a friend application popped up: Jiangxi Yan asked to add you as a friend. I clicked and agreed.,But this nickname is too simple.,Just Jiangxi Yan three words.,It's still my real name.,Who's WeChat name isn't varied these years.。 Then another message popped up: Miss Wang, I don't know if you have anything to do tomorrow afternoon, I want to talk to you about some specific ideas, so that we can meet.

After these two contacts, my impression of him has completely changed, this person is also very good, coupled with the needs of work, naturally there is no reason to refuse: okay, you can do it at any time tomorrow, you can contact me at your convenience. After that, I packed up my things and went out to forage for food, but there was no way, it had been 7 or 8 hours since the last meal.

Although the beginning of today was not very good, and I remembered not too good things, but overall I felt good, with new material, work progress, and so many people who liked the stories I wrote, I really feel very lucky. Sure enough, people should be brave and work harder, the harder you work, the luckier you are, it seems that there is really a kind of magic, which brings me hope in the pain, so that I can continue to move forward with a trace of expectation, and let me believe that as long as I work hard and don't give up, one day good things will come to me, just like I met Qingqing, met Professor Liu who helped me again and again, and so many readers and friends who don't know but have always supported me. I feel that I have to be content, and contentment will lead to happiness. Keep up your good work, and tomorrow will be another day full of energy. On July 2, 2018, the weather was fine and the mood was good.