He reached out to wipe the tears from my face in a bit of a panic, and I grabbed his hand and forced me to look at him, "You answer me, why is all this?" All you love is Xia Linglong's body? Don't you love her soul, not her spirit? What if I change my body and identity? Am I not me? Could that be a reason for you to stop loving me? ”

I don't know why, the pain in my heart is really too obvious, and I feel that if I don't make it clear to him today, then I will be tortured to death by the pain in my heart.

I was scared and couldn't accept the result.

I have a very strong premonition that this world is coming to an end, of course, just my own world! At that time, I don't know if there will be a person like Gu Bonan living in my world in this world, and I am afraid of losing him, I am very afraid.

He narrowed his eyelashes, the expression on his face was a little panicked, he grabbed my hand hard again, and then forcibly took me into his arms, his voice was a little low, "I love your soul and your spirit, no matter where you are, no matter how you change, I have always loved you." Linglong, you give me some time, I can handle all this, as long as you believe me, in this life and this life, you are just Xia Linglong, we can be very happy, okay! ”

He hugged me very hard, and when his body was close to him, I could feel his irregular heartbeat, and he was afraid, afraid that I would refuse.

I remembered the desolate eyes of the golden python, and the reluctant and helpless eyes he looked at me, which made my heart very chaotic and painful.

The questions I asked were never answered, he didn't answer my 'why', why did he hide from me to do things I didn't know, why he could only accept Xia Linglong and not Mo Tianyuan.

I also want to be Xia Linglong, but I don't want to be an unknown person living in the deception of others, this kind of love is not strong.

On what basis did he ask me to believe him? By my love for him? So he's consuming my love for him?

I reached out and pushed him away, tears came to my eyes again and again, but I didn't let it fall, my lips moved for a long time, and finally I only said: It's late at night, I'm going home.

Without looking at his face, without thinking about his mood, I turned around and walked on my own, looking a little bald with every step, and from this moment on, the distance between me and him would only get farther and farther away.

There is no way to be honest with each other, so you can only distance yourself and remain silent.

If I hadn't asked today, he might have remained silent.

He didn't catch up, he didn't keep me, and I thought, maybe he's the same as I am, and we both know what it means today and then.

I walked in despair, and after walking for a while, I suddenly saw Xue Dingxiang squatting on the side of the road, and as soon as he saw me, he ran over and looked me up and down, "Xia Linglong, what's wrong with you?" Bullied by Gu Bonan? ”

The cool breeze blew on my face, and I found that there were tear stains on my face, which made me feel a little painful, I reached out and wiped it, lowered my head and quickly sorted out my embarrassment, "Why haven't you left yet?" ”

"I originally wanted to leave, it's not that I'm afraid that you will be dismantled by Gu Bonan for a while, I don't worry, I'm thinking about staying and collecting your body......"

"Get out!" I glared at him angrily, and my anger suddenly came up to replace my sadness, "You can't spit out ivory from your dog's mouth, and you think about cursing me every day, don't you?" ”

Not only was he not angry when I scolded him, but he also smiled happily, "Yes, yes, this is Xia Linglong's unique hallmark, tough!" This state is normal, so I can rest assured! ”

"......" I only felt that the expression on my face had stiffened to the extreme, and then I gave him a speechless look, "You have nothing to do to go back and eat more to replenish your brain, that's how the word strong is used?" ”

I've grown so big, and no one has ever used that word to describe me, and I get angry!

"Okay, make up your brain, make up your brain! Do you want me to send you back? He asked, glancing behind me!

I don't look back to know what he is looking at, to see if Gu Bonan has followed, listening to the question he asked, I know that Gu Bonan has not followed!

I felt a little melancholy and a little lost.

"No need, I'll go back by myself!" I'm a little bald!

"It's already so late, how unsafe it is for you to go back by yourself, or should I send you back?" He still insisted.

I still couldn't help but glance back behind me, hoping that Gu Bonan would follow, so that he could send me back, but there was no one behind me, and he really didn't follow.

I felt a little bitter in my heart, and after thinking about it, I agreed to Xue Dingxiang, I can't take a taxi so late, and it will take a long time to walk back, since someone sent it, then I am too lazy to be hypocritical.

……

When I got home, it was already more than two o'clock in the morning, and it was already late, but the light in the living room was still on, and He Pingqing was still waiting for me to come back in the living room.

"You haven't slept so late?" I sorted out my emotions and tried to talk to him as normally as I normally would.

He seemed to be a little sleepy, sitting on the sofa in a set of black pajamas, the expression on his face was a little tired, and he was still holding a magazine in his hand to pass the time, and he put it down when he saw me coming back, "It's too late, I don't worry if you don't come back, I called you, but you didn't answer." ”

"I pressed the silent mode and didn't pay attention...... "I'm sorry!"

He nodded, his face seemed a little hesitant, but finally spoke, "Linglong, there are some things I have always wanted to say to you, it's not good for you to be outside so late, after all, it's not safe outside." Min Min also waited for you late tonight, but she went to sleep without waiting for you, you ......"

"You said Min Min is at home?" I grabbed the point and interrupted him with an eager question.

He looked at me with some surprise, "You seem surprised?" ”

Can you not be surprised? I'm dying this day, I thought she was already dead, listening to the meaning of He Pingqing's words, she seemed to be like no one?

I guess it means it's okay, and the heart I've been hanging on is gone.

I can't bother her at this late hour, but I can ask her tomorrow what's going on.

"I know what you just said, and I won't be back so late in the future." I looked at him and said.

"I'm either trying to restrain you, or I'm worried about your safety. You and Bo Nan are also married, and it will be a matter of time before you move out, and I am also afraid that I will not be able to take care of you by then. ”

When I heard Gu Bonan's name, my mood suddenly became melancholy again.

Moving out to live with him? Can we still live together in such a state?