Chapter 1 I just want to live quietly
Beihai Park is one of the favorite attractions of the people of X City, because there are few peaks in X City. If anyone comes here often, on one of the hills, you can see that two girls often come here to climb the mountain, and it was the same on this day, at the moment they are climbing upwards, as if they are competing to see who can reach the top of the mountain first. "Xiaoqi, hurry up, if you don't work hard, I'm going to reach the top of the mountain first." The girl, who was a little ahead, proudly said that it was an essential activity for them every week, and the two of them never seemed to get bored, and some enjoyed it.
The girl called Xiaoqi is not in a hurry, as if it is not herself who is going to lose, in fact, what she cares about is not winning or losing, but the time she has with that person. The girl saw that Xiao Qi was still swaying, and she didn't want to catch up with her at all, so she was a little dissatisfied, thought for a while and said, "Xiao Qi, hurry up, if you arrive first, I will tell you a secret that I have hidden for almost a year." ”
Hearing this, I don't know if Xiao Qi really wants to hear the secret, or because of something else, he sped up his speed and went straight to the top of the mountain, without a trace of slack just now, seeing Xiao Qi's movements, the girl smiled with satisfaction, and was desperately climbing up.
However, at the moment when the two of them reached the top of the mountain at the same time, the girl grabbed Xiao Qi's hand and smiled again behind her invisible, but the smile was indescribably weird, and at the moment Xiao Qi turned around, she suddenly dragged Xiao Qi and jumped down the mountain together.
I woke up in my sleep, touched my forehead, and sure enough, I was sweating profusely, and I reached for the mobile phone next to the pillow, and opened the screen to see that it was only a little more than four o'clock. In the past few years, it has been like this many times, always dreaming the same thing, forget it, it's time to get up, otherwise you will have to wait until dark to come back like the last time. I casually cleaned up, took what I had prepared yesterday, and walked out of the dormitory.
At that time, it was already June, the temperature in the early morning was still a little low, I put on my coat, lowered my head and looked at the road on the ground, walking with my head down has been my habit for a long time, from the beginning of deliberately looking down at the road, to now only walking with my head down, I don't know how long it took me, it seems like a long time. I came to the station and waited for the first bus to the cemetery, perhaps because it was too early, and there were no people on the road, so it was very cold. I don't think anyone will go to the cemetery so early, that's why I went early, I didn't want to meet them, and I haven't seen them for a long time.
The car drove very quickly, and arrived at about seven o'clock in the morning, got off at the terminal, and after walking for ten minutes, I saw the cemetery. It is said that the morning is the time of yin and yang exchange, and this time is the most chaotic and terrifying time, and I can't figure out if I am afraid, obviously I am afraid of ghosts, but sometimes I want to see them. But these must be fakes, I've never seen those things every time I've come so early in the years.
I walked along the path for a few more minutes, and came to a stop at the very corner, which was the grave of a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl, the girl was very beautiful, and she was smiling so brightly in the picture, I think anyone who saw it would feel sorry, so young, so cute. There was some clutter around the grave, and it was clear that no one had been here for some time. I took what I had prepared from my bag, took a moment to clean it, put her favorite lilies on the table, and stood there silently, I didn't know what I should say or not, so I could only be silent. I stood there for about an hour before picking up the lilies again, and after seeing that there were no obvious signs of it, I turned and left. At the moment I returned to the station, I felt relieved, basking in the sun, suddenly I wanted to bask in the sun for a while, I wanted to feel the feeling of being wrapped in the sun, so I took off my coat and took out my mobile phone again, only to find that someone called me, just wanted to go back, and found that the person called again, as soon as I answered, the deafening roar was transmitted: "Hey, Wang Jiaqi, I can't see you when I get up early in the morning, where did you die, have you forgotten what you promised me yesterday, or do you want to regret it, I'm telling you, don't even think about it, and come back to me wherever you are. Before I could say a word, I hung up as if I was afraid that I would suddenly refuse. I had no choice but to send her a WeChat message, "Qingqing, I haven't forgotten it, and I won't regret it, but there is something in the morning, I'll go back in a while, wait for me." Almost immediately, the other side replied to the message, "Then what are you doing early in the morning, angry" Looking at this message, I was still thinking about how to answer, and it happened that the car came, so I hurriedly returned: "I'm going to take the bus now, I'll be at school in a while, you go to lunch first, don't wait for me." ”
But the meeting I was talking about took a long time, and it was already two o'clock in the afternoon when I actually returned to the dormitory. I didn't care about lunch, so I hurriedly packed up my things and came to the dormitory next door, and sure enough, I saw that the woman was already asleep in bed, which was really big. Quickly woke her up, and waited for her to pack up, it was already three o'clock when she left the school gate, and the time was really a little too late. I urged her to hurry.
In the end, we still came to the final destination at the stuck point, Qingqing picked up the phone and glanced at the time, before finally reassuring: "Wow wow, scared me to death, fortunately I wasn't late, otherwise I would have been nagged to death by my parents, my mother and my brother, oh, by the way, I have to add my sister-in-law now, and I may have to add my nephew in the future, you said that this will not let people live, fortunately, you have the foresight, and you helped me take care of the gift early, let's go in." I turned my head and smiled at her and didn't speak, in fact, I had already guessed that with her confused nature, how could she think of choosing a gift for her full-moon nephew in advance, and she might not even think of buying a gift.
Coming to the villa, sure enough, as I guessed, there were a lot of people inside, this is the first time I came to Qingqing's house, many times before she invited me here I didn't agree, this time, it can be regarded as to fulfill her wish. I followed her to the second floor of the villa, pushed open the door, the people inside, talking cautiously, and the noisy and lively environment outside did not seem to be a world, there were not many people, but looking at those people around the villain gently teasing, the eyes were full of spoiling and joy, it can be seen that everyone here likes him very much, and the villain will grow up very happily. As soon as she stepped into the door, the woman holding the child turned to look at Qingqing and scolded with a smile, "You still know how to come back, and you don't know what day it is, and you don't know how to come back early." ”
"Mom, didn't I come back, you see I'm not late, and besides, isn't it because I'm going to buy a gift for my little nephew, Mom, you see" While saying, Qingqing took out the small clothes she bought this afternoon, "Isn't it cute, I'm entangled in it, look at which one is cute, this is still my classmate helped me pick it." ”
"Classmate, is that Xiaoqi you often mention at home? Is she here today?" asked the woman, with a deep curiosity in her tone, I guess it's because Qingqing often mentions me at home, don't ask me why I know, because she often talks to me about her family. Before Qingqing could speak, the woman had already seen me standing behind Qingqing, and was about to stand up, I saw that she was about to stand up, so I stood up and took the initiative to say hello, "Hello Auntie, I'm Wang Jiaqi, Qingqing's classmate." I don't know what gifts to bring, but I went to the north of the city a few days ago and went to the temple to ask for a few peace charms. ”
"Hey, okay, well, peace is the most important" said and took it with his own hand, and at the same time turned his head to look at Qingqing, "Look at you, and then look at Jiaqi, people's gifts are more attentive, looking at you, not distracted at all." ”
Qingqing was not annoyed, and made a grimace, "Hehe, Mom, Xiaoqi came to our house for the first time, I'll take her out to have a look first, and I'll come back later." ”
"Go ahead, go ahead, see how old you are and don't know the key point." As soon as I went out the door, I could hear the sound coming from inside, and then I resumed my previous caution.
Saying this, Qingqing took me to her room, the room was very large and tidy, and her bed and table in the dormitory were completely different, probably cleaned by the nanny at home. "Qingqing, you change your clothes first, the full moon wine will start in a while, and when you finish changing your clothes, I'll go back." I watched her lie on the bed as soon as she entered the room, and I was not in a hurry but to speak.
When Qingqing heard this, she immediately sat up "No, how can you go, didn't we say we would go together, you can't leave me, and you have already promised me to come to my house, how can you just come and leave, besides, now it's getting dark, I don't worry about you going alone, are you not used to staying here, let's go down and eat something in a while, okay, I promise that we will leave soon, not more, and you also know that I still have to review, so you. As he spoke, he held me by the hand, as if as soon as he let go, I would immediately leave.
"Stop, stop, can't I go, you go change your clothes first." I just felt like my ears were buzzing all the time, and I finally couldn't help but interrupt her.
"Zhenda" heard that I was not leaving, and immediately became happy.
I could only nod, and seeing that I nodded, Qingqing also let go of her hand to pick out her clothes. Actually, I really can't figure out what I deserve to be so good to me. After tossing for a while, I finally found her satisfactory clothes, and when we went downstairs, there were already many people in the living room, and after a while, the banquet began, saying that it was full moon wine, which seemed to me to be more like a blind date banquet in high society, and those who came here were some celebrities in high society, and I was not in the same world at all.
"Xiaoqi, you wait for me here, if you're hungry, eat something first, I'll go say hello and come back immediately." In fact, she had been looking around since she came down from the upper floor, as if she was looking for someone, and she guessed that she had found it now.
"Go ahead, don't worry, I'll have something to eat here." Seeing Qingqing walk away, I casually ate something and found a dark corner to make it. In fact, it's quite interesting to recall my acquaintance with Qingqing, Qingqing's full name is Luo Qing, and she is the second lady of Luo's Group in X City. I still remember that morning we had an English class, I came to the classroom early as before, but the strange thing is that the class was already going to be in class that day, there was still no one in the classroom, and finally the class bell rang, looking at the empty classroom, I suddenly remembered that the teacher seemed to say that the teacher said to change the classroom last time, but I forgot. Just as I decided to skip class and study quietly here, a voice suddenly came from the front door, "I'm sorry, teacher, I have a bad stomach, I just came back from the infirmary, teacher, you forgive me this time, I promise there will be no next time." I saw that the man lowered his head as he spoke, as if he was afraid of the teacher's rebuke. The air condensed for a few seconds, and it seemed that the man also felt strange, why was it so quiet, and raised his head, "Great, the teacher didn't come, haha, so it doesn't count me as late." No, why is there no one, is everyone late? The man kept talking to himself, not very loud, but loud enough for me to hear, and I could only twitch the corners of my mouth and shake my head.
I continued with this on my own and didn't take it to heart. But it didn't take long for a voice to come to my ears, "Classmate, isn't there no class today, otherwise there will be no one" I looked up and saw her smiling face, as if what she said was the truth, and I don't know what happened I don't want to burst her illusions, but let's be sincere, "No, it's just that I changed classrooms today, and classes are still normal"
"Huh? It's still a normal class, so I'm going to be late for a long time" Sure enough, when he heard my words, his smile suddenly turned into a bitter melon face, full of unhappiness. As if remembering something again, he suddenly changed his flattering expression again, "Hehe, classmate, aren't you going to class, let's go together, I remember I've seen you in this classroom before." This sentence immediately scared me back to the sentence that I didn't have this class, and I was speechless for a while, after all, skipping class is not a glorious thing, especially in front of people I don't know.
She also seemed to see my thoughts, and said busily, "I don't know where to take the class, and, and, and I don't know the road, I'm a serious road idiot, so you take me with me, I promise I'll think of a reason, don't let the teacher deduct your points" It turned out to be this reason, I didn't have the question of whether the points would be deducted, but when she mentioned this problem, she suddenly remembered her lame reason just now, and suddenly wanted to see what her reason would be, so she said "Okay, let's go together, But wait until I'm tidying up," he said, taking a minute to pack up his things, and then walking out together.
In just a few minutes away, it really made me realize the extent of her road idiot, and it really made people wonder how she touched the classroom just now, "Classmate, what's your name, my name is Luo Qing." Just out of the gate of the First Sect, she didn't know where the Second Sect should go.
Seeing that she was going in the opposite direction, "Go this way, my name is Wang Jiaqi", I always felt that if I didn't say it, she would ask more questions and say more, obviously my guess was right, and in just a few minutes I realized the level of her words. "Wang Jiaqi, Wang Jiaqi, you are Wang Jiaqi, the Wang Jiaqi who is the first in our major" Obviously, her face was full of shock and disbelief, and there was a little bit of joy in it when she listened carefully, and it wasn't until the next sentence that I knew what she was shocked and secretly happy "I always thought that the person with the highest admission score in our major must be very ugly, but I didn't expect it to be a beauty, and she was late with me, so the teacher will not embarrass me" Obviously she didn't realize that these words should not be said in front of me, and I could only smile helplessly.
After a while, we came to the classroom, I was going to sneak in through the back door, I thought it was better not to listen to her reasons, so as to avoid embarrassment, not to disturb the teacher's class, and the general teacher would not care, but apparently someone's consciousness was still in the student days, and without waiting for me to speak, he dragged me directly into the classroom, at that moment I could already imagine the teacher's expression and the inquiring eyes of the classmates, I could only shout in my heart that I didn't want to be the focus of everyone. At that moment, I only felt like I was back ten minutes ago, but at that time I was sitting below, there was only someone on the stage, and this time I became the one who was watched, the same reason, really not a word is bad, I even wonder if she is the only one reason, and in order to say it smoothly, I have recited it many times.
After she finished speaking, there was really a sound of needles falling in the huge classroom, and at that moment it seemed that all the people were waiting for the teacher's answer, and the teacher did not live up to the expectations of the students, "Do you think that I will think like what I said in the movie, like that, nod my head, and then let you go down" I actually saw someone and nodded, I just hope that the teacher will not see it, obviously my hope is disappointed because the next second the teacher will continue to speak, "You still dare to nod, today I will teach you what is called reality, If you want a reason, you have to give me a little innovation, don't follow those movies all day long, I really haven't seen a movie, you two come to me after class, let's talk" Speaking of this, someone actually dares to speak, but the content really makes people laugh "Ah, teacher, you have also seen Zhi Youth, I think this reason is very genius to use, why didn't it succeed" The students below couldn't help laughing anymore, and even the teacher couldn't maintain a serious expression. This is really everyone's laughing point, and someone has become a school celebrity all of a sudden.
It's a coincidence that our dormitories are next to each other, and I don't know why we haven't met each other for so long since the school started. Maybe someone thinks that going through this embarrassment together is a good friend, so she has always come to me since then, and I don't know what kind of mood it is, I have never refused, maybe because I don't want to be nagged by her, maybe because I think she is funny, or maybe because I am too lonely, and she has the kind of warm temperament that I envy the most.
When I think of her, I always feel very warm in my heart, and the corners of my mouth unconsciously rise. The memory was suddenly interrupted by the vibration of the mobile phone, and when I picked it up, it was a text message from someone, just a few short words: I saw my male god. Briefly, I also understood what she meant: I was very happy to see my male god; And I'm going to get back to you later. Maybe I was still immersed in the warmth of memories, so I didn't say anything about leaving, and replied to her: Okay.
Actually, I'm really happy after meeting her, at least it's a lot better than before, but some things can be avoided or avoided.
Looking around, I finally saw someone in the rest of the living room, it was a little dark over there, I couldn't see the face clearly, and it could be seen from the figure that there were four people, one was Qingqing, one was her brother Luo Yu, and there were two other men, I don't know which one was her secret crush for twenty years, and it is said that it has reached the point of being well known. Driven by curiosity, I have been looking at those two people, these two people should be very good, although I don't know who they are, but just from their demeanor and bearing, you can get a glimpse of how good the two are. Just when I was still slowly guessing which person it was, Leng Buding touched a cold light shot by one of them, I didn't expect to be found so far away, I was a little embarrassed and ashamed for a while, I immediately put away my gaze, pretended to skim it unintentionally, and then looked away, but the cold in the cold light lingered around me for a long time, and my heart fluttered for a long time before it gradually calmed down.
After this panic, I didn't have the heart to continue to explore, I took out my mobile phone and looked at it, remembering that I didn't seem to have updated the text today, and I didn't know how long it would take to go back, so I used my mobile phone to continue to write, sometimes I feel that I am quite suitable and like to deal with words, at least the fate in my hands can be controlled, shaping one after another I like life and the world, and realizing the wishes I want but can never be realized. If possible, I just want to live quietly in my own world, and I only have one wish.