As long as you want, as long as I have

Crazy life

"Tell me something, tell me as much as you can. Like a river, he gave his accumulation to the sea on the horizon as much as possible, like a cool sunflower facing the warm sun, revealing her secrets petals one by one. You want my comfort, of course you have my comfort, as long as I have what I can give, what you want. I just want you to do what you say - fight on"

——Xu Zhimo, "Aimei Xiaoza Diary"

Loving someone who doesn't belong to you is like eating a lemon, she is round and lovely in front of your eyes, bright in color and fragrant, but you don't dare to eat it easily, for fear that her unique taste will corrode your throat and stomach. You don't need to taste it to know her sourness, but you're still curious, and you can't help but want to touch her smoothness, smell her fragrance, and even want to taste it. You tremblingly peel off her bright yellow coat, and see her moist and full flesh, you have the illusion, maybe, I can bear it? However, when her taste spreads rapidly in your mouth, your body is sour from mouth to heart, you can't help but regret why you are like this, why you take the initiative to taste this damn sour fruit, but it is too late to regret, everything about her has already been engraved into every nerve of yours, you clearly remember all her qualities, you can't easily forget, and you will often think of it.

A few days after the quarrel with Hu Tang, Ao Ao was in a very low mood, and he was fighting his spirit every day in the sketch rehearsal. Although she behaved as usual and liked to joke and change her ways to fight with others, her eyes did not have the same agility and spirit as before. She has a lot of negative emotions suppressed in her heart and bears it by herself. North sees everything in his eyes and hurts in his heart.

One afternoon after rehearsing the sketch, North stood behind Ao Ao who was packing up his clothes.

"Teacher Yang, let me take you to a fun place."

"What's the fun place" Ao put on a long black padded jacket, and Kita took the red scarf on the chair and tied it for her

"You'll know when you go"

"But I'm so tired, I have to hide from pedestrians when I go out, and I want to go home and rest."

"Take you to relax, take you back to happiness."

"It's like I'm not happy." Ao looked down at his brown Martin boots

"Oh, go to Mr. Yang"

"What if it's not fun or happy." Ao O's heart was shaken, and Kita took O'O's bag and grabbed her hand and walked out

"Follow me, if it's not fun or happy, you'll hit me"

"That's what you said, if it's not fun, I'll kick you as a ball." Bei turned his head as he walked, grabbed Ao's hand and poked her face, his eyebrows raised, the corners of his mouth slightly curled, and his eyes were full of pure joy of the youth.

Ao Ao followed with small steps, the dimples on his cheeks were faint, and the little tiger teeth were white and cute. Kita pushed Ao onto the co-pilot, leaned over and was about to fasten her seat belt, but Ao hurriedly pulled the seat belt.

"I'll come by myself, hehe, I'll come by myself"

A moment of loss flashed in North's eyes, and he gently closed the door, got into the car and started the engine. The warm sunset shines through the faint haze on the streets, and the ginkgo biloba leaves fall one after another, and the ground is full of gold. If the heart becomes a fairy tale Lilliputia, the mini couples hug each other in the huge heart shape and kiss each other, jumping and dancing between the leaves, how cute it is. Ao Ao looked at the lovely yellow all over the ground, and his mood became much brighter.

Off-road drove into the parking lot under a shopping mall, O'Ao asked in surprise.

"Shall we go to the mall? If someone finds out and shoots it, isn't it over? ”

"It's okay, we're all armed." North took out a mask from the side and handed it to Ao Ao, and put on a white peaked cap for her, passed on a black cotton jacket himself, and also put on a black mask and a black hat. Entering the elevator, from the 5th basement floor all the way up, a few people came in on the first floor, and the two of them stood in it stiffly, bowing their heads and pretending to play with their mobile phones. Ao was very nervous, and if he was recognized, it would be another commotion.

She took out her mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to Bei.

"Comrade Deng Bei, is this what you mean by relaxation? I was sweating nervously."

"Don't panic, if you are recognized, I will run away with you."

When Ao Ao saw the news of Beihui, he grabbed Bei and rolled his eyes.

The elevator ran to the sixth floor, and the two squeezed out of the elevator, and North led Ao Ao to a haunted house, and there was a little girl at the door who was so frightened that she threw herself into her boyfriend's arms and cried, and she didn't forget to beat her chest with her little fists.

"That's what you call fun?"

"Uh-huh"

"Uh-huh? Do you dare to go in? ”

"What am I afraid of? Are you scared? ”

"What am I afraid of, it's you..."

"You're not afraid, I'm not afraid," Bei straightened his waist and swaggered into the door, and the people passing by couldn't help but look at the two people with masks and caps. Northbound to the front desk and bought two admission tickets.

"Teacher Yang, if you're afraid, hide behind me."

"Cut, that's what I should say to you."

The haunted house is made with the theme of a horror hospital, and as soon as you enter the door, you can smell the strong smell of disinfectant in the air, and the smell of some kind of chemical agent. The room was poorly lit, and all the furnishings were old and dilapidated. Because this haunted house experience room can only enter two people every ten minutes, to ensure that the previous two people have been two links ahead before the next group is allowed to enter, so at this time there are only North and Ao Ao in the empty room, but they can clearly hear the screams coming from the other links, the two of them are nervously walking in the miserable white light, suddenly the lights in the room are turned off, and the two of them are startled by the sudden darkness and scream. Ao Ao quickly took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and Beihou also took out his mobile phone after realizing it, and the two of them turned on the light of their mobile phones and walked nervously in the dark room. In the flickering light, they could vaguely see a hospital bed next to the exit at the end of the room, and the two wanted to avoid it, but the exit to the next link was there, and the two of them stubbornly walked there. When he was about to get closer, he could clearly see a person lying motionless on the hospital bed, the soles of his feet were pale, and Ao was tugging at North's clothes in fear

"That person won't jump up suddenly." But as the two approached, the man remained motionless, and when he entered, he found that it was just a dummy with a little blood on his face, and the two passed through the first room safely, passed the door, and walked into a narrow corridor

"No, the fake puppet wants to be scary, Deng Bei, what kind of haunted house did you bring me to, it's not at all... Ao slammed his foot by something, screamed, and jumped up with his hands.

Kita was frightened by O'O's sudden scream, and he also screamed.

"Ahh The two of them screamed and jumped, and suddenly the lights in the hallway came on again, and there was nothing on the floor. North and Ao looked at each other

"What's your name?"

"I just got grabbed by something in my leg, it's scary."

"Nothing, are you sure you were caught?"

"I'm sure! Aren't you screaming too? Didn't you get caught too? ”

Kita touched the back of his head, "I don't have it."

"What's your name without you."

"You scared me...

As soon as the words fell, the lights in the hallway were turned off again, and a strange sound came faintly from somewhere, as if someone was whispering something

"Did you hear that?" Hiding behind North, North swallowed saliva and trembled in place and didn't dare to move.

Just as the two of them were hesitating whether to leave, a faint green light suddenly lit up at the end of the hallway, and a man dressed in white and long hair was standing there in a strange posture.

Bei's muscles tightened all over his body, "What should I do, why don't we go back the same way?" ”

"Okay... Saying that, the two retreated to the door they had just walked out of, and wanted to enter, but found that the door had been locked, and there was only one exit next to the white-clothed ghost in the narrow corridor, and Bei nervously pushed the door

What can I do if I can't open it" Ao Ao was so frightened that his palms were sweating, and the low moaning continued, as if it was coming from the mouth of the "thing" in the green light

"What should I do, I can only go hard" The two of them huddled together and approached the end of the corridor, their low moans becoming more and more obvious, and suddenly only a scream was heard, and Bei and Ao Ao felt a sigh in their hearts. The man in the green light suddenly rushed towards the two of them. North and O'ao retreated repeatedly, screaming incessantly. Finally, the two of them ran to the other end of the hallway, and the footsteps of the "thing" behind them echoed clearly behind them. Just as he was about to run to the end of the hallway, another thing in the black place slammed into the ground, and then slowly climbed up. A red light followed behind the "thing" and began to approach the two of them. The two stopped in place suddenly, North trembled and grabbed Ao's arm, the two things got closer and closer, Ao's mind was blank with fright, and suddenly the "thing" in green light and white clothes grabbed Ao's neck, Ao'ao screamed, North closed his eyes and slapped the pale hand on Ao's neck, and after knocking off the hand of the "thing", he dragged Ao and began to run wildly towards the exit at the end of the corridor. As soon as he exited the exit, he walked into a room, this time in the gray room was the operating room, and there was a bloody person lying on the operating table, and the internal organs could be faintly visible from the faintly open wound. The two glanced at running with their heads down, running and running and suddenly feeling something above their heads touching their heads over and over again, North looked up and saw dozens of hands hanging on the ceiling, and a head suddenly popped out. North was so frightened that he screamed, holding Ao Ao's hand and began to run wildly regardless of it, along the way, the two of them were chased by zombies several times, chased by nurses with needle scalpels, and frightened by the sudden appearance of facial features and internal organs.

"Deng Bei! I'll remember you for the rest of my life. Ao was stunned, leaning against the wall of the exit.

"I didn't know it was so scary," Kita gasped as he sat weakly on the ground.

After a long time, the two of them came to their senses, looked at each other and began to giggle.

"You look so embarrassed just now, aren't you a man, so timid."

"And what about me, don't you say the same yourself."

"Forget it, half a catty"

"How's it going, cool?"

"Cool, so cool that I want to kill you"

Ao slammed his fist into Kita's arm.

"Having fun? Shall we go home? Kita stood up and held out his hand to O'O

"Shall you go to my house for dinner? Let my mom make something delicious. ”

"Done! I can show you a hand too. ”

"Cut, can you make it delicious?"

"How do you know if you haven't tried?" Kita has a tsundere face

"I really don't dare to try." Ao Ao ran profusely and sweated, and Kita wiped her with his sleeve and scraped Ao Ao's nose through the mask

"You have to trust me in cooking!"

"I don't believe it," Ao shook his head and ran back to the car.

As soon as I got in the car, I turned on the music radio station, and after a day of rehearsals and too much fun, Ao Ao fell asleep. Under a traffic light, the car stopped smoothly, and when he looked back, he saw Ao's quiet sleeping face, her eyelashes trembling slightly, her cheeks slightly reddened, and her breathing shallow. North gently took off her coat and put it on Ao Ao, she moved slightly and smashed her lips, North looked at her face and her lips, the ghost slowly approached, her breath sprayed on the wing of her nose, North held her breath and condensed, and kissed her lips as soon as she got closer

The heartbeat is pounding, bang, bang...

His heart rolled to her like Newton's apple, fateful, predestined

Didi, the green light turned on, the car behind honked eagerly, and Kita turned his head sharply, his lips brushing over O'Owen's cheeks

Bei shuddered and lowered the handbrake, let out a long sigh of relief, and stepped on the accelerator. His red ears recorded his emotions clearly, and his rapid heartbeat trembled as he spoke of his thoughts.

Calm and sane, calm and sane

The car slowly stopped in Ao's neighborhood, Bei unbuckled his seat belt and looked at her gently, and Ao'ao opened his eyes in a daze.

"Arrived? What are you wearing? Kita took his clothes and nodded

O'Ao straightened his bangs, "Let's go, let's go home for dinner." I'm so hungry."

The two got out of the car one by one, and when they got off the car in the north, they saw Hu Tang standing outside, he was standing there with a red rose, looking at Ao Ao.

Ao was stunned at first when he saw him, and then slowly walked towards him.

"Why are you here? It's cold outside. Hu Tang didn't say a word, grabbed Ao Ao and hugged her tightly. Bei froze in place, looking at her back, she was in his arms, docile and lovely.

She is his after all, even if they are arguing, she is the first to care about whether he will be cold. It was he who she loved. The thought of this lemon-like sourness seeping into every cell made his heart ache for a while. The cold wind of the autumn leaves swept over his ears, and the chill poured into his neck.

Send it here today, she doesn't need him now, so be it.

I'll be there when you need me, no matter what you want, whether it's comfort or companionship, I'm there. I don't bother when I don't need to. It's good that you're happy and happy.

But what do you want? Is it just him?

I also have sincerity, I also have love, I will give you whatever you want, and give me everything.

When will you see me?

North turned around, got back to the car, closed the door gently, and drove away.

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