I don't know how long it took, he finally removed his hand from his face, as I expected, there were no tears there, no tear stains, I knew he was not a person who shed tears easily.

"You know all this, and many people know it, but there is one thing you don't know, and everyone doesn't know, including my aunt. The secret between the two of us, she said she had met a very good friend and wanted to tell him, I didn't agree because it was our secret, but in the end she told me that she still said it, and she didn't want her friend to be angry. Jiangxi Yan said word by word, his eyes looked into the distance, as if he had fallen into that distant memory, I thought, this she must be very important to him.

Jiangxi Yan continued, "In my saddest days, she has always been by my side, I am not happy, she will tell me jokes every day to make me happy, but what she doesn't know is that the jokes she tells have been heard by me many years ago." Then he looked at me and said, "Actually, on June 7th, it wasn't the first time I knew you, and no, it was the first time I knew that it was you in reality." ”

"During my most painful time, it was she who recommended you to me, and she said that she loved reading your books and that your words always made people feel warm, and she wanted me to feel that warmth too. In those days, except for her accompanying me, the rest of the time, I could only rely on reading your words to relieve the loneliness and coldness in my heart," Jiang Yan said unhurriedly. But what he didn't know was how much turmoil his few words had caused in my heart.

A thought took root in my mind, I thought of the id called Jiangxi Strict, I think I should have thought of it a long time ago, but why I just don't want to think in which direction, I don't know, maybe in my cognition, it is impossible for a person like him to read what people like me write, but now, I'm not sure. Jiangxi Yan's next words confirmed my thoughts.

"We used to make an appointment to meet, and we made an appointment to find you together and ask you for an autograph. But now she's gone, and I see you, and she doesn't know where she went." Jiangxi Yan still looked at me, and I asked in a trembling voice, "Are you Jiangxi Yan?" ”

He nodded, then continued, "After learning your true identity from my aunt, I found myself watching you all the time, and I have been looking at your words for so many years, and I desperately want to know what kind of person you really are. I clearly know that I like your words, but after meeting you, more and more things have made me realize that I may like more than just those words. ”

I'm still in his last sentence, he said that he already knew who I was, then, then I sent him so many messages, didn't he see them all, and what's worse, I seem to have complained about him, complained about him himself, oh my God! Oh earth! Is there such a sad thing I am, I don't think ten more holes are enough for me to drill.

I was thinking about it, but I felt that I had missed the most important words, and I hadn't had time yet

And let me continue to think, I heard him continue, "But I originally planned to like her alone for the rest of my life, no matter how long she can accompany me, I think she is the only one in my life, and in fact, in the four years since I lost her news, I have done the same." ”、

Hearing his words, I don't think I need to think about what he said before, I think we are really the same people, if we identify a person, we will not change again, I, he also thinks this way. I'm glad I stayed and asked, and now, like, it's really become a matter of mine for me. My eyes were no longer fixed on him, and I lowered my head, not daring to look at him again. The lowered head was just hiding the tears that I was about to fall from.

Jiang Yan continued, "But now, I'm not sure, I feel that I can't keep my promise, because I like another person." ”

He said the most important thing, but I didn't have the heart to listen, and my head was full of 'go alone, from the moment you are born, and go like this until the end of your life'. It's just that I don't want to cry, so why can't I fight for it. "I'm sorry for the trouble, don't worry, there will be no such person as Wang Jiaqi in the future" I lowered my head, not knowing what state I was in to say these last words, and then got up and walked towards the door.

However, before I could take two steps, I was grabbed, and then I felt my back against the chest of the man behind me, and he lowered his head and whispered in my ear, "I said, I like another person." The sound was in my ears, but I felt far away, very unreal, or maybe I couldn't believe it.

He turned me around, faced him, and said word by word, "I plan to like only one person, but that was before I met you, and now, the person I like is you, it's you Wang Jiaqi." ”

He likes me! Like me!! Like me!!

I pinched my arm, hissed, hurt, "Isn't this a dream?" ”

"Of course not, do you have such a real dream?" Hearing Jiangxi Yan's answer, I realized that I had actually said what was in my heart. What an embarrassment! But even with his answer, I still think it's untrue, obviously I think it's the last goodbye, but now we probably never have to say goodbye, obviously with the worst intentions, and now it's the best moment for me. How can I believe such a thing!

From childhood to adulthood, what I wanted, what I liked, none of them would belong to me, even if I had them, they would be lost quickly, and even every time I lost them, I would be more miserable. This time, will it really be like what I imagined, the two of us will go through this life together from today?

I was suddenly a little scared! I can't afford to be afraid of the end result.

Jiangxi Yan seemed to notice my difference, and he asked, "Are you unhappy, or did you really not count what you said before?" ”

Although he was asking me, I looked at him and always felt

I have only one answer, if I accidentally say something wrong, the consequences are really not something I can bear. I immediately said, "Count, of course, always."

Then, he smiled. He embraced me into his arms again, I was surrounded by his breath, and I should feel very relieved at the moment, but I couldn't stop feeling cold in my heart, and I always felt that there was something I had overlooked, and what I and he had ignored was extremely important.

"Will you always like me after that?" As if to ease the uneasiness in my heart, I asked a very silly question.

But he didn't think the question was stupid, but replied very seriously, "Of course." As if afraid that I wouldn't believe it, he continued, "I will always like you, and I will always be with you until I am old." Actually, you don't have to worry so much, I'm going to like you, maybe it's meant to be, because when I first saw what you wrote, I was thinking about what kind of person would be able to write such a text. And then by now, I'm well thought out, so don't worry. ”

Chew one's cod? Was it between me and the person he used to like? "What about her?" Well, I finally got to the root of the problem, the source of my uneasiness.

Jiangxi Yan was silent for a while, then sighed, and said helplessly, "I had long guessed that you would ask this question, she, I can only say that there is no fate, if you miss it, you miss it, it is she who disappeared first, no matter what the reason, the result is the same."

I understood, and my uneasy heart finally let go. Well, it doesn't matter who he used to want to grow old with, but now, that person is me, the person who accompanies him is me, he likes me, and it is still me who wants to grow old with him, and that's enough.

I hugged this person tightly, like I hugged the whole world, no, now he is my whole world, I am at one time. After losing my important person twice, the third most important person I gained may also be the last, because I know very well that in losing him, my world will collapse completely!

The two of them didn't know how long they had been hugging, until I felt that my arm was going to be out of force, but I still didn't like to let go, and in the end, I finally let go, because it was too hard, and my strength was limited, and finally I had to fall off.

"Go up, go to bed early tonight, I'll come and pick you up tomorrow," Jiangxi Yan said after parking the car. I looked at him and I just felt like I couldn't get enough of it. On the way back, I just wanted to slow down and slow down, but now that I'm downstairs in the dormitory, I still feel like time flies.

After getting out of the car and watching him drive away, I remembered what the last words he said were 'he's coming to pick me up tomorrow, go to bed early tonight', hehe, how could I go to bed early. How could I have fallen asleep!

Walking to the dormitory in a daze, these two had already climbed into their beds and lay down, as soon as they heard me open the door and walk in, they opened their curtains, stretched out their heads, and then asked, "Xiaoqi, you have been all day today."

Where have you gone? "It's honesty.

"Yes, Xiaoqi, where have you been?" This is Lu Wei.

yes, where have I been today? By the way, I went to Yan's house in Jiangxi, cleaned up, and cooked a meal, and I also heard him say that he liked me, even though it had been a few hours, I still felt unreal. I walked under Lianxin's bed and said, "Lianxin, you pinch me"

Lian Xin was a little puzzled, but he still stretched out his hand, but "it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all, am I really dreaming" I said to myself, let's say, maybe I don't believe it, I walked under Lu Wei's bed again and said, "Lu Wei, you pinch me."

"Ahh It's really a scream, it turns out that I'm not dreaming, as for why it didn't hurt to pinch Lian Xin just now, but Lu Wei pinched it quite painfully, I can only say that this is a matter of kindness, this is a matter of character, and this is a matter of human nature. "You're pushing too hard," I grumbled.

"This is your own request, and you blame me," Lu Wei said as a matter of course.

(End of chapter)