Chapter 400: Back together
There is also a mouthful of an imperial uncle, a mouthful of a sail, and the one called is called a kind, which makes me a little suspicious of life, and people who don't know think that they really have a very good relationship!
"How? I can't tell the situation at that time, it was my fault on the surface, and it would be good if he didn't deal with me, what else do I want? ”
"Then why didn't he dispose of you? Wasn't it good that he solved you at that time? "That way, you don't have to worry about it.
He looked at me helplessly, as if I had said something very stupid, and he sighed before replying, "At that time, he had just ascended the throne, his foundation was unstable, and he needed me very much!" ”
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After listening to this, I was silent, and I was shocked, I thought about many possibilities, but I just didn't think of this one. I didn't expect that the Emperor of Heaven could have such a plan and mind at such a young age.
One can imagine what a terrifying existence this is, this child doesn't have to be a fairy when he grows up, wouldn't it be better to evolve directly into a monster?
After listening to it, I had a very complicated mood, of course I was very happy that he didn't do it, but this misunderstanding also caused too much unpleasantness between us.
"Gu Bonan, didn't you dare to explain before? Why did you suddenly decide to explain it again? I asked him with some annoyance.
said that he didn't have a chance to explain to me, but in fact, the opportunities were all found by himself, as long as he worked hard, would he not find a chance to explain?
Because of these misunderstandings, Bai Ting died at my hands, and I really don't know how to forgive myself in this life, so in my opinion, Gu Bonan is as guilty as me. And what makes me even more uncomfortable is the status of Bai Ting and the county lord in his heart.
These two have become the women he loves, so what am I in his heart? What's the use of explaining it now?
He's going to marry someone else, and after explaining it to me, he's waiting for me to wrap them in a big red envelope? Inexplicably, the more I think about it, the more sad and annoyed I feel.
"It's not that I don't want to explain to you, think about it, how long has it been since we've spoken so calmly? What you fear in your heart is what I am afraid of. I'm afraid you won't believe me if I explain it, like He Pingqing......"
The heart hurts, in the final analysis, it is all providence, we don't want to do this, but the misunderstanding is more and more, even to the point of no return.
"I've basically said what you're going to say, I know what the truth is, and I don't blame you for that, but I can't continue to love you. I heard you're getting married, congratulations! ”
I can only say a word of congratulations, there is really no way to say anything too blessed, I am not lucky myself, what to bless him? It's not that I'm careful, it's that I'm really not that generous.
I wanted to leave after saying this, but he grabbed me again and took me into his generous arms. "Fake, I didn't want to marry her, all this is just a show, I have no relationship with her!"
"It's already like this, and you don't have feelings yet? She's already told me everything, so I already know everything, and I really don't know what else to say except congratulations! ”
While my congratulations are really too insignificant, it's the only thing I can say right now!
His thick eyebrows were tightly wrinkled together, and there was a faint anger in his eyes. "I've already explained everything I should explain, but you just don't want to believe me, and listening to your tone, it seems like you want to push me to another woman?"
What do you mean I want to push him to another woman? Isn't that what happened?
My heart changed, and the more I thought about it, the more unhappy I became, "I'm not a fool, you said you missed her in front of me, isn't it enough?" So what else do you want? ”
Isn't it okay to have a room with her in front of me?
The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel, I really don't know what it's called!
I was so angry that my face turned red, but he showed a rare light smile, "It turned out that I was jealous!" ”
"Who is jealous of self-inflicted affection? I'm just telling the truth, am I wrong? ”
I won't admit that I'm jealous, he deliberately gave me vinegar and was I fooled?
"Are you sure it's really me who is being amorous? Linglong, you touch your conscience and ask yourself, you really don't love me at all, you don't care about me at all? ”
"Does it matter?"
"Very important! I care so much! Linglong, Xia Linglong, you heard me word by word, I really care about everything that has to do with you. I grew up with the county lord, and we didn't have that kind of affection between us. Your things to heaven are not for the help of the river gods, but for the land to tell me, and I asked them to bring you up. The little maid in the county lord's mansion after that was also specially arranged for you, as for what I said in front of you later......"
Speaking of this, he suddenly pulled down his face, and his handsome face became gloomy, "It's not bad that I don't blame you, you still ask the teacher to ask for guilt." Think about it, what did you say that didn't break my heart? I'm just angry with you! ”
Forehead......
What I said before was really sad, and I admit I was wrong, but I'm definitely not the only one who is wrong.
But after listening to all his explanations, I suddenly felt a lot more cheerful in my heart, and the previous haze had disappeared.
The topic was abruptly cut off at this point, and I didn't know what to say for a while. At this time, fireworks suddenly went off on the other side of the moat, and it looked very beautiful.
It's the New Year, and this kind of thing is not uncommon! I just don't know why, but I think today is more beautiful than ever.
Maybe it's because my heart is suddenly open, as if everything I lost before is slowly getting back.
"Xia Linglong, are you willing to be with me again?" Gu Bonan suddenly clenched my hand and asked.
I wanted to nod, but in the end I didn't, because I thought of Bai Ting.
I lowered my head, "I killed Bai Ting, I don't know how to forgive myself." And don't you hate me too? ”
I still remember the look in his eyes at that time, that look full of hatred and disgust, which made me feel pain all over my body.
"Bai Ting's matter has passed, and I am also sad for her death, and I did hate you at that moment, but not because you killed Bai Ting, but because you were really willing to use a knife on me. At that time, I thought that you had no affection for me at all, and I was very sad and disappointed, until I suddenly figured it out, your knife was off, and you were still reluctant to kill me, right? ”