Chapter 8: I'm Scared Today
I went to work for a few days in a row, and I found that I was really not suitable for that kind of environment, where it felt like everyone was busy, and every time I heard them discuss something, it felt like listening to a book from heaven, and fortunately there was a little person who came in through the back door to accompany me, otherwise I really didn't know what to do, maybe it was my lack of courage, lack of self-confidence, and I would feel panic every time I went to a new environment, especially the one who was constantly watched. And it's all because of the person next to me, I really can't figure it out, what's going on with this person, why do you have to sit with us every time you eat, today is the fourth day, it's okay once or twice, this time even the unresponsive little has also found out, no longer looking at Jiangxi Yan, but squeezing his eyebrows at me, obviously noticing, I don't know how to answer her, I can only pretend not to see.
Suddenly, the person on the other side stood up, and kept saying "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, president, I didn't mean to, you, you, can you stop staring at me, I really didn't mean to" As he spoke, his voice became smaller and smaller, and he felt like he was about to cry. "If you don't want to eat, don't eat, the meals provided by the company are not for waste", said and didn't look at her anymore, turned his head to look at me, then picked up his own utensils and left. At this glance, I was really confused, I was fine just now, when I turned my head, I saw Xiaoxiao, as if relieved, patted my chest and sat down, "Oops, I was really scared to death, you said why did you ignore me just now, I worked so hard to give you a look." "Are you looking at it, I just thought you had a cramp in your eyes" I don't admit that I really understood her purpose just now, because the gossip in her eyes is really unstoppable, and I don't know how to answer her. "How do you want to cramp your eyes, and there are no tendons, oops, this is not the point, the point is that I wanted to kick you just now, gossip about you, no, no, I asked you, how do you know that I was kicked at once, you don't know that the look he looked at me just now, it really scared me to death, if I wasn't scared to death, I would be frozen to death, I felt like I was going to eat people, ah, woo, I will never be close to the president in the future, and I will stay away from him in the future."
After listening to her words, I understood everything just now, I can only say that people can stuff their teeth with a little back, and they can stuff their teeth when they drink cold water, and it is estimated that just now, he was going to eat me at that glance, after all, it was because of me that he was kicked for no reason. Obviously, the past few days have been peaceful, why did this happen on Friday, alas, I feel miserable, "I don't think I can save you, I can't protect myself, and didn't you say that the president is your life, why did you change it so easily." "Destiny is not as important as life, and besides, this is not in conflict with staying away from him, looking at him from afar, I feel very happy" said, this person's face showed a smile again, and then he thought of something, and his face instantly collapsed again, "No, you want to save me, you must save me, please" said while lying to me, I really can't stand it, anyway, it's all going to die, and it doesn't matter if I die miserably" But I don't know how to help you" I don't know him well.
"I'll tell you, you can just invite him to a meal, and I'll give you the money" Seeing that I was still hesitating, "Then I'll help you set the restaurant and head office, otherwise I'll invite you to eat for a week, okay." In fact, I was just thinking about the feasibility of a plan, but I didn't expect to get so many benefits in a daze, and I could save a lot of money in a week, so I nodded.
"But, Xiaoqi, how did you know the president, I feel that you are very familiar" There was really a twinkle in his eyes, as if he was saying: Tell me, tell me quickly. "We just know each other, I don't know him well, and, hurry up, I'm going to be late in a while", he stood up as he spoke, "Don't gossip so much in the future, and be a little more attentive, don't be stupid overall." In fact, after saying that, I felt that my words were a bit redundant, a big lady, she didn't need so many eyes, and she would live well if she was simpler. "Oh, I see, why didn't I find you so verbose before, go quickly." Well, I also felt that I was too verbose, as if someone had said that about me before, and smiled and didn't speak. At the elevator entrance, she told me again, "Hey, Xiaoqi, you must remember to make an appointment with the president, and hurry up, I don't want to have a bad life this whole weekend." "Got it, you go quickly, I'll go to him in a while to send him a WeChat message and make an appointment with the time and place, I'm telling you", and then turned around and left
How do you know that as soon as I sat in the position, I heard the mobile phone ringing, a small WeChat: Xiaoqi, you actually have the president's WeChat, and said that you are not familiar with him, you don't know that our company and the president's WeChat people, add up to one hand to count, our company has thousands of people. Looking at this message, I realized how abrupt I was when I asked him to WeChat, that strange is a text message every time, not WeChat, it is estimated that only the closest people can add it, it is really the more I think about it, the more I feel that I am too embarrassed, it is better to be rejected directly at that time.
I was thinking about how to explain it to her, when suddenly the beautiful secretary I saw on the first day walked up to me, "Miss Wang, the president told you to go in, you know where the door of the president's office is" Okay, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't seem to realize that I hadn't seen the president's office in the past few days, and there weren't many things here, but I just didn't see it, so I could only shake my head, "I don't know, okay, then please come with me", and she was surprised that I didn't know about it.
We walked past the elevator door, went around to the back, and I saw the door, well, I don't know, because I haven't seen this floor at all, every day I just walk from my position to the elevator entrance, plus I went to the secretariat that day to say hello. Seeing that she knocked on the door for me again, until there was a voice inside, I opened the door for me, but I saw that this office had an unobstructed view, I only thought of two words, simple and generous, tasteful, neither overly luxurious, nor giving people a simple feeling, the style of the design really fully meets my requirements, but I can never afford it.
walked straight in, "President, you look for me." "Didn't you say that you want to call me by my name" Who dares to call you that in the company, but he doesn't dare to say this in his heart, but he doesn't dare to say this "That's because this is in the company, and you are indeed my boss now, how disrespectful it is to call you like that" It seemed that my reason persuaded him, he didn't speak, but suddenly laughed, "Why, now you are so timid, wasn't you quite bold when you were in the restaurant just now." Restaurant, what's wrong with the restaurant I didn't understand what he was talking about, and when he saw that I didn't speak, he seemed to think I was playing dumb "Why don't you remember so quickly, who rubbed my leg under the table in the restaurant just now, um" stood up and walked to me as he spoke. The strong aura made me breathless, and I had never noticed that he was so tall, more than a head taller than me, probably because we were all sitting and talking before, but this time we were standing, especially when we were so close. The fear of being crushed by my height made my first reaction to explain "no, it's not me, it's really not me". But he seemed to think that it was me, "This is what just happened, and I dare not admit it so quickly, and I think you are so bold."
"It's really not me" I finally felt the feeling that Xiaoxiao was scared to cry today, this person is really a little scary. I wanted to continue, but I found that I was stared at by this person, and I couldn't speak, all the words were blocked in my throat, as if I was dumb, and my open mouth was closed helplessly, and I took a deep breath and decided not to struggle, anyway, I want to help Xiaoqing, and now I am misunderstood by him as helping, but I really seem to be unable to protect myself. When he saw that I finally stopped talking, he said again, "What, what do you want to do in the restaurant, I'll give you another chance now, and keep doing it." I was stunned, what does this mean, what does it mean to give me another chance, I don't want to do anything at all" No, no, no, no, I don't have anything I want to do, really" I couldn't even speak smoothly.
But I saw him take a step closer to me, this time I was really close, almost subconsciously I wanted to step back, but he pressed his hands on his shoulders, and couldn't move at all, and then leaned down, at that moment, I felt like I froze, my head was blank, I didn't know what to do, and then his low and magnetic voice sounded in my ears, "If I see you rubbing others or kicking others with your legs in the future, you really have to be careful", and then he straightened up and patted me on the shoulder, "Go back, write well." and I'll wait and see". In the end, I didn't know how I got back to my place, and the afternoon was spent in a state of confusion. It wasn't until Xiaoxiao came to me after work to ask me about the crime, "Xiaoqi, why don't you hear from me all afternoon, but I'm really anxious, did you tell the president?" "Ah, what do you say" I haven't come back to my senses yet. "Didn't you say it, just ask for dinner to make amends" It turned out to be this, "Oh, I said, the president said no, he didn't pay attention." "He really didn't take your matter to heart, he blamed all the fault on me." Wow wow, it's really great, the male god is generous". I really can't help but hehe, forget it, there's no need to annoy her, "Let's go, let's get off work together."
To be honest, this afternoon really scared me, I thought that Jiangxi Yan might blame me, but what I didn't expect was that he opened his eyes and said nonsense, Zhang Guan Li Dai, and blamed myself for being blinded at the time, and did not find the loopholes in his words, so he accused me of a crime, obviously, at noon, he already knew who kicked him, but in the afternoon he was pretending to be confused, and the person who pretended to be confused actually said that I was pretending to be confused. Forget it, I blame myself, I was scared, sure enough, my heart is still not firm enough, if I can be stronger, I can be confident, brave, will I still be scared by that person, I think the answer should be no. On July 13, 2018, the weather was fine and the mood was very flustered.