never

Crazy life

The dark clouds gathered rapidly to form a crushing city, the midsummer thunder rolled in, the bright sun was shrouded in gloomy gray for ten miles, the hot wind shuttled between the trees, and the cicadas on the book were silenced by the thunder, folded their wings and hung in the dense leaves, trembling with the leaves. The sweltering heat spread in all directions, making people anxious and uneasy.

The loud sound of "boom" startled the stylist's hand, and the silver crown almost fell to the ground.

"I fell asleep just now, and I was so scared by this thunder that I dozed off."

"Didn't you sleep well last night?" The assistant brushed the shredded hair on Ao's forehead.

"Well, I don't know why, I haven't slept very well during this time."

"The intensity of the work is so high, you don't eat well, and the body protests."

"There is nothing wrong with the rest, it's just a lot of dreams, and I always dream that Hu Tang is getting along with the actresses in the same group in the crew."

The assistant couldn't help laughing, "I haven't seen you for a while, and you're feeling uneasy?" ”

"You are not allowed to laugh, this matter is very serious, what if it becomes the real me."

"Don't be cranky, how many of those little girls outside are better than you now?"

"Don't pour me ecstasy soup, I don't know how many pounds and taels I have? I can't count the good-looking girls in the circle. ”

"Sister Ao, this is not like you."

"Don't be presumptuous, this isn't very good-looking" The stylist fixed Ao's hair ornament, looked at the gentle and lovely Ao Ao in the mirror, and his face was full of pride and satisfaction with his work.

"This thing weighs so much," Ao shook his head, stood up, and walked to the mirror

Kita walked over from the dressing room next door wearing golden armor, and there was another thunderclap on the ground, and he jumped to his feet in fright.

"This white costume is pretty good-looking, more interesting than a wedding dress." North stood on the side of the door and saw Ao Ao looking in the mirror, touching his neck and chuckling.

"Then what dress do you want to wear if you marry Hu Tang?"

The assistant tightened her waist, and Ao Ao recalled the dream and was silent for a long time, can they really go to the wedding day?

"You wouldn't have thought about it before, would you?"

"I've definitely thought about it, girls in love can't help but think about the future. Earlier, I fantasized about what my wedding would look like, what kind of wedding dress I would wear, how I would enter with him, how I would exchange rings......"

Bei outside the door suddenly remembered the previous dream, thinking of her in a wedding veil, and she fantasized about being with another him...... Gloomy and sad, Bei pushed his heavy armor and quietly left.

"But that was a long time ago, and the more I get older, the more realistic it becomes, and I don't have such meaningless fantasies. What's more, it's not certain whether you can go with him to the end. ”

She raised her sleeves and thought about it, although she was very happy and beautiful with Hu Tang, she was always faintly uneasy, and there was an ethereal feeling that she couldn't touch the future, what was the difference between them......

Walking towards the studio in the north, her mood was a little more gloomy than the gloomy sky outside, and every step she took would think of her white costume and what she said...... Did they all think of getting married?

Ao Ao walked into the studio in his costume, saw Bei who was reciting lines, ran up and patted him on the shoulder, but Bei just turned his head expressionlessly and continued to recite his lines. Ao wondered what was going on with him.

"Teacher Deng, do you think my costume looks good?" Kita lowered his head and remained silent

"This headdress looks good, but it's so heavy, look at ......" Kita glanced up and looked at the script without saying anything

"Deng Bei, why don't you ignore me?" Ao Ao grabbed the edge of the armor and shook it. Kita slowly raised his head, his eyes deep and straight into Ao's eyes. "Boom" Another thunderstorm sounded, Ao Ao didn't know whether he was frightened by the thunder, or he was furious by Bei's eyes, and laughed a few times awkwardly

"This thunder is really scary." She let go of North's clothes and slapped it a few times, her brain was spinning quickly thinking about how to make North happy, but who knew that North opened her mouth leisurely

"Have you ever loved me," Okuchi replied with a hippie smile on his face, "never!"

But the yin and yang weird English didn't exchange for Bei's laughter, he just looked at Ao's eyes, as if he wanted to see her through, and under his eyes, Ao Ao actually had a kind of panic and embarrassment that didn't wear an inch.

"Have you ever loved me?" Bei slowly spit out these words, his tone was hopeful and desperate, seeing that Ao Ao was confused, he stubbornly asked again, "Have you ever loved me?" The word slammed heavily on Ao Ao's heart, and Ao Ao was shocked. He He, who was standing on the side, stared wide-eyed and held his breath.

What's going on with this nerd? Too deep into the play, stupid? Ao Ao looked at his face, and the panic feeling of being torn through the disguise suddenly rose in her heart, and she took a deep breath and used the momentum of going to the battlefield to meet Kamikita's eyes.

"Never!"

In an instant, the rain outside the shed was loud, crackling and refreshing.

At the moment when those two words landed, Bei's heart twitched violently, and his body suffocated, as if his soul was instantly drained by someone.

After being stunned for a few seconds, Bei's body softened, and he was defeated, bowing his head and moving away. Looking at the figure of Bei leaving, Ao Ao had mixed feelings in his heart, and a dull pain and bitterness returned to his heart.

For some reason, at that moment, Ao Ao seemed to briefly touch the bottom of Kita's heart, but he was quickly pushed back to his place and separated from the heart wall...... They looked at each other at both ends of the wall, but they couldn't reach each other.

The rain became more and more joyful, the noisy sound of rain drowned people, Kita and Ao played the big wedding scene in the depression, Ao Ao always echoed his soul torture "Have you ever loved me", "Have you ever loved me", "Have you ever loved me"

And her mind numbly responded "never", "never", "never" and "never" over and over again, as if reminding and warning over and over again, thinking that she could really do "never" by hypnotizing herself. ”

Finally, Ao felt that his heart could no longer bear this pain, and howled. At that moment, she couldn't tell whether she was answering him in the play or with actions.

"Phoenix!"

How can it be that you have ever loved? You've taken over my whole history, and you're going to ask me this cruel question over and over again. I thought I had forgotten you, I thought I did, why bring it up, why ask me this question?

Thunder roared and rain poured down. Kita sat outside the scene listening to her heart-rending cry...... And he couldn't cry anymore, and he couldn't stop crying.