Chapter 176 Alone
6 p.m., City G Bus Station.
The sky is slightly dark, and the lights are on.
The drizzle was still dripping, and the sky was foggy.
Lin Xi walked out of the station alone with his bags on his back.
Looking at the busy streets of G City in front of her, she suddenly felt a little overwhelmed.
She didn't dare to tell her parents that she came to G City alone, if they knew, I was afraid that her soul would be scared away.
Because she has never tried to go out alone since she was a child.
It is really unpredictable what will happen to a person who will get lost walking in a familiar city and suddenly come to a strange big city.
Lin Xi came with an impulse, and when she arrived in G City, she found that she didn't know where to find Yu Chenguang at all.
She didn't know where he was at this time, and where his home was. Which cemetery is his mother buried in at the moment?
She only knows that he is from G City, his family is a political family, and he also has an identity as the prince of the famous Civic Group.
That's all.
At this moment, Lin Xiwei suddenly realized that her understanding of Chenguang was really pitiful.
In the past few years, she has been accustomed to unilaterally accepting his kindness to her, but she has never taken the initiative to understand him, and has never mustered up the courage to contact his world.
She was afraid that once she stepped into his world, all the things she had avoided and feared would run out one by one, destroying the confidence and courage she had so hard to build.
She was afraid that his relatives would look down on her, and would laugh at her for not knowing the height of the sky, and trying in vain to fly on the branches and turn into a phoenix.
Even more scared because she has never been able to integrate into his world, Yu Chenguang will gradually begin to get bored with her, until all her love is exhausted, until all her disguised safety fortresses collapse.
Cinderella's fairy tale is, after all, just a story, and it only ends with Cinderella and the prince living happily ever after.
After that, he never described a single word in his long life.
Will they really live happily ever after?
When the sweet and passionate love gradually falls silent, what remains is the contradictions and conflicts that can no longer be escaped.
Cinderella, who has only lived at the bottom all her life and has never been exposed to court life, can she really be a qualified prince and concubine who satisfies the prince and the people?
After disappointing everyone over and over again, will the prince really still love Cinderella as much as ever?
And when the crystal slipper, the only thing that can bring Cinderella's courage, shatters, does it mean that the love between her and the prince will eventually come to an inevitable sad end?
Lin Xiwei didn't know, she never dared to delve into it, and she didn't have the courage to face the unknown ending.
She didn't even have the confidence to step on the thorny road where she could see the end of grief at a glance, and she was afraid that when she fell all over her body, she still couldn't escape the end of separating from Yu Chenguang and Lao Yan.
Yu Xiaosheng's small banquet that night made her soberly realize the insurmountable gap between herself and Yu Chenguang.
It was not only the difference in money and status, but also the difference in culture and living habits that I bathed in since childhood.
Their nobility and arrogance that come out of their bones are something they are born with, and they can't be achieved overnight.
Lin Xiwei is very self-aware, some things, no matter how hard she tries to imitate them, they will follow suit after all, and it is difficult to draw the skin and bones of a tiger, but it is just a joke in vain.
It was because she saw too clearly that she bred too much cowardice and timidity, and kept preventing her from taking the initiative to approach him.
She was like a despicable coward, carefully hiding in the safety fortress she had built, selfishly and cowardly bearing Yu Chenguang's kindness to her, but never approaching him even a step.
If she had mustered up the courage to approach him and take the initiative to learn everything about him, wouldn't she have to stand here like a fool now? Could it be that when he needs her the most, he will be the first to be there for him and give him support and warmth?
Lin Xi pulled the corners of her mouth slightly self-deprecatingly, at this moment she really hated her calmness and self-control, if only she could be as brave and fearless as Yuan Yuanyuan.
Maybe there are some things, the more you care, the more you are afraid of losing, so like a fragile baby, carefully hold it, for fear that if you are not careful, you will fall to pieces and never be able to put it together.
When Lin Xiwei was standing in a daze on the street, a green taxi without a license plate stopped in front of Lin Xiwei.
The driver rolled down the window, leaned over and shouted at Lin Xiwei: "Pretty sister, pretty girl, where are you going?" By car? ”
The shouting interrupted Lin Xiwei's thoughts, causing her to come back to her senses suddenly, and she looked blankly at the other party along the voice.
I saw a driver's uncle with a full beard, greasy hair, and obscene eyes, staring at him without blinking, with an unknown green light shining in his eyes.
Lin Xi panicked slightly, she subconsciously grabbed the shoulder strap and shook her head nervously at the strange driver.
She hung her head without saying a word, and without looking back, she ran towards McDonald's not far away.
The driver glanced at Lin Xi's slight shadow greedily, shook his head regretfully, rolled up the window and went to pick up the next customer.
Lin Xi didn't know at all that in the few minutes she had been in a daze just now, she had attracted so many malicious glances.
She is such a sweet-looking and alone little girl, in such a rainy night, undoubtedly like a sweet and delicious cake, attracting all kinds of flies and mice to fly and pounce on the smell.
If Lin Xi hadn't been slightly vigilant and ran to McDonald's in advance, I'm afraid there would have been more strangers coming to talk.
Even though she had run away, there were still people waiting nearby, waiting for the beauty to appear again.
If Lin Xiwei hadn't waited for his companions, I'm afraid that as soon as he walked out of the door of McDonald's, he would have attracted a lot of salivating people to surround him and talk.
Lin Xi slightly covered his fluttering heart, pushed open the door of McDonald's with a white face, and rushed in in a panic.
The driver's greedy eyes just now really scared her, and she subconsciously ran away.
Thankfully, there's a 24-hour McDonald's here, which gives you a temporary refuge.
Lin Xiwei knew that he couldn't be in a daze anymore, the sky was getting darker and darker, and he had to find a way to find Yu Chenguang as soon as possible.
If she couldn't find Yu Chenguang after nine o'clock in the evening, she would have to find a hotel to stay in for the time being.
No matter how stupid she is, she knows that it is too unsafe for a single girl to wander around the streets at night.
Lin Xi sat down in a vacant seat, took out his mobile phone, and dialed Yu Chenguang's phone again nervously.
"Toot ......"