Hold back the anxiety in your heart, suppress the anxiety in your heart, follow the steps, and gradually return to your original rhythm, only if the rhythm is mastered, things can be the best, and the same is true for cooking!

After about ten minutes, I turned off the fire, put down the shovel, and turned to look at him. I didn't expect him to be one step ahead of me and already put things out! Okay, I think it's the fastest I've ever done, but I'm still not as fast as him. I also put it out, I feel good, I haven't eaten it yet, I know it's delicious, okay, I smell it! It wasn't out of shape, or even out of the ordinary, and overall I'm satisfied.

"How are you?" Jiangxi Yan asked.

I thought to myself, aren't you talking nonsense? I've got it all out, can it still be good! But I didn't say anything, just nodded, and then looked at him with a provocative face, daring to be so provocative, of course, not because I had confidence in myself, but because I had confidence in my own dish. I feel fragrant just by smelling it, let alone eating it, I will definitely win, let him be convinced! But I ignored one thing, and it wasn't until the end of the game, when the winner was decided, and I could tell who was convinced, that I realized that I had ignored this matter!

"Let's go, let's go out and have a taste" Jiangxi Yan was extremely confident and took the lead in walking out of the kitchen! And I stood behind him, one step behind him, but I was not cowardly at all, and even a little abandoned, my expression was full of disdain for him to be so confident! Wait, let your heart be convinced!

walked out with great fanfare, solemnly put the dishes in his hands on the table, and then said "please" in a very elegant manner. He looked at me, and said nothing, but he made it clear: as for me, pretending!

I suddenly felt a little embarrassed when he saw it, and the sense of form was too heavy! I sat down in a hurry, and then I didn't look at him, otherwise I would have been able to get out of a hole in the ground.

"Try it" Jiangxi Yan said, his tone was very relaxed, and he didn't know if it was because he didn't care about winning or losing at all, or because he felt that he had won, so he was calm and confident.

It doesn't matter if he doesn't care or is confident, in short, he can only decide the winner after tasting it, how can he be affected by his little caution! Picked up the chopsticks, first grabbed his own dishes, put them in his mouth and chewed them, well~ delicious! Then I took a sip of water to dilute the taste in my mouth, and then picked up his dish again, and then, I was silent, the more I chewed, the more silent I became, taking into account his feelings, I didn't want to lie, so I chose to be silent.

"How?" Jiangxi Yan looked at me and asked nonchalantly.

"You'll find out if you try it yourself, why are you still asking me?" I glared at him and said angrily. Really, I consciously stopped talking for the sake of your feelings, you still ask, you still ask!

"Aren't you faster? You're done! Jiangxi Yan looked at her muttering face and wanted to laugh, but she still held back, she couldn't laugh, she must not laugh.

"Of course it's delicious" I'm so angry, I really want to take care of his feelings, he doesn't want it, you forced me, "I."

It's much better than yours, your vegetable is not sour, I hate eating sour the most! ”

"Is that so? That's a shame! Looks like I lost! But I like to eat sour very much, especially when someone produces "Jiangxi Yan knows what's going on when he sees her like this, the dead duck has a hard mouth, what's wrong with admitting defeat, he has practiced many times." But she didn't admit it, and he didn't demolish her to save her face.

"Haha, don't be disappointed, what you make is delicious, haha, haha" No amount of laughter can stop me from being embarrassed all over the screen, but if I say it myself, I can't take it back! Go ahead and keep going!

"You sit down, I'll fry a few more dishes" Jiangxi Yan looked at the person speechlessly, and then walked into the kitchen again.

I watched him walk in, and then I touched the cold sweat on my forehead that didn't exist at all, and then looked at the man, and after making sure that he was very busy inside and couldn't see me, I picked up the chopsticks and began to eat again, eating a bite of his, and then a bite of my own, and then slowly reminiscing and comparing, and the result was the same. Unconvinced, I ate again, but after one or two times, three times or five times, the result was still the same. However, I really don't like to eat sour, but when I ask why, the sour and hot potato shreds he fried are very good to my taste buds and make me feel delicious! I was puzzled, but I didn't answer, but I couldn't stop the chopsticks that I stretched out to the dish.

Then, Jiangxi Yan came out, but I didn't notice it, I just ate it, so that as soon as I looked up, I saw his expression that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, and he wanted to laugh but tried to endure the action. Suddenly, his face was flushed, this is too embarrassing, the person who just said that his cooking was better than him, but now he has been eating the other party's cooking.

"Haha, haha, I, I just want to leave the delicious food for you to eat, haha, haha" This reason can't be worse, but I can't find a better one!

endured it, Jiangxi Yan finally couldn't control it, and began to laugh, "Hahaha, hahaha, then I still have to thank you, thank you for leaving me the delicious food!" ”

When he smiled, I knew that he already knew, could it not be so obvious, so as to save some face for others! Am I shameless? When a word came out of his mouth, my face became even more ugly, and finally I stiffened my mouth and said, "No thanks! "I gritted my teeth, so to speak, but someone I put in my mouth and chewed on was still laughing there, without the slightest self-awareness!

That day was really a bit annoying, but it was also done by myself, no wonder others! Since that day, I have basically not entered the kitchen, and even if I do, I can no longer occupy the main position, and can only be reduced to the life of a layman!

Now, as I watched the man stand in the kitchen, as if it was still normal between the two of them, as if the one thing that had pained me for so long had never happened. I wish it hadn't happened, but could it? Can I fool myself? Can I forget those painful days for half a year?

I know very well that I can't forget, even if

I don't care so much about it now, but I can't forget it, and I don't want to forget it, not only can't I forget, but I also have to keep it firmly in my heart until I really see the answer and see the reason for my life.

I wanted to retract my gaze looking at the kitchen, I didn't want Jiangxi Yan to find out, but my eyes, as if they were out of control, couldn't be taken back, and in the end, I could only close my eyes tightly, I couldn't see it, and I didn't have to take it back. It's a pity that I can deceive others, but I can't deceive myself, I can't see it in my eyes, but the figure of the person in my heart is getting clearer and clearer!

"Okay, it's okay to eat, aren't you hungry?" Jiangxi Yan brought back the hot dishes, and there were two more dishes at the end! Then he turned around and went in again.

"Don't bother Mr. Jiang" I thought he was going to continue cooking, and said by the way, these four are enough to eat, and I won't be able to eat until tomorrow!

However, my words did not stop this man's footsteps, he still went his own way, went in, and in a few seconds, he came out again, I thought to myself: his movements are really fast, how long has he been, and he has sat on so many things. In the next second, I was ashamed that I underestimated the thickness of this person's skin, and also, if he was really what I imagined, he would not be Jiangxi Yan!

I saw him go in empty-handed, and I thought he would come out with another plate, but unfortunately, I guessed wrong, very wrong. This person came back with a bowl of rice and chopsticks, and under my gaze, this person walked straight to the table, sat down, and then ate directly with a bowl without squinting, and finally put some food into my bowl, which really made me delusional.

This person is really amazing, is it true that I don't exist? Did I let him eat it? Well, it's like you helped me heat up the food without my consent before, and now you just sit down and eat it without my consent. How can this person act as if nothing had happened!

"It's okay if I eat a little, this, this, but I made it, and this, I reheated it." Jiangxi Yan pointed at the table with chopsticks. Maybe it's because my gaze is too resentful and full of anger, this man spoke before I was ready to speak, but what he said didn't make me feel very good!

However, his words also made me say, "I didn't let you eat it!" "I swallowed it alive. The dishes on this table are indeed all done by this man, and I really don't know what to say to refuse him!

But after thinking about it, I realized that I was wrong, if it wasn't for him, I would have eaten it a long time ago, okay? Do you need to put so much effort into heating up the dish again?

But when I raised my head and looked at him, ready to spit out this statement, I hesitated again, whether he was really hungry, eating so quickly and so urgently. After spurring my mouth, I closed my mouth tightly, forget it, after the opportunity to eat together like this, there probably won't be any more, just think it's the last time.

came back to his senses and began to eat his own. But this first bite of food made me can't help but start to resent, between people

Why is the gap so big, the same thing made with two hands, how can he make it so much better than what I made! I looked at my hands, and then at his hands, well, my hands are a little small, and a little short, not good at all, but his, but slender and enviable, a big man, why are your hands so good-looking! In this society that looks at appearance, does it mean that making things also depends on the value of hands? Isn't it that the better it looks, the better it tastes, which is also discrimination in disguise!

A meal, finally finished, twists and turns! However, it's worth it, I haven't eaten such a delicious dish for a long time, and I haven't eaten so much for a long time, and I haven't eaten with this person for a long time!

I lowered my eyelids, retracted my thoughts, pursed my lips, and stopped talking, wanting him to stay a little longer, but I was afraid that he would stay a little longer.

"What are you doing, just say whatever you want to say" In the end, Jiangxi Yan couldn't stand my stupid appearance and asked.

"When are you leaving?" I asked.

(End of chapter)