Buzhan returned to the dormitory, empty.

It seems that everyone has arrangements for the holiday. I should be looking for something to do, and I was bored and didn't know what to do, so I called my dad and asked about his physical condition.

Bai Chuyuan has always concealed his illness from his daughter, reporting good news but not bad news. This makes Bu Ran very unsteady, and it can be heard from his father's weak tone that his mental state is very poor, and his body can be imagined.

I still want to persuade my father and mother to remarry, so that we can take care of each other, especially at this time, my father needs my mother's care even more.

Before, as soon as this topic was mentioned, Dad would divert it. Today, suddenly, there was silence on the phone.

"Dad, what's wrong with you? Speak! ”

Bujan became nervous, worried about his body.

"Xiao Ran, don't worry about me and your mother. You should think about it for yourself. ”

"Think for yourself?" , Dad, what do you mean by that?

"Do you want to find your mother? I'm talking about your own mother, and Dad guesses you must want to! Dad also wanted to, but for so many years, I have dedicated my time to the hospital and to every patient. The amount of time spent on you is also very small. Now that you're older, you can be independent. Do whatever you want. ”

Bai Chuyuan shed tears again on the other end of the phone, and finally regretted breaking his bowels night and night.

When his daughter was almost eighteen years old, he wanted to find Ling Qingyi and tell her that he raised his daughter to adulthood, and he was worthy of her in this matter.

A year ago, after finding out that he had a liver problem, he secretly looked for someone to find Ling Qingyi's whereabouts, so that his daughter could still have something to rely on in the future, but now that his health is deteriorating, he has nothing to do, so he can only let his daughter do it by herself.

"Dad, I don't have any impression of my mother, let alone any news about her, where can I find her?" , Bu Ran didn't even have a photo with Ling Qingyi, what does she look like? What is the kinship? ……

"Dad asked you to choose Western University because he knew that she seemed to have gone to City X so that you could have a chance to reunite with your mother. Xiao Ran, from now on, go find her, and do everything you can. Your mother loves you very much, and I believe that she is thinking about you somewhere, thinking of you......"

When she heard her father's words, her tears had burst into tears, and she could no longer suppress her desire for her mother's love, and cried bitterly on the phone.

"Dad, I miss my mother, I miss her every day......"

Bai Chuyuan's heart broke when he heard his daughter's cry.

"No, you're crying? Who bullied you? ”

After Buyan hung up the phone with his father, he kept standing by the window in a daze, and at some point, Qu Xiang returned to the dormitory.

"No, no." , did not notice the tears in the corners of his eyes.

"Look, my eyes are red, and I said no." , Xiangxiang wiped her tears with a tissue.

Xiangxiang asked: "Is it because Yanxi is gone, you feel sad?" ”

Buzhi has a lot of thoughts, and she doesn't know how to tell Xiangxiang about her life experience, but every time she recalls that Qu Xiang trusts her so much and tells her about her life and family, she shouldn't hide anything from Qu Xiang.

Moreover, Qu Xiang has a strict mouth, and he will not listen to outsiders.

"I want to find my biological mother, Xiangxiang, you know, I've been thinking about this for a long time......"

"What? No, are you like me, and you are not your mother's biological daughter? Qu Xiang was shocked when he heard this. I didn't expect that there was a person who had the same disease as me at hand.

He told Qu Xiang about his family relationship in detail.

After Qu Xiang heard this, of course, he strongly supported Buzhi to find his relatives. If she wasn't going to France soon, she would have to help Buyan find her own mother.

"No, although your mother said that she would change her name and surname, I think it's easy to change your name, but it's not so easy to change your surname, as long as you have the surname Ling, who is about the same as your mother, this is also a clue."

"Well, you're right."

One more person supports it, and it's not one person who hides his thoughts, and he feels a lot more comfortable without staining his heart.

It turns out that secrets are things that are meant to crush people.

Luo Shan went home on May Day, and when she saw her mother, she was coquettish for a while, blaming her father for secretly planning to arrange her to go abroad.

Mama comforted her and said, "This girl, your father is for your good." ”

"I know, but I don't want to! Mom, can you help me plead with my father? ”

"How do you intercede?"

"What's so hard about this, doesn't Dad listen to you the most?"

"But I have to have a reason to convince him, do you have to say that you are too young as before, and Dad really doesn't worry that you are alone abroad, and he is reluctant to leave your mother...... You're a big girl now, and mom can't do that anymore. ”

"But, I really can't go abroad, Mom, please......"

The mother looked at her daughter's aggrieved expression, and she was distressed.

"Are you in love?" As a person who has come over, her daughter is at a flowery age, and she probably guessed what her daughter's distress was.

"Uh...... Mom, tell me about your first love? I couldn't take the male god so helpless, Luo Shan suddenly wanted to learn from her mother.

"Mother's first love ......", the past is like smoke, and my mother is very reluctant to mention the past experience, and there are many unspeakable hidden.

"Xiaoshan, if you feel that a man is worthy of your life, then you should be brave enough to pursue your love. After chasing, if it doesn't belong to you, you have to give up decisively. No matter who you like in your life, you can't wronged yourself. ”

"But how can you be sure that he is worthy of a lifetime?"

"Understand him, know him objectively, and see if he is a responsible, responsible, and hurtful man through contact with him! Conduct yourself in the world, treat people and things, you can observe every move and make your own judgment. ”

"Men? But we're not mature enough now, he's just like me, he's in the adolescence of growing up, he's just a teenager at best. ”

"No matter how old you are or what your family background is, at your age, the quality of your character has been set. Character is important. ”

"But Mom, it's too abstract. I just have a crush on him now, and I want to be with him all the time, and I haven't thought about anything else. ”

"Hey, at your age, when you encounter love, you always follow your feelings." , when Mama remembered that at her age, she also loved that person and felt that he was flawless, and she couldn't see any shortcomings in his eyes.

"Why don't you give your mother a chance to meet him and check for you?"

When Luo Shan heard that her mother wanted to see each other, she was frightened and quickly prevaricated: "I just have a crush on him, and I haven't been in love, how can I take him to meet his parents." ”

She and Jingchen haven't been in a single place, and he hasn't taken the initiative to hold his hand once for more than two months. Ay......

When the mother heard that her daughter had a crush on someone else, her heart was sour, and her niece Coco had also mentioned it before that the boy Xiaoshan liked did not accept her.

Thinking that her daughter may be humbly in love with a boy who doesn't like her, it is better to break this relationship early.

The only way is to let her study abroad.