Eternal Night

Crazy life

"Brush away the midwinter snow and make it full of yellow. Minghua withered, and the east wind was the first fragrance. ”

The first rays of warm sunlight on an early spring morning break through the clouds, and the pine forests stand quietly in the snow, and the ice on the pine needles is crystal clear, faintly shining in the sunlight. Suddenly, a drop of water slipped off the green pine needle, and the pine needle was freed, and he was finally released by the cold ice prison and was able to touch the warm spring sun. Listen carefully, you will hear the sound of cracking, the crunch of everything stretching its waist, the frozen ones can't wait to burst out, and the unborn ones are gathering strength and waiting for the spring of life to burst out. After a long wait, the sun is finally shining. When the ice and snow melt, when it is warm and cold, the spring flowers in Beijing are quietly blooming, and the strings of bright yellow are swaying on the branches, secretly fragrant, and all things have recovered, showing their heads one by one to greet the fresh spring sun in early spring. It's full of life, it's green, and it's all full of light and power.

But my world is hidden in the eternal night, so I can't wake up, and I spend time in black, white and gray images. I'm still waiting for my morning sun, but where is my morning sun? She slipped away to the tropics, stranded by the mountains and forests of Chiang Mai, lost in the bustling night market of the "Northern Thai Rose", and bewildered by the blue sea of Pattaya's golden beach, wandering in the busy neon streets. She spent all night navigating the sea of people, and was obscured by what she thought was a sunny day. And I, entrenched in the corners of the earth, waiting for her coming, her salvation.

I am a ray of sun, warm or not I don't know, my weak strength can only illuminate the loved one. But this person next to me, he doesn't seem to need my light, I follow him to accompany him, but he seems to have another ocean in his heart, in his deep sea there is a piercing coldness that I dare not touch, I dare not snoop and dare not go deeper, swimming outside the sea of hearts, and has never been taken to heart. His eyes are full of prosperity in the world, and his ears are full of hustle and bustle, and I hope that he can understand that all I need is peace and stability, and I can rely on each other.

Can he understand what she wants? Will my morning sun be cherished by him? I can be a trapped beast in the night, let love grow, jealousy, but I want to see her shine to her heart's content, not to be afraid and hesitant to lose. Chenyang, it's never him who understands you. Do you know?

I know there is a fool who is not as elusive as the one next to me, he is like a clear sky in the middle of summer, clean and clear. He once gave me 101 white roses, took me to see the Kong Ming lanterns blooming in the sky, he tied a scarf with high heels, and he said he would make me a cane. How can I not know the depth of his affection, and I am not stupid, but can you understand the fear in my heart? The more you care, the more afraid you are of having it and losing it. In this complex circle, who can guarantee that we will be able to survive forever? Instead of risking possible loss, keep being friends. He doesn't know that I loved him, and I can pretend that I didn't love him, just as if he was young and ignorant, and his youth was budding.

What kind of woman did I miss when I first met her when I was young, and if I could have expected to love her like this today, it would definitely be different now. I hope that one day she will come to me and illuminate me, and I hope that she will be cherished by the loved ones in front of me and live happily ever after, without harm or regrets, even if I will wait forever, just as Florentino waited for Fermina.

I thought that he next to me might be the right person, as long as I thought of him and warmed him, I could last a long time, but at that time I didn't know what would happen if the person in front of me was not my sweetheart. At the end of the story with Hu Tang, after all, we didn't become each other's sweethearts, just passers-by. And the fool who said that he was waiting in the dark, when will he get rid of the silly thought of his bitter crush?

Later, I saw her at the festival of young people making the future, it was my morning sun, warm and bright, playful and lovely. I remember she used to say that I looked cold on the surface, but in fact I couldn't hold back after the slightest tease. It's just that she doesn't know that my world is indeed very cold, and I have been trapped in the eternal night of love, and only when I see her will I be warm and bright, and I can't stop laughing with happiness when I can see her. Do you understand what I'm singing? You live in my heart, accompany me to breathe, can you give me a hug, so that you can feel the traces of my heartbeat.

You act a little obviously, and you don't need a hug to feel the traces of your heartbeat

It's all you in my eyes, it's you in my heart, it's all you. Can you give a positive response?

Is there anyone who can teach him how to hide his feelings? In front of everyone, there are so many viewers on the scene, so many viewers off the screen, why do you keep peeking at me? When he praises him, he smirks, for fear that others will not know about his "crush"?

Can you tell that I only have her in my eyes? If I can't see it, I'll smile brighter, and count how many teeth I have exposed.

She is my yang, as soon as she appears, my originally dark and boundless world is instantly lit up, she looks at me, and she can bloom a hundred flowers and birds. However, after a short time, I was beaten back into the eternal night, like the North Pole entering the polar night, everything was frozen, and every moment was long and tormenting. Although the April day in the world is full of spring and flowers are in full bloom, I have been abandoned in the harsh winter of love.

"A lifetime of one generation and one pair, fighting for two ecstasy

Lovesick and not blind date, who is the spring for the sky? ”​​​​