Chapter 200 This is to be remembered
The next day, Lin Yutang's family of three set off early and drove to G City.
That day was the beginning and the end for Lin Xiwei.
When passing by Boya Middle School, looking at the bustling flow of people outside the school gate, Lin Xiwei was suddenly full of emotion.
At this time of year, she was also part of this wave of back-to-school.
Carrying a heavy school bag, he stepped on his tired steps to return to this cage where there seemed to be no tomorrow in sight.
At that time, I always longed for the free sky outside, and I wanted to sneak out of this campus where my soul was imprisoned, and go to the outside world to see if it was as written in the book.
When I really left this campus now, I looked back and felt that every grass and tree in it was so kind and lovely, and a feeling called reluctance suddenly grew in my heart.
It's just that now she can only enter the campus as an alumnus.
Suddenly, the scenes that happened on this campus reproduced in her mind like a rewind.
Those test papers that can't be done, the history that can't be memorized, the key points that can't be reviewed, and the wrong questions that can't be read.
The yellowed rolls were piled high, and the dense notes were still reluctant to be discarded.
They have cried, they have been irritable, they have been ignorant, they have been lost.
In those years, they were in a race against time.
It's just that now all this is over after all.
I still remember that the younger brothers and sisters shouted cheers to them from the next floor, and the picture was vaguely still yesterday.
But now the people who sat in the places they used to sit and buried their heads in making rolls have been replaced by those brothers and sisters who used to shout to them downstairs.
As the years passed, they were still pushed forward by time after all.
still remembers that on the day of graduation, she collected old books for four cents and a pound, and she sold them for 205 yuan at that time.
The man who always liked to kick her stool and pull her ponytail when he didn't agree with her words was now no longer seen.
No one will ever borrow her eraser and not return it, nor will anyone sneak a kiss on her cheek in between asking for homework, and I don't know where he threw the eraser now.
On the day of graduation, many people finally mustered up the courage to confess, but their love was only for one summer vacation.
When it was time to say goodbye, everyone knew that this was the last time to cherish each other.
I remember that in the last English class, Mr. Wang dictated and wrote the names of the whole class.
In the last math class, Old Man Xu, who has always been serious, took the roll call of the class for the last time, saying that he wanted to remember the faces of all of us.
During this time, he choked up several times, which caused the students in the audience to follow with red eyes.
At that time, I wished that time would go a little slower, so that the lesson would be a little longer, and their separation would come a little later.
Maybe it was the only time in their high school career that they wished it had been a math class that never ended.
I remember that the last class was a class meeting, and the head teacher Fang Zhenhua lingered outside the classroom door for a long time before walking in.
He smiled and said, "Look at the book again, I'll look at you again." ”
This sentence made the students' eyes red in an instant, and everyone looked at this person who had always loved them like children with tears in their eyes.
After the class meeting, Fang Zhenhua jokingly said: "There are still 5 minutes before the end of class, I will call everyone's name again, and if no one is called in five seconds, I will write his name backwards 50 times!" ”
At that time, everyone was lively and loud, betting that the teacher could not call his name.
Later, Fang Zhenhua really didn't call out.
He was not halfway through his call when he choked up and sobbed.
When the bell rang for the end of class, Fang Zhenhua said with red eyes: "End of class." ”
"Stand up." The students stood up in unison under the leadership of the class leader, and their movements were uniform.
"Goodbye, teacher." A trembling voice resounded through the hallway.
It's just that everyone didn't wait for Fang Zhenhua to say, goodbye, classmates.
This goodbye stalk is in my heart, and it will eventually become an unspeakable past.
He stood on the stage and watched them for a long time, and they never sat down.
They looked at each other as if they wanted to engrave each other's likeness in their own lives.
Fang Zhenhua turned his head and wiped his face, then turned around and choked up and said, "It's school, let's go." ”
But no one in the class left.
On and off the stage, his face was full of tears.
In the end, Fang Zhenhua reluctantly waved his hand at the group, turned around and walked out of their sight.
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There are too many memories, Lin Xi thought about it and burst into tears unconsciously.
She rested her head on the windowpane, looking out the window at the ever-passing scenery, thinking of those yesterdays that she would never go back to.
In the future, we will run to different cities, and we thought that the distance was not terrible, but after all, we still have to become strangers, right?
"Girl, what's wrong with you?" Shen Qinghui asked worriedly.
Ever since she passed through Boya Middle School, she had been staring out the window and not knowing what she was thinking.
Shen Qinghui was afraid that she would think of those unhappy things again, and she would never be able to get out of the prison again.
Lin Xi held back the sadness in his heart, lowered his head and whispered, "It's nothing, I just miss my former teachers and classmates." ”
Shen Qinghui rubbed Lin Xiwei's head, "Silly boy, people have to look forward, don't stay where they are all the time." Your teachers and classmates are trying to move forward, and if you stay stuck yesterday and don't want to come out, you won't be able to catch up with them sooner or later! ”
Lin Xi turned his head slightly and looked at Shen Qinghui in confusion, "Mom, am I too useless, I want to cry at every turn, were you so sentimental when you were young?" ”
Shen Qinghui wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes distressedly, "A girl's feelings are always poetry, and every girl lives with a Lin Daiyu in her heart." Mom always likes to think about things at your age, just come over. When you look back at everything in the future, you will find that those past things that you can't let go of will eventually be light. ”
Lin Yutang also persuaded earnestly in front of him: "Girl, you have to remember that no matter how sad things are, it will always pass." When you go far on this path, you will always realize that it is all up to you. ”
He was afraid that Lin Xi didn't understand, so he continued: "Maybe you will take these things very seriously at that time, even more important than your own life. But when you come out, you will find that the world is big, the scenery along the way is beautiful, you will always meet a better one, don't trap yourself all the way to the same place. ”
Shen Qinghui nodded approvingly, "Your dad is right, you have grown up, and mom believes that you can always come out and look forward!" ”
Lin Xi didn't quite understand, but she still nodded obediently, "Well, I know." ”
She took a deep breath and pulled herself out of the mire of memories, deciding not to think about the past anymore, and let it run aground over time!
We are all working hard, we are all persevering, and we have dreams to chase, which is very beautiful in itself.