Chapter Seventy-Six: Tears Taste Joyfully
'Normal' is subjective, and there is no standard answer.
There are 7 billion people on the planet, and there are 7 billion standards.
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There is no one to decide the direction of the road under your feet;
There is a dream in your heart, and no one will complete it for you;
After experiencing the gathering and dispersion of the passing years, I have experienced the warmth and coldness of the world;
I have experienced the right and wrong of things and people, and learned to heal myself.
There is bitterness to release by yourself, and there are tears to taste happily!
Wind and rain to know life, hard work to understand life!
In fact, life is a feeling, a practice, a gamble!
Tell yourself quietly that you must work hard and rely on yourself;
There is no waiting for the brilliance, only the excitement of hard work.
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More than half of the day passed, and I spent all my time in the car, and I had to go to nine places to buy ten kinds of ingredients, and one of the ingredients had to go to the next city to buy it, which was really sad.
At three o'clock in the afternoon, I finally purchased these ingredients neatly, and when I got home, I was paralyzed on the sofa with all my strength, and I really wanted to sleep beautifully, but there were always some things in my mind that seemed to be clear and looming, as if I wanted to urge myself to do it, so as not to let myself waste the opportunity to sleep, but I always couldn't remember what it was, which was really nerve-wracking.
If you can't figure it out, you don't want to, it will always come, the sky is destined to be her own, she can't escape, and she can only comfort herself like this, Song Dongye lay quietly on the sofa and lay on the corpse, in fact, his body is not tired, but his heart is tired.
In the kitchen, Fei Tian put the ingredients he bought today neatly in the refrigerator, and fiddled with them, just like the cooking class in the army, looking at these fresh ingredients, his heart was very refreshing, thinking that in a few more hours, they would become delicious food, and some of them would enter his mouth and fall into his stomach, and his saliva was about to flow out, and his mood was even more beautiful.
couldn't help wiping his mouth, gently closing the refrigerator, and then cleaning up the garbage on the ground, Feitian came out of the kitchen, saw Song Dongye lying on the sofa, took out his mobile phone and looked at the time on it, and asked: "It's still early, what are the two of us going to do, we can't just wait quietly like this, it's too boring, right?" It's just a waste of time, and it's too extravagant, right? ”
"What else can we do in this way, then what good ideas do you have for an old man, it's good to say it and listen to it for reference, although you are a rough person, and Zhuge Liang has nothing to do with it, but as a stinker, you are still above the passing line, and you will always have a good idea when you have a flash of inspiration often, come on? So as a big man, what's there to be shy about, tell me what you think in your heart, right? Song Dongye's face was not red and his heart was not beating, and he was bored and nonsense.
Three lives are unfortunate, all the bad things in the previous life have been done, this life is retribution, there will be such a big brother and boss, there is nothing to do all day long, idle egg pain, happy or unhappy, always have to be in their own body, find a sense of existence, to meet the indescribable satisfaction in the heart.
Every time it is always the right thing, very naturally and habitually, inexplicably, he consciously puts the old face up, so that people can enjoy it, and he can't hide it, as if he is destined to do it, when he needs it, he will send it when he needs it, and he is obedient and obedient like a cat, and he is restrained.
Exam, here it is again, is it Tang Seng's countless generations of disciples, or is it even more exaggerated, it is a trace of his own deity, too boring to have no dicks, reincarnated in the world, and experienced the new life of the new era.
Don't bird him, I really can't get used to it today, I have to be a temperamental person, if it goes on like this, when will the days of suffering end, if you want to live a little taste of life, you have to play a little temper occasionally, in order to enjoy the splendor and warmth of the sun, didn't you say it? Only children who can cry have milk to eat, and children who can't cry are hungry.
Feitian didn't say a word, as if he hadn't heard anything just now, he just liked it, no matter how much nonsense he had, the whole person was like a robot, he came to the sofa and sat down, doing the most often and skillfully doing things at work: in a daze.
Be quiet! There is only a clock hanging on the wall, ticking and turning, all the people and things in the world are none of its business, it has its orbit, no one wants to block it, and it goes down in circles and circles.
The two big men, paralyzed on the sofa very unseatedly, occasionally turned their heads to look at each other, like two small children, in the confrontation, to see who can't hold on, can admit defeat and speak.
The old rules, the old routines.
Minute by minute, I don't know how much time passed, and the silence was broken.
Song Dongye couldn't help it, because he was a person with something, his heart was too active, and a smart person just had a lot of troubles and too many miscellaneous thoughts, and he was able to calm down, it was really a hell.
And Feitian has no desires, no worries and no heart and lungs, as long as the family eats and drinks well, everything doesn't matter, and he doesn't care about anything else, even if the earth collapses, it's none of his business, anyway, he won't be the first to die, and he is about to fall asleep at this time.
"How can you be like this? Can you be considerate of your boss and eldest brother, who can sleep at this time, whether it is a pig or a cow, there is no color at all, do you have to let me say it myself? Song Dongye provoked the topic and said.
It's already like this, and it doesn't matter if Tokita is there! Take advantage of this opportunity to indulge today, and make up your mind to be refreshed, otherwise there will be no such shop in this village, and there may not be this opportunity in the future.
So he kept his mouth shut, and he had to turn his passivity into initiative, not always being led by the nose, not like driving sheep, where he was driven away, and gnawing whatever grass he had.
"Roar! I can tell you very responsibly, the teacher who taught you mathematics back then was definitely a graduate of the School of Physical Education, and the grades were still good, and it was possible to win medals. The more Song Dongye spoke, the smoother he became, the more he said, the more unreliable he became, and he didn't know how to describe him at this time, as if he was a dumbfounder.
You go on to say, I just can't hear, I can't hear anything, I'm a deaf person, the world is very beautiful, the world is very quiet, my heart is very quiet, quiet as water, sit here quietly to cultivate self-cultivation, sublimate personality, cultivate sentiment, and strive to be a tasteful person.
Feitian is unmoved, undisturbed by everything, his eyes and nose and his nose and heart, like a clay Bodhisattva, just sitting there ........., in his own world, my territory is my decision.
It's really alive and hell, this is a change of sex, Wang Ba eats the scales - the iron heart, and there will be a leak in the hundred secrets - miscalculated.
Seeing what he said, it didn't have the effect he imagined, although Song Dongye was also quite helpless, but he still had the ultimate trick, Nu Yinu chuckled, like a person who played all kinds of intrigues and tricks, and thought of some way to hurt people.
Song Dongye stopped lying down, just like Popeye eating spinach, he came back to life with full blood, and said softly: "Mr. Lu, I have something to ask you, can you cooperate with me, I am grateful." ”
It's disgusting, the tone of the voice is too loud, it's gentle to the point of being frightening, if it's a woman, it's enjoyment, the problem is that it's a man, and it's definitely purposeful.
Feitian was frightened by Song Dongye's actions, and quickly stood up, as if he had been burned to the buttocks, and immediately had a feeling of peeing, so he had to cry and say with a sad face: "Brother Dong, if there is something, can you wait for a while, people have three urgencies, I will go to the toilet first." ”
After speaking, Tokita hurriedly ran to the toilet.
As for it? Is it that scary? all scared people out of pee, Song Dongye was stunned! Stirring in the wind! Is the deterrent so awesome? Whether it's to praise yourself or be sarcastic.
After peeing, he returned to the living room and came to Song Dongye, Feitian no longer pretended, returned to his previous appearance, and said in a normal tone: "You can tell me something, right?" I'll do whatever you say, don't be too polite, I'll be scared if you're too polite, really, in front of you, I will never tell a lie. ”
"You have to remember every word I said today, it is a good word, it is hard to buy a word from me, I will not say it to ordinary people, I will not pretend to be it. Don't pretend to be forced later. Force, be careful that you will be struck by lightning. Song Dongye seized the opportunity and took the opportunity to pretend. Forcefully, as if he was about to pull back a game.
"I know, I know, I promise never again next time, I'm sorry I said the wrong thing again, there should be no next time from now on?" Whether you can do it or not, or will you hide from it and see you once, right? But the attitude must be sincere, so that people feel that they have realized their mistakes and can still have the potential for transformation.
"Now that you have realized your mistake, then I will forgive you this time, and as you said, I hope there will be no next time, if you make such a mistake again, I will not do it myself, I will give you a week's vacation, and then tell Feihe, let her in front of Xiao Mao, k you hard, K until you doubt life, and finally let you kneel on the washboard all night, don't think I'm just joking, I do what I say." Song Dongye said murderously.
Feitian wiped the cold sweat on his forehead and said with a little humility, "I know." ”
"It's good to know, to be able to recognize mistakes, they are all good children, they won't praise if they make up for their mistakes, and they won't talk nonsense anymore, and now they start doing the right thing." Song Dongye said inscrutablely.
After finishing speaking, he took two steps back, circled around Feitian, and came to him again, looking at it carefully, as if he was admiring a peerless beauty, he made Feitian inexplicable, he was a little confused, and he didn't know what trick he was going to play, and suddenly, when Feitian didn't react, Song Dongye ......!