Crazy life

North stood behind Ao Ao and held her hand, rinsing the delicate foam in the hands of the two, in the mirror Ao watched him raise his eyes and look at her in the mirror, his soft hair shone under the cold white lamp in the bathroom, North raised his hand and scraped the tip of Ao Ao's nose with his undried fingers, the cold touch stimulated Ao Ao's nerves, and his thoughts jumped back and forth between confusion and sobriety. Bei turned around and took off the towel and dried the water stains on O'O's hands, with a gentle and natural movement, as if they were a couple who had been together for many years.

"Let's go, let's go eat." Bei pushed Ao Ao out of the bathroom, Sister Huan sat at the dining table playing with her mobile phone, raised her eyes and noticed the blush on Ao Ao's face, the complex emotions flashing in her eyes, looking at Bei's hand on her shoulder, Sister Huan guessed a rough idea in her heart, faintly felt that something was not good, although she has been with Ao Ao all these years, and also knew that the relationship between the two people was faint and flickering, but at this special time, the two of them really should not make some inappropriate choices, she faintly regretted it, maybe Ao Ao broke up should not be the first time to tell Deng Bei, He shouldn't have agreed to comfort O'O.

"Don't be sluggish, I'm dying of hunger, eat quickly!" Sister Huan picked up a piece of beef and stuffed it into her mouth, Bei and Ao Ao sat opposite each other, Bei picked up a shrimp and peeled off the shrimp skin, stained it with sauce and put it in Ao Ao's bowl, Sister Huan watched quietly.

"I don't know Deng Bei still has this good craft, it's good!" Sister Huan sandwiched a piece of lettuce and put it in the Ao Ao bowl, "You eat more vegetables, shrimp is fine, don't eat too much meat." ”

"I know, Sister Huan!" Ao Ao took a bite of shrimp and picked up the wine glass next to him, "Touch one!" Respect me to be single again"

Sister Huan picked up the wine glass and touched one neatly with Ao Ao, she looked at Deng Bei, who had never touched the wine, "Why don't you drink some?" ”

"He can't drink it, he's allergic, besides, he came by car, and he has to fly to Changsha tomorrow, so he can't drink it." Without waiting for Bei to answer that Ao Ao was "short", Bei pursed her lips and smiled, she is now completely in charge of her family, but Bei has other plans today, he really wants to drink a little, today is indeed worth celebrating.

"It's okay, I'll just drink a little." Although it was a little abrupt, he wanted to stay here tonight, although it was a little abrupt and a little cheeky, but he wanted to stay with her for a little longer, and on the day she regained her freedom, she would drive or something, please ask He He to pick him up. Under Ao's gaze, Bei raised his glass and touched the cups of the two of them, and took a small sip of purple-red liquid. The aroma of the wine stirs the nose, and the astringency of the wine is first occupied by the astringency of the wine between the lips and teeth, followed by a light sweetness.

"Enough guys!" Sister Huan glanced at Ao Ao, who frowned slightly, and secretly brewed some words.

"Deng Bei, did you fly to Changsha this time or did you record that detective show?"

"Well, there are a few more issues." Beishou kept peeling shrimp for Ao Ao, and Ao Ao ate happily on the side.

"You have both been very busy in the past two years, and the variety show schedule is very full, and it is also hard."

"Sister Huan, you are also working hard, like He He, you always fly around with me, and there are many miscellaneous things, in fact, you work harder than us."

"It's normal for us to work hard, just hello to us." Kita puts the shrimp in the sauce into O'O's bowl.

"You eat by yourself, don't worry about me, Sister Huan, let's drink another one" Ao Ao raised his glass and touched Sister Huan again.

Sister Huan looked at Ao Ao who was eating happily, and couldn't help sighing in her heart, she still had to remind them of some words.

"Alas, each of you has a lot of dramas and variety shows to be on this year, and you are all in the rising period of your careers, so you can't make a mistake at this time." Bei heard this hand that was peeling shrimp, Ao Ao's wine glass was raised to his lips and his eyes darkened, they all knew what Sister Huan meant, and they all understood this truth.

"Ao Ao actually broke up at this time, and he successfully passed the next long upward period without distraction." Sister Huan's eyes flashed quickly on the faces of the two, and she happened to capture the brief moment of looking at North and Aoao. Ao Ao put down the wine glass and lowered his head to send rice to his mouth, while Kita picked up the wine glass next to him and took a sip silently.

"Sister Huan, I understand what you said, don't worry, I'll take care of it." Oao stuffed another slice of lettuce into his mouth, and the shrimp peeled from the north were left on one side.

"Anyway, we still have to celebrate Ao's return to freedom, and then everyone cheers together." North raised his glass expressionlessly, his mind tingling with his chaotic thoughts, and drank alone one sip after another. Since then, Ao Ao and Kita have each lowered their heads, and the atmosphere is unusually awkward and solemn. In the long silence, the three of them had their own thoughts, and mechanically swallowed food and drink.

Thunder rolled in from Stratus clouds, swift lightning blasted the wilderness sky like day, purple electricity shone through the glass window on the ceiling, North drank a little dizzy, rumbling thunder kept echoing in his mind, upsetting people, and even more upset was the girl opposite him with her head bowed, and the shrimp he peeled seemed to have been completely forgotten. What was she thinking? Did she back down? Bei's heart is mixed, he wants to stay with her on the one hand, and hopes that she can be happy and safe on the other, on the other hand, he is willing to wait, and on the other hand, he wants to give it a go. What to do? What should he do with her? Which way should they go?

After drinking the wine in the glass, Bei glanced at his mobile phone, it was close to nine o'clock in the evening, and it was almost time to leave, originally he wanted to accompany her more on this night and make her happy, even if he just looked at her like this, but now I am afraid that staying here will become a burden for her.

"I've eaten well, and it's not early, then I'll go back first, you take care of yourself." Ao Ao raised his head at this time, and was hit by the loneliness and reluctance in Beiyan's eyes at a glance.

"That's it? But how do you drive? Sister Huan got up and sent north

"It's okay, Sister Huan, He He will come to pick me up." After saying this, he glanced at Ao again, turned around and walked through the living room to change his shoes and go out the door. The door slammed shut, and suddenly it rained heavily outside the window, crackling against the glass window. Bei walked in the rain with a black umbrella, wrapped in the cold wind, but he couldn't feel the cold of the wind due to the internal heat generated by the wine, why did he run away like this, he didn't do anything wrong, why was he so embarrassed? What was she thinking? Does she love him? Nothing else matters, but what is her heart, and what is his place in her heart? Who is he?

Ao sat at the dining table, looking at the closed door, and all that was in his mind was the look he had before he turned around, and the back of him as he left. Suddenly, another thunderclap pulled Ao back from his distant thoughts. Sister Huan was standing in front of her with a worried expression. She walked around the customer hall with a vacant look in her eyes, and suddenly noticed North's clothes on the sofa, his clothes! Ao got up, picked up his clothes and rushed out of the house.

"Umbrella! You bring an umbrella! Sister Huan stood at the door and watched Ao Ao rush to the north with his clothes and the car parked not far away.

North sat in the driver's seat and watched the window glass being beaten by the rain, the messy rain took his thoughts to a distant place, but he heard someone knocking on his car window, he looked out of the car window and found that Ao was standing outside, protecting his clothes in his arms, no umbrella, he hurriedly got out of the car, pulled Ao Ao over, and stuffed her into the back seat.

"Why didn't you come out without an umbrella?" Kita sat at O'O's side and pulled his sleeve to wipe the rain that fell on O'O's hair.

"I think it's only a few dozen steps anyway, and there's no need to use an umbrella." Ao Ao raised his hand to wipe his forehead and handed him North's clothes, "Oh, you forgot to take your clothes." ”

Ao Ao raised her forehead, her watery eyes shone brightly in the dark, Bei reached out to take the clothes and touched Ao Ao's cool hand, pulled her over, held the back of her head and lowered her head and kissed her. His right hand rubbed between the strands of hair on the back of her head, and his left hand gripped her cold hand tightly. The warmth of his hand reached the back of O'O's hand, and the faint smell of wine lingered on her lips. Kita tosses and turns gently, encroaching on her soft sweetness. Her breath sprayed shallowly on the wing of his nose, and her breath blended and lingered. When he was emotional, he hugged her tightly into his arms, and Ao only felt that he was wrapped in his breath, and his mind dissipated in a chaotic consciousness.

North pressed Ao Ao's lips, breathing heavily, waiting for her response, even if it was a little different, he was willing to work hard for it, regardless of the chaos of public opinion, and what the future was bright, as long as she loved him and needed him, then he would be by her side, regardless of everything. But all the time, the person in his arms has been passively accepting his kiss, and there is no response or response. Suddenly, a sour feeling welled up in his heart, tears filled his eyes, and he let go of her lips, tilted his head to the side, and gritted his teeth to prevent tears from flooding. Ao Ao sat in place in a daze, looking at the pale cold light in the villa, looking at the figure of Sister Huan holding an umbrella at the door, his thoughts were confused, and he was silent for a long time.

"Deng Bei" heard Ao Ao call him softly, his tone was unusually alienated and cold, Bei sighed in his heart, he regretted why he was so anxious at the moment, why he couldn't wait for her slowly, why he had to respond.

"I can't give an unwanted answer at this time." Ao looked at the back of Kita's head, looked at his broad shoulders, and she wanted to hug him.

"I don't know if I'll be able to handle another in-circle romance. Although I can choose to ignore those public opinions, many times they will also overwhelm people. Bei quietly listened to the choked voice of his beloved, biting his lower lip to prevent himself from roaring

"We can always care for each other as good friends, but if we are together and one day separate, how am I going to face you?" More than anything else, Ao was more worried about the problem, she could bear that he loved someone else, but she couldn't bear to see each other like strangers from now on. "What's more, I just ended a relationship, and I'm really not sure how I feel for you at the moment."

"yes, I see." Bei responded hoarsely, what did Ao Ao want to say in a few short words, he knew? What does he know? Does he really know? Compared with affection, his feelings for her may not be earlier, not necessarily deeper, those things she has never spoken, has he ever known a little bit?

Seeing that Bei was stubbornly refusing to look back, Ao Ao put the clothes in his hand on the seat, "Then I'll go back." "I pushed the car door open and ran out. Hokyu hurriedly got out of the car and wanted to give her an umbrella, but Ao Ao had already run away. He stood outside the car door and watched her enter, the umbrella in his hand unopened. The lost man stood in the dark night rain, tears sliding down with the rain.

Ao rushed into the room after entering the house, locked himself in the room again, leaned against the door and covered his mouth and cried. Why didn't she want to stay with him, why didn't she want to work hard, but how could she easily solve the problem among them? Not only public opinion, not only careers, but also those lost pasts. If there was no silver night, there would never be Hu Tang, they would just be teenagers who had fallen in love with each other, staying together from afar, and meeting again after many years...... Unfortunately, if there is no if, a miss is a miss.

Bei stood in the rain, feeling the coldness all over his body, numbly not moving his steps, asking himself over and over again what went wrong and how to keep her. She had loved him, but she had put him in a position other than a brother or a good friend.

Who I am in your eyes.