Chapter 135: Her Birthday
May 16...... My own birthday!
I actually forgot about it! I didn't think of things that I had forgotten myself, but Gu Bonan actually remembered them. In fact, birthday is a bit special for me, and this special does not mean how important it is, but it is different from ordinary people. The day that others care about and look forward to the most is the day that I find the most ironic.
I've never looked forward to this day, so I don't really want to remember it. If I had to say deliberately, it would be that I deliberately forgot about it.
No one ever remembered my birthday, including my mom. I never had a birthday, until I was seven years old, when Sister Ah Hua of the next door had a birthday, and her mother bought him a big cake, that year, I learned that everyone has their own holiday, and it was also that year that I knew what the cake looked like.
I watched with a hundred and a thousand expectations in my heart, but when I went home and asked my mother about my birthday, my mother, who had always been gentle and honest, actually beat me.
She said that the day of my birthday was her Good Friday, the most painful day of her life. She told me to forget that day, forever and ever, and she said she was miserable that day.
Seven-year-old thought that maybe my mother was right. Mom can't be wrong, it must be that I am not qualified for a birthday. Since then, I have never mentioned it again, never said it again. Every year when Ah Hua celebrates her birthday, I quietly hide in the grass at the door of her yard, silently watching the cake box thrown out of her house.
I didn't expect to grow so big in a flash. When such an important date as my birthday was mentioned in front of me, I was like an outsider, and I didn't know anything.
I smiled, lowered my head to collect my emotions, and then raised my head to look at Gu Bonan in front of me, "Isn't it May 16?" It's nothing special, but I should be happy when I was discharged from the hospital today. I'm a little hungry, what's going to eat tonight? ”
His gaze was focused on my face, as if in deep thought, his jade-like eyes rolling slightly.
I reached out and shook it in front of him, "What are you doing?" Why are you staring at me like this, do you have flowers on my face? ”
I said and touched my face deliberately. He took my hand, blinked lightly, and replied in a cold voice, "You don't have flowers on your face, just sadness that you can't hide." ”
I was stunned for a moment, then laughed, "What are you talking about?" I'm in a good mood today, and I finally persuaded you to let me be discharged from the hospital, such a beautiful thing, I am very happy. What sadness is not sadness, where do you see it? ”
"You should know why I'm willing to let you out of the hospital, because I don't want to spend my first birthday with you in the hospital. Today is your birthday, a day you shouldn't run away from. ”
"Bo Nan, I ......"
"Don't talk!" He stretched out his hand to cover my lips, and his dark jade eyes stared at me, because he was too serious, and instantly burst into unbearable and distressed. "Linglong, you listen, you listen very carefully, every word I say next, you listen carefully to me, every sentence...... No, every word must not be forgotten. ”
Can't forget a word? What a weighty word that must be. I pursed my lips and didn't squeak, but my mind was so confused that it was hard to control myself.
I guessed what he wanted to say, I didn't want to hear it, but he was too serious for me to refuse.
"Xia Linglong, you remember, May 16 is your birthday. You should never forget this day because it is the best day for you. The pain of having a baby is your mother's business, you can be grateful to her, you can love her, but don't feel sorry, let alone feel that you owe her. Your first responsibility is to remember this day, because from this day on, your first mission in life begins. That's love for yourself......"
"But I ......"
"Shut up, I haven't spoken yet! You Xia Linglong must firmly remember that even if you have not been taken seriously in the past twenty years. But the next few decades will definitely be what I value the most. You are not alone, from today onwards, let me merge into your life, this day, from this day on, from the new ......"
Every word came out of his thin lips, and in my ears, it seemed like a beating melody, so beautiful, inadvertently, my heart suddenly moved.
He said he wanted to be part of my life, to start anew from this day......
What is the ...... Can you be nominated for the Gold List Award for the Most Beautiful Love Story?
I'll admit I'm not confident. I have become accustomed to loneliness, the bitterness in my heart has long been deeply cancerous, no matter how far I go, how long I live, no matter how happy I laughed last moment, the next moment, I can always be beaten into the abyss of deep cold, all because my heart is missing an inextinguishable magic lamp.
I didn't dare to hope too much, and I didn't believe that happiness would come close to me, and I was cringe after all. Although his love words are beautiful, however, everything beautiful scares me.
I pulled my hand out of his palm and smiled stiffly, "That's too profound." I don't understand it, but I'll remember it. Hopefully, when I remember, you can also not forget. ”
Never, never......
Whether I believe it or not, at least, I don't want to deny it. I don't want him to let me down. It's just that there are some things that I can't say and don't dare to say. I never dared to open the protective net inside me to anyone.
There seemed to be a hint of loss in his deep eyes, but in the end, he didn't force me. He took my hand and as if by magic, I had a beautiful diamond ring on my middle finger.
"What's this another ring?" As soon as I saw the ring, I was in a hurry and wanted to take it off. On the ring finger of my left hand, I still have the old ring he gave me. I can't take off this ring after wearing it, I can't help crying and shouting, and there is another one at this moment?
I've been wearing that old ring for a while, and I don't know what's going on, but after wearing it for a long time, the color is slowly starting to brighten. After a long time, it seems that I am no longer rejected.
But is this new ring playing like that? I wanted to pick it, but he grabbed my hand and stopped me from picking it. "This one was bought from outside, not a dead man's ring. You don't have to be so nervous, this ring can be taken off! It's a birthday present for you. ”
Can you take it off? As soon as I heard that I could take it off, my hanging heart was also put down.
You know, I really can't stand the toss in this heart......