"Yanxi, today is the birthday of the unstained, you obviously want to ...... with him", after the evening self-study, Li Qingguo and Yanxi walked on the campus path, puzzled and wanted to know something.

"Thank you for helping me so much during this time." , Yan Xi said lightly. There was no expression on the gentle face.

"But I think that I have misunderstood me without dyeing, I helped you, maybe I hurt her ......", Li Qingguo's face was full of sadness.

Yanxi: "If I can come back alive, I will explain everything to her." ”

"Don't say that!" When Li Qingguo heard Yanxi say the phrase "come back alive" again, she felt that it was a kind of parting of life and death, and that words hurt her heart and would make her suddenly stop beating her heartbeat. At the age of nineteen, she has never experienced the loss of life of the person around her, not to mention, this person may be Yanxi.

"Are you really willing to go to the United States with me to visit Yanbei?" , Yan Xi confirmed with Li Qingguo for the last time.

"Hmm." , the fruit affirmed.

If Yanbei's tumor removal operation fails, he will have a heart transplant with Yanxi, that is, Yanbei and Yanxi can only live one. And being able to see Li Qingguo is Yanbei's last wish, Li Qingguo feels that she is going no matter what.

But before she went to the United States with Yanxi, a secret that had been hidden in her heart for a long time overwhelmed her. Although she hopes that there will be lovers between Yanxi and Wuyan who will eventually become married, if she can't tell her long-term crush, she will regret it for the rest of her life. For her, who dares to love and hate in love, confession is not a difficult thing at all, it is a piece of cake, she has confessed to her ex-boyfriend countless times.

But since I met Yanxi, even saying "I like you" has become extremely difficult, so difficult to speak.

"Yanxi, I'm ......"

"Qingguo, do you know, Yanbei she actually likes you, this is what he told me clearly when I talked to him last time. This time I asked you to go to the United States to see him, and I felt compelled to tell you about it. So, whether you like him or not, my parents and I are so grateful that you can go and see him......"

Just when Li Qingguo was about to muster up the courage to speak her mind, Yan Bei's words were like thunder and lightning, and suddenly struck a violent blow in her heart.

"I only hope that you and Yanbei can live well." , confess the defeat, and the fruit has to give up. Maybe in front of Yanxi, courage is just a momentary thing, and if you delay for a second more, this courage will disappear.

"I've always wondered, why did you fall in love with Buzan?" , For some reason, Li Qingguo suddenly wanted to ask Yanxi this question. I remember that Buyan once said that she didn't know why Yanxi liked her, and she didn't know why she liked Yanxi, she just felt that missing him was like a magic force that fascinated her.

In this world, is there really an inexplicable love? It's not love at first sight, it's not love for a long time, it's just gradually, they become each other's exclusive? This is unbelievable for Li Qingguo. But the most unbelievable thing for me was that I found out that I fell in love with my best friend's boyfriend. How many times, force yourself not to be tempted by Yanxi, don't think back to the seven years they grew up together in the alley, and don't be delusional, the young man promised himself: "I will definitely come to you when I grow up, we will always be together." ”

But now, she has fallen into this secret love and can't extricate herself. She was puzzled, what did Yanxi like to dye or not? Her beauty? Sometimes surprising? Or is it calm and composed? Or is it the curiosity that she hides her heart so deep that others can't get into her heart?

Perhaps, neither. Because Yanxi's understanding of insolence may not be as good as these. Unstained childhood, family, and her sentimentality, who else knows better than her Li Qingguo.

"Why do you like her? Sometimes even I don't know. Maybe it's because she once saved her life. Yan Xiswen's side face showed a light smile.

"What? Saved you? ", Li Qingguo was anxious. What does that mean? Are you saying that Bunjan saved you? ”

Yan Xi said unhurriedly: "It was just the beginning of the freshman year, just got off the train, I felt extremely unwell, pulling my luggage in a trance, I was accidentally hit by a taxi, the moment I was hit, I remember that in addition to the driver, there seemed to be three people in the taxi, but there was only one girl who got out of the car to check my injuries." Unfortunately, I was slightly injured at the time, and I may have been frightened and had a heart attack. The girl seemed to quickly realize the seriousness and immediately performed resuscitation on me...... Later, when I woke up from the hospital, I found that the girl who had saved me was gone. The doctor just told me that if it weren't for the girl's first aid, I would have died. ”

Li Qingguo looked at Yan Xi and said all this indifferently, the expression on his face seemed to be nostalgic for what happened at that time. At the same time, in Li Qingguo's mind, that scene was also like a reproduction of the scene, in the taxi that hit Yanxi at that time, except for the driver, the other two people who didn't get out of the car to check were himself and his father. Guilt, self-blame...... It suddenly made her heart ache.

It was the first day of school in the freshman year, and my father took her and Buyan to X City to report to Xida University, got off the train, and finally stopped a taxi, and within two minutes of getting on the bus, the car hit someone. The driver said calmly, this must be to take the school to touch the porcelain, the railway station is now the most people. Originally, the driver was about to turn around and "escape", but he was strongly stopped by Buyan and asked to get out of the car to check. At that time, Li Qingguo, who was about to get off the car with Buran, was held down by her father and did not allow her to "meddle in her affairs". She was very dissatisfied with her father's behavior at the time, but her father explained, you are new to the city, and you are not familiar with the situation here, what if you really touch porcelain? Besides, it should be the driver who should get out of the car.

After getting out of the car at that time, Li Qingguo immediately called 120, but fortunately, when he called 120, his father and the driver did not stop him. Before the ambulance arrived, Buran had been doing cardiac resuscitation on the young man who was hit, and then after she was half dizzy and half awake, the ambulance just arrived and pulled her away, and Buzhan followed the ambulance.

And she and her father changed to a taxi to go to school to sign up for it indifferently.

The world is so big that you and I have never seen each other since we were children. The world is so small, you and I met on the first day of college, and I was "indifferent" and didn't come to the rescue. Li Qingguo almost cried, she returned to the dormitory in a panic, and finally couldn't suppress the pain in her heart, and tears welled up.

If I was the first person to get out of the car, would you recognize me at a glance, and if I could resuscitate you at the most dangerous moment of your life, would you be in love with me forever? If...... Yes, there are no ifs, only results.

As a result, we met, after you fell in love with someone else.

Then this time, I will not be so indifferent to miss you, I will accompany you to the United States and accompany you through the most difficult moments.