Chapter Seventy-Seven: Dilemma
Chu Shishu was momentarily dazed, and when he saw Wuchen coming over to see Sheng Sheng, he didn't have a good face, as if he was a little impatient, bored, and shy.
Wuchen didn't know that Chu Shishu's heart had been disturbed at the moment, so he just squatted down and picked up Shengsheng to his neck to play.
Halfway through the game, Wuchen threw out the problem that he had been planning for a long time and threw it to Shengsheng. "Shengsheng, why does your mother keep angry with me today?"
Chu Shishu, who was poked in the center, suddenly blushed his cheeks and replied violently. "I didn't!"
No, no, I'm a nine-hundred-year-old goblin, and I shouldn't be secretly tempted at this time after being pure and lacking desire for so long. Besides, fantasizing about it doesn't do much now.
Chu Shishu guided herself and brought out all the reasons just to deny that she was moved by the man in front of her.
Wuchen didn't bother himself and continued to ask again, having fun with Shengsheng. Women, what they think in their hearts is like looking for a needle in a haystack, and you can only say that you are lucky if you can catch it.
Chu Shishu finished making trouble, so he sat on the swing of his own frame and quietly watched the two of them play, and the corners of his mouth rose unconsciously.
Chu Shishu thought that he could really live like this for the rest of his life. However, providence is unpredictable.
When Wuchen returned to the temple and wanted to rest, he smelled something unusual. Grasp the Buddha beads and question sharply. "Who's coming?"
"Why aren't you familiar with my taste, am I not special enough?" Fan Ye curled her long hair charmingly, and her eyes seemed to be soft and boneless.
Dustless frowned. "How dare you show up?"
"Why don't you dare?" Fan Ye simply sat directly on the dust-free bed, folded his legs, and the curve of his raised neck made people's blood tremble. Of course, it's just disgusting to be dustless.
"You're not afraid I'll kill you?!" Wuchen sneered, trying his best to suppress his anger and hatred.
Only, he can't! For Chu Shishu's sake, he can't!
"Hahaha, if you were going to kill me, maybe you would have done it a long time ago. Besides, it's not so easy for you to kill me, can't I escape you if I can't beat you? Fan Ye fearlessly continued to sit still.
"And what did you want to do when you came back? Chu Shishu and I are not soft persimmons for you to handle. I advise you to turn back and do good, and don't go wrong again. "Dust-free palm light." Amitabha. ”
Fan Ye smiled charmingly. simply bounced up and stuck to Wuchen's body, breathing like an orchid, the red lips wanted to get close to Wuchen's thin lips, and his hand was restless and touched Wuchen's chest. "Little monk, how boring it is to be kind, isn't it good to fall with me? Let's double cultivate together, and the progress will be faster~"
Wuchen tried his best to tilt his head backwards so that he could get away from Fan Ye's approach. "Please respect yourself."
"Self-respect? Ha, little monk, don't you want to try the joy of fish and water? You have been guarding Chu Shishu like a jade for ten years, has she ever looked back at you? Why don't you look at me, I can make you happy. ”
Wuchen was ruthless, pushed Fan Ye away, and a few words popped out between his teeth. "Shameless!"
"How I and Chu Shishu are, it's none of your business. You don't want to hurt her by my hand! Wuchen warned.
Fan Ye didn't have a trace of embarrassment, and even pinned her hair behind her ears very naturally and seductively. "It seems that you really have a deep affection for her, where can Chu Shishu let you treat her like this?"
Dust-free spoke in a cool tone. "It's none of your business."
Fan Ye laughed softly, the plan was already halfway through, and there was no possibility of quitting halfway. When he turned around, his face changed, and his face was full of misery. "I just want to be loved, I know it's wrong, I won't hurt you and Chu Shishu anymore, everything is written off, okay? I know that Buddhism is compassionate, and I think you will definitely accept me when you look back, right? ”
Wuchen didn't know why she suddenly changed her face. There is still a trace of doubt hidden in his heart, it is really good between good and bad thoughts, but Fan Ye in front of him was still nesting in his arms one second ago to lure himself into double cultivation, and the next second he said that he wanted to put down the butcher knife, and anyone would be very suspicious.
"I know how much I've offended the Dustless Master before, and even hurt the Dustless Master. But you have to believe me, I'm really tired of those fights and killings, I know that I am deeply sinful, if Master Wuchen does not forgive me, I will also be cocooned by myself! But is it too late for me to turn back? ”
Wuchen stopped talking, but the shining eyes stared at Fan Ye quietly, as if they wanted to see through what she was thinking.
"It's late at night, and I shouldn't stay here anymore to disturb Master Wuchen. Then I'll come back tomorrow and ask Master Wuchen to be sure to tell me the answer. "Earnestly.
When Fan Ye finally left the room, Wuchen finally relaxed his shoulder blades, but the long-term tension was so relaxed that he still hid the trembling of his body. The monks take goodness as the foundation and salvation as their own responsibility, but what should he do, how can he forget Chu Shishu's desperate eyes, how can he forget Chu Shishu's helpless screams when he trembled and sent the sword into his body.
This is what he owes Chu Shishu, but he can't pay it off. Not only that, but he also has to cross the enemy who has done a lot of evil and has nothing to do with Chu Shishu. Right or wrong, how he should choose, he has no answer, and he will not have an answer.
His fingers unconsciously touched his abdomen, and the warm blood and the gradually cold body seemed to be still vivid, and a large tear turned into nothingness in this life. The abdomen is flat, without any scars.
Wuchen smiled bitterly, closed his eyes, and held back his tears. All cause and effect should have an end, if Chu Shishu has no choice, Fan Ye has no choice, he can only cut off the cycle by himself. When I opened my eyes again, I was already tired.
Early in the morning, Wuchen rushed to Chu Shishu's side again. Chu Shishu was sitting on a stone bench and was making a sencha. Seeing Wuchen's brows, his originally pleasant expression suddenly turned heavy.
"What's wrong? Have I ruined your good spirits? ”
Chu Shishu lifted the teapot, and the fragrance of the tea was refreshing, relieving most of the tension in Wuchen's heart, because he learned to joke with it. The turquoise and clear tea was poured into the teacup, and Chu Shishu handed the cup to Wuchen. Wuchen smelled it and let out a sound of admiration, Chu Shishu's tea art has always been good, although according to her own words, her cooking skills were even worse back then, but she rarely cooks now, so this year has become what year it is.
"Chu Shishu, your sencha kung fu is simply amazing, and you can become a teacher." Wuchen took a sip and exclaimed.
Chu Shishu also deducted a cup of tea himself, and the teacup stopped when it reached his lips. His eyes burned and he stared at Wuchen. "Did you see Fan Ye last night?"
Wuchen's heart jumped suddenly, and he took another big sip of tea before pretending to be indifferent and continued to ask. "You guess?"
Chu Shishu shook his head. "Definitely, I smell it."
It was at that moment that the alarm suddenly rose in Wuchen's heart. He seemed to have forgotten some things that he had overlooked, but he couldn't figure out what that thing was, did Fan Ye probably leave a smell for Chu Shishu to notice?
"Yes, since you already know, then I don't have to tell you again."
"What are you looking for?"
"Repentance and atonement." Wuchen drank the tea, and the warm tea was so bitter that even the tip of his heart was faintly bitter.
Chu Shishu sneered, his eyes full of sarcasm. "She? Will she repent? I'm afraid it's uneasy to be kind. Even if she really wants to survive and take refuge in Buddhism, I will not allow her to continue to live well in this world. Wherever she is, I'll kill her! ”
Wuchen was shocked. But he suppressed his anxiety. He knew that Chu Shishu hated Fan Ye, but he didn't expect her to hate Fan Ye so much that she forgot that this shelter referred to the dustless Mingzheng Temple. Perhaps, not forgetting? It's a warning, a warning to Wuchen not to let her turn back, not to let her put down the butcher's knife. If he didn't know what Chu Shishu had on him, he thought that he would be willful and turn away the desperate Fan Ye to eliminate Chu Shishu's hatred, but it was a pity - since he knew, there was only one way left.
"Wuchen, I hope you don't interfere in my grievances with her." Chu Shishu's pleading eyes were like a needle inserted into his heart, and the pain was terrible.
Wuchen finally nodded. The moment he left the valley, he laughed maniacally, "Don't lie, this rule has been broken." Can you really be regarded as a Buddhist disciple? Do you really deserve to be a master that everyone praises? ”
Back in the meditation room, Fan Ye was waiting for him. Dustless, not sad or happy, with a detached look. "Fan Shizhu."
"What's my answer?"
"Master Fan, I can cross you to get rid of the demons in your heart, or I can cross you to no longer fall into the devil's path. It's just that I have some requests - I want you to dissipate your cultivation and start all over again. ”
Fan Ye was stunned and asked in disbelief: Impossible! If I disperse to cultivate, won't I just wait for your little lover Chu Shishu to come and kill me?
Wuchen raised his eyes, and the Buddha beads in his hands were clenched. Said slowly. "If you want you to be willing to disperse and cultivate, and never do evil again, I will prevent others from harming you."
Fan Ye's heart suddenly beat happily, and he asked tentatively in an unbelievable tone. "Even if that other person is Chu Shishu?"
"Even if that other person is Chu Shishu."
Fan Ye panicked instantly, but he still stubbornly retorted. "If you don't want to deceive me, I know that you and Chu Shishu are united and want to harm me. I'm telling you, I never thought of going back, I was lying to you before. Since everyone is not sincere, there is no need to go down with the snake again! What else do you say about the great magic power of helping the world and saving people, I think it is a big liar with a false benevolence and a heavy heart! With that, Fan Ye immediately fled.
In the empty room, Wuchen sighed helplessly. Even if you promise like this, can't you resolve the hatred in it? Could it be that between Fan Ye and Chu Shishu, there must only be life and death left between you? Could it be that Chu Shishu really can't escape being taken away by Qin Qing? In the end, he became an enemy, with her sister Epiphany, with her Bai Lingning, with her Ying Yanhan, and with herself...
Why did fate play with Chu Shishu like this, he would rather have all the pain and torture superimposed on himself than see Chu Shishu in pain. What does he have to do so that Chu Shishu can live peacefully with Shengsheng for the rest of his life? As long as he still has a little consciousness, as long as he is still by Chu Shishu's side, he will never let Qin Qing return to the world!