I walked over and was very sorry and worried, "Bonan, what's wrong with you?" Did I just say something that upsets you? I ......"

"Don't talk!" He closed his eyes to cover the mess under his eyes, and reached out and pulled me into his arms and hugged me with great force, as if he wanted to rub me into his bones.

His already cold temperature seemed to become even colder at this moment, a very helpless and frightening coldness, and I could even feel his slightly trembling body.

What is he afraid of? Afraid of me investigating the truth? Afraid of my exploration of him?

What is the truth behind it, and it will make people like him afraid and afraid.

I closed my eyes, hesitated for a moment, and finally whispered, "He Tianyu didn't tell me anything." ”

"But you've always doubted me, you've never believed me."

"Yes, I've always doubted you, but not never." At least, I've always believed that he has feelings for me. Sometimes, there are things that can't be disguised, so I feel that he cares for me, and I don't want to deny it.

"I know that one day, you'll find out what you want to know. Linglong, do you know what I'm most afraid of? ”

"What are you most afraid of?"

"I'm most afraid...... Lose you! ”

My heart twitched violently, and the pain so hard that I stopped breathing for a moment. It was like something grabbed my heart, and I felt like I was panicking at this moment.

Most feared...... Lose me! So does that mean that the truth will make me leave him? And it is quite possible to leave without hesitation? So he's afraid, he's afraid, he doesn't want to tell me, he doesn't want people to tell me. Before I arrived, he had already seen He Tianyu.

He came to He Tianyu and asked her to bury the truth. Looking at He Tianyu's attitude, it is obvious that he has compromised.

Why does he have to be like this? Should I continue investigating? I'm really willing to be his fool for the rest of my life?

At this moment, I felt his fear, as if he had been infected, and I began to fear the truth that he had to hide.

But even though I'm so scared, I'm still going to check. Even if it hurts, I have to hurt to the end, and I have to hurt it clearly.

I, Xia Linglong, will not easily betray and let down anyone, but at the same time, I will not allow to be betrayed and disappointed by others.

I took his hand away and left his embrace. For the first time, standing face to face with him in a very indifferent attitude, I looked at his beautiful eyes, and said word by word, "If one day, when it comes time to leave you, I will not hesitate!" ”

It's not because I don't love enough, it's not because I don't care, it's not because I'm too ruthless, it's all because ...... Gotta leave!

I never forgot to love myself before I loved him. Because I live like a human being, that's why I am loved by him. I know that my love for him is not great, because I always love myself too much.

I don't allow anyone to hurt me, and the boundaries in my heart have never been opened for anyone.

His thick black eyebrows were like two sharp swords, and his eyes with two black jade seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, making his eyes look hazy and unreal. He closed his eyes, and all the emotions in his eyes were forcibly suppressed by him, and he opened them again, and he was clear!

"Go home!" After saying these two words lightly, he walked in front alone. The tall figure walked forward step by step, and I was in a trance for a moment, as if I felt that if he walked like this, I would never be able to catch up again.

"You insisted on leaving, from today on, I, Xia Linglong, don't love you anymore!" A clear voice rang out in my head, and my heart ached, and I squatted on the ground weakly.

Who's talking in my head? I wanted to hear the voice in my head, but the more I did, the more I couldn't remember. It was as if my brain was being attacked by thousands of ants, and I felt like my head was about to explode.

I stared at Gu Bonan's back as he walked farther and farther, as if he really couldn't grasp anything, this scene was so familiar, he kept walking and walking, and then he lost me.

The brain kept beating, it felt like the brain was about to explode, and there were two forces that kept colliding in the mind. A desire to gush out, a struggle to suppress and not let the eruption, only to feel that every cell in my body is rebelling, and the pain is unbearable.

I collapsed to the ground weakly, my vision became blurred and blurred, I seemed to be unable to see anything clearly, and I was trying to grasp something, but my head suddenly short-circuited......

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It was as if I had a dream, a very beautiful dream. There seems to be Gu Bonan in my dream, he is smiling at me, I said, he looks so good when he laughs!

But the dream suddenly turned around, and I was pushed into a dark room. There are no fingers here, no warmth, only fear and confusion moaning in the ears.

Where is this?

"Bo Nan ......" I screamed in panic, my voice trembling.

The only thing that answered me was my own echo, my voice cold, fearful......

When I was at a loss, a tall voice came out of the darkness, and a man as noble as an emperor slowly walked towards me.

It's Gu Bonan......

I rushed over ecstatically, "Bonan, where is this?" Why is it so dark here? Hurry up and take me home, let's get out of here, shall we? ”

His cold face stared at me indifferently, and with a strange and distant look, he pushed me away ruthlessly, "From today on, you Xia Linglong will not be my woman." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and smiled a little far-fetched, "What are you talking about?" This joke is not funny, don't make a fuss. ”

"I didn't make a fuss, Xia Linglong, I'm fed up with you. Why are you pushing me? Why did you kill me? The indifferent voice was filled with blood-chewing hatred, and the man showed a cruel smile, "You can spend the rest of your life in this little dark room, I Gu Bonan, I hate you......"

"No, why do you hate me, what are you talking about? What did I do? "I was anxious to catch him, but he was walking so fast that I couldn't catch up with him.

He walked farther and farther, and I couldn't catch it.

"Gu Bonan, come back to me!" As before, I was the only one left here, dazed and fearful through the deep darkness. The sight of him leaving without hesitation made me despair, and this despair enveloped and ate away at my last hope......

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"Linglong, Linglong......" The cool voice sounded in my ears worriedly, and I was a little impatient, but finally I had to open my eyes.

Junmei's arrogant face was filled with endless worry, and the eyes of the cold star in the winter night finally relaxed a little when he saw me wake up, Gu Bonan touched my head and said worriedly, "You have nightmares again?" Still have a headache? ”