Chapter 156: Pondering

Shangguan Luoying looked at Ling Fenglan and laughed, then pulled down his hand and said softly, "I'm fine!" It's true! After speaking, he held his hand, and the strength of his hand gradually increased, but he did not let go.

Ling Fenglan was originally full of worries, but at this time, because of her movements, she gradually calmed down. With a smile, she glanced at the hands of the two of them, feeling the strength coming from her hands, and a bright smile appeared on her face, from the bottom of her heart!

Shangguan Luoying turned his head to look at Rong Jia, and said softly, "Is City Lord Rong okay?" ”

"It's fine!" Rong Jia heard Shangguan Luoying's words, quickly stood up and wiped his face, and said respectfully, but his voice was still a little hoarse, and it sounded like there was nothing else. Seeing this, Shangguan Luoying breathed a sigh of relief, looked at him and hesitated for a while before saying, "Rong Cheng wants to talk about it another day?" Take a break first. ”

"Mrs. Xie, it's just that your subordinates can control it, you can continue talking now, don't wait for next time!" Rong Jia looked at her gratefully when he heard Shangguan Luoying's words, and then said firmly.

Seeing this, Shangguan Luoying was not reluctant, nodded and said, "Let the city lord continue, I'll listen!" Don't force it! After thinking about it, she still added a sentence at the end, she didn't want Rong Jia to choose to continue to say it because of her might, she didn't like this!

When Rong Jia heard this, he immediately knew what Shangguan Luoying meant, and he was even more grateful in his heart, and then shook his head and said, "Madam is not reluctant, and his subordinates are happy to continue!" For so many years, this matter has been left in the hearts of my subordinates, and I have been holding back the panic, and now there is an opportunity to tell, and it is too late for my subordinates to be happy! He laughed as he spoke. Shangguan Luoying looked at him, and the expression on his face really didn't look like reluctantly, so he nodded in agreement.

Rong Jia saw that Shangguan Luoying had agreed, so he opened his mouth and continued: "When I learned of Sanniang's death, I felt that the whole world was collapsing, but I couldn't make a name for her, because at that time, my wife had just died, and according to the etiquette system, there were no happy events in the house at this time, so I could only set up a tomb for her on the outskirts of the city, and I couldn't do anything else." The boy went and destroyed the mound when he knew that I had built it for his mother, and then he came to me and said to me, "I am not worthy to do anything for his mother, I am not worthy to be his mother, I am not worthy to be his father!" Speaking of this, Rong Jia's voice was a little painful again.

Shangguan Luoying looked at Rong Jia's painful appearance, and there was inevitably a throbbing in his heart, and the strength in his hand unconsciously increased a few points, Ling Fenglan felt that he looked back at her, and took in her expression at a glance. With a flash of softness in her eyes, Ling Fenglan turned Shangguan Luoying's body to let her look into his eyes, and said seriously, "I will never have this kind of thing happen, unless that person is you!" Shadow, do you understand? His eyes were locked on her, not giving her the slightest chance to escape.

Shangguan Luoying turned around and looked at Ling Fenglan's eyes, seeing the seriousness in his eyes, his serious voice sounded in his ears, and his heart felt like he had been hit hard, and turned his head slightly to avoid his gaze. Shangguan Luoying took a few deep breaths before saying, "You don't have to tell me, I don't have a memory, I don't want to think about the past!" ”

"Shadow, you're scared!" Ling Fenglan was very aware of Shangguan Luoying's expression, although she said this, he knew why she said this, and couldn't help but break her body and look at her eyes and said solemnly.

Hearing this, Shangguan Luoying dodged his eyes slightly, trying not to look at Ling Fenglan's scorching gaze, and a feeling of panic rose in his heart.

Be! She was afraid, because she couldn't remember what happened before, so she was insecure about the past, although the feeling in her heart told her that Ling Fenglan was credible, but she still had no sense of security, she never had!

She doesn't know the past and is confused about the future, how can she have a sense of security, and how can she accept a relationship that she doesn't know? She knew that she and Ling Fenglan had been engaged before, but now she didn't want to think about it, she was afraid that it was wrong!

The flickering look in Shangguan Luoying's eyes Ling Fenglan saw it in her eyes, knowing that she still hadn't let down the guard against him in her heart, she sighed in her heart, and the power in her hand unconsciously increased a little in an attempt to attract her attention.

"Shadow, your memory is gone, but your heart is still there! If you think memory is really that important, then I'm as good as you? I believe that my heart will take me to you! Ling Fenglan looked into her eyes and said seriously. He has no other way, if she is still afraid, then he will lose his memory with her, her feelings, he bears with her!

Hearing this, Shangguan Luoying's eyes finally had a somewhat different look, and she looked up at Ling Fenglan's serious eyes, her heart was shocked, and subconsciously, she reached out and grabbed his hand that wanted to seal her memory, and shouted softly: "Don't!" ”

"Don't! I don't want you to forget me! Shangguan Luoying grabbed Ling Fenglan's hand and said urgently, and after speaking, he hugged him directly without looking at Ling Fenglan's face.

Shangguan Luoying doesn't care so much, she only knows that she doesn't want him to forget her, yes, she is selfish, but even if she is selfish, she doesn't want him to forget her! Just thinking about it, she felt an uncomfortable feeling in her heart, so she subconsciously stopped him.

Ling Fenglan withdrew her hand and looked down at Shangguan Luoying, who took the initiative to hug him, reached out and touched her head, dotingly hooked the corners of her lips and smiled, and said softly: "Okay!" Don't, I won't forget the shadow, life and life, never forget! Even if the shadow forgets me, I won't forget the shadow either! All right? ”

Ling Fenglan knew why Shangguan Luoying wanted to stop him, but he didn't feel bad, but was very happy! Because this just proves that even if she loses her memory, her heart is still there! She's just afraid that they'll lose their memories and lose them completely, so she still has him in her heart, doesn't she?

Hearing Ling Fenglan's words, Shangguan Luoying was stunned, then raised his head and looked at him in confusion, his eyes gradually filled with water vapor. Choked up and said, "Why are you doing this?" You know it, you know why I'm saying it, but why do you still say it? ”

"Don't cry! Shadow doesn't cry, you are my person, no matter what you do or say, I will not blame you! If you don't want me to forget you, I won't forget, and if you want to forget, forget it! I'm sure Shadow still has me in his heart! Ling Fenglan wiped the corners of her eyes distressedly, wiped away the tears in her eyes, and said softly, the doting look in her eyes remained the same. After speaking, Ling Fenglan gave Rong Jia a look and motioned for him to leave, and Rong Jia accepted his eyes and retreated.

Seeing that Rong Jia had already retreated and closed the door of the hall, Ling Fenglan immediately sat on the chair with Shangguan Luoying in her arms, her eyes staring at her tightly, the expression in her eyes changed, and finally turned into a calm look.

Shangguan Luoying couldn't help crying in his arms, his voice getting louder and louder, and finally turned into a cry, his hand tightly grasping the front of his clothes, clenched into a fist.

In the silent room, there was only the cry of Shangguan Luoying, Ling Fenglan had been watching her cry in his arms with dote, her eyes gradually turned into distress, she raised her hand and patted her back gently, and said softly in her mouth: "Good, it's okay after the shadow cries!" After crying, there was nothing to worry about, and I was asked to bear it. ”

Shangguan Luoying only knew that she wanted to cry out loud at this time, crying out all the depression in her heart, and after crying, she didn't think about anything, so there was nothing to worry about, but when she heard Ling Fenglan's words at this time, she was confused again. Raising his head and looking at him with misty eyes, he gradually stopped crying, Shangguan Luoying sobbed and said, "Why are you so good to me?" I'm not worth it, it's not as good as you think! Maybe I was a cold-blooded and ruthless person before? Is it worth your effort? ”

"It's worth it! All the things done for Shadow are worth it! And Shadow is not a cold-blooded and ruthless person, my Shadow is the most beautiful person in the world, how can he be cold-blooded and ruthless? Ling Fenglan gently wiped her eyes, wiped the tears from her eyes, and said softly. Then he smiled and continued: "What's more, I've participated in the past of Shadow, how can I not know what kind of person my Shadow is?" If Ying'er is really a cold-blooded and ruthless person, I Ling Fenglan will also admit it, after all, in this life and this life, you Shangguan Luoying are all my Ling Fenglan's people! That's not going to change because of anything! ”

In his ears was Ling Fenglan's firm voice, Shangguan Luoying looked at him seriously and seriously and unconsciously stupid, looking at him blankly, and he didn't know what he was thinking in his heart. But she knew that she had him in her heart!

After staring at Ling Fenglan for a long time, Shangguan Luoying suddenly lowered his head and laughed softly, and the light laughter echoed in the room, and after a long time, the laughter stopped. Shangguan Luoying raised her head to look at him again, only this time there was no fear and hesitation in her eyes, and there was only the same firmness as Mingwu as him.

Looking at him deeply, as if to take him into his mind and never forget, Shangguan Luoying said softly: "Okay! One word, no extra words, but Ling Fenglan knew what she meant.

The color of ecstasy flashed in her eyes, Ling Fenglan looked down at her with a smile and said, "Shadow agreed?" Is it? His voice trembled slightly, as if he feared that it was just his hallucination.

"Yes! I promised! You're right, even though I have lost my memory, my heart is still there. When you said that you want to lose your memory with me, the first emotion that crossed my heart was panic, and then almost subconsciously stopped you, then I knew that I did have you in my heart, which is not a pale memory can be faked, but my heart clearly told me! Shangguan Luoying felt the light tremor in Ling Fenglan's tone, which made her heart hurt a little, which strengthened her heart even more, so what she didn't want to say was also said in one go, and the determined look in her eyes flashed.

She figured it out, and that's it!