Zhong Qing was imprisoned between Gu Xiu and the wall, his nose was full of the smell of Gu Xiu's body, the faint smell of cologne was unexpectedly good, but the moment he met his eyes, Zhong Qing suddenly sobered up.

"We ...... It doesn't matter anymore, Gu Xiu, this is not my home. Zhong Qing said: "Even if you hate me because of what happened back then, I ...... it."

"I don't hate you." In the dark, Gu Xiu raised his hand and gently pulled the long hair in front of Zhong Qing's forehead behind his ear, the latter was almost melted by the temperature of his palm, when he heard him say, "I like you, do you remember?" ”

The simple four words instantly pulled Zhong Qing back to three years ago, Gu Xiu at that time said the same thing, the movements of his hands were equally gentle, and suddenly nothing seemed to have changed after three years, but the reality was that everything had changed.

"What do you want to do?" Zhong Qing said.

"I want you." Gu Xiu's hand stroked Zhong Qing's head, again and again, as if telling the endless thoughts of the past three years in this silent way, but Zhong Qing knew that Gu Xiu's eyes betrayed his heart - he no longer had any love for himself, and he no longer had any feelings for him.

"I don't want the Zhong Group to close down, you'd better cooperate with me." Gu Xiu said: "Anyway, acting is a very easy thing for you, isn't it?" ”

When it comes to Zhong Shi Group, Zhong Qing is a little uneasy, she has not contacted her father in the past three years, although she can't get over the hurdle three years ago, but she can't be ruthless about her biological father who is connected by blood.

What exactly is Gu Xiu planning? What was his plan for bringing himself back to City A and forcing himself to stay with him? Zhong Qing couldn't figure out what else was worth using in his whole body.

Zhong Qing said: "You want me to ...... What with you? ”

Gu Xiu suddenly laughed, and the light outside the floor-to-ceiling window faintly shone in, and for some reason Gu Xiu's smile was so dazzling, exactly the same as him in Zhong Qing's memory.

Gu Xiu stared at Zhong Qing's eyes, she didn't speak for a long time, Zhong Qing's throat became drier and drier, and just as she was about to speak again, she heard Gu Xiu say:

"Do you know that I've been looking for you all these years?"

Zhong Qing lowered her head, she didn't dare to let Gu Xiu see the sad look on her face.

"Do you know that Gu Zihan kidnapped my mother back then, and Wei Mengjun beat her, causing my mother to have drug rejection and not be treated in time, and finally died in front of me?"

Zhong Qing gritted her teeth and didn't say a word.

"Do you know why I'm so successful now?"

In order not to be used again, in order to take revenge on those who have used him, in order to ...... Do you regret yourself? Zhong Qing's heart gave countless answers, but she still didn't speak.

"Then do you know what was the driving force that supported me to persevere?" Gu Xiu pinched Zhong Qing's face and forced her to look up at herself.

The sadness on Zhong Qing's face that didn't have time to hide made Gu Xiu lose his mind for a moment, he just looked at her like this, and the two of them looked at each other and were silent for a long time.

"Back then...... Why did you go? ”

This question has been on Gu Xiu's heart for three whole years, and even now, he still doesn't want to believe that Zhong Qing's reason for leaving him back then is really because he no longer loves him. Zhong Qing is a very good actor, but if she really left Gu Xiu because she didn't love her anymore as she said, then why did she keep hiding abroad in the past three years and didn't dare to face herself?

But what was the truth of the matter back then? Does it really matter?

Back then, Zhong Qing did not hesitate to break up with Gu Xiu in order to let Gu Zihan let Yun Ling go, she didn't tell Gu Xiu that she was threatened by Gu Zihan, she just didn't want to see Gu Xiu impulsively save people and get hurt, she thought that she could ensure that Gu Xiu and Yun Ling were safe and sound, but she didn't expect Yun Ling to die.

Zhong Qing thought of all possible endings, but he didn't expect the reality to be so bloody.

Even if she told Gu Xiu the truth now, what was the use? What is missed has been missed, and what is lost will not come back......

"Because Gu Zihan threatened you, didn't you?"

Gu Xiu's guess found the answer in the stunned eyes that Zhong Qing didn't have time to hide, he let go of Zhong Qing, and the whole room suddenly became very quiet.

Zhong Qing felt that it was a little cold in the room, she shivered unconsciously, Gu Xiu had his back to her, his tall figure was lonely, Zhong Qing knew that this time she was not qualified to hug him again.

"I'm sorry." Zhong Qing said: "Back then...... I didn't have a choice. ”

"You have a choice!" Gu Xiu turned his head suddenly, anger and unwillingness occupied all his emotions, he had thought that Zhong Qing had left for a reason, but he didn't want it to be because of Gu Zihan.

"Do you do whatever he tells you to do? Why didn't you tell me! Why say something like that? Zhong Qing, you could easily kill my heart back then, you know it...... But they wouldn't tell me what was going on, did they? ”

"You'd rather break up with me than say, Zhong Qing, I'm in your eyes...... What the hell is it! ”

Zhong Qing stiffened her neck and did not speak.

She still remembered that Wei Lan said at that time that if Gu Xiu knew where Gu Zihan had tied up Yun Ling and threatened Zhong Qing, he would definitely rush over to settle accounts with him recklessly, with Gu Xiu at that time, he could only be sent to death in the past.

So even if he wants to be hated by Gu Xiu for the rest of his life, all Zhong Qing wants is for him to live safely.

"I don't have much to say." Zhong Qing said: "Gu Xiu, you hate me so much blame me, if you want to retaliate, just come at me alone, don't touch my family." ”

"What about me?" Gu Xiu stared at Zhong Qing's eyes and said, "What am I?" Zhong Qing, did you really like me back then? ”

Zhong Qing looked at Gu Xiu's eyes and gritted her teeth.

"Xu Zhiyan is right, we won't be together forever." Zhong Qing stiffened his neck and said, "Now that we know the ending, why waste each other's time?" If you really want me to answer, what I want to say is...... Gu Xiu, I didn't love you back then. ”

Back then, Zhong Qing's departure was like a knife stuck in Gu Xiu's chest, and now that Zhong Qing is back, she personally said the answer that Gu Xiu asked but didn't dare to get, just like Zhong Qing pulled out the knife in his chest with his own hands, and then pierced it into the wound again.

Deeper, more painful, and Gu Xiu couldn't breathe even more.

For Zhong Qing, the hurt of the lies told by herself was as deep as Gu Xiu's, she would rather be confused or crazy to say such a thing, but the truth is that she is very sober, and it seems that she has never been so sober.

There's no going back for them.

Now Zhong Qing is not the person who dared to pluck up the courage to love at the beginning, now she wants to live with guilt for Xu Ruo for the rest of her life, her joys, sorrows and sorrows are nothing in front of Xu Ruo's two broken legs.

She didn't dare to like Gu Xiu, she only indulged in love once, and it brought almost ruined consequences, they were all adults, and they had to bear the mistakes they made, but if time went back and everything could be done all over again, Zhong Qing would rather never open her eyes again after committing suicide.

"Get out." Gu Xiu pointed to the door, and his voice was calm: "Get out!" ”

Zhong Qing didn't say a word, turned around and left the lounge. Wei Lan was bartending at the back of the bar, and when she saw Zhong Qing walk out, she turned over the bar and greeted her.

Zhong Qing didn't say a word, turned around and left the lounge. Wei Lan was bartending at the back of the bar, and when she saw Zhong Qing walk out, she turned over the bar and greeted her.

"You ......"

Zhong Qing raised her head, and just wanted to say "It's okay" to Wei Lan, but suddenly saw a necklace on the wall of the bar, which was the agate jade necklace of her mother!

Wei Lan followed Zhong Qing's line of sight and said, "Second Master asked me to put it where he could see it, and from the rest room on the second floor, he could see it at a glance." ”

"Why ......" Zhong Qing asked in a hoarse voice, "Why did he do this?" ”

Wei Lan said: "Actually, the second master has been looking for you all these years, not to take revenge on you, Zhong Qing, he just wants to know the truth of what happened back then." ”

Zhong Qing closed her eyes in pain, and when she opened them again, she had endured all her tears.

"The second master doubted that someone was threatening you, Gu Zihan's mouth was too hard to tell the truth, the second master found the bodyguard who followed Gu Zihan back then, but those people were all sealed by Gu Zihan and refused to say anything, only one of them was willing to reveal it, saying that Gu Zihan also brought you to that warehouse, and Xu Ruo's leg was also broken by Gu Zihan."

"The second master doesn't hate you, he hates himself, and he hates himself more than you left back then, why he didn't have the ability to protect you back then."

Zhong Qing's shoulders trembled slightly, her hands clenched into fists, and in the floor-to-ceiling window on the second floor behind her, Gu Xiu stared at Zhong Qing's back, she could feel a gaze falling on her, but she didn't look back.

"It's all gone." Zhong Qingyun opened her mouth lightly, as if she had seen through everything, and she said: "When we were together, we hurt a lot of people, since this is the case, it is better to let go." ”

"Zhong Qing, your heart is really ruthless."

To Zhong Qing's ears, Wei Lan's words did not seem like sarcasm but like a compliment. If her heart is not ruthless, how can she be strong and face everything after being reborn? If she wasn't ruthless, how could she grit her teeth and persist for three whole years, hiding her love for Gu Xiu in her heart without saying a word.

Someone once asked Zhong Qing: "Zhong Qing, this name sounds good, does it mean that you only love one person in your life?" ”

At that time, Zhong Qing replied: "Maybe, who knows." ”

But now, she would say, "There is no one in this world who will love anyone all his life." ”

Love a lifetime or something, it's a promise that was casually said when you were young, but if you really want to spend your life with someone, how much courage and determination do you have to support? Zhong Qing is a coward, she is afraid, so she doesn't dare to love.