This meal was eaten from the afternoon to the evening, Zhong Qing only ate a few bites before putting down the chopsticks, she sat on the chair and listened to them chatting with a feeling of vomiting, Rachel on the other side seemed to deliberately stimulate her, and asked Gu Xiu to pick vegetables and shrimp for her several times, and even Xiaowen couldn't look at it with her pretentiousness.

Although Gu Xiu was taking care of Rachel, Yu Guang never left Zhong Qing's body for a moment, and he saw that Zhong Qing never picked up chopsticks after eating a few bites, and an inexplicable worry unconsciously rose in his heart.

Zhong Qing's face was a little bad, as if she had lost a lot of weight since the last time she saw her in the hospital, was it because she was pregnant and had no appetite? Gu Xiu's thoughts drifted farther and farther away, and he didn't come back to his senses until Rachel next to him pulled his sleeve.

"Hum-hum-" Zhong Qing's mobile phone rang, it was Xu Ruo's call, she got up and walked to the balcony to pick it up, Gu Xiu looked back inadvertently, in fact, looking at Zhong Qing's figure, Rachel noticed that something was wrong with him.

"Hello?"

Xu Ruo's voice rang on the other end of the phone: "How is it?" Is your body okay? ”

"It's okay, it's just that I can't eat." Leaving the dining table, Zhong Qing, who couldn't smell the smell of oil, felt that the air was a lot fresher, and she smiled: "Why do you care about me so much?" Are you not busy at work? ”

"Actually, it's not me, it's my sister who cares about you very much, but she was embarrassed to call you directly because of what happened back then, so she asked me to ask about the situation." After such a long time, Xu Ruo has sorted out his feelings, and he will not have other feelings for Zhong Qing except friendship, after all, the two have grown up together since childhood, although things were a little unpleasant in the past, but fortunately, neither side is a careful person.

Gu Xiu picked up the wine glass, and as soon as she turned her head, she saw Zhong Qing talking on the phone on the balcony, she seemed to be laughing, and she was laughing very happily, for some reason Gu Xiu felt awkward, as if she was jealous of the person who was talking to Zhong Qing on the phone.

The meal finally ended at about seven o'clock, Xiaowen knew that Zhong Qing hadn't eaten anything, so when she left, she specially packed some light snacks for her, and handed her the pregnant woman guide who had taken notes, telling her that she could call herself at any time if she had a situation.

Du Qunyu personally sent the guests out of the rental room, Zhong Qing waved goodbye to them, a car was parked across the road, seeing Zhong Qing appear, Xu Ruo got out of the car and opened the co-pilot's door for her.

The movements were skillful as if he was used to this action, Gu Xiu saw this scene in his eyes, and didn't say anything, but he gradually couldn't suppress the awkwardness in his heart.

"They have a really good relationship." Rachel deliberately said in front of Gu Xiu: "Zhong Qing is so happy to have a boyfriend who loves her so much. ”

Gu Xiu drove the car without saying a word, Rachel sat in the co-pilot and carefully observed his expression, and found that after he saw Zhong Qing and Xu Ruo get into a car, his facial features became solemn, and he was a little unhappy in his heart.

"Gu Xiu."

"Huh?"

"You don't touch me, is it because of her?"

Gu Xiu unconsciously pressed the steering wheel, he didn't turn his head to look at Rachel's expression, but said, "It has nothing to do with her." ”

Rachel was silent, her eyelids drooping, her loss palpable.

"I didn't say her name just now......"

On the other side, in Xu Ruo's car, Zhong Qing frowned and leaned in the saddle, enduring the vomiting sensation of her stomach tumbling over the river, but there was nothing in her stomach.

Xu Zhiyan was also in the car, and when she saw Zhong Qing's uncomfortable reaction in the early stages of pregnancy, although she was also very anxious, she didn't know what to do to relieve her pain.

Finally tossed back to the hotel, Zhong Qing retched on the toilet for more than ten minutes, and when she stood up, her legs were empty, Xu Zhiyan helped her sit on the sofa, she was dizzy.

"What you have in your belly is Gu Xiu's child, are you sure you won't tell him the truth?" Xu Zhiyan asked.

"It's not that I don't want to say it, but ......" Gu Xiu wouldn't believe it at all when he said it, now his memory was in a very fragile stage, Rachel hypnotized his nerves, and Zhong Qing didn't dare to wake up his memory easily.

Xu Zhiyan took out a blanket and put it on Zhong Qing's body, she looked around at this hotel that was treated as a home, although there was a lot of life, it didn't look like a place that could be settled for a long time.

"If you don't have a place to live, I have a vacant house...... "Even if it's atonement, Xu Zhiyan wants to do something for Zhong Qing.

But Zhong Qing shook her head, with her current financial ability, she can buy a house, originally living here was just for convenience, but now that she is pregnant with a child, she should consider finding a place to settle down.

Just thinking of buying a house, Zhong Qing wanted to go back to the apartment where she lived opposite Gu Xiu, everything there was so familiar to her, but now that the house was no longer in her name, and with a new tenant moving in, her desire to go back was slim.

I don't know how long it took, Zhong Qing closed her eyes and fell asleep, Xu Zhiyan and Xu Ruo quietly exited the room.

Zhong Qing had a very deep dream, Gu Xiu in the dream stretched out his hand to himself, smiling as gentle as he used to, Zhong Qing involuntarily approached him, but the moment her fingers touched Gu Xiu, the phantom shattered, and Gu Xiu's figure turned into thousands of silver butterflies, flying past her.

"Don't!" Zhong Qing woke up from a dream, her forehead was covered with fine sweat, and there was suddenly a man's back in the dark room, Zhong Qing looked over with the blanket on her body, thinking it was a dream, but after waking up, she saw that it was Gu Xiu.

"How did you get in?"

Gu Xiu didn't know what was wrong with him, as if he had eaten the poison that Zhong Qing had poured into him when he was unconscious, knowing that this woman was dangerous and could not be approached, but he was unwilling.

After leaving Du Qunyu's rental room, his mind was full of Zhong Qing's expression on the balcony answering the phone, she was smiling, that smile was different from the smile she had when she saw her, jealousy took root in Gu Xiu's heart, and he couldn't explain what it was like.

"You live here alone?"

Where did Zhong Qing's boyfriend go? The man named Xu Ruo, did he pick up Zhong Qing, and then put her here and didn't even give her a decent home!?

Zhong Qing avoided Gu Xiu's gaze and said, "This has nothing to do with you." Thinking of his intimacy with Rachel at Du Qunyu's house, Zhong Qing's heart was dripping blood.

"Are you worth it for a man like that!" Gu Xiu didn't know how he could be so angry, he said, "You are pregnant with his child, he treats you like this, what can you get!" ”

"The father of this child, he can't give me anything." Zhong Qing stood up, looked up at Gu Xiu, and said word by word: "But I am willing to give birth to this child for him, even if he will never admit it, I am willing." ”

"You!"

Stubborn and unreasonable, what is Zhong Qing thinking in the head of this woman? She should be the kind of person who is unscrupulous and has no feelings, but now she said the four words willing, don't you think it's ironic?

In Gu Xiu's memory, Zhong Qing was the kind of dangerous but beautiful man-eating flower that used the most beautiful lies to deceive those who approached her, and then devoured everything about them.

"You think I'm a bad woman, you say I took everything from you, but have you ever wondered why you don't remember anything else, but how I hurt you?" Zhong Qing tugged at Gu Xiu's collar, and her proximity began to make Gu Xiu a little overwhelmed.

At the same time, Zhong Qing's words also reminded him, why didn't he remember many things in the past, but he only remembered the things that Zhong Qing had hurt him? Is it really just because that memory is so poignant that it makes him unforgettable?

"I didn't hurt you, but you hurt me." Zhong Qing's voice weakened, and it seemed that she was still crying, she leaned on Gu Xiu's shoulder, and her body kept trembling.

Even if it was only this moment, she wanted to absorb the warmth of Gu Xiu's body, so that she could give herself a reason to continue to persevere.

Gu Xiu didn't push Zhong Qing away, a voice in his heart was clamoring to hug her tightly, but reason tore his arm and forced him to calm down.

What does it mean that she has not harmed herself, but she is injured because of her? Could it be that I have misremembered the past? Gu Xiu's head suddenly began to ache, and the nerves in his temples throbbed, and he always had this painful feeling whenever he tried to make himself want to go to the memories of the past.

Gu Xiu's face suddenly turned very pale, Zhong Qing sensed that something was wrong with him, helped him to sit down on the sofa, Gu Xiu squinted, the moonlight shone on Zhong Qing's face, this familiar picture aggravated his headache.

"Gu Xiu! Gu Xiu! ”

Gu Xiu's consciousness gradually dissipated, Zhong Qing's voice was far away and sometimes close, he slowly closed his eyes and fell into a brief coma.

Zhong Qing looked at Gu Xiu's sleeping face, sitting on the carpet by the sofa for a long time and refusing to look away, the moonlight was deep and the night was as cold as water, she couldn't remember the last time she was so close to Gu Xiu. Gu Xiu, who was asleep, was always not aggressive, and Zhong Qing could even lie to himself, this man was still the same as before.

Thinking of the bits and pieces of being with Gu Xiu in the past, how could Zhong Qing be willing to let go?

Gu Xiu, Gu Xiu, after I left, would you be tortured like me now? Knowing that the opportunity is slim but refusing to give up, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, you want to hold on tightly and are unwilling to let go?

"If you hate me, if you hate me, I won't leave. If you don't remember me for the rest of your life, I'll dangle it in front of your eyes for the rest of my life. ”

In the quiet room, Zhong Qing's voice was particularly clear-

"I know that if I give up at this time, the real you will definitely not be reconciled, so Gu Xiu, I will wait, I will wait for you to remember, even if you think about it, even I will think about it......"