29 The Price of Youth
After Bu Ran caught up with the fruit, she saw that her face was pale and bloodless, her eyes were in a trance, and her whole person had lost weight, and her weak appearance made people feel very distressed. However, after many inquiries, the fruit just didn't tell the truth, but just used some prevarication to keep perfunctory.
Li Qingguo's abnormality made Buyan suddenly suspicious, and she didn't tell the truth, and she was really helpless, so she didn't ask more. The two had to go back to her rental house outside.
Bu Zhan saw the messy room, which seemed to have not been cleaned for several days, so he began to help her clean up, but was stopped by the fruit, took her hand and sat on the edge of the bed, solemn and sincere: "Dye, think about it, I shouldn't hide it from you, you are my best friend, only you will not laugh at me, blame me, and abandon me, right?" ”
"When I was a junior, didn't I make an agreement, no matter when and where, I wouldn't cheat, I wouldn't hide, and I wouldn't betray." , Buyan recalled that when he sat on the stone steps of the school pavilion in his junior year and said this, they only had this agreement when they discussed the friendship between Gan Mingzhu and Yu Chilanxin in the novel "Gan Nineteen Sisters".
"Dye, do you think that our agreement feels like a love vow?! Hee-hee. A silly smile appeared on Li Qingguo's pale face.
"It doesn't matter if it's love or friendship, isn't it all about purity to be maintained like this?" , do not stain the eyes firm.
"Dye, do you remember the conversation between Gan Mingzhu and Yu Chi Lanxin after they became sisters?"
Lan Xin asked Mingzhu: Sister, what should we do if we fall in love with the same man? , Mingzhu thought about it and said: Like the same man? That's one and a half! Lan Xin laughed: One person and half, isn't it impossible to get it? Mingzhu said again: Since you can't get it, then kill him! Lan Xin laughed again: Okay, kill him! Ling Buran imitated the tone and expression of Gan Mingzhu and Yu Chi Lanxin as he spoke, which made Guo Zi laugh out loud: "Dye, when you talk about novels, you always look like a storyteller." ”
"What the hell is wrong with you? Besides, I'm going to die! ”
After half a ring, the fruit swallowed and said, "I...... I'm pregnant with ...... ...... pregnant", and then lowered his head embarrassedly.
"Can you please stop making jokes like this every time!" , Bu Ran's heart trembled, but he still didn't want to believe it, and he felt that the fruit was talking nonsense again.
"Don't worry, you've already done ......", Li Qingguo raised his head, his eyes were confused, and a trace of unconcealable sorrow flashed on his face.
Looking at the fruit doesn't seem to be a joke at all, not only shocked, but also uncontrollable sadness in her heart, Guozi She is facing this matter alone during this time? It's hard to imagine how she made this decision alone, and how she hid from everyone around her to do the abortion......
"You're only nineteen years old, you're still in college, why would you let this happen ......", Buran hugged the fruit, and the two of them cried bitterly......
"Dye, I won't be again, I won't be so stupid...... It hurts so much, it really hurts, it hurts, I will never have an abortion again. She said that she regretted falling in love, regretting living together, and regretting the easy breakup......
Only then did she know that she had broken up with her boyfriend, but after the breakup, she found out that she was pregnant, so she found a private hospital alone for an abortion.
The impulsiveness, willfulness, and recklessness of adolescence just happened, and Li Qingguo was no exception. She always says she likes it if she likes it, and she doesn't love it if she doesn't love it. Love comes and goes in a hurry, when we are together, we can't get tired of it every day, and when we break up, we are so decisive and simple. I have never seen it, there is still a girl around me who can be like a fruit, love is so hot and free, perhaps, on the way forward bravely, some people will be injured and will not look back, some people will fall all over the body and be bruised, and some people can still start again even if the price is heavy. She felt that the fruit should belong to the last kind.
Bu Ran almost spent all the money he earned from his part-time job in the past few days, bought nutrition and supplements for the fruit, and the two of them also bought gifts for the fruit and his parents, Li Qingguo had always said that she didn't need to buy anything for her parents, but Bu Ran insisted that the elders could not be rude.
After three days, the complexion of the fruit was much better, and his face was flushed. Both of them prayed that they would never be discovered by Guo's father and mother when they returned home.
Sitting on the high-speed train, Guozi slept on the table in a mess, basically in a coma that he couldn't wake up, and looked thoughtfully at the scenery whistling by outside the window.
After leaving home for more than a year, she misses her father so much, but every time her father is too busy to say a few words to herself, she has to operate on a patient, and when she gets off work, it is basically the dead of night, and when she comes home, in order not to cause her mother's mood swings, she and her father basically do not talk on the phone. In such a year or so, there was too little communication with my father, so little that there was not much care and communication except for greetings.
She thought of her mother again, the mother who wanted to love but didn't dare to love, in the consistent impression of Buzhi, she was a woman with long thorns, this thorn sometimes pierced herself, sometimes pierced to others, she is also a pampered lady since childhood, and she is also a noble lady who is cared for by her father, and there are nannies Aunt Lin to do three meals a day at home, and her father worries about taking care of big and small things, and her mother only needs to take care of her emotions, as long as she doesn't teach herself a lesson and doesn't quarrel with her father, it is a happy and peaceful day for her and her father.
At this time, the sleeping fruit moved, turned his head and changed his position to continue sleeping, and said words in his mouth: "Don't stain ......, Yanxi ......"
Bujan looked at the fruit, the halazi that flowed out of her mouth wet a large sleeve, she wiped the fruit with a tissue, and put a piece of paper on her jaw, the fruit turned again, and Bujan put the tissue back on her.
"Unstained...... Yanxi ......"
"You're a natural ......"
"Happiness...... Be happy."
Li Qingguo muttered again and again, as if he was dreaming of something.
Bu Ran heard the fruit call Yanxi's name, the tide of longing hit her again, this boy who didn't say much, was cautious in his words, and versatile, but she felt so good about him, and how did he like herself? Since she got the wrong camera, she wanted to ask this question if she was sure that he also liked her, but she couldn't tell herself the same question, when she liked him and what she liked her?
She was just glad that in the vast sea of people, she met him and secretly fell in love, and he had a deep love for herself for a long time, which is already the greatest gift of love.