Chapter 188: There is sorrow and no joy
"What's the situation? Am I dead or can I go back? She muttered to herself, and was about to move her fingers desperately, but she heard a baby cry in her ears, not very loud, but very clear.
"Wow......"
As if she had returned to her soul, she was suddenly able to move, but there was no empty black and white in front of her, and it became all black.
It was black and sticky, as if it were smudgling her eyes.
"Su'er, we have a son!" Zhao Tengrun's voice sounded in his ears.
Su Chen turned her head slightly, she didn't know where he was, she only felt that it was in that direction, she said calmly: "I can't see, it should be postpartum blindness." ”
Zhao Tengrun sensed that something was wrong when she turned her head, her eyes were blank and unfocused, but her calm expression made him not believe it: "Su'er, don't scare me, this is our son, I have thought of the name......"
Su Chen raised his hand slightly and touched his face, I don't know if it was the liquid of sweat or tears, all over his face, and on his sideburns and forehead.
She sighed slightly: "I really can't see it." ”
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The imperial physician was behind the screen, and he could hear Su Chen talking, Zhou Yueqing personally wiped Su Chen's body, and after the grandmothers re-cleaned the bed and room, the imperial physician stepped forward to inquire.
Postpartum blindness, this chance of being small can fall on her, and it is really ...... What luck.
The doctor was helpless: "If this symptom is caused by childbirth, then this cause is not easy to eradicate." ”
There is no way to go back to before production, and this medication cannot be prescribed.
Su Chen smiled: "Postpartum blindness is not a big deal, it may recover later, or it may die like this in the future, adding a case to you, you have to write a biography well and write it clearly." ”
The director of Tai Hospital hurriedly knelt down: "Niangniang, don't worry, your eyes will be fine!" ”
Zhou Yueqing secretly wiped her tears beside her, so many women in the palace have given birth to children, and the Sun family has given birth to two, both of them are fine, why did Su Chen give birth to a child and fall to such a point?
Su Chen touched his eyes: "Can it be good, I don't care anymore, it's been sixteen years, I haven't seen anything of the scenery here?" ”
All these years have been stolen, and now that the child has been born, she has everything she should have, what is blindness?
Blindness...... It was as if the sky was falling, and she said she didn't care, but the tears broke the embankment.
Zhou Yueqing cried: "Su'er, don't be sad, the emperor will definitely find a famous doctor in the world to diagnose and treat you, don't worry, you will definitely be fine." ”
Su Chen followed her voice and touched her face, shoulder, and slid to her hand: "Thank you for still being by my side, I'm fine, don't cry, do me a favor." ”
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Last time Su Chen asked her to help, or to arrange a marriage for the eldest princess, Zhou Yueqing felt that she was "ordered to be in danger" every time, as if this was her way of getting along with Su Chen.
It's not difficult to do this, it's to go to the camp in the suburbs, find the eldest princess, and ask her to contact the medical saint and tell her about Su Chen's condition.
The eldest princess Zhao Ning is still in the suburbs of Beijing, because when the appointment of half a year arrives, it is already October, and the capital is beginning to enter winter, not to mention the frontier?
Even if she has grown in the barracks for half a year, she will definitely not reach the strength of being able to go to the border pass for the winter, if she insists on going to the border pass this year, Su Chen analyzed the pros and cons for her at that time: it is a cold winter when she arrives at the place, she has never suffered that kind of hardship, and if she suddenly comes into contact with it, she must not be able to stand it. If you go next spring, there will be an adaptation period in summer and autumn, and it will not be so difficult to stay until winter.
Zhao Ning's choice was all made by herself, she knew that Su Chen's analysis was right, so she was ready to set off after the beginning of spring, but she didn't spend the winter in the capital, but in the camp in the suburbs.
Xue Ruman came back in October, Su Chen was holding his stomach at the time, he didn't see him, he knew that he entered the palace to diagnose Runing, and he talked a lot to Runing alone, what he said, except for the two of them, no third person knew.
Su Chen couldn't take care of himself at that time, so naturally he didn't ask about Runing's condition, but Runing's abdominal pain was relieved.
Now, she needs to use it, and she has to use someone else's hand, who is tired of contacting her when she is uncomfortable?
However, Su Chen had an accident, and Zhao Ning rushed back to serve the sick as soon as he heard about it.
"Mother!"
She has called her mother for so many years, but she has not come to ZQSG.
Su Chen was holding on to the bedpost and preparing to get up, when he heard the voice, he smiled: "You're back?" It's hard for you to make a trip. ”
"Mother, this is what a daughter should be, don't say that......" Zhao Ning had never seen such a Su Chen, obviously smiling, and sitting as straight as ever, but it looked so helpless and weak.
She walked closer, asked Su Chen to raise her hand to reach her, and said softly: "I already know what the mother concubine asked Concubine Shu to relay to me, and I also sent a letter according to your instructions, don't worry, this matter is not difficult, there must be a way!" ”
Su Chen raised his hand and directly touched her hand, the corners of his mouth curled wider, and patted the back of her hand: "It's okay, except for the invisible, everything else is fine, don't cry, go and see your father, he probably can't face me, and he hasn't come for a few days." ”
To be precise, since she couldn't see it, Zhao Tengrun hadn't appeared in front of her?
Maybe he appeared, but he didn't make a sound, she couldn't see it, and naturally she didn't know if he was here or not.
And in the past few days, the people around her are serving her daily, washing her face and going to the toilet need someone to be by her side, and it is also a shame that she has already given birth to a child, and this month is really dark.
Anyway, there are a lot of things that can't be done, she can't do anything, and she's not afraid of committing taboos.
Zhao Ning brought her bird's nest and waited for her to eat before leaving, going to find the emperor.
She knew that the relationship between her father and her mother was very good, and her mother was suddenly like this, and her father would definitely not be able to accept it, and at this time, none of her younger brothers and sisters stepped forward.
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Zhao Tengrun's head is big, and he originally wanted to take care of Lin'er with Su Chen, but now Su Chen can't see it, he really complains about the birth of this child.
If he hadn't given birth to a child, Su Chen wouldn't have gone blind!
But the other half of the idea is also very clear, the child is innocent, this kind of thing is an accident, and you can't be angry with the newborn just because Su Chen's body has symptoms.
But the child, who was kept in kindergarten, had only seen him once on the day he spoke, and had not looked at it since.
Just as he was supporting his forehead with one hand and flipping through Su Chen's painting with the other, Zhao Ning came in and knelt down: "Father, my daughter is back." ”
He didn't raise his head: "Go see your mother." ”
"My daughter came from my mother." Zhao Ningli got up and stood in front of the table: "Father, you can't stop seeing your mother because her eyes are injured, she has been very sad these days." This is not allowed to cry during the confinement, and if the eyes are not cured in the future, the root of the disease will fall. ”
When she said this at a young age, Zhao Tengrun looked up at her: "Who told you these words?" ”
What she said was true, but when she said these things at her age, she was very disobedient.
Zhao Ning said: "Father, no one told me this, I thought about it myself, isn't it right?" ”
The words were true, but Zhao Tengrun glanced at her coldly: "You should say this to your mother, and don't think that if you stand on your mother's side, you can do whatever you want!" ”
Zhao Ning bit his lip: "What my father said is that my son knows his mistakes, but he asks his father to fulfill them!" ”
She didn't refute at all, and immediately admitted her mistakes, but then she sought fulfillment, and this cheeky appearance was completely according to Su Chen.
Zhao Tengrun flicked his sleeves: "Get out!" ”
Zhao Ning pouted: "Father, I'm not leaving!" Then he said confidently: "The mother concubine can't see it now, she is calm on the surface, she doesn't know how to cry at night, she is still in confinement, if she really wants to go on like this, even if she recovers in the future, her eyes will have problems!" ”
When she first entered the barracks, she saw some family members of the army, doing chores and cooking in the barracks, and there was a woman who gave birth to her third child, and she began to work after the confinement, crying in the wind.
She doesn't have a good feeling about giving birth to a child, and the memories her mother left her in her two lives are that kind of spicy, and she only hates her for not being a man.
But Su Chen is different, although she keeps calling her mother, she respects and loves her in her heart, like a sister, like a friend, but not like a mother.
She didn't want Su Chen to have something to do, and she couldn't accept that Su Chen had something to do.
Shouting out her heart, she turned around and ran out, since she picked her up, then she would not appear in front of her father in the future.
Su Chen didn't want to cry, and he gradually accepted this problem in the past few days, every day the cassia water was applied to his eyes, carefully maintained, and he used chrysanthemum boiled water to wash his face, although it had no effect, but it was better to comfort him in his heart.
Hearing the sound of footsteps and sobbing, Su Chen didn't ask out loud, only finished the things in hand, put the things away, and then turned around and groped to sit down, and waited for her to finish crying before saying, "Did your father scold you?" ”
Zhao Ning was surprised: "I didn't even say anything, you all know it's me?" ”
There were only two of them in this room, and the palace maids didn't come in, so Su Chen knew it was her?
Su Chen smiled: "Except for you, no one dares to come in so directly, and they cry as soon as they come, since I had an accident, only Qing'er has cried once in front of me, and then there is no more, but it is you, who has only been back for a long time, and has cried twice." ”
"Mother, I ......" Zhao Ning threw herself into her arms: "I went to see my brother just now." ”
"What, you're upset to see a child?" Su Chen heard a cry after giving birth that day, and until now, she has never heard it again, it seems that Zhao Tengrun deliberately did not let people mention it in front of her, and her feelings were all raised by her side, she had never seen it, and she had no feelings.
This tone frightened Zhao Ning: "Mother, don't blame your younger brother, he didn't mean it, every child loves his mother." ”
Su Chen reached out and touched her head: "I haven't seen him yet, don't be careful, I can't do anything now, that kid, you can take a look at it in the future, during this time, you stay in the palace, and when the spring opens after the New Year, you go directly to the border, that is your second uncle's fiefdom, and you have a good relationship with your second aunt when you go to the place, she is a good person." ”
Even so, her affairs were arranged, which made Zhao Ning even more reluctant, and she hugged Su Chen tightly.
Needless to say, she knew that Su Chen understood what she meant.