Chapter 186: Something It's Not Mine, I Can't Throw It Away
Perhaps, this time he will completely lose Gu Bonan.
I sat for a long time, and after leaving, I was casually strolling on the street, and the phone rang suddenly, I took it out and took a look, and unexpectedly saw Bai Ting's name.
What did she call me for? Through this incident, I believe that she already knows about the matter between me and Gu Bonan, right?
How would she feel? How would Gu Bonan explain to her? Did you explain to her like you explained to me?
Thinking of this mess, I once again felt very painful, troubled and melancholy, and my complicated feelings made me miserable to the extreme.
My phone rang over and over again, but I never had the courage to press the answer button.
The last time the ringer stopped, I chose to shut down.
But the moment I looked up, Bai Ting's beautiful and delicate face met my eyes.
……
We sat peacefully on the park benches, which seemed strange, because no one knew what was beneath the calm sea.
Her face is a little haggard, but she does not hide her beautiful appearance and temperament, even if she is only wearing a simple shirt, it is still eye-catching.
"Here's your ring." She spoke, handing me a ring.
This rose ring was a birthday gift from Gu Bonan, and on that day, I took it off and put it on Bai Ting's hand.
The expression on her face was very cold, and her attitude towards me was a little more indifferent, which was to be expected, and we could not continue to be friends as before.
I can't believe we're going to fall in love with the same man.
I glanced at it and didn't answer it, looked away and said, "You throw it away!" ”
"It's not mine, I can't throw it away!" She took my hand and forced it onto mine.
My hand shook a little, and the ring fell into the grass under the chair, and my heart ached, but I didn't choose to pick it up.
"Xia Linglong, don't you have anything to say to me? Don't you think...... Don't you feel like you owe me an explanation? She asked coldly again.
I know what her purpose is today, and her purpose today is to come to Xingshi to ask about sin. questioned me as an original partner, and I was the third party in her eyes who ruined her love and even almost ruined her marriage.
It's not that I haven't thought of her these days, but I don't know how I should face her. It's not what I thought it would be, maybe she was a victim like me, but the person who hurt her was definitely not me.
How can I explain this? Can I tell her that she didn't show up when I was with Gu Bonan? Although they already had a marriage contract, Gu Bonan didn't know about it at all, and he didn't even know Bai Ting.
And I'm ...... It's more like a joke.
"Bai Ting, I don't know what you want me to explain, but I think I may not have anything to explain to you. Gu Bonan is yours, and you're going to be a bride soon, aren't you? ”
"Xia Linglong, don't you think your current attitude is very arrogant? You've been lurking around me for so long, and you've even talked and laughed with me, so I want to ask you, what are your intentions? She asked.
"That's the only way I can do to you, or what do you think I should do? It was never me who owed you an explanation, it was Gu Bonan. What is going on between me and him, you should ask him. It's like, what is the matter between him and you, I would never ask you. ”
"So you think you're great?"
"What do you mean? I think the word great is not close to me, but I am not a person who goes against the grain, I will suffer what I deserve, and I will not accept what I should not accept. So I don't understand the purpose of your questioning today. But whatever your reason, I'm sitting here talking to you just out of respect and friendship. ”
Although I, Xia Linglong, am not a big deal, I still know what it means to be grateful. When I was in the mall, she used to spend a lot of money on my side, and every time she came to the store to buy something, she would report my code, and just for that, I was willing to sit here and talk to her.
"Xia Linglong, are you trying to tell me that you haven't known that my boyfriend is Bo Nan for so long? I love him so much, I care about him so much, do you know how I felt when you handed me the ring that day? ”
"I'm sorry, I don't understand!" I'm already too busy to take care of myself, where can I still be in the mood to care about others?
She snorted coldly, "Of course you can't understand! I always thought you were a very simple girl, but I didn't expect you to be so scheming. ”
"That's not how scheming is used, and when you use this word to describe me at this moment, it seems that I am scheming. Bai Ting, you are from a famous family, and you are a rich lady, I don't need to say a lot of things too thoroughly, I think you should understand yourself, is it just my fault that things have evolved into today? ”
"So what's not? He was unconscious when I went back that day, but when he woke up and saw the ring, he rushed out like crazy, and even told me that he would never fall in love with me, and you tell me, didn't you cause all this? ”
Her questioning gave me a real headache!
It seems that she is not much better than me, although I don't know what the situation between her and Gu Bonan is, but I can guess a little bit when I look at it like this.
"Bai Ting, if he tells you and says that he will never fall in love with you, then at this time, you should consider why you can't get into his eyes, instead of questioning me here!"
"Isn't it because he has you in his eyes that he doesn't look down on me?"
"But the man is in your hands after all, if you have confidence, why bother asking me here for his heart? The heart will always grow in the body, the body is by your side, and if you can't keep his heart, then it's not someone else's problem, it's your problem! ”
"Why my problem?"
"In the days to come, maybe he will stay by your side all the time, assuming you have the ability and confidence, why can't you change him? Even if you have 1,000 10,000 reasons to think that it's because his heart is too strong, or that I think I'm too attractive, so that he can be firm in his heart for me. But...... This speaks volumes about your incompetence, and there is another possibility, which is that you are really not suitable. ”
"Xia Linglong, are you provoking me by saying these words to me now? You're trying to say that I'm not a good fit for him, but are you a good fit for him? ”
"It turns out that it should be like this, I had a good life with him before you showed up. Although I don't know why he married you, I believe he didn't marry you because he loved you. ”
If it was because she loved her, she wouldn't be so unconfident arguing with me here now.