And the unstained and spring mud who returned to the school dormitory were lying on the bed tossing and turning.

It was already one o'clock in the morning, the lights had long been turned off in the dormitory, and the two chatted by the moonlight outside the window.

"Why don't we call the police?" Chunni sat up from the bed violently, looking at a loss.

"It's not enough to ...... 24 hours," he replied without anxiety.

"What then? Dye, Xiangxiang has never been home at night, has she encountered anything recently? ”

Seeing that Chunni was so worried, Buyan told her about Qu Xiang's search for his biological parents. Chun Ni said with tears in his eyes: "Xiang is so pitiful, he grew up without love since he was a child...... But fortunately, her adoptive mother was also quite merciful, at least she let her go to college. ”

After Chunni finished speaking, Bu Dye's heart tightened, last time Qu Xiang said that she had added a lot of QQ groups to find relatives, and she chatted with them very happily, could it be that she went to meet some netizens?

This thought flashed through her mind, but she quickly denied her guess, because Qu Xiang maintained a high degree of distrust of others, how could she easily meet netizens?

"If Xiang doesn't come back tomorrow morning, we'll call the police!" , Bu Zhan said to Chunni.

However, Chunni, who slept on the opposite bed, did not react. Bu Zhan glanced at the place of her bed, the moon was really round tonight, and the moonlight shone brightly on Chunni's face.

"It's really not good, the classmates we know under the organization are looking for it spontaneously?"

Chunni still didn't respond, but just listened carefully, and there was a sound of whirring sleep on the other side.

It seems that Xiao Nizi is too tired today.

After a while, Bu Ran was also a little confused, and gradually fell into a dream.

She seemed to be half-drunk in a trance, and stumbled open the door of her house, thinking that her mother would block the door as usual, and reprimanded her fiercely before letting her go upstairs and go back to the room, however...... This time, it didn't.

She was ready to wait for her to come out to teach herself, so she deliberately played with a few classmates until she came home late, and when she passed by a familiar kebab shop alone, she deliberately ordered three or four bottles of beer, drank it in one breath with her nose, and went home with a smell of alcohol. Anyway, no matter how obedient she is, how much she pleases her mother, she always has to pick her own thorns to 'educate'. Why don't you just be an ignorant bad boy and let her teach her enough.

However, why didn't it this time, I felt a little disappointed.

Shaking his body and walking through the living room, he was about to lift his feet upstairs, but suddenly heard the sound of an argument from his parents' room, huh...... They quarreled again, for the same reason as usual, because of themselves.

My mother cried and roared: "Let me endure it every time, I have endured it for seventeen years, but what have I gained? It's just the end of a bad mother, the end of a bad mother! ”

Dad replied angrily: "Didn't I tell you, if you endure it, the child will go to college soon, so naturally she won't live at home often, so there is no need for her to move out." She is now in her third year of high school and needs a good environment to study with peace of mind. ”

"But look at her, now she obviously looks against me, and she takes what I say to heart! Since I was a child, I haven't been treated as my own mother, and now I don't even have a title when I see me, this is your good daughter! ”

Dad was silent for a while, and after a while he said: "You can't always look fierce to the child, so that she is naturally estranged from you, you see that she doesn't dare to speak when she sees you now, she is a child, you are an adult, can't you be generous?!" ”

Immediately afterwards, my mother reluctantly said: "Generous? You don't think I'm generous enough? I'm not generous enough, how can I raise her until I'm 17? I'm not generous enough, how could I allow you to take her home, I'm not generous enough, how could I have lived with you for 17 years after knowing the truth? You must know that I will be judged by a small amount now, I should not agree to raise her with you! ”

"Okay, okay, it's a slip of the tongue, I'm not right. Back then, you were willing to forgive me and promise to accept the child, I have always remembered it, so I made up my mind to cherish you for a lifetime and care for you for a lifetime, I have been doing this, you know. But why can't you let go of your child? You must know that you have been a mother and daughter for 17 years! ”

"Forgive you? For days and nights, I thought I had forgiven you, but my heart told me that I would be heartbroken when I thought about it! It's okay not to think about it during the day, but every time I see her dangling in front of my eyes, it reminds me that it happened yesterday, and rubs salt on my wound again! Mom seemed to be crying out of grief.

"You must know that you have been living so painfully, you should have divorced in the first place, but you refuse to let go, why do you torture yourself like this?" , Dad's tone was helpless.

"Yes, I want to let go, but my heart is saying over and over again, I can't do without you, I love you so much, how can I be willing to let go?"

Dad reassured: "Okay, the child is coming back soon, let's not quarrel, okay?" Come, I'll help you lie down, your body can't be excited like this, you can't get angry, you know? ”

After listening to his parents' quarrel, there was no movement, and he hurried upstairs. She couldn't figure out what the content of her parents' quarrel meant, especially when it came to a truth 17 years ago, what was it? Of course, the child in Dad's mouth should be himself, but does that truth have anything to do with him? Could it be that my mother doesn't like her very much, is it because of the so-called truth in their mouths?

An ominous premonition came over her mind, and her sensitive heart seemed to understand something, but she didn't know the truth, and she still couldn't determine the speculation in her heart......

She was groggy and wanted to call Li Qingguo, maybe Guozi could help her analyze and analyze.

Just as she was about to dial, there was a knock on the door, and she opened the door, it was Dad.

"Xiao Ran, when did you come back? Why didn't Dad hear that? Dad asked softly as she stood in the doorway, her gentle voice making her feel concerned.

"Just came back, Dad, I'm sorry, I'm late, Mom...... She's not going to be angry, is she? She tried her best to hide herself, and said to her father in the most natural voice.

"Your mother has fallen asleep, she is not angry with you today, don't worry!"

"Dad, come in!" , Buzhan took her father's hand, she wanted to ask her father something.

"No, Xiao Ran should rest early!"

"Uh-huh......!"

"Don't drink, it's not good for your health!" , Dad poked his head into the house to remind him the moment he pulled the door open.

"Hmm...... Not anymore! Father. Undyed was a little embarrassed to respond.

The bottles of beer just now were indeed a little violent, so that at this moment, the body seemed to be burning a fire, the burning blood was sizzling, and the high temperature was flowing in the body, as if it could steam the bones and sweat. And the heart is so uncomfortable that even standing is a little unstable on the feet......

She hurriedly lay on the bed, she didn't want to cover the quilt, but her palms kept sweating, and large beads of sweat mixed with tears from her eyes flowed down the corners of her eyes to the roots of her ears......

How could she be so uncomfortable, she would never drink alone again, but if she didn't drink, how would she sleep tonight?

Why are 10,000 haunted in my heart, Mom, why don't you like me so much? Why?

Her throat began to choke, she wanted to cry but couldn't make a sound, she wanted to shout loudly, but she couldn't open her mouth, so she could only hold the quilt tightly with both hands in a hurry and uncomfortable......

Then my heart suddenly chuckled, and I felt that my body was falling into the abyss, and I had a premonition that this fall must be very painful, but strangely it was a dull pain that my body did not touch the ground.

Struggled to open his eyes, vaguely discerning his surroundings. The sound of spring mud still sleeping......

It turned out to be just a dream......

She has such a dream again, a dream that is exactly the same as reality, every winter and summer vacation, how can this dream bomb her heart like a bomb?