Chapter Ninety-Three: The Rebellion and the Separation of Relatives
Bo Yan admitted that he really didn't understand love and couldn't understand many things.
Now think about Pei Yao's words and deeds towards Liu Zhao in the past, all of them revealed their intentions.
Earlier, when he first became the queen, he went home to save his relatives, Liu Zhao came to see him, Pei Yao was so resolute in stopping him, and faintly indicated that it was inappropriate to find a wife for Liu Zhao at that time...... If I had been more thoughtful, I am afraid I would have been able to understand the meaning of her words.
Later, Xu Guiren wanted to frame himself for fornicating with Liu Zhao, but he didn't expect it to be Pei Yao and Liu Zhao who were recruited, although nothing substantive happened to the two of them, but they were also considered to have a skin-to-skin relationship, after the incident, neither of them reacted, just when this incident had not happened, now that I think about it, I am afraid that only Liu Zhao is open-minded, he has no intention of Pei Yao, and he does not want to marry her, so he shirks the past with his childhood affection, and Pei Yao, How could she, a yellow flower girl, not care at all, she always had to mention this matter, the reason why she didn't replace it was probably willing to do that day...... Why you are willing, it is self-evident.
Bo Yan held his forehead, but sighed that he had lived in vain for so many years, and he didn't even see such a thing, no wonder, Pei Yao's state would be so bad when Liu Zhao died, and he thought that he and others were in love with his brothers and sisters, Pei Yao couldn't stand the blow, and now it seems that it was obviously the death of his beloved, which caused Pei Yao's heart to die.
Bo Yan shook his head: "So, you blame Bengong for your cousin's death, and feel that all this is Bengong's fault?" ”
Pei Yao gritted her teeth, stared at Bo Yan, her eyes gradually changed from injury to anger, her eyes gradually turned red, she stretched out her fingers tremblingly, pointed at Bo Yan, and said in a trembling voice: "Since you don't like him, why delay him!" ”
Bo Yan was shocked, and he didn't say anything, waiting for Pei Yao's next words.
"You know that he likes you, you know that he cares about you, you don't marry him, why do you want him to worry about you! He is a dignified son of the Liu family, with a noble status, a good life, and a bright future, but now, he was murdered, and he had to bear the name of a brawl, and his body was eaten by wild beasts, and he didn't even leave a whole corpse! What did he do wrong again! It's just that I'm in love with you that I've done so much for you, why did I end up like this! ”
Bo Yan thought of Liu Zhao's incomplete, flesh-and-blood body, and the tips of his heart trembled again, and he sneered helplessly: So, did she feel that she had a very smooth time during this time, and she didn't miss Liu Zhao at all, so she was resentful. 35xs
"He just loves you, but he ended up like this," Pei Yao was still very excited, tears couldn't stop flowing, and she said resolutely: "Niangniang, you lost him, you are sorry for him!" ”
Bo Yan looked at Pei Yao, who was full of distress and despair, and her heart was surprisingly not a little turbulent, but a little funny, she couldn't understand why Pei Yao was so kind to herself, and she couldn't understand it for a long time, even if she liked Liu Zhao, she and she had been sisters for many years, why could she be such a killer to herself, and didn't care about her past friendship at all
After listening to Pei Yao's words just now, Bo Yan suddenly understood, and suddenly understood why Pei Yao was like this, was she really blaming herself? I'm afraid this point only accounts for 30% of the reason, more because she is aggrieved by anger, she doesn't know when she started to like Liu Zhao, maybe it's the age when love first blooms, or earlier, from the heart, Liu Zhao is indeed a good man, talented and dedicated, it is natural for Pei Yao to like Liu Zhao, but Liu Zhao has never been interested in her, and he has never really confessed, it is precisely because of this miss that Pei Yao will become more and more sad and miss this matter more and more, The realization that she had lost her life for herself and that she had never had a chance to show her heart was the realization that her long-pent-up jealousy finally erupted, like a raging wave sweeping over her body, and then she became resentful of herself, to the point of not dying. Flash Dance.
"Bengong is sorry for him, Bengong has lost him," Bo Yan chuckled, thought for a moment and raised his eyes to look at Pei Yao: "You are thinking about Liu Zhao now, Bengong also knows that there is no reason to talk to you, everything he has done Bengong is grateful, no matter good or bad, but all this is not what Bengong wants, why finally let Bengong be responsible, Bengong has never promised him anything, so why not lose him?" What did he lose? A piece of infatuation? That Bengong asked you, since you have a heart for your brother, you even want to kill Bengong for him, but think about it, if your cousin is still in the world, is he willing to see you do this to Bengong?"
Pei Yao was stunned and opened her mouth, not knowing how to answer.
"You and I both know that with my cousin's intentions for this palace, even if he loses his life, he doesn't want to hurt this palace in the slightest, do you think he is willing to watch you poison this palace? Oh, you should understand all this, so the reason why you are doing this is not for your cousin's grievances at all, but just for your own jealousy and to vent personal grievances! ”
"I didn't!" Pei Yao excitedly denied it.
"My cousin has a great favor in this palace, and this palace owes him a debt, which can't get around the word 'love', but only the word 'love' is the most difficult to settle in this world, and where is there a difference between who is right and who is wrong, who is more and who is less, my cousin is dead, do you think this palace is too rational? Too cold-blooded? Is it because Bengong didn't rush over to tear the Yan family to pieces according to your wishes? Have you forgotten who Hongu is! ”
"Identity! Is the identity of the Queen Mother more important than everything! Pei Yao flicked her sleeves and looked angry, she was tired of hearing these two words.
Bo Yan got up and stood in front of Pei Yao, sneering: "Yes!" This identity is more important than anything else! ”
"You!" Pei Yao gritted her teeth.
"Three hundred years ago, the founding emperor of Zhao rebelled to overthrow the tyranny and founded the Zhao state, and the Zhao state experienced more than 100 major battles, and the emperor led his troops to exterminate the barbarians seven times; There were dozens of civil strife in the court, the most famous of which was the 'Tianxu Change' during the reign of the Holy Ancestor Emperor, when the prime minister deceived the Holy Ancestor at a young age, tried in vain to replace him, and led the ministers to force the palace, so the Holy Ancestor Emperor survived in such a desperate situation! killed the prime minister with his own hands, and since then he has been famous in Kyushu! Zhao Guo, after ups and downs, even in the hands of people like the first emperor, he still sits firmly in the top three names of Kyushu, do you think that governing such a country is a child's play? Everything is as you like, whatever you want! The century-old foundation of the Zhao Kingdom is going to be destroyed in the hands of this palace! This palace wants to kill the Yan family for the sake of his cousin's death, so as to have a reputation for personal vendetta and ruthlessness! Is that right?! The emperor is still young, the palace is the queen mother of a country, every word and deed represents the entire Zhao country, you can do love and hate to the extreme! But not Hongu! Bo Yan said word by word, hatefully, to be honest, he is also very envious of Pei Yao and others, revenge? Grievances? Don't you want to do this? But he has too much on his back, and such an identity is destined to not be able to move with his heart, which is like a shackle, which restricts him from only being able to move in a limited space, and he is elegant and dignified on the surface, and he also wants to be willful like Pei Yao, but where can this helplessness be explained.
Bo Yan tugged at the corners of his mouth, looking at Pei Yao, no sadness or joy, the closest person used to kill himself, thinking that Pei Yao in the previous life was also because of Liu Zhao's murderous intention, after all, Liu Zhao also died because of himself in his last life, Liu Zhao died twice because of himself, Pei Yao also poisoned himself twice, the difference is only that in this life, he escaped ......
Bo Yan closed his eyes, he can be reborn for a lifetime, I don't know if Liu Zhao can too, if he can be reborn...... I hope that he will be far away from him and have peace in this life.
"You want to kill this palace, this palace can understand, but please don't label this matter as 'love', you are just to vent your anger, but because of selfishness," Bo Yan sneered and continued: "There are few poisons like 'red face drunk' in the world, and it is impossible for you to have access to it in the harem, so this palace thinks, this matter is not planned by you alone." ”
Pei Yao hurriedly distinguished: "It's all me who did it!" ”
"You are protecting that person, but you don't need to say that the palace also knows, it's your aunt, if you want to say that there is anyone in the world who hates the palace so much, except for you, you are the Liu family, the aunt lost her son, and the white-haired person sent the black-haired person, she naturally resented the palace." It's not so much that they resent themselves, but that they need an outlet, so they naturally shift their attention to themselves.
Oh, there is nothing more sad than the betrayal of the person who once trusted and loved the most, Bo Yan caressed his heart, only felt that there was an empty piece, something was flowing out in a steady stream, how could the world say that they didn't care, but their relatives felt that they were cold-blooded and cold-hearted, disgusted with themselves, this is really not something that can be accepted calmly, what if they kept Zhao Guojiang? What if the Bo family is saved? The trust that ordinary people have is something they will never have in their lives, and Pei Yao, who once swore in front of him that he was willing to entrust his life to his own hands, now resents himself; The aunt who took care of herself since she was a child wanted to poison herself, Bo Yan smiled bitterly, and was reborn in a lifetime, but she was still a failure.
Seeing this, Pei Yao still wanted to distinguish something for the Liu family and carry all the things on herself, but Bo Yan was already physically and mentally exhausted after experiencing the conversation with her, and she really didn't want to listen anymore, so she summoned the guards to take Pei Yao to take care of her in the afternoon, and strictly forbade the spread of today's events for half a minute.
Now Bo Yan's brain is a mess, he didn't know what to do before he didn't know the truth, but he became more and more confused after confronting Pei Yao today, and when Bo Yan had no clue, news came from outside, saying that Yan Liuniang died of illness last night, and as soon as the news came out, Bo Yan was a flurry again, and I heard that Yan Liuniang's symptoms before death were the same as his current life, but the onset was rapid, and it was only seven days from the beginning to his death, Bo Yan became more and more shocked, heh, sure enough, Pei Yao and the Liu family want revenge